I will die the day I want to die

April 2

His illness was a little better, and he knew I was Xie Ji, so he crawled on me early in the morning to act wildly.It's been a long time since I saw his enthusiastic eyes, and when he kissed the corner of his eyes, tears welled up.

He seemed to be terrified, staring at me with wide eyes, and quickly got off my body helplessly, and carefully handed me a tissue.

I couldn't control my emotions, so I took his tissue and sat up and covered my face. He didn't dare to speak, but just shrank to the side and peeked at me. I was afraid that he would have a headache again, so I wiped his face twice and hugged him inside.

i miss him.

He clasped my shoulders with both hands, rubbed his face against my neck, and suddenly whispered: "Did you... suffer a lot of grievances?"

My heart was pierced by him again, and I laughed in pain, squeezed his face, and joked: "There is no such thing as you in the world, are you born to love me? Why can't I bear the slightest grievance?" ?”

He loved me so much and treated me so well before, and he never wanted me to be wronged in the slightest.

Even if you just wake up a little and remember me a little, you don't want me to suffer a little bit of grievance.

He patted me on the back and said softly, "I didn't love you before, you were the one who stalked me." After he finished speaking, he laughed a little timidly, probably because he was afraid that I would be dissatisfied.

I hugged him tightly and smelled the milky scent on his body. He has been pestering me to take a milk bath for him these two days. After soaking him twice, there is a faint milky scent all over his body.Smelling on the tip of my nose, I suddenly calmed down.

I know what he is taboo and what he longs for.

He doesn't want to give up his love, and he doesn't want me to give it away.

Thinking about what I used to say to him, "You can love her if you love me," I'm the dumbest bastard in the universe.

How can love be controlled?

And how can I let him give his love for me to others?

How could he use that reason to harm him and force him to die?

He moved suddenly and raised his hand to cover my eyes.

"Don't think so much, there's not enough time, go on a date with me." He said with a smile, and he gently kissed away the tears that slipped down from his palm.

"I haven't known you for so long, I miss you so much." He complained, and put his kiss close to my lips.

I held his hand in my hand, couldn't help kissing him a few times, talking nonsense, I miss you, I miss you too, I miss you so much Yunshu Yunshu...

I miss you so much.

I wish you don't forget me.