I will die the day I want to die

April 1

I bought a pair of rings, men's models with fine diamonds, he likes kittens, I asked a friend to engrave a kitten inside.

He liked it very much, and turned his head to ask me if I had a kitten. I smiled and kissed him, and told him, I don't have one, I only have you.

He looked at me with wide eyes, froze for a moment, then pouted suddenly and said, you are talking nonsense!I'm not a kitten!

I was so funny, I took off the ring and showed it to him, he touched it with his head down, and muttered softly: "You drew a cloud."

I nodded, and stretched out my hand to ask him to put it on for me. He did it obediently, and soon forgot about the ring, and asked me for the biscuits on the table.

I put my hands together, squeezed the cloud in the ring tightly, and brought him a biscuit.

After a while he complained of a headache, held his head and slipped into my arms, sobbing softly, "Where did Xie Ji go... Woo... Why are you always here..."

I have been tortured by him these days, and at this moment, apart from the tingling pain in my heart, I can't feel anything for a while.

I held him in one hand and rubbed his temples with the other. He closed his eyes and whimpered softly. My brother said he would buy me a new toy.

I took out all the medicines for him and poured a cup of hot water to cool him down. His headache got better and he started to throw himself into my arms again.

I hugged him and listened to him ask curiously: "Did Xie Ji go to school? He didn't take me there because I was sick?"

I hugged him, put my chin on his shoulder, and replied softly: "Well, you are sick, he wants to go out to study hard, and earn money to support you in the future."

Raising you white and fat will make you look extremely happy.

April 1

Yunzhu came to see him today, he was squatting next to the fish tank to catch fish with a net bag, when he saw Yunzhu he ran over excitedly, called his brother to come, and smiled happily.

I put away the net bag and went to the balcony to get his coat.

When he came back, he handed me a glass of warm water, and then showed Yunzhu the toys he had collected during the past few days. I took a sip while holding the water glass, and felt that my dry and hoarse throat was much softer and warmer.

Yunzhu teased him, saying that if you don't go to class today, the teacher will deduct credits.

He froze in place with a look of bewilderment, Yunzhu laughed at him, I heard that your school management system is very strict, absenteeism is equal to re-study.

After hearing this, he turned his head to look at me almost immediately, his mouth was deflated, and he was about to cry.

I looked at Yunzhu helplessly, and complained: "What do you always bully him for? He hurts his eyes when he cries." After speaking, I stretched out my hand to Yunshu, who immediately rushed over to hug me, and muttered softly: " My brother bullied me."

I wiped away the tears in his eyes, kissed him, and comforted him: "He is a bad person, why don't you open the door for him next time?"

He hugged me and hummed twice, then said in a low voice: "Brother loves me."

I rubbed his hair and it softened into a ball in my palm, and I sighed softly.

Occasionally I would be discouraged, wondering why everyone remembered this person, but not me.

He remembered Xie Ji, but not me.

really...

Forget it.

I still couldn't help lowering my head and kissing his face, but he reached out and grabbed a handful of hair. Looking at his dark pupils, I raised my eyebrows suspiciously.

After dawdling, dawdling, chirping, he finally said, "You love me more than your brother."

For a moment, I felt my nose was sore. Looking at his bright eyes looking at me, I smiled softly.

He tilted his head, suddenly stretched out his hand to wipe my face, and asked displeasedly, "Why are you crying?"

...I love him so much.

He knows, I love him so much.