Sister, don't go

Xiaoxi, you once blamed me for losing my temper without asking why. You hugged that man in the car on your birthday, and you said he was just your boss.Well, a hug between colleagues doesn't mean anything.But this time, it was so late, you were taking a shower, you left him in the room, and the man acted like you were her property.

Baixi, what kind of person are you?I can't see which is the real you, is it you who put the ring on me and claimed to hold me tight?Is it you who said I love you tenderly and affectionately when you wanted me?Is it you who were frozen three feet when you were angry when you didn't speak?Are you still the one who makes people feel distanced by smoking a cigarette?

What you said to me, what you did, which one is true and which one is false?Why do you say that you have nothing to do with him, but you do this behind your back? Did I misunderstand you?Maybe it was a misunderstanding, even if it was a misunderstanding, that short scene has already stabbed me deeply.Baixi, you have never bothered to explain your behavior, but have you ever thought about me, think about the dire situation I am in, if she thinks from my perspective, you will find out how much I need you to be patient with me Explain, and then say, fool, I only love you, the others are just clouds.But you won't do this, you just say, don't make trouble for no reason!

The more I thought about it, the sadder I became, and the more sad I was, the more I cried. I was immersed in my own sadness and couldn't extricate myself, but I didn't realize that Wu Yueqiao had come to my side.

"I'm talking about Lin Xia, Qingluo on the other end is just right, but you're starting to toss about on this end again. What's the matter, tell me!" Wu Yue said helplessly.

I raised my head, my eyes were clouded with tears, and I couldn't speak.

Wu Yue saw me sobbing and choking, and laughed loudly, "Oh, Lin Xia, you look like you're choking on a cake, sobbing non-stop, hahaha!"

I burst into tears and laughed, and said aggrievedly: "I'm already like this, you still laugh at me!" I think only Wu Yue knows this characteristic of me. A second ago, I was so sad that I would die or live. As long as others tease me , the next second I burst into laughter.That's it, I can't help being funny, exaggerated, crying, and laughing, if I don't laugh for a day, I will die.

"Hey hey hey, I want to take a picture of you like this, and let your family see it. I despise you with snot and tears!" Wu Yue said while handing over a tissue, "Where is the phone, I want to take a picture!"

I pointed to the mobile phone that I dropped to pieces in front of me, and Wu Yue immediately picked up the pieces of the mobile phone, "Lin Xia, you can do it, how hard it is to break into such a virtue" and walked over to me, "Lin Xia, are you with me?" Sister Xi had a fight."

Seeing that I didn't say anything, it was equivalent to acquiescing, Wu Yue sighed, "I'll just say that you and Sister Xi are like sheep feeding on wolves, but who made you willing to be a little sheep? Anyway, one wish makes another wish." Come on, you..."

"Wu Yue, can you comfort people? You are the little sheep. Your whole family is a little sheep. The whole family is baa, baa, baa, baa, baa, baa!" I interrupted Wu Yue, listening When I go down, I'm afraid that I won't be able to hold back my mouthful of old blood, and I'll spit on her face.

I walked into Qingluo's ward and felt relieved to see her sleeping peacefully, for fear that my actions just now would wake her up.

On the afternoon when Qingluo was going to be discharged from the hospital, Li Gefei came, and Wu Yue and I were just about to go out to buy food, so we bumped into him.

"Hi, brother, why are you here?" Wu Yue greeted warmly.

"I saw that she hadn't gone to class for a long time, so I found Han Xiaowen in your dormitory. She told Qingluo that she was in the hospital, and I'll come over right away." Li Gefei was holding two big bags of fruit in his hand, and the sweat on his forehead was visible. very clear.

Brother Li Gefei is too infatuated. In order to get in touch with Qingluo more, he even went to attend our class, and all the engineering students went to attend the liberal arts class. It was too difficult for him.Hearing that Qingluo was hospitalized, I rushed to see her immediately, running profusely, with two large bundles of bananas in my left hand, and a bag full of apples in the back hand, brother, do you think Qingluo is a pig?

"What's wrong with Qingluo? Are you okay?" The brother asked worriedly.

"Fever!" Wu Yue replied.

"Anemia!" I replied.

The two of us said it in unison, and then looked at each other in blank dismay, oops, we have different calibers!So, they added in unison: "Fever and anemia."

What the hell is anemia, does anemia need to be hospitalized?I scolded myself in my heart, I want to hide it from my brother, this reason is too bad.

"Senior brother, it's like this. The three of us went shopping that day. Qingluo had a low-grade fever, but she didn't know that the sun was very poisonous that day. You know Qingluo's body. Like sister Lin, she faints when she meets the sun... ...cough, I mean she has severe anemia, Qingluo fainted when we were walking around, we were scared, and rushed her to the hospital, who knew that she had a high fever again at night, no, once We only live for a few days, we are all worried to death, aren't we, Lin Xia?"

I hurriedly nodded like garlic, "Yes, I am so worried that I am dying. Fortunately, brother, you are here and can help us move things!" Wu Yue, you are really good at breaking things, even I believe your vivid appearance ! "

"Don't worry, don't worry, put your things there, I'll do it! You go to eat quickly, I'll go and see Qingluo." After listening to our words, Senior Brother Li Gefei probably wanted to fly to the ward in a hurry.After saying goodbye to us, I hurried into the hospital.

"Wu Yue, I didn't expect that there is an Oscar queen by my side, it's really hidden!"

"It's not because of your anemia."

"Tell me, is it really good not to let senior brother know the truth?"

"Lin Xia, what are you thinking? How can you let him know that a man like this kind of thing cares about this kind of thing very much. Even if he is open-minded and accepts Qingluo, as long as he thinks about it in the future, he will feel like Like a thorn, stab him every now and then."

"I didn't expect you to be proficient in men. Since you know men so well, let me introduce you to a man. How about you?"

"All ears!" Wu Yue said in an arrogant manner.

"Wang Lin"

"Kao, that fat man!" Wu Yue rolled his eyes.

"Look, look, this is superficial, don't look at people as fat, they are talented!" I also rolled my eyes at her.

"Okay, Lin Xia, I haven't settled my affairs yet, so I'm rushing to be a matchmaker!"

As soon as Wu Yue mentioned this, his mood instantly sank, and he warned himself every day, don't think about it, don't think about it, but that matter still came out from time to time to stimulate him.The phone was broken, Xiaoxi couldn't contact me, she called Wu Yue, I asked Wu Yue to say that I was not there, Qingluo's phone was turned off, and Xiaowen was not with me, so she couldn't contact me at all.She must have been very anxious and couldn't bear it, but she still didn't want to take any action.

When I was discharged from the hospital, Qingluo called me to the ward. She hadn't spoken much these days, she was immersed in her own world, and she seemed to have been completely reborn.

"Lin Xia, come and sit here, I'll peel an apple for you!" Qing Luo patted the side of her bed, picked up the apple and fruit knife on the table, and started peeling seriously.Seeing me sitting down, she stopped what she was doing, "I have never formally apologized to you, today I would like to take this opportunity to say, I'm sorry, Lin Xia, I was too selfish before!"

I quickly waved my hand, "Qing Luo, what are you talking about, I never minded it!" Qing Luo's formal apology made me feel embarrassed.

"This is you, Lin Xia. You are cheerful, magnanimous, enthusiastic, and loyal. You are sincere to your friends. You don't hide or attack. Even when your friends attack you, like me, you will laugh it off."

"Qingluo, stop talking, how can I be so good!" Hearing Qingluo praise me so much, I couldn't sit still.

"No, Lin Xia, listen to me, this is what I've thought about over and over again in the past two days, I want to tell you, I want to give me an explanation in the past, and I will say goodbye by the way."

"Okay, Qingluo, you speak slowly, I will listen carefully." I adjusted a comfortable sitting position.

"You are beautiful, generous, and popular. No matter where you go, you are the focus of the crowd. In school, you can easily win prizes, but no matter how hard I try, I am always inferior; you can easily I am favored by Bai Situ, and no matter how dazzling I dress up, she will never look at me."

I was a little surprised, I never saw that she liked Bai Situ, Lin Xia, Lin Xia, your nerves are really thick like a telephone pole.

Qingluo saw the change in my expression, and added: "Don't get me wrong, Bai Situ is handsome and rich, and she is a woman, so there won't be too much pressure. She was the best for me at that time. Choose." Seeing me nodding clearly, she continued, "I think you have heard that I have a mentally handicapped younger brother. Since childhood, our family has devoted a lot of effort to him. The doctor said that he will not live until he is 40 years old. , although my brother is mentally retarded, I know he understands everything. When he looked at me with those big watery eyes, I really hated myself, hated that I couldn't give him a good life, and he was about to die ..."

Qingluo covered her face with her hands and couldn't stop crying. I took a tissue and wiped her tears with distress. "Qing Luo, it's not your fault, don't work so hard!" I patted her on the back and pulled her into my arms.

"I know, I know..." Qing Luo kept repeating in my arms, "I've figured it out now, many things are predestined, and you can't break free from the cage of fate." Qing Luo pulled away from my embrace, He took a tissue and wiped away his tears.

"You remember, we learned a text when we were in high school. It told the story of Sisyphus pushing a boulder. We knew it was futile, but we still had to struggle and resist."

Qing Luo, is this the rhythm of going to heaven?Philosophy has come out, the next step is not to escape into Buddhism.

"Qing Luo, don't be too hard on yourself!" I took her arm and didn't let go.

Qingluo laughed "puchi", "Lin Xia, if only I had you so easy!"

I curled my lips, okay, just call me naive.

"That's why I'm jealous of you, especially about Kang Shao. I'm so jealous that I want to go crazy. The more I want something, the more I can't get it. Why is it like this, um, Lin Xia, do you know?"

Thinking of Xiaoxi, can I get what I want?I can't get it either, can I?

"I don't understand, Qingluo." I said honestly.

"To put it bluntly," Qing Luo snorted lightly, "It's all caused by psychology. What you want is something you can't get. If you are always obsessed with what you want, you will naturally feel that everything is not going well. There is a saying , It’s well said that foolish people are blessed with foolishness, and fools don’t have so much greed, and they will get a lot of unexpected things by living with the flow.”

Listening to her confession, I actually admired Qingluo a little. I didn't expect her to have such a deep understanding. Her eyes that see through the world at this time reminded me of the scene when Xiaoxi was sitting on the bed smoking a cigarette that day. Words, the same deep eyes, the same understanding after the event.Qingluo, you say you are jealous of me, I am jealous of you, right? I know silly all day long, and you are all so mature.That's why Xiaoxi thinks I'm impulsive and reckless, making trouble out of no reason, doesn't it?