Sister, don't go

Through the lingering smoke, Xiaoxi looked at the porcelain white wall in front of her thoughtfully, and a wry smile emerged from the corner of her mouth.

"So we're very different, you know?"

I looked at her blankly, we were separated by heavy smoke, I couldn't see her expression clearly, and I couldn't understand the bitterness in her words.

"Why is it different, I don't understand?

"Lin Xia, you grew up in a happy environment. Others are paving the way for you, but I am different. I have to pave my own way. This is the price of my free choice of life. I want to be good enough, Only then can I protect myself and protect us, do you understand?" Xiaoxi snuffed out the cigarette, turned sideways to face me, his firm gaze passed through me, and was fixed elsewhere.

"Xiaoxi, can we make it to the end?" From the beginning to now, there is always a feeling of being unable to grasp Xiaoxi, her thoughts, the future she talks about, and the way she treats me are all brand new to me Yes, I need to get used to it.Her excellence and the invisible sense of arrogance she brings make me feel a little inferior.

"Lin Xia, don't say such things!" Uncharacteristically, Xiaoxi immediately took up my words, she has always had the habit of pausing for two seconds before answering. "Don't think about the result, okay? Let's try our best to be together!" Her tone slowed down a bit.

"En" I nodded heavily.

"Lin Xia, I'm going on a business trip tomorrow?"

"Huh? But you haven't worked for long!" I was surprised and felt a little uncomfortable, since we have never been apart since we were together.

"Well, you should be happy for me when I have this opportunity?"

"Happy, of course! But I will miss you!" I pouted.

"Fool, I will give you a video. Actually, I will miss you too." Xiaoxi stroked my lower lip, and I bowed my head shyly.

-

When Wu Yue called me, I was volunteering in the museum, explaining to visitors.

"Hello, Wu Yue, what's the matter?" I happily picked up the phone.

"Lin Xia, you are in the museum, right now, take a taxi and come back immediately, I will wait for you in your dormitory!"

She said it in a low voice, and her tone was very anxious. For a moment, I had a bad feeling, what happened?

After I went to say sorry to the supervisor, I immediately went to the locker room to change my uniform, ran downstairs without stopping, and got into a taxi.

"What's the matter?" I pushed open the door and looked at Wu Yue who was worried. Following Wu Yue's gaze, I found Qing Luo sitting in the corner. On the stool, the eyes look at a certain point on the table, but are not in focus.

There are neatly arranged books on the table, which is Qingluo's habit. In the dormitory, her bed is the neatest, her clothes are the most frequently washed, and the desk is the cleanest. Sometimes she wipes it several times a day.Today, a pink stick randomly placed on the table came into my eyes.

I didn't know what to do, and looked at Wu Yue with searching eyes.

"Pregnancy test stick." Wu Yue said in a voice I could hear, with an unnatural expression.

I was so surprised that I immediately looked at Qingluo. If I don't realize the whole story in this situation, I'll be stupid.At this moment, I really want to know who that man is and what's going on, and I want to ask countless questions, but when I see Qing Luo's unlovely expression, I swallow the words I'm about to say.The problem is, I have no experience either, how do I deal with this?

"Qing Luo, what are you going to do?" I asked.

"Get rid of it." Qing Luo's voice seemed to come out of her mouth, weak and firm.

"But where do we go to do it? I heard that the operation requires a signature, which has certain risks, and the operation is not good for the body."

"Lin Xia, to be honest, when I first heard the news, I felt that the sky above my head was dark, and I finally calmed down. I was thinking why fate is so unfair to me, and why you can be happy every day. Carefree, I can't do it?" Qing Luo raised her head and said slowly, her pretty face lost all life.

"Qing Luo, don't think about these things for now, okay? We will accompany you to the hospital and tide you over!" I carefully comforted her to prevent her from thinking about these negative things.

I heard from Wu Yue a few days ago, and Wu Yue also just heard about it. Qingluo has a younger brother with cerebral palsy. The whole family has exhausted too much money and effort for him, so Qingluo is willing to "[-] points" with him. mixed together.

Qingluo is less than three months pregnant, so the risk of getting married is relatively small.On the way to the hospital, Wu Yue and I held her hand. Her hand was cold, and it didn't help if I passed the temperature of my hand to her.Most people would panic and be afraid when encountering such a situation, such as me, but Qingluo was very persevering, until she was put on the hospital bed and pushed into the operating room by the doctor, she did not show the slightest fear, even in the hands of Wu Yue and I The moment she left the hospital bed, she forced us to smile.

As soon as the operating room door was closed, Wu Yue leaned on my shoulder and began to cry. I knew why she was crying. Whoever saw Qingluo's last smile couldn't help feeling sorry for Qingluo!

Wu Yue and I waited anxiously outside the ward. At this moment, I especially wanted Xiaoxi by my side, so I took out my cell phone and called her.

Once, no one answered; the second time, no one answered; three times... I called nine times, each time I was full of expectations, and each time I was disappointed and lonely.

Xiaoxi, what are you doing?Why didn't you answer my phone?Do you know how much I need you right now?Even if you just say a cold sentence, I know, it will give me great strength at this moment.

On the way to the hospital with Qingluo, I was very sad, not only for Qingluo, but also wondering if something happened to me, would you be there, would you be with me.You keep mentioning the future to me, and now you don't even answer the phone, so what future are you talking about?Thinking of this, I became angry for no reason, wishing I could drop the phone so you can't find me, hum!

Seeing my changing expression, Wu Yue asked with concern, "Lin Xia, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, do you know who that child is?" I changed the subject, this is not the time to talk about me and Xiaoxi.

"Who else could it be? It's the one you mentioned. Tmd is too insignificant. You don't wear condoms when you're doing AI. If you get pregnant, you'll let Qingluo do it right away. Play and disappear. This kind of scum, I'm xxxxx." Harsh words popped out of Wu Yue's mouth.

I was also extremely angry, and I couldn't help it when I heard Wu Yue scolding him. I really wanted him to be hit to death by a car when he went out, choked to death by food when he was eating, and poisoned to death by gas when he was sleeping. You have never cursed someone so viciously, Auntie, it is your honor to give you the first chance to curse someone!

Wu Yue and I endured hunger and sat outside the operating room for a long time. The moment the door of the operating room opened, we jumped up and went to meet her. Qing Luo closed her eyes tightly, her lips turned white, and was pushed into the ward by the doctor.

"Qingluo, how are you feeling? Do you want to eat something? I'll go down and buy it for you?"

"Qingluo, do you want to eat apples? Bananas are also fine. They are available at the entrance of the hospital."

……

Wu Yue and I, you talk to each other, trying to relieve Qingluo's pain, the effect of the anesthetic has passed, Qingluo frowned tightly, sweating on her head, I picked up a wet towel to wipe Qingluo sweating.

Qing Luo half-opened her eyes, moved the corners of her mouth a few times, and shook her head lightly, "Wu Yue, Lin Xia, I can't eat now, you guys go back first, you don't have to stay with me here."

"How can we do that? How can we leave you behind? If you feel uncomfortable, you can sleep peacefully. Lin Xia and I will sit beside you and accompany you. Don't worry, no bad people will come." Wu Yue said softly Looking at Qingluo, it's the first time I've seen Wu Yue look so gentle.

Qingluo's body is relatively weak, and she will stay in the hospital for a few days, and Wu Yue and I will stay in bed at night.At about ten o'clock in the evening, Qing Luo frowned and fell asleep.

I went out of the ward, found a place where no one was around, and continued to call Xiaoxi. Now I think she wants her to die. If I don't hear her voice tonight, I think I will go crazy.

"Beep-beep-beep..."

The beep on the phone could be heard very clearly in the corridor of the hospital in the middle of the night, and just as I was about to hang up, someone finally pressed the answer button.

My heart jumped into my throat, and I just wanted to call out "Xiaoxi" happily, when a magnetic male voice made my heart fall into the ice cave instantly.

"Hello, hello, who are you?" A calm and powerful voice said.

The hand holding the phone slipped down unconsciously. I wanted to hang up the phone, but my arm slowly moved to my ear.

"Hello, I'm looking for Baixi." I said mechanically, Xiaoxi is my girlfriend, shouldn't I ask who you are and why you answer her phone?Why do you export such unashamed words?On the night of my birthday, Xiaoxi hugged a man in the car again.

"Oh, it's not convenient for her to answer the phone now. You can call back tomorrow!" The man hesitated for three seconds before speaking out slowly.

A wave of jealousy rushed straight to the top of my head, "You tell her to answer the phone!" I repeated it again, trying to suppress my anger.

"I'm sorry, she's taking a shower, so it's inconvenient. She's very tired today, so you should call tomorrow." The man's tone rose, showing an obvious sense of superiority.

"Who is it?"

On the phone, there was the sound of the glass door opening first, followed by this "Who is it?", and then the phone hung up.

This is the sound of the brook I've been thinking about all day!

"Bang!", the fierce sound of heavy objects striking the wall resounded through the entire corridor.

I slammed my phone against the white tiled wall opposite, and it was torn apart, leaving dead bodies everywhere.My body fell slowly against the wall. I squatted down, hugged my legs tightly, buried my face between them, wept silently, and my body was trembling.

Baixi, how long will you lie to me?