Sister, don't go

Qingluo got up and wanted to throw the apple peel into the trash can, I quickly caught it and threw it for her. I saw the apple peel being peeled into a long string by her, and I was very envious, "Qingluo, you are so ingenious, apple peel You peeled it into a work of art." I thought, how could there be such a huge difference between the bumpy apple I peeled every time and the smooth and moist apple she handed me, er, it's really incomprehensible !

"Lin Xia, do you mind if I tell you something about you and Sister Baixi?"

"En" I nodded slightly and took a bite of the apple.

"You're not very happy recently, is there something wrong?"

I use silence instead of answering, not because I don't want to answer, but because I don't know what to say.In the past few days, being separated from each other, some things surfaced instead. I faintly felt that something was wrong, but unfortunately I just couldn't think of a reason, and if I couldn't think of it, I didn't think about it, and deliberately avoided it.

"Could it be that I don't know too well, there are some things that are still clear to the bystanders!" Qing Luo said softly, revealing Lily's first smile.

"You two, one is like a red rose and the other is like a white rose. Put it alone, and the color difference is big. If there are some branches and leaves around, or other colors that can neutralize you, you can be harmonious."

"I said, can you still have a pleasant chat? Talk! People! Talk!" I glared at her, what flowers and leaves, what are these, can you hurry up!

"Okay, I won't play with you anymore." Qing Luo was so teased by me that she could only disarm and surrender, "I mean, the two of you have a bit different personalities, understand?"

"Nonsense, you said that a long time ago, who doesn't understand!"

"She is strong, you are stubborn, no one compromises, it can only be a loss for both sides."

"Why don't I like to listen to what you say? No one is hurting. I'm not doing well. I don't have any missing arms or legs." I don't want to admit it, although I think what she said makes sense, I'm just a little scared, The expected result. "Besides, I can compromise and tolerate."

"I don't know you yet, you have always been a person who is not convinced, and you are secretly competing with yourself!"

"You" I gritted my teeth and pointed at her, "You are self-righteous! Do you know what it means?" It is a very embarrassing thing to be exposed in person. I can only grit my teeth and look at her, but there is nothing I can do. She is right, yes Gotta freak me out.The emotions that have been suppressed with great difficulty in the past few days will be fully aroused by her, and will intensify.

Seeing how flustered I was, Qingluo put his hands on my shoulders to comfort me, "Okay, I won't talk anymore, I'm trying to figure out a solution for you!"

"How to solve it? The timing is wrong! Do you know?" I burst into tears, I understand I understand, I just don't want to say it.

Lying in Qingluo's arms and crying enough, I got up again, wiped away my tears, cheered up, "I'm fine, Qingluo, it's getting late, let's pack up quickly, the senior brother can't wait outside."

When I walked into the campus, I let them go first, and I sat alone on the playground for a long time.Xiaoxi is not here, so I will temporarily live back in the dormitory.The people on the playground were almost gone, and I followed back.

When I turned the corner and was about to enter the dormitory door directly, I found a familiar figure on the right hand side, it was Xiaoxi.I froze, a little lost, until her face became clear again in my sight.

I walked up to her with a big stride, "Why did you come back early?" It was a very ordinary tone, deliberately keeping a distance from her.

She just stood there quietly, looking at me, and kept looking at me until her nose started to turn red and her eyes turned red.

Heartbroken, she stepped forward to hold her hand tightly, and the big tears couldn't help falling down.

"Don't you want me?" She leaned her head on my shoulder, sobbing softly, holding back the words for a while.

I clenched her hand tightly, I couldn't help myself, but I couldn't say a complete word.This is the first time I saw her cry, she is a person who pretends to be very strong.

"Is there something I didn't do well?"

"You didn't, it's my fault, I can't do what you want."

She lifted her head from my shoulder and looked at me nervously.

"Xiaoxi, let's sit on the cool chair over there." This is not a place to talk, everyone who comes here is looking at us.I led her to the small garden in front of her. Summer came, and the flowers in the garden were already dying.

"What do you want to say?" After sitting down, Xiaoxi spoke first.

From walking to sitting down, Xiaoxi was always on alert.I thought for a long time, and finally said with difficulty: "Xiaoxi, do you think we are suitable?"

"Is there anything suitable or not?" Xiaoxi asked back, and I knew she had opened her protective shell.

"It's just..." Before I could finish speaking, Xiaoxi interrupted my words:

"What's the matter with you, it's like you disappeared these days, I don't know what I did wrong to make you avoid me like this"

"I said, it's not your fault, it's because I'm not good enough for you!"

"Do you still want to say that? What do you want?" Xiaoxi was angry.

"You asked me what I thought, and I also wanted to ask you and that man what you thought?" I was so angry that I blurted out the heavy words, but I felt a sense of relief.

"Who?" Xiaoxi lowered his voice very low, as if the word did not come from his throat, but rather from his chest.

"Are you asking who I am and what have you done? Don't you know in your heart? Let me speak out, I'm afraid my mouth will be dirty!" I felt that at that moment, I had lost my mind, like a mad dog, seeing Bite anyone, the sharp voice makes me want to slap myself when I hear it.

I saw Xiaoxi, with an unbelievable expression on my face, and then that face quickly became indifferent, I touched the cool chair with my hand, sat down, stared at the darkness in front of me, and remained silent.

"Why, don't talk anymore, is there a ghost in my heart, let me say it!" I sneered, don't think that I will stop attacking when I see the creek like this, my words are like a flood that has been released from the sluice. Out of control.

Just when I wanted to continue "spitting at each other", Xiaoxi stood up abruptly, "I'm leaving." The cold tone made the words I just wanted to say turn cold in an instant.

Her back is very straight, her head is held high, from the chin, through the neck, and then to the middle of the two clavicles, forming a straight midline. This midline, which I used to be obsessed with, has become extremely proud now.

After she finished speaking, she immediately turned around without stopping for a moment.Why is she staying?Waiting for my "□□" words?

I was stuck there, dazed for a long time, I lost control of my emotions just now, and my body was still trembling a little, watching her back disappear into the night.

I think of Qing Luo's words, she is strong, you are stubborn, and both of you will suffer.