Sunlight Allure

The sun flooded the sky and covered the sky, and the soft light hit the corners of the eyes.Zhao Guangmin narrowed his pupils uncomfortably, in the halo of ecstasy, he felt that the person in front of him was unspeakably familiar.This bright facial features clearly left slight traces in Zhao Guangmin's memory, but it was like the flowing colors of a revolving lantern, too vague to be seen clearly.

"you are?"

Zhao Guangmin was slightly puzzled, but remembered something the moment he spoke.

correct.

He just called himself, Pickup Light.

"I'm Apple Lu, Pikaguang."

Responding to his own conjecture, Zhao Guangmin was a little shocked in his heart, but fortunately he has always been a relatively calm person, so he didn't show too much surprise.Zhao Guangmin looked at the person in front of him, and then slightly raised the corners of his mouth.

"sit down."

In the turbulent crowd, two people who are familiar with each other but have never met meet unexpectedly, what kind of fate should there be?

The handsome young man sat down side by side with Zhao Guangmin.Even if it was the first time we met, it was like a close friend, without any restraint or alienation.Zhao Guangmin turned his face slightly, and looked at the very quiet boy beside him.

"Lu Apple?"

"Yeah. Just call me Minwoo."

The way the boy smiles is so cute.Zhao Guangmin couldn't help but miss his former self.At that time, he was the same as the one in front of him, laughing with inexperienced and unscrupulous smiles.

But in the end, he couldn't go back.

Zhao Guangmin's pupils dimmed for a moment, but as if walking on thin ice, they were quickly covered up.

Blinking his eyes, Zhao Guangmin came back to his senses.

"Minwoo... how do you know I'm here?"

Same city, same street, same place.With such an exquisite arrangement, Zhao Guangmin naturally wouldn't believe it was just a coincidence.

Lu Minyu curled his mouth, and at some point took out his cell phone from his coat pocket, his fingertips fluttered rapidly, and then smiled and handed the cell phone to Zhao Guangmin's eyes.Zhao Guangmin was taken aback for a moment, but he quickly came to his senses and looked at the phone screen obediently.

"I'm used to hiding in the night, but you belong to the day. My heart is full of filth and filth, so don't approach, don't look back, I'm afraid your beautiful pupils will be stained red."

A few lines of text, and a vision of the city under the sun.

Seeing Zhao Guangmin feel so inexplicably heartbroken.

Lu Minyu didn't notice it at all, and retracted his phone with a slight uptick in his tone. "When you express your mood, your location will be displayed. Pickup light, don't you know?" Lu Minyu's black eyes couldn't hide the smile.

What luck, isn't it.

10 minutes ago, Lu Minyu was still walking around in the Hanyi store.When a senior cool clothes control enters the world of trendy clothing, the deep sense of satisfaction is incomparable to any happiness.Just when Lu Minyu was tossing his forehead and getting ready for a big fight, a dynamic reminder sounded in the pocket of his jacket.

Turn on the screen.It's Zhao Guangmin's mood dynamics.

Lu Minyu was very surprised: This is the first time for Pickup Light to lose his temper!No, no, you have to see it.

So I saw this sad text, and this obviously warm but inexplicably desperate daylight vista.

Pickup light... is it broken love?

Although Lu Minyu is young, he knows a lot.Holding the idea of ​​"Maybe I can meet Pickup Light and release the warmth of being a sunny boy to soothe Ah Guang's little heart that I don't know what hurt", Lu Minyu searched for Zhao Guangmin's current location.

It doesn't matter after a search, Lu Minyu's jaw couldn't close in shock.

This location... is clearly near him.Wipe the edge.

Having made a major discovery, Lu Minyu no longer cared about his beloved clothes, and walked out of the Hanyi store in two or three steps, heading straight for the flashing little red dot on the phone map.Lu Minyu didn't care how many people he bumped into along the way, he just felt so happy.

After so long, he was finally able to see him again.

very nice.

10 minutes later.Seeing the small red dot no longer flashing on the phone map, Lu Minyu heaved a sigh of relief and put down the phone.Then, on the bench, he saw the indifferent but elegant and handsome young man whose profile was shrouded in the alluring sunlight.

Taller, but slimmer.

The eyebrows and eyes are also more refined than in memory, but the whole person has become more and more cold.It used to be warm, but now it's cool.

In just four years, Zhao Guangmin has transformed from a fiery sun into a silent star.

What did he go through?

Lu Minyu forcibly suppressed the doubts in his heart, and walked up to Zhao Guangmin step by step.Then, in the cleanest, softest voice possible, say to him, "Hello, Pickup Light".Who knows.In fact, what he wants to say most is, "Hello, Zhao Guangmin. Do you remember me?"

……

never mind.How could Zhao Guangmin remember him?It's been so long.Besides, he is not the main character in Zhao Guangmin's life.

For now, though, at least, they're together.

There is no trace of him in Zhao Guangmin's past, but he has the opportunity to participate in Zhao Guangmin's present and Zhao Guangmin's future.

This is enough.

Lu Minyu smiled lightly, and put his hand on Zhao Guangmin's shoulder.Zhao Guangmin was slightly taken aback, with a hint of surprise in his eyes.Lu Minyu's eyes were full of smiles, and unexpectedly picked up Zhao Guangmin.

"Come on, Pickup Light, accompany me to buy clothes."

Zhao Guangmin's face turned reddish.He never thought that Lu Minyu, who looked thin and thin, was surprisingly strong.Thinking of his 1.8-meter tall man being easily picked up by a boy who was a few centimeters shorter than himself, Zhao Guangmin was speechless.

"buying clothes?"

The first time I went out in the past few years was to add some home clothes to Zhao Rongmin.The second time I went out, I was dragged by Lu Minyu to buy clothes again.Zhao Guangmin felt that he really had a deep relationship with clothes.

"Hey, just looking for you, I haven't finished shopping in the Hanyi store. Let's go, as your compensation to me."

Zhao Guangmin was in a daze for a while, but Lu Minyu didn't dawdle at all, he grabbed Zhao Guangmin's shoulders and returned to the original road with ease.The sun is getting brighter, and the wind in Seoul is gentle and messy, brushing the neck and the side of the face lightly, leaving a low hum lingering in the ears.

Zhao Guangmin felt as if he was facing an enemy.

It's as if something is out of joint, and the whole ending is taken for granted in an unknown direction.In this bustling but oppressive city, around Zhao Guangmin, an irresistible crime for which no culprit can be found is unfolding vigorously.

On the streets of Seoul where people come and go, Zhao Guangmin looked at Lu Minyu's profile, and suddenly felt that everything in front of him was so unreal.

He is like a stranded goldfish, crying out to the world through the cold glass in a depleted fishbowl.Then, belatedly, no one could hear him.No one could understand what he said.

There used to be Zhao Rongmin, but now, he doesn't even have the courage to approach him a little bit.

In Zhao Guangmin's world, there is no one anymore.

No one will come in again.

Because the only door that can lead to Zhao Guangmin's world has been locked by him and will never be opened again.

Zhao Guangmin lowered his eyes, suppressing the haze in his eyes.When he raised his eyes again, the Hanyi store was already in sight.

"It's here! Let's go in!"

Lu Minyu was very happy, and dragged Zhao Guangmin into the Hanyi store.The Hanyi store is not a store, but a big shopping mall, not much inferior to the mall he and Zhao Rongmin went to last time.It's just that one is more high-end and the other is more popular.

Simple modern decoration, superimposed floors, spacious storefront, all kinds of fashionable clothes, not too noisy atmosphere, relaxing Korean wave songs as background music.Although Zhao Guangmin wasn't used to such an environment, he didn't feel uncomfortable either.

After all, if you stay alone for a long time, you will always feel a little overwhelmed. Looking at the huge shopping mall, Zhao Guangmin didn't know what to do for a while.However, Lu Minyu was alive and kicking like he was on a stimulant, dragging Zhao Guangmin's family from door to door, tirelessly.

Lu Minyu was an active member in the BF club, and now he is exactly the same in real life... um, naughty.

Although Zhao Guangmin didn't like wandering aimlessly like this, he also compromised after seeing Lu Minyu's shining eyes, and simply let him drag him back and forth.Shirts, trousers, coats, sneakers, hats.In less than an hour, Lu Minyu brought out a large bag of clothes like a magic trick.

Seeing Zhao Guangmin's slightly surprised gaze, Lu Minyu smiled embarrassedly, "I'm a fashionista, don't mind." Lu Minyu weighed the weight of the clothes in his hands with difficulty, and then said to Zhao Guangmin, "Pickup light, here first Wait, I'll go to pay the bill. I'll treat you to dinner later." Before waiting for the other party to answer, Lu Minyu turned around and strode away.

Zhao Guangmin didn't speak either.Just looking out at the sky through the glass wall.Very blue, very bright.The sun is high.

I don't know... what Zhao Rongmin is doing right now.

Finding a hot pot restaurant that doesn't have many people, Zhao Guangmin and Lu Minyu sat down.Putting down a pile of paper bags for clothes, Lu Minyu waved his hand very familiarly, and easily greeted the shop owner.

"In Cioni!"

Zhao Guangmin saw a 25-year-old girl approaching.The appearance is not very delicate, but the temperament is very gentle, which just fills in the gap.The whole person also has an indescribable charm.

The girl named Zaixi stood still in front of the two of them, and spoke with a smile. "Hey, our Minwoo is here again." Turning his face to look at Zhao Guangmin, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then he smiled and blinked, "Hey, he brought a little handsome boy."

Sure enough, the women who have friendship with Lu Minyu are not quiet beauties.

Zhao Guangmin's heart was not calm, but his expression was still cold.

On the contrary, Lu Minyu laughed, "In Xioni, this kid is afraid of life, don't scare him." Hearing this, the corner of Zhao Guangmin's mouth twitched imperceptibly.Looking at Lu Minyu's face with a sweet smile, he suddenly felt like seeing a devil.

And Jae-hee said very cooperatively, "Hey, I understand." With an ambiguous look in his eyes, he turned to the main topic. "Minwoo, what do you want to eat?"

Lu Minyu looked at Zhao Guangmin, "Ah Guang, what do you want to eat?"

"casual."

Zhao Guangmin was noncommittal.

When Lu Minyu heard this, he stopped asking, and said directly, "Oni, order all the delicious food."

When Zaixi received the answer, he waved to the two of them knowingly, "Okay, I'll be here soon." Then he turned and went into the kitchen.

Soon, the table was full of food.

All kinds of delicacies gathered in front of him, Lu Minyu immediately moved his chopsticks, and after a while, his cheeks were stuffed with food, bulging like a little hamster.Zhao Guangmin remained indifferent as if it had nothing to do with him.

"Why don't you eat it? It will be cold in a while."

Lu Minyu looked at Zhao Guangmin with concern while stuffing his food.But he saw the latter with a dazed face and a strange look in his eyes.

"Why no fried rice cakes?"

With a tone that seemed to be asking or questioning, Lu Minyu paused for a moment.

"Didn't you say casually? Do you like fried rice cakes?"

"Hmm." I don't know if it was the first sentence of the answer or the last sentence of the answer.

Lu Minyu looked at Zhao Guangmin who was absent-minded, so he had to order another fried rice cake from Jae-hee. Seven minutes later, Zhao Guangmin stretched out his chopsticks as if waking up from a dream.The rice cake strips are very fresh and the seasoning is just right.But Zhao Guangmin just felt that there was a little taste missing.And it was because of the lack of this familiar taste that Zhao Guangmin felt that this meal was tasteless.

……

Is it because Zhao Rongmin is not around?

Zhao Guangmin didn't know.

Zhao Guangmin only knew that without Zhao Rongmin by his side, everything he did would not be happy.

Zhao Rongmin is all happiness of Zhao Guangmin.

The scalding heat condensed into a thin mist, lingering and annihilating in front of the eyes.Zhao Guangmin didn't change direction anymore, and the chopsticks were always aimed at the plate of spicy fried rice cakes.Lu Minyu's chopsticks were too busy, and in a blink of an eye, half of the food on the table disappeared.During the lunch break, Lu Minyu raised his head, as if he remembered something, and opened his mouth to Zhao Guangmin.

"Ah Guang, the president's side has already taken care of it."

Zhao Guangmin came back to his senses in a daze, and asked in a daze, "What?"

Lu Minyu almost spit out a mouthful of food.

"Great God Ai Ji's drama! "Sunshine Allure"! Didn't you ask me to help you get it done!? Ah Guang, you forgot!?"

There is such a thing.

How could Zhao Guangmin forget something related to Zhao Rongmin?

"No." Zhao Guangmin raised the corner of his mouth lightly, "How did you pass the test of the president?"

Hearing this, Lu Minyu smiled proudly. "The president and I are college classmates. I told him to help you sign up. He said that your voice must meet his standards, so I gave him the dry voice you had backed up before. After listening, he said Very good, the main character will decide on you."

"Is it."

Zhao Guangmin looked indifferent.The tone didn't fluctuate much.Lu Minyu continued to speak.

"The script has already been sent to my mailbox, and I will send it to you when you are online."

Zhao Guangmin bit the last piece of rice cake, put down his chopsticks, said, "Okay." Then he got up.After Lu Minyu saw Zhao Guangmin's movements, he had to suspend his movements, "Don't you eat?" Obviously, you only ate so much.

"Yeah. I'm not hungry. Let's go for a walk first. You eat slowly." When the voice fell, Zhao Guangmin turned around and fell into the sunlight.It wasn't until the slender and handsome silhouette disappeared from sight that Lu Minyu slowly put down the chopsticks in his hand, got up, stood still in front of the French window, and looked at the quiet and indifferent downstairs through the clean glass window. figure.There is an impenetrable complexity and depth in the eyes, which are no longer clean and transparent as before.

……

Zhao Guangmin, what are you thinking?

Lu Minyu pursed his lips slightly, and clenched his fingers involuntarily, his fingertips turned pale because of too much force.It seems that some kind of decision has been made, and it seems that some kind of determination has been made.

Zhao Guangmin just stayed outside for a day.In the afternoon, the two found an elegant and quiet coffee shop and sat down to discuss the script of "Allure of the Sun".Of course, most of the time Lu Minyu is talking and Zhao Guangmin is listening.

He had never seen such a talkative person.Still a boy only a few months younger than him.Then, time was lost rapidly under Lu Minyu's endless chatter.

When Zhao Guangmin opened the door, it was already dark.Seoul is already brightly lit, with neon night lights flickering on and off, and the bustle is almost suffocating.But it was dark in the villa, only a few floor lamps were still on in the living room.Although the light is not weak, it cannot withstand the erosion of the dark night after all.

What about Zhao Rongmin?

Zhao Guangmin was puzzled, and turned around to press the chandelier switch at the entrance.Just after taking a few steps, Zhao Guangmin was suddenly pulled by a force, and fell into a familiar broad chest unexpectedly.

Feeling the strange warmth coming from the skin close to his back, Zhao Guangmin was a little sinking.It's too warm.It was so warm that he couldn't bear to leave.

"Why did you come here..."

The waist tightened, and Zhao Guangmin looked down along the line of sight, only to see a pair of hands tightly encircling him.The delicate ring on the ring finger reflected the soft light of the night lamp, but it hurt his eyes.Zhao Guangmin began to struggle desperately as if he had just woken up from a dream.

Sensing Zhao Guangmin's resistance, Zhao Rongmin's eyes darkened, and his hands became stronger.As if afraid that he would escape, he locked him tightly in his chest like a prisoner.

Zhao Guangmin's reaction became even more violent, he violently opened the hands around his waist with both hands, and fled from the arms of the person behind him as if breaking free.Then he turned around and looked at Zhao Rongmin in the darkness, his pupils were shockingly bright.

"What are you doing? Zhao Rongmin?"

There was undisguised anger and pain in his tone.

Zhao Rongmin raised the corners of his mouth evilly. "What about you? Zhao Guangmin, what did you do again?"

Zhao Guangmin.

He called him Zhao Guangmin.

Zhao Guangmin was suffocated, and then he answered, "What I do has nothing to do with you."

Why is this happening.He obviously has the other party in his heart, but when the words come out of his mouth, they hurt so much.Knowing that it would hurt the other party, but still said it helplessly.How... how did it become like this.

"When people are arguing, they always throw out the most ugly and heartless words. Even if they know they will hurt each other, they can't control their mouths."

Zhao Rongmin loves him so much and takes care of him so much, but how could he say such a thing?

He made Zhao Rongmin feel cold.

Zhao Guangmin knew that what he said was too much, but he just couldn't control it.But even so, Zhao Rongmin was indeed irritated by Zhao Guangmin's words.

"not my business?"

Zhao Rongmin repeated it, his voice trembling slightly due to the extremely suppressed anger.

"You ran out regardless, without a message, without a call, and you came back only now, and you couldn't find it. When you couldn't wait, you said it had nothing to do with me!?"

He, Zhao Guangmin, went out regardless, didn't have a phone call, didn't send a text message, and didn't care about his feelings at all.Seoul is so big, how can I find Zhao Rongmin?Apart from the heartache, he could only choose to wait at home, fidgeting and waiting for five hours, thinking of making a good apology to Guangmin when he came back.But what is he waiting for?

It was Zhao Guangmin and another boy walking side by side!

"Do you know how worried I am when I can't find you? Do you know how sad it is for me to be home alone waiting for you? Do you know how angry I am to see you with someone else? You don't know! You don't know anything !"

The emotions in Zhao Rongmin's heart surged out, this huge emotion made him unable to breathe, and even the eye sockets were quietly wet inadvertently.Under the vague and ambiguous light, the already delicate outline is so deep that it can draw people in deeply.

Looking at Zhao Rongmin who was out of control, Zhao Guangmin felt his heart beating so hard that his ribs were almost shattered.

"Yes! I don't know anything! Since I don't know anything, what does everything about you have to do with me?!"

What does everything about you have to do with me?

What does it have to do with me?

what is the relationship?

Zhao Rongmin only felt unprecedented anger.He never thought that one day, his beloved brother would turn his thorns on him.Does he, Zhao Guangmin, have no heart?

Doesn't he know who he is working so hard for?Doesn't he know that his smile and concern are only for whom?Doesn't he know who he loves?

……

Zhao Guangmin, why are you like this?

Perhaps seeing Zhao Rongmin's sad eyes clearly in the night, Zhao Guangmin's heart was shocked, and then tears flowed down uncontrollably.The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time also burst at this moment, breaking through all Zhao Guangmin's defenses.

"Zhao Rongmin, I'm your younger brother. We can't have any other relationship other than brothers. But this means that I can't love you, and I can't get a bright love like ordinary people."

"I could have a girlfriend, fall in love, get married, and have children smoothly, but why did I fall in love with you! Because of you, I lost everything I should have, including love, marriage, wife and children! I can't have A lover who can accompany me to accept everyone's blessings, I can only have a brother who can never say I love you!"

"Why are you Zhao Rongmin? Why am I Zhao Guangmin? Why are you my brother? Why... um..."

All the grievances were sealed by Zhao Rongmin.

Zhao Guangmin is very beautiful, even the way he cries is so beautiful that people are tempted.Zhao Rongmin looked at Guangmin with teary eyes in front of him, and suddenly couldn't tell what he felt.My heart hurts like this.So, once again, he kissed Zhao Guangmin's lips affectionately.

Zhao Guangmin resisted subconsciously, but Zhao Rongmin naturally didn't give him a chance, his hands locked his slender wrists to stop his struggle, but the strength on his lips didn't relax at all.As domineering as before.Rolling, biting, licking, deep, looping.

A pleasant breath came faintly.Zhao Guangmin seemed to be moved, and finally closed his eyes, no longer struggling.

What a bright.What immorality.As long as you can keep everything you have now, so what if you go to hell.

At this moment, he is him and I am me.

Forget the fetters of blood, forget the division of the soul.

Just for one night.

Zhao Guangmin stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Zhao Rongmin's neck.The corners of Zhao Rongmin's lips were slightly raised, and he wrapped his arms around Zhao Guangmin's waist with one hand and his legs with the other, and hugged him on the bed without any effort, then leaned forward and lifted Zhao Guangmin's chin to kiss deeply again down.

Zhao Rongmin poked into Zhao Guangmin's hair with one hand, and brushed away the broken hair on Zhao Guangmin's forehead with the other.Fine kisses fell densely, from the forehead to the corners of the eyes, from the corners of the lips to the cheeks, from the jaw to the neck, to the collarbone, and to the chest.After going around in a circle, it returned to the original point and continued to linger on the lips and canine teeth.

----"not enough."

"Zhao Rongmin, it's not enough."

——— "We still have one night. Zhao Guangmin."