Sunlight Allure

When Zhao Guangmin suddenly opened his eyes, Zhao Rongmin was still fast asleep.The sunlight was strong, gently covering half of the silhouette of the person in front of him.The exquisite eyebrows and eyes are stained with brilliant color, which is beyond beautiful.

Looking at Zhao Rongmin's peaceful sleeping face, Zhao Guangmin's pupils were suddenly suffocated, and the picture of last night gradually became clear in his mind like a rewind.

……

It seems that he came home last night, then quarreled with Zhao Rongmin, cried out his heart to Zhao Rongmin, and then...the two naturally embraced, kissed, and finally fled to the bedroom, out of control.But very strange, Zhao Rongmin did not make it to the end.

Zhao Guangmin closed his eyes, his thoughts were messy.But trying to think back, he really couldn't find any relevant memories.

I only remember that I and Zhao Rongmin kissed and hugged over and over again, and there was no further action other than that.Zhao Guangmin remembers very clearly that at that moment, Zhao Rongmin's breathing was hot and violent, his pupils were filled with inexhaustible sparks, and the kiss that fell on Zhao Guangmin's skin was incredibly gentle.It wasn't until he kissed Zhao Guangmin that tears came out, and Zhao Rongmin reluctantly pulled away from his lips, and then the two fell asleep embracing each other under the menacing moonlight.

The feelings that had grown wildly last night didn't seem to have cooled down yet.Zhao Guangmin described the beautiful face of the person in front of him, but felt a throbbing pain in his heart.The inexplicably painful heartbeat was accompanied by a trace of suppressed and strong thoughts, which almost made him suffocate.

——Zhao Rongmin, I really want time to stop at this moment.Then just like this, I will always look at you quietly.

——Zhao Rongmin, our night is over.And now, it was daylight.

——It's time for everything to end.

The sun seemed to be touched by a certain scar, and it became weak and cool in an instant.There seemed to be overwhelming sadness in Zhao Guangmin's pupils, and he looked even more vulnerable when reflected in the sunlight.

However, fortunately, he has always been such a calm person.So calm, even cruel.

Concentrating the sadness in his eyes, Zhao Guangmin left a deep kiss on Zhao Rongmin's lips, and then quietly pulled away from Zhao Rongmin's arms.

--Do you love me?It doesn't matter if you don't love me, as long as I love you.How could I be willing to sting you... All of it, I can just bear it alone.

——From now on, I'm just your younger brother Zhao Guangmin.Do you understand, bro?

The slight sound of closing the door was drowned out in the daylight.Zhao Rongmin curled up slightly, sleeping peacefully.It was as if he was still embracing the most cherished person in his arms, as if he could still smell the clear body fragrance of the person in his arms just by taking a light breath.

And his arms were clearly empty.

But the traces of wrinkles mottled on the side of the body clearly show that someone has truly stayed here.Although it is short, it is so deep that it is integrated into the flesh and blood, and it will never be erased.

All right.Everything should be back on track.

It's time to give up your dirty thoughts, Zhao Guangmin.

The sunlight is blazing and transparent, as if it is enough to purify any unsightly filth.Zhao Guangmin returned to his bedroom and quietly opened the heavy curtains.Thick rays of light implicate light temperature like tides.Zhao Guangmin was bathed in sunlight, and his mood suddenly became clear.

Even if he can't fall in love as he wants, at least he and Zhao Rongmin will grow old together.

This is not a kind of happiness.

Zhao Guangmin made a rare cup of coffee for himself, then put on a thin blanket, sat down at the desk, and opened his beloved notebook.

It's very strange, even though it's still very early, the BF club has already been chatting in full swing.Fortunately, Zhao Guangmin usually pays attention to computer maintenance, otherwise, the garbled text popping up one after another would have killed his beloved notebook.

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"Wake up so early?"

Something weird happened.The screen that had been scrolling non-stop for the last second suddenly stopped for a moment.It was as if a high-speed train stepped on the brakes in an instant, and it was natural and unprepared.

After a few seconds...

"BF" <screenwriter> Paula's Dinner

"OMG Guangguang, you are finally online!!! () I haven't seen you for a long time, called Lun Jiahao Sang, I burst into tears... T^T"

"BF" <Planning> Lu Apple XI

"How to say, I don't know this woman. I hope the sky... ←_←"

"BF" <screenwriter> Zhaoyou O'Neill is cute

"Guang Xiaoshou is finally here~~(≧▽≦)/Welcome everyone~~~"

『BF』<late stage> laughing neighbor★

"Welcome, welcome~~warm welcome~~~(≧▽≦)/"

"BF" <Planning> Shun Mao Duoduogou

"La la lu~ Welcome to Pickup Light!"

"BF" <Member> Passerby

"+ 1"

"BF" <Member> Pinellia is slightly cool and my heart is very cool

"+ 1"

"BF" <member> haha ​​fried noodles

"+1 to the nth power"

……

I always feel that this situation is a bit weird.Zhao Guangmin blinked, and began to operate briskly on the keyboard with his fingertips.

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"What happened?"

"BF" <screenwriter> Paula's Dinner

"It's okay~~~ㄟ(▔,▔)ㄏGuang Xiaoshou thinks too much!"

"BF" <Planning> Shun Mao Duoduogou

"Yes, yes, Uripika Hikari why would you ask that??~(.)"

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"I think everyone is a little strange."

After a brief silence, the screen scrolled slightly.

"BF" <Planning> Lu Apple XI

"It's not because of you. ←_←"

Seeing this, Zhao Guangmin was in a mess.Obviously, he hasn't been online for the past few days, okay... Except for a sentimental post yesterday morning, it seems that he hasn't made any moves.Then, what does Lu Minyu mean by this?

"BF" <member> passed by.

"Hmm, Pikachu doesn't seem to know yet (wink my pretty greasy eyes)"

"BF" <Member> Mu Xiaocheng

"Alas--"

Zhao Guangmin pulled the corner of his mouth helplessly.I don't know what else has to do with him.Recently... it really is not peaceful.

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"what happened?"

Just wondering, Lu Minyu sent a reply.

"BF" <Planning> Lu Apple XI

"It's not because of your mood, Ah Guang... Half of the online distribution circle is a sensation... ┑(￣..￣)┍"

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"..."

Zhao Guangmin expressed that he was speechless, but the doubts in his heart became heavier.Isn't it just a message, why is everyone so weird?

"BF" <screenwriter> Zhaoyou O'Neill is cute

"Looking inside, I really don't know~~~"

『BF』<late stage> laughing neighbor★

"Pickup light, go to the space and take a look! It will definitely scare you!! Haha O(∩_∩)O"

"BF" <Planning> Shun Mao Duoduogou

"Guang Xiaoshou, don't get too excited *^_^*"

"BF" <Planning> Lu Apple XI

"Hmm, why don't you take a look?~"

For some reason, Zhao Guangmin suddenly felt that Lu Minyu was very arrogant.

Pulling the thin blanket on his body, Zhao Guangmin took a sip of coffee, and then clicked into the space.

Zhao Guangmin never publishes anything, so the space is very clean, simply put, it is blank.But... what's going on with these densely packed words! ?

Zhao Guangmin opened his eyes wide, and almost spit out the mocha coffee after seeing the content on the screen clearly.

[CV Pickup Light (BOYFRIEND)] expressing mood:

"I'm used to hiding in the night, but you belong to the day. My heart is full of filth and filth, so don't approach, don't look back, I'm afraid your beautiful pupils will be stained red."

35 likes and 6000 comments.

"The God of Guangda finally posted a post!! But why is the first post so sad?"

"Is Pika just hurting his feelings? Woohoo, it hurts so much..."

"Dear Guangguang, I will be by your side for all the meals~ Please work hard~~"

"The light is supposed to shine, but don't go dark! Otherwise, we creatures that depend on sunlight may die!! >﹏<"

"Natural Pickup Light!"

"Looking forward to the new drama of Pickup Guangdashen! It's really not easy to follow the drama..."

"Sunshine Allure! Light Allure!!"

……

Zhao Guangmin flipped through the comments and messages below one by one, and suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.At that time, he only entered the online distribution circle just to get close to Ai Ji, but he never expected to have so many followers by accident.From this point of view, if you don't work hard on dubbing, I'm afraid you will be sorry to so many supporters.

Well, Zhao Guangmin, it's time to work hard!

Zhao Guangmin calmed down, his pupils suddenly burst into bright brilliance, like the morning glow that surged after the sky opened and the clouds broke, it was shockingly bright.Opening the friend list, Zhao Guangmin moved his fingertips slightly and clicked on Lu Apple's profile picture.

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"Minwoo, did you send me the script?"

Zhao Guangmin thought for a while, and quickly typed a string of words.Then take a sip of coffee, and the rich aroma of Mocha instantly warms the coldness inside.

"BF" <Planning> Lu Apple XI

"Of course, I remember telling you yesterday...(~o￣▽￣)~o"

Another mess of symbols.Zhao Guangmin suddenly had the urge to grab Lu Minyu's shoulders and ask him why he took so much trouble to mess up the random code symbols, isn't he afraid of crashing?

Of course, Zhao Guangmin just thought about it, and it is impossible to actually do it.

After all, he is such a calm person.

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"Okay. So, when does it start?"

Zhao Guangmin has never been someone who likes to default.Even the treatment of feelings is the same, simply and neatly.

"BF" <Planning> Lu Apple XI

"Ah Guang, are you ready?? I have communicated with the president, we only have two months, and it is already expected to be released in early March. There is still plenty of time, Guangguang must ensure quality and quantity!!! "

"Guangguang, you should finish Xiaoshou's inner monologue first, because Master Ai Ji has no time recently, so you first record each part of the dry voice in the first month...then you will complete the other part together in the next month, understand ???"

"BF" <main character> Pickup Light

"Well. I'll send it to you after recording."

After clicking the send button, Zhao Guangmin got up, went to his study and turned on his dubbing equipment.Zhao Guangmin usually pushes the equipment into the closet. Except for dubbing, the equipment is always out of sunlight at other times.So although it has been bought for two or three years, it is still the same as new.

Zhao Guangmin skillfully inserted the USB flash drive, moved the script in the mailbox to the USB flash drive, and then roughly browsed the content of the script.

"Sunshine Allure".

It is a love story of a pair of biological brothers.Younger brother Yin Junhao loves elder brother Yin Junxiu deeply, but has always buried this secret in his heart, unwilling to let anyone know, thinking that this is the best way.Until one day, the younger brother saw his elder brother kissing another boy, and the rationality that had been suppressed for a long time finally collapsed, so he desperately got his elder brother drunk and dedicated himself to his elder brother.But the next day, after his elder brother Yin Junxiu woke up, he was still angry, so he drove away his younger brother.Six years later, Yin Junhao returned under the halo of power, wanting to take revenge on Yin Junxiu, but found that Yin Junxiu had fallen in love with him during the six years since he left.Love and hate are intertwined, and after going round and round, the two finally let go of their grievances and hold their hands to happiness.

It wasn't a very realistic story, but Zhao Guangmin felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

so similar.He and Yin Junhao are really too similar.

The same obsession, the same twist and dullness.Just because they all have one fatal thing in common: falling in love with their elder brother.But the only difference is that Yin Junhao and Yin Junxiu held hands happily in the end, but I didn't have the slightest chance to grow old with Zhao Rongmin.

He can only suppress all the sinful love, and use indifference to separate the raging fire in his heart.Even so, it would burn his internal organs to nothing.

There is no way.His love for Zhao Rongmin was originally the darkest original sin.

I can only watch myself sinking again and again.And, can't stop.

"Sunlight allures the city, moonlight is charming, I have forgotten who is who is grinding the sweet and sour in the cup of time, who has forgotten forever"

The promised tomorrow will lose the shelf life.

Will do.

Why not.

……

Who knows.I have, there is no tomorrow.

The sun is a little harsh.Zhao Rongmin habitually stretched out his hand to his side, but only touched the air warmed by the air conditioner.Zhao Rongmin opened his eyes hesitantly, only to find that his arms were empty.

Smelling the faint body fragrance left by Zhao Guangmin, Zhao Rongmin smiled happily, thinking that it was getting late, and then got up and got out of bed.

During the shower, Zhao Rongmin couldn't help but flash the clips from last night.Zhao Guangmin's beautiful face, soft lips, slender neck and transparent tears at the corners of his eyes all made him deeply obsessed.

Especially Zhao Guangmin's lips.Beautiful lips, sharp canine teeth, sweet aroma and warm heat in the mouth, the wonderful feeling of kissing makes Zhao Rongmin damn addicted.So at that time, I was as if possessed by a demon, kissing and kissing endlessly, until the moonlight glared my eyes, I reluctantly gave up.

——My Pikachu, why is it so sweet.

--I love you much.pikachu.

Zhao Rongmin was so happy that he couldn't tell that the corners of his eyes had already turned into beautiful arcs, but he didn't know it.With a strong lazy breath, Zhao Rongmin left the bedroom.Sure enough, Zhao Guangmin had already been lying on the sofa with Pikachu in his arms and watching Pokemon.

Zhao Rongmin looked at Zhao Guangmin carefully, but Zhao Guangmin didn't notice it at all.The side face is exquisite and deep, and it looks more noble and soft after being plated with sunlight.The collar that was inadvertently opened revealed deep and shallow hickey marks, which had a different kind of decadent beauty.

The heartbeat immediately became frenzied.Zhao Rongmin approached Zhao Guangmin, and quietly wrapped his arms around his waist from behind.Zhao Guangmin's waist was incredibly slender, almost as thin as a girl's.Zhao Rongmin rested his chin on Zhao Guangmin's neck, feeling a warmth in his heart.

Zhao Guangmin in his arms was a little stiff.

"Brother? You're awake."

There was even a hint of stiffness in his clear tone.Zhao Guangmin really wanted to push Zhao Rongmin away, because he was afraid that his feelings would be difficult for him, after all, he had such deep feelings for Zhao Rongmin.But as soon as he raised his hands with the width of a smile, he involuntarily put them down again.After all, he couldn't bear to push it away.

How could he be willing to push away such a warm embrace.

Zhao Rongmin didn't seem to notice Zhao Guangmin's small movements, and tightened the arms around the man in his arms, as if he wanted to embed him into his body, into his own flesh and blood.

"Guang'er, last night..."

Zhao Rongmin whispered in Zhao Guangmin's ear.He wanted to confirm Zhao Guangmin's intentions, and there were still many things to say to him that he hadn't had time to say.But Zhao Guangmin seemed to know what he was going to say, so he blocked Zhao Rongmin's words first.

"Last night? Did something happen?"

Zhao Guangmin's eyes were very clear, if he hadn't really experienced what happened last night, he would definitely be deceived by his transparent pupils.

Zhao Rongmin's eyes darkened.

"Why, don't you remember?"

Or do you want to deny it?

There was a sudden throbbing pain in the heart, and then he recovered slightly.Deliberately ignoring the gloom on Zhao Rongmin's face, Zhao Guangmin turned his face to the side, and met Zhao Rongmin's gaze directly, the light in his eyes was bright and indifferent.

"Remember what? Last night... nothing happened."

Nothing ever existed.The imprisoned hugs, desperate and passionate kisses, the most ulterior secrets and pains buried in the bottom of my heart are all destroyed with the disappearance of the night and the advent of the light.Didn't we agree, just for one night.

That one and only night is over, and it's time for everything to return to normal.Just like before, the two are still close relatives and dependent on each other, accompany and care for each other, and no longer need to be bound by obscure feelings and distorted thoughts.

Just like before, each has its own life, but will never leave each other's sight.

It is no longer like now, two people keep getting closer in a way that they think is warm and bright, but it is ridiculous, trying to fully integrate with each other.If you get too close, you will be smashed to pieces.

Zhao Guangmin stared firmly at Zhao Rongmin's expressionless eyes, which were extremely serious.Next, what Zhao Guangmin said was like a death sentence order, and Zhao Rongmin's face was instantly clouded.

"Brother, stop dreaming."

You stop dreaming.

Never thought that Zhao Guangmin could be so ruthless.In memory, although Zhao Guangmin was cold by nature, he was always the most gentle and delicate one.But now, he can say such indifferent words after hurting people to pieces.

Stop dreaming.

That's right, he, Zhao Rongmin, was dreaming, so he thought that he and Zhao Guangmin were as deep as the sea.But, when did Zhao Guangmin, his Pikachu, become so cruel?

Zhao Rongmin's heart ached uncontrollably.He looked at Zhao Guangmin's indifferent face close at hand, and suddenly uncontrollable anger surged in his chest.That anger was so desperate and intense that Zhao Rongmin lost his mind at that moment.

"Experience it well, this time is not a dream. Zhao Guangmin."

Before Zhao Guangmin could react, Zhao Rongmin held Zhao Guangmin's waist with one hand and the back of his head with the other, and kissed him hard on the lips.

"Well... let go..."

Feeling the sudden and dangerous invasion of Zhao Rongmin at this moment, Zhao Guangmin subconsciously broke free, but couldn't.Both hands were tearing at Zhao Rongmin's neckline, but were tightly locked by the hand freed from the back of the neck, unable to move.

Zhao Guangmin was completely at a disadvantage, he could only watch Zhao Rongmin close his eyes, pry open his canine teeth, and kiss the tip of his tongue.

The entanglement to death, the fusion of despair.Two people with the same blood sucked and kissed each other fiercely, one aggressively attacked, and the other retreated in defeat.It turned out that a person's temperature can be so hot, Zhao Guangmin accepted Zhao Rongmin's unscrupulous attack, only felt that his temperature was enough to burn his skin.

The aroma of mint comes from the lingering tongue, as if bringing a cool breeze in the overwhelming heat.Zhao Guangmin sniffed Zhao Rongmin's pleasant breath, and shed tears involuntarily.The scalding liquid dripped onto the back of Zhao Rongmin's hand, as if a brand was engraved on it, and he felt a twinge of pain.

Zhao Rongmin opened his eyes, but the sadness in his eyes was so intense that it couldn't be added.He closed his eyes again in pain, but then left Zhao Guangmin's lips.There was a faint silver thread on the corner of the lips, reflected in the sunlight, it was beautifully illusory and moving.Zhao Rongmin's eyes were slightly red, and his slender right hand gently stroked Zhao Guangmin's face.There was indescribable loss and struggle in his eyes.

"Is it really difficult for you to accept me?"

A slightly hoarse voice fell into his heart, and Zhao Guangmin's heart suddenly trembled uncontrollably.

The tear stains at the corners of the eyes are particularly clear under the reflection of the sun.Taking Zhao Rongmin's pain into his eyes, Zhao Guangmin's Adam's apple twitched, unable to bear it after all, and then asked the words he had hidden for a long time.

"What about you? Zhao Rongmin, do you love me?"

It was clearly a clear voice, but it revealed extremely depressed sadness and panic.

"I love you."

"It's not the love for the younger brother, nor the love for the relatives, but the deepest infatuation for the lover. It has nothing to do with family affection, it's only about love."

"I love you, Zhao Guangmin."

Zhao Rongmin's voice is deep and magnetic, like a low Sanskrit sound in a summer night, luring pilgrims to follow.And Zhao Guangmin is Zhao Rongmin's unswerving believer.from beginning to end.With tears in his eyes blurred, Zhao Guangmin suddenly evoked a faint smile, as soft as the slightly drunken evening breeze, making one uncontrollably intoxicated.Don't want to wake up, dare not wake up.

"I love you too. Zhao Rongmin."

The last few words are a little bewitching and soft, and they are lingering with the sunshine of Qingcheng, covering Zhao Rongmin's heart.

Zhao Guangmin smiled, raised his delicate chin, pointed it at Zhao Rongmin's lips, and pressed it against Zhao Rongmin's lips.The cooling heat quickly warmed up again.As if waking up from a dream, Zhao Rongmin gently closed his eyes, with undisguised tenderness and pampering in his eyes, allowing Zhao Guangmin to gnaw his lips retaliatingly indiscriminately.

Fine and sharp pain came from the tip of the tongue from time to time, and the sweet smell of blood spread between the entangled lips, but Zhao Rongmin didn't even blink his brows.He understood how hard it was for Zhao Guangmin to suppress it.His pain is no less than that of Zhao Rongmin - they are twins.One heartache, how can the other be indifferent.

As much pain as Zhao Guangmin, so much pain as Zhao Rongmin.

The more Zhao Guangmin loves Zhao Rongmin, the more Zhao Rongmin loves Zhao Guangmin.

They have always been an inseparable whole implicated with each other.

"Are we... are we together?"

"What do you say?"

yes.We are in this together.

No longer be trapped by secular rules, no longer bound by wrong thoughts, no longer pay attention to anyone's gaze, no longer worry about anything irrelevant.Falling in love is a matter of two people, and has nothing to do with other things.As long as we are happy, everything is not important.

Sunlight allures the city.Two people with similar faces kiss each other deeply, in the bright colors, blurred by the years into eternity.