Time is not alluring

Xiao Huan ran to the bathroom to wash his face, and forced himself to calm down. Bi Xiaoxiao came from behind, stretched out his hand, and the air was filled with the sound of rushing water.

Bi Xiaoxiao wiped her hands, then went to the dryer to evaporate the water, the dryer hummed, as if she was crying.

After finishing a series of foreshadowing, Bi Xiaoxiao uttered what she had been brewing for a long time, "Are you okay?"

"what?"

"Just wait and see what happens from the perspective of an outsider. After all, this is a matter between the two of them."

"Sister, you...you..." Xiao Huan stammered.

"Huh? Surprised that I would know?" Bi Xiaoxiao smiled mischievously and slyly, and said, "I knew it from the first time I saw the two of them together."

"That...that..." Xiao Huan spoke incoherently, swallowing his saliva, "What should I do?"

"You are stupid." Bi Xiaoxiao smiled, "We are not them and have no right to intervene, right?"

Xiao Huan fell silent, and after a while, he said quietly, "Senior sister is right, but I can't convince myself, senior sister should know, that kind of feeling that you like but can't?"

Xiao Huan turned his head away, and reflected a pool of bright water in the mirror, like tears swimming from the corners of her eyes, and said, "Liu Xu, how sad she must be."

"How do you know she's sad?" Bi Xiaoxiao asked.

Xiao Huan was a little excited, "Why don't I know? I..."

Bi Xiaoxiao interrupted her and said, "You are not her."

Xiao Huan looked at Bi Xiaoxiao in confusion, and slowly lowered his head in the other's gaze. Bi Xiaoxiao sighed in his heart, and heard Xiao Huan ask again, "Did I do something wrong?"

"No." Bi Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand, with a note lying in her palm, and said, "I...also..."

Before he finished speaking, Xiao Huan rushed over, crying and laughing, and shouted, "Okay you! Oh wow you! Unexpectedly! Let me see what you wrote?!"

"Don't read it." Bi Xiaoxiao smiled, took a quick step, threw it into the trash can, and said, "It's almost the same as what you wrote."

"Hey...what a pity...the two of them didn't kiss..." Xiao Huan lamented.

"Don't be a pity." Bi Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand and said, "Let's go."

Xiao Huan is still regretful, but no matter how unfortunate she is, Liu Xu will still be the same.

Because Liu Xu is not Xiao Huan, Xiao Huan likes that Shen Shen can run amok, but Liu Xu can't.

Xiao Huan's enthusiasm is still there, Liu Xu likes a person whose edges and corners have been rounded by time, and the sculpted calmness bears An An's vague emotional state hovering on the edge.

Liu Xu just understood and used the best way to protect herself from getting hurt, but Xiao Huan stubbornly believed that Liu Xu should try once, even if her head was bleeding and her body was covered with cuts and bruises.

"What if she has someone she likes?! Get out!"

——Xiao Huan said it to Liu Xu more than once, and Liu Xu just laughed it off.

Only she understands that it can be Jiang Chuanfeng, Qu Xiaoxiao, or anyone, but it cannot be Liu Xu herself.

why?

An'an has to experience more people, more things, and more scenery before she can understand what she is suitable for and what she needs.

One night, Liu Xu was unwavering in this idea in his mind.

All the fantasies about the future of catkins were related to a person named An An, and in the next ten years, she experienced loneliness and embraced loneliness, and finally waited for that person to come in a hurry and said sorry to her.

Xiao Huan returned to the private room from the bathroom and found that Liu Xu and An An were not there. He asked about the weekend, and said that the two of them had gone home first.

It was my mother who came up on the phone, her voice was a little anxious, asking where am I?Why don't you go home.

——Let’s go back now.

I checked the time, it was almost eleven o'clock, I picked up my mobile power bank and went home with Liu Xu.

We walked the way home many times, side by side but not many times in silence. The older we grow up, the more we know how to keep our hearts closed, keep the same breathing rate, and tell each other that standing next to us is an old friend of many years.

I've been thinking about what happened just now, Liu Xu's refusal of the punishment is equivalent to rejection of me.

Oh... rejected me.

A string in his head was torn by this sentence, "Why did you reject me just now?"

I said this sentence, because my wandering spirit state has weakened a bit of momentum, and I don't appear to be domineering at all.

"What?" Liu Xu frowned and said, "Reject."

"Just now." I reminded her slightly.

Liu Xu's brain circuit is longer and more convoluted than mine. What she refused was Xiao Huan's punishment of switching the package, which made her seem a little unreasonable, not to reject An An.

But I thought very simply, no matter what was written on the note, why did Liu Xu reject me?

It's the same level of difficulty as...why did Qu Xiaoxiao kiss me.

Thinking of the words Qu Xiaoxiao, my heart skipped a beat, and I said in a panic, "I always think it's strange that you reject me!"

"Then you think I should accept it?" Liu Xu smiled.

"That's right." I took it for granted.

"kiss you?"

"Hmm..." I hesitated for a moment, as if there was nothing wrong...

Liu Xu stretched out her hand, bent her finger, flicked my forehead, and said, "Don't be stupid."

pain.

I covered my head, sighed softly, and retorted unconvinced, "Why am I so stupid?"

"Where?" Liu Xu paused, "You're all stupid."

In this way, we quarreled around the stupid and mentally retarded question of "are you stupid or am I stupid?", and then "Why did you reject me? It's fine, you managed to get my attention. I'm really sorry. You are not interested." It seems like a domineering president, but it is actually a topic about Mary Su, a second-year student.

At that time, we were hypocritical, naive, emotional, and noisy. Many years later, we lost our youthful vitality and sighed leisurely after sipping a sip of tea.

The journey from downstairs to upstairs is really long, because I chose to climb the stairs out of my wits, Tsao, who can tell me, I will be out of breath every time I climb the stairs.

God, are my joints aging? !

"Are you okay?" Liu Xu asked concerned.

"Hmm..." I felt weak and weak. I looked up at the sign and saw that it was the sixth floor... six... floor... six.

I leaned against the wall, probably because of the war of words just now, I spent too much energy on myself, and now I am so tired that I feel like I have run a marathon.

"Hmm." Liu Xu moved towards me, I squinted at her, sighed leisurely, and said, "You have really good physical strength."

"It's okay." Liu Xu responded, "Do you want me to carry you?"

As soon as she said that, she moved, and put her hand on my shoulder. I was about to refuse, but the lights above my head flickered, and then went dark.

Liu Xu's eyes were pitch black, no matter how dark, no matter how dark, her eyes were wide open, she was completely unbelievable, her cool hair brushed her cheek, she reached out to touch it, the clothes quickly slipped away from her fingertips, and her eyes lit up.

The lights were still dim.

Liu Xu was stunned for three seconds, then turned and chased after her.

In the dark, I tried my best to run home, and I heard my heart beating violently, the frequency of breathing became slower and slower, and my forehead was full of sweat.

Like a kid who stole candy, although nervous, he couldn't help being happy.

There are candles flickering in the darkness of the house, and I have known about the power outage in the community, so just...just...just now.

After calming down, he realized that he just ran away like this, it was too useless, and he was afraid that Liu Xu would come to the door, so he ran to the window as quickly as the wind and closed the door and window.

After doing all this, I lay on the bed and let myself go, hey...it's really nothing, why am I so timid?

After the National Day holiday, I didn't see Liu Xu. Qu Xiaoxiao asked me to go out to play, but I declined.

But I never thought that Qu Xiaoxiao would come looking for her when she was in school.

The way things were discovered was like this, my great mother-in-law went out to buy vegetables in the morning, and when she came back with a bag of vegetables, she saw Qu Xiaoxiao wandering around the gate of the community.

Asked enthusiastically if she was waiting for An An, Qu Xiaoxiao nodded and said yes, her mother invited her to sit up, but Qu Xiaoxiao declined.

"Tell me, why is this kid so sensible."

This is how mother commented on Qu Xiaoxiao.

At that time, I was drinking porridge, and I almost spit it out. In the end, I choked, my face was flushed, and I coughed for a long time.

My mother looked at me with a sigh. The sharp contrast between Qu Xiaoxiao and me made her suspicious and hurt me deeply.

No... Mom... Where did you find out that she is sensible?How sensible?

Aggrieved, I went back to the room, packed my schoolbag, and went to the balcony to take a look to confirm what my mother said. The newly planted trees last year were thick like umbrellas, covering my sight, and I stood there for a while in vain.

I kind of believe what my mother said, because even God will not help me, there is only one possibility, and that is true.

After procrastinating in the room for a long time, my mother went out to work and yelled at me twice, telling me to hurry up, otherwise what should I do if I am late.

I stayed in the room, refusing to leave, hoping to drag the time back a bit, and fly to the time when Qu Xiaoxiao left.

Things didn't go as I wished, I don't know if Qu Xiaoxiao left, but she probably didn't, because Liu Xu came to find me.

Although the two seem to have nothing to do with each other, as long as you study and observe carefully, you can find the inextricably linked relationship.

Liu Xu came to look for me, it means I didn't leave, I didn't leave, it means Qu Xiaoxiao didn't wait for me, didn't wait for me, Qu Xiaoxiao didn't leave.

This relationship is very complicated, Liu Xu and Qu Xiaoxiao have nothing to do with each other, but cause and effect.

Many things in life are often a butterfly effect. Things that are only understood after many years have actually been foreshadowed in the past, but no matter how hard you try, you can't cross the line of time and trace the cause.

If we turn things around, back before I chose arts and sciences, I walked out of Tai Renbin's office dejectedly, and bumped into Qu Xiaoxiao who had been standing outside.

Just now I was thinking about liberal arts or science, and I didn't notice the person standing in front of me for a while, so I bumped into it like this, and looked up to say sorry to the other party, but because she was too good-looking, I was stunned there.

How should I put it, maybe it's because the sun is too good, maybe it's because the breeze is too gentle, or maybe, she said sorry to me first, the light from her slightly apologetic eyes is too dazzling.

"Are you okay?" Qu Xiaoxiao asked.

"Ah!" As if waking up from a dream, I immediately straightened up, took a step back, and said, "It's okay, it's okay."

Obviously I ran into her first, but why, she was the one who apologized?

"It's fine."