Time is not alluring

Xiao Huan clenched the medicine tightly in his hand, then threw it into his school uniform pocket, trying his best to remain expressionless. After all, she is not catkin, and her skills are not deep enough.

Can't help but say four words.

After finishing speaking, I also became a little stunned, I didn't expect that one day I would become the person I hate.

This sour tone is like Zhu Beibei, how can she become someone she hates?

Xiao Huan was about to turn around and explain to An An that the other party was already smiling and walking in with Qu Xiaoxiao, and his concern suddenly became a little pretentious.

She felt a little stuffy in her chest, so she took out the medicine and threw it into the trash can angrily. The night wind was cold and long, and the medicine bottle that had been thrown away rolled back to her feet from there.

Xiao Huan kicked hard, and the medicine bottle rolled away completely and disappeared.

She suddenly remembered last year's school celebration. She and An An had a quarrel. In the real sense, they were not a quarrel.

After that hurdle was passed, they reconciled. Thinking about it now, how innocent they were at that time, how serious they were about this friendship, and they were afraid that if they were not careful, they would make each other angry.

What now.

The relationship is getting weaker and weaker, and it is not even necessary to say hello when we meet.

How did it become like this.Xiao Huan couldn't figure it out, she walked forward in a daze, and saw Liu Xu.

On the day of the school celebration, the weather was cloudy and rainy.

I remember very clearly how many times the salute was fired, a total of 83 shots, representing the 83rd anniversary of the founding of Jiangnan Middle School.

The headmaster's naked Mediterranean seems to be much better than last year, and he looks much younger. I was feeling that the headmaster is really getting younger and younger when a gust of wind blows by.

Blowing away the headmaster's hair, revealing the bright and full Mediterranean Sea, I was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed along with everyone.

The headmaster calmly combed his hair with his hands. There was a strong wind here, and the papers on the stage were flying around. The headmaster let go of his hand in a hurry, revealing the bright Mediterranean Sea again, and everyone below laughed again.

At the end of the weekend, with a cold face, he stepped forward to help the principal sort out the speech, carefully suppressing it with mineral water.

I watched the performance at night very carefully, for fear of missing every word related to catkins.

So Qu Xiaoxiao called me to help backstage, but I was unwilling, unable to resist her stubbornness, so I followed.

Meeting Xiao Huan was also the last thing I wanted to see. The scene was very embarrassing, so I turned slightly to let her go.

Xiao Huan was so angry that his chest rose and fell, he gritted his teeth, and scolded her for being heartless in his heart.

I lowered my head and didn't realize until Qu Xiaoxiao patted my shoulder that Xiao Huan had gone a long way.

At the end of the party, I didn't see Liu Xu, and my father couldn't come to pick me up because of something else. Qu Xiaoxiao said that he wanted to take me home, but I brutally refused.

Xu Shi could see that I was depressed, and Qu Xiaoxiao was understanding once in a while, so she didn't insist on it.

As I walked home, I realized for the first time that the way home was so deserted, and there was only one person with shadows dangling around.

Suddenly, I remembered this time last year, when Liu Xu and I were sitting in the back seat of the car, sleepy, and fell asleep leaning on her shoulder.

After waking up from a drowsy sleep, I found the catkins were still there. I complained, why didn't you wake me up.

She is very helpless, you hug me too tightly.

I was a little flustered, and the moment I let go of my hand, I realized how tight I was holding her arm, and the sticky fabric made my palm hurt.

I said sorry annoyedly, Liu Xu smiled and said it's okay.

She also said something later, but I couldn't hear it clearly at the time. I asked her a question, but she didn't continue.

Now that I think about it, I find that I can't remember very clearly how long this sentence was late.

Liu Xu said, it's okay, it's good to be like this for the rest of my life.

She said the whole life, I don't know how long the shelf life is, after all, it has been separated for a year, I'm afraid Liu Xu can't remember clearly.

I suddenly stopped in my tracks, and using all my strength to grasp the shoulder strap of my schoolbag, I suddenly turned around and yelled at Qu Xiaoxiao who had been secretly following behind me.

"What are you doing with me! I'm sick! I told you not to let you take it! If you don't let me, you won't let me! Are you tired! Are you not tired! I'm tired!"

After yelling, I ran away, with tears in my eyes, and I knew there was no one there. To whom did I say this sentence, it seemed to be my former self.

A long time after I ran, Qu Xiaoxiao, who was hiding behind the trees, came out. Her eyes were gray and sad, she sniffed, and muttered softly, "Who... likes to be with you... Is it because I am worried about you..."

Before she could complete a sentence, Qu Xiaoxiao ran away. She was afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would not be able to bear it and cry out futilely.

When I ran home, it seemed like I had gone through two marathons. The mirror of the elevator reflected the tragedy on my face. I sorted out my emotions, thinking that the disguise was good, and my mother should not be able to see the clues.

The moment I stepped through the door, I froze.

In addition to mom and dad, there is also Liu Xu's mother.

I don't know what happened, the atmosphere was very dignified, and I subconsciously swallowed my saliva.

I observed carefully, the teacup in front of Liu Xu's mother was still steaming, it must have just arrived.

My mother asked me to go back to the room first, and I responded, but my steps were slow, and I pricked up my ears, wanting to hear what they were talking about.

Although our two families are neighbors, we seldom communicate with each other, and we get along in an amicable manner. This is the first time I have seen such a dignified atmosphere.

When I got back to the room, I couldn't help being curious, and lay down on the door panel, trying to hear the sound of the living room clearly. The sound insulation effect of the house is so good, I had to open a crack and listen carefully.

The living room was a little far from my room, and the conversation became buzzing like flies.

I leaned forward and hid behind the sofa behind the shelf cabinet. Through the vase used for decoration, I saw the delicate face of Liu Xu's mother.

They seemed to be deliberately lowering their conversational voices, and their speech became intermittent, making it hard to hear clearly. I frowned and listened for a while, and was about to turn around and go back to my room.

"mom!"

Liu Xu rushed in, and it was not an exaggeration to say that she was rushing.

Chen Biyun looked at Liu Xu calmly, and asked in a low voice, "Why are you here?"

Liu Xu clasped Chen Biyun's wrist and said, "Didn't you say it's okay!"

My parents stood up, and I also stood up. My mother greeted Liu Xu, and Liu Xu said softly, "Uncle and aunt, I'm sorry for causing trouble to you."

"Where..." Dad waved his hand, "We also agree with this matter."

Mom tugged at Dad's clothes, Dad quickly fell silent, Chen Biyun smiled and said, "Excuse me."

"Come and play when you have time." Mom said politely.

That night, I lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep, and Liu Xu's "Mommy" came back and forth!

How urgent and urgent the barking is, as if as long as you slow down, everything will be late.

After thinking about it, I sent a message to Liu Xu, asking if she slept?

Liu Xu didn't come back after a long time, she must have slept.I was standing on the balcony with my mobile phone in my hand, thinking about it for a bit. I was about to turn around and go back to my room when I heard someone calling my name.

I turned my head to look, it was catkins.

Liu Xu didn't fall asleep either, she looked at the text message vacillating, sighed inwardly, her head was in a mess, and finally walked to the balcony.

She hasn't seen An An for a long time. How should I put it, there is a person, as long as you see her back, you can instantly know who she is.

Regardless of time and place.

"Are you busy recently?"

I originally wanted to ask why Liu Xu didn't come to see me recently, but after thinking about it, I didn't seem to have the qualifications, so I changed the way of asking, it's all the same.

Liu Xu leaned against the balcony, answered 'um', and said, "What about you?"

I was relieved, it turned out that it was really too busy studying, not other reasons.

"It's okay, I'm not very busy." I said with a smile, I had some expectations in my heart, hoping that Liu Xu could see that there was something in my words.

"It's late, go back to bed early."

"Wait!" I shouted in a hurry, Liu Xu turned her head and looked at me suspiciously.

I racked my brains to find a reason that didn't sound too flawed, and said, "Do you still have the math notes for the freshman year of high school... I'm going to review the contents of the freshman year of high school..."

"Have."

Liu Xu turned back to the room, stood in front of the bookshelf, pursed her lips, stood on tiptoe, and reached for the book on the upper shelf, which was "The Little Prince".

She turned a few pages, pulled out a leaf, took out her math notebook, and put the leaf in the notebook.

"Well, here it is for you."

Liu Xu handed over the notebook, and I touched the back of her hand with my fingertips and was trembling vigorously. I collected myself, took it safely, and asked a casual question.

"Your mother just came, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing." Liu Xu lowered her head, handed me another book, and said, "I've finished reading the book, return it to the library."

I took it over and looked at it, and then I remembered this book. It was a book I borrowed from Jiang Chuanfeng when I was in the first year of high school.

"Oh."

I complied, completely unaware that Liu Xu was disregarding me little by little, returning everything to its original owner.

The notebook in my hand became a little heavy, because I was finally able to go to the first class openly and look for Liu Xu.

After grinding back and forth for a week, I felt that the timing was almost the same, so I found a time and ran to the science department.

Before running, I paid special attention to my school uniform, whether it was dirty, whether there were stains, and whether my hair was neat, by the way, I picked it up with my hands.

Even I didn't notice, the whole process is just like what the little fox in The Little Prince said - the ceremony.

This time, I was out of breath from running, and when I arrived in the first class, Liu Xu was not there. Lin Youyang came out, hesitating to speak, I asked if Liu Xu was there, he said he didn't know.

The attitude is indifferent.

But I didn't care. I heard that Liu Xu was not there, so I walked back. Anyway, there was still time.

During that time, I often ran to Class [-], asking the same questions, whether Liu Xu was there, and their answers were uniform and indifferent, and they were all absent.

Over time, I realized something, until one night, when I stood on the balcony, staring at the closed window of catkins in a daze, a word floated in my heart.

People go empty.

In an instant, all the signs pointed to this place, and I suddenly became very sad. I mustered up the courage to ring the doorbell of Liuxu's house. It was Liuxu's mother who opened the door, and she invited me to come in and have a sit.

I hesitated at the door and asked, is Liu Xu at home?

The answer was still the same, no.

What about her?

Chen Biyun changed the subject and asked if I had time and wanted to chat with me.

I opened my mouth to say yes, when the phone rang, it was Qu Xiaoxiao.