Time is not alluring

Qu Xiaoxiao smiled, she never imagined that the first conversation between herself and the other party would be like this, if the timing was just right, it should be able to cause the other party to fall, and she kindly moved forward to support her.

It's not this embarrassment, but it doesn't matter, the future will last forever.

Qu Xiaoxiao squeezed the shattered science application form in her hand, her face was very relaxed, she didn't want the other party to see any flaws, her nervousness and intentions were all hidden under the usual question mark.

"Is it the one who handed in the application form? Liberal arts and science?"

I didn't expect the other party to talk to me, so I panicked, and quickly realized, "Huh? Me? Liberal arts."

The corners of Qu Xiaoxiao's mouth slightly curled up, and she said, "What a coincidence, so am I."

If I pay close attention to the shredded paper under Qu Xiaoxiao's feet, the application form that she tore into shreds, the word Science is lying on the ground intact, for anyone to find.

It’s just that at that time, Qu Xiaoxiao and I were just alumni of the same school, our relationship was too ordinary, so naturally we couldn’t expect extravagantly from me, like doing cleaning, from a lot of cards, I found Jiang Chuanfeng’s name easily, and found Science two words.

All the small details that I ignored at that time, now she is carrying a bayonet and a big tripod, and rushing towards me vigorously.

If I had chosen science instead of liberal arts at that time, wouldn't I have met Qu Xiaoxiao?

There are no ifs in the world. I don't quite understand the meaning of the assumption I made, probably because I don't give up.

But...Liu Xu stood in front of me, and the schoolbag was filled with science materials. The matter has been decided, the deal is done, so what can I do if I don't give up?

"I... a little uncomfortable... you go first."

I don't know when it started, my lying skills became more and more sophisticated, even Liu Xu believed it to be true, but later on, I realized that it wasn't that Liu Xu didn't know, but she was pretending not to know.

Her disguise is much better than my lies.

It's just that you lied to me, I lied to you, and everyone lied to me. In the end, I didn't know who was the master liar in my youth. Some people used to call it secret love.

In fact, to have a crush on this kind of thing, the first thing you have to learn is to lie to yourself.

——Look, I just don't want to be with her, I just like her.

or.

——Do you have to be with someone if you like someone? If you like someone, it doesn’t mean you have to fight for it, right?

Once you have deceived yourself, start to pretend, and then deceive others. If the deception is clever, others will believe it is true; if the deception is superficial, others will be suspicious.

The worst thing is that the other party is smarter than you, and can see through your little thoughts at a glance.

"Then you can take a good rest, would you like me to ask for leave for you?" Liu Xu asked with a worried face.

"No need." I shook my head hastily, and said again, "Hurry up, or you'll be late."

"Um……"

Liu Xu responded in a low voice, her face was full of haggardness. If you pay attention, you will find that Liu Xu's National Day is not going well these few days, and she has lost a lot of weight.

This kind of thinness is obvious. The knuckles of her fingers grasping the shoulder strap of the schoolbag are raised, and even the face turned sideways is thinner by a degree.

Liu Xu stood there, the other party's mind was obviously not here, it was clearly expected, but he still had to exceed his psychological preparation to bear it.

She let out a sigh of relief in her heart, turned around and walked, standing in front of the elevator, looking very dazed, and chose to take the stairs.

What happened a few hours ago has become the past, and what is even more sad is that no matter how much you relive it, there is nothing you can do about it, you can only miss it.

Liu Xu walked down the stairs step by step. When she reached the sixth floor, she stopped, um...it was here yesterday...

It is said that people's senses are sharp in the dark, but yesterday's catkin's senses seemed to have expired and expired, unable to retain the feelings of yesterday.

Thinking about it now, the blurry fragments were enlarged and enlarged by her, turning into a mosaic, leaving only frustration.

Walking downstairs to the hall, Liu Xu saw the power outage notice pasted on the pillar yesterday, which hadn't been torn off yet. Who would not see such big characters?

Not long after Liu Xu left, I took the time to turn around like an ant on the hot pot, and it finally cooled down. I took my schoolbag and walked out carefully.

I was lucky enough to hope that Qu Xiaoxiao was gone.

I sneaked to the gate of the community, looked at the empty streets, and felt relieved. Someone patted me on the shoulder from behind.

I turned my head to look, I was shocked and screamed, Qu Xiaoxiao looked at me with a frown, there is no need to be so exaggerated.

God, isn't she gone?

Immediately, I grabbed my schoolbag and ran. With my bean sprouts physique, I was chased by Qu Xiaoxiao within a few steps.

"Run what?"

This... lines... so familiar.

I couldn't stop without admitting defeat, and said while running, "Can you stay away from me?"

It's a foul to steal the runway, do you understand...

"No." Qu Xiaoxiao categorically vetoed it.

Forget it, then I won't run.

I was running out of breath, exhausted, Qu Xiaoxiao looked at me pitifully, and handed me a bottle of water. After quenching my thirst, my little mood came back.

"What are you doing here?"

"Looking for you." Qu Xiaoxiao took it for granted.

"Why are you looking for me?"

"Let's go to school together."

Me: ......... Is she sick? ? ? ?

"Oh."

I responded, remembering the incident where she kissed me at the hotpot restaurant a few days ago. During the past few days of the National Day, I have been reflecting on my temptation.

Like the usual plots of domineering presidents...

Qu Xiaoxiao's response to me made me feel that she didn't take this matter very seriously.

During the next National Day, she didn't contact me very much, so I began to reflect on whether my reaction was a little too radical?

Why are there so many things to do?

Like my math grades are always at the bottom, is there any reason?

Like I can eat three egg burritos in one breath in the morning, is there a reason?

Like why I live in a great and humble way, is there a reason?

Kiss me like Qu Xiaoxiao, is there a reason?

Need why?No need.

Since I don't need it, I just don't worry about it.

Well, I just convinced myself like this, take a step at a time, although I think that I will see Qu Xiaoxiao when I go back to school, and my scalp will feel numb, so at least I have a psychological preparation.

But now that she suddenly appeared beside me, I must be taken aback.

Our current situation is like a quarrel between couples. I told Qu Xiaoxiao not to follow me, but she insisted on following.

Well, this road is indeed not opened by my family. If she wants to leave, I can't help it. It's just that, no matter how I look at it, I don't care how unreasonable I am, and how patient and tolerant she is.

"An'an?" Qu Xiaoxiao suddenly called my name.

"what happened?"

"It's okay." Qu Xiaoxiao smiled and said, "I just want to call your name."

"Oh."

I answered.

It wasn't until I walked to the school gate and saw Xiao Huan and Liu Xu wearing badges that I suddenly remembered that today is my duty.

Obviously, Qu Xiaoxiao and I were late, so naturally we had to register.

For a moment, I hoped that Xiao Huan would let me go with a wave of his hand because we were classmates.

But when I saw Liu Xu standing next to her, I suddenly understood something, Liu Xu is not a member of the student union, she shouldn't have to do this kind of thing, she should be... taking my place?

did my job?

"name?"

Xiao Huan tapped on the notebook with a pen, and asked in a serious manner. She was not surprised that An An was late.

Half an hour ago, from Liu Xu's mouth, she knew that An An was not feeling well and could not be on duty, and she was about to draw Liu Feifei to be a strong man.

Liu Xu walked out bravely, Liu Feifei quickly thanked Liu Xu and gave Liu Xu a bottle of milk, which was transferred to Xiao Huan by Liu Xu.

Xiao Huan finished drinking the milk, and still didn't quite understand Liu Xu's intentions, until she saw An An... coming with Qu Xiaoxiao, she understood a little bit.

After realizing it, more coldness and slight anger surged up.

But judging from the present, she was alive and well, and her body was shaken, revealing two naked lights, she shouldn't be uncomfortable, right?

"Wei An." I answered honestly.

"grade?"

Xiao Huan looked at An An who was standing in front of her, and then turned aside Qu Xiaoxiao who was beside her.

The two went to school together.

As far as she knew, the directions of the two homes were in opposite directions, and they had to go around a few bends and walk over several viaducts before they made a circle, so they met by coincidence.

That's not the point, the point is, An An didn't go to school with Liu Xu today, but went with Qu Xiaoxiao instead, so, does this mean that she has a new love and forgets her old love?

Leaving aside the fact that this old love can produce a pot of aged vinegar, this new love is more or less unreliable, and it can send people into a ditch if they have a wrong mind.

An An has a good eye... no... she has a good eye for things. Her promise yesterday is probably a fart. It will be gone once you let it go.Xiao Huan thought lightly.

Xiao Huan pondered for a while, then squinted at Liu Xu's expression secretly, and found that she was very calm.

Only recently did she discover that Liu Xu's mind is usually difficult to guess, you feel sad about her, she doesn't cry, make noise, make noise, or laugh, doesn't pull her to vomit bitterness, and doesn't need her to pass tissues.

When the two get back together, you think she should be happy, but her joy is very complicated, mixed with sorrow and depression, like a bright moon, which is only bright, but has gains and losses.

Xiao Huan later found out that Liu Xu is actually a person with a very weak sense of happiness. For Liu Xu, the limit of her happiness is only a few steps ahead of An An.

"Grade 25..." I opened my mouth and quickly changed my words, "Grade [-]."

Xiao Huan honestly wrote down my name in the register, just in time, the morning reading bell rang, she turned her head to look at Liu Xu next to her, and said, "Are you ready?"