Time is not alluring

I lay on the bed and fell asleep in a daze, my arms were full of tears.

Sleeping deeply, she heard a faint sound, Liu Xu turned over from the balcony, and the early autumn moonlight illuminated her beautifully.

The closer Liu Xu got, the more obvious her exhaustion was in the dark, she seemed to be rushing in, her disheveled hair was covered by the frosty moonlight, like winter snow, covered with a cold layer, pressing down on her hair. His lips were dry and peeling, revealing bloodstains like deep grooves, and his mouth breathed out the frosty air of winter.

I just lay on my side on the bed, opened my mouth, but couldn't say anything, watching her approach step by step, getting closer and further away.

I thought her next move would be to ask questions, but I didn't expect to pounce on me and hug me tightly.

The air in my lungs was forced away bit by bit, I was like a fish that was dying on the beach, the fierce sun was peeling off like sparks from a brazier, the sparks that exploded left dark burn marks, I gasped with my mouth open The air is salty sea breeze.

But... the smell of catkins is much better than the sea breeze, what is it like... I was thinking in a daze, and for a moment I couldn't care about the struggle of the air in my lungs.

Like the bewitching perfume at night, it rolls away the richness of the night, and becomes thinner in the twilight of the morning, full of elegant and cool charm.

This extremely contradictory aroma gradually became stronger and lighter, and became lighter when it was lighter, and it almost made me faint.

If I suffocate to death at this time, it would be quite funny.

Liu Xu lay motionless on my body, I stretched out my hand to push her, but I saw her dark and heavy dark circles sideways, and all my movements and words stopped at this moment.

The two of us embraced each other and fell asleep, our hands lightly resting on her back, the picture was so beautiful that it was outrageous.

"ah--"

The side of my body that was pressed by the catkins went numb, and I couldn't help making a noise. Before I could finish speaking, someone bit my neck.

This kind of touch makes my hands and feet cold, and my limbs are stiff and motionless. What I think of is a vampire in my mind.

After being stunned for three seconds, I realized that the touch was a bit soft and wet, like seaweed swaying gently in the water, slowly shaking away the dark waves in my heart.

It's not so much that the catkins are biting, it's better to say they are gnawing, this kind of dense falling down one after another, like the kiss of feathers, scratches the tip of the heart and itches, provoking people's lust.

The tip of her tongue pressed against my aorta, like a sharp knife piercing the wind, biting me swiftly and forcefully, I moaned in pain.

Because I didn’t turn on the lights, it was very dark all around, but the pale moonlight was flickering like fireflies, strands, strands, floating in my eyes, illuminating the depths of my pupils, I was aroused by catkins...

I rub!

That ray of light woke me up from my drowning in the deep sea, and the catkins are particularly wrong tonight.

I tried to yell, begging her to wake up, the vocal cords went on strike on the spot, she slapped me across the face, pulled my hair, and told me to open my eyes and look carefully!

What are you looking at... See how catkins can do whatever they want...

Forget it... I'll close my eyes and forget it... Out of sight is pure...

But I really wanted to see Liu Xu's expression, so I opened my eyes with difficulty. Liu Xu's facial features were hidden in the darkness, only the gleaming white of the white teeth and the gleaming red of the vermilion lips, hovering in front of my eyes.

Liu Xu called my name, An An.

I nodded violently and shouted in my heart, don't... mess around.

She lost the tacit understanding with me, she still went her own way like a robber, and began to burn, kill, and rob all kinds of crimes.

I clasped the bed sheet with my five fingers, and with a pricking sound, I forcibly dug out a hole in the already flimsy bed sheet.

In this situation, my heartstrings are stretched into a string, as soon as she gets close, there will be a trembling sound that makes my legs limp, as long as she gets closer, that heartstring will betray my brain and strangle me hands and feet.

Let me completely lose the ability to resist.

Liu Xu touched my soft hair with her hands. Her hands were always cold, probably because of autumn, and she knew how to warm them up. Just touching them made me feel hot.

Her fingers gently wrapped around my hair, and she twisted it slowly into silk with two fingers. My heart was beating very hard, rising and falling with her movements, like riding a roller coaster, so exciting...and looking forward to it .

expect?

and many more…

something is messed up...

I squinted at Liu Xu's expression, and always felt that she was very calm, so I kicked her with my foot and asked, "Why are you crazy?"

——I can speak QAQ.

Liu Xu smiled lightly, like flowers blooming on the water, a little cold, and pressed my leg with her foot.

I struggle.

She was still laughing, pinching my face with her fingertips, as if she was kneading dough casually, and after a while, she let go of her hand.

Then, like using a popcorn bucket in a movie theater, he covered my eyes with his hands, covered my beautiful thoughts, and fulfilled everything I had.

Her kiss fell like this.

The sky was cloudy, and the heat wave rolled over and over again. I searched for the temperature of her palm in the dark, blinked, and brushed my eyelashes to her catkin.

Without tickling her off, I was hot as lava, self-destructing.

Her lips are very soft, like a ball of cotton, which is so sweet that it tastes cloying, and in the end she can't throw it away even if she wants to. Why, probably, it's shameful to waste it.

As if she was declaring her sovereignty, she spared no effort to express her mood. I could only respond clumsily to her agitation, and followed her declaration sentence by sentence to match her performance.

This blah blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Should...she let me go...should...I push her away...anyway...something messed up at one point.

Three words hit me from the sky, splitting my head fiercely, those three words were.

I'm messed up.

No. 20 days without catkins.

i miss her.

I want to see how she is doing recently, whether she has lost weight or gained weight, and whether she has met another person named An An.

Will you accompany you to eat, accompany you to do your homework, accompany you to the bathroom, always buy two puddings, always walk on your left hand side, and always ride on your shoulder when cycling.

She staggered with you all the way, and the petals should have fallen all over her shoulders.

how about you…

Is there anyone who is used to waiting for someone called An An No. [-].

An An No. [-] has short hair, maybe a little longer, she smiles silly but you always like her, her math grades are particularly bad but you always don’t dislike her, she is procrastinating and has no autonomy but you always stand at the school gate waiting for her.

The two of you stood at the tail of Xia Tian and refused to leave, saying that you want to watch the flowers fade together.

If the agreement at that time was not fulfilled, I could only recall it, in exchange for a bitter and forced self-examination.

Is there any...

So... now we are reunited after a long absence, what are we doing... hugging and kissing...

It seems that the steps are a bit wrong, we should hug first and not kiss, we shouldn't hug and ask again, there are a lot of things to say between us...

My head was very empty, and the tears swimming in the corners of my eyes wet my eyelashes. In an instant, my soul came out of my body, and I turned into a flat boat, following the wind in the scenery.

I saw someone's clothes reflected in the lake, fluttering like falling flowers brushing my face.

Whose immature face and upright voice are singing the melodious opera of Huangying. I swayed all the way with the waves of the singing, and approached the time when the willows are dark and the flowers are bright.

Who rolled up the hem of the skirt and got out of the boat lightly and deftly. Those embroidered gold soft-soled shoes are really beautiful, many times more beautiful than the colorful fallen flowers on both sides of the strait.

I stopped on the shore, the aftermath was still there, the sound of rowing and paddling was long, squinting, and secretly went to see her.

I moved my fingers, passed through the cool midnight wind, touched the soft hair of catkins, and used my temperature to dry the snow and heavy frost on her head.

Like the melting of ice and snow, the rush of water, the flowers blooming along the way, and the vitality flooding in everywhere, it is unbelievably comfortable.

Then there is the beauty like spring, the blue sky is shallow in a curved stream, and the white sand with clear grains kisses my little feet.

like her.

Kissing me.

The warm wind came slowly, and the icy temperature of her fingertips spread out little by little, shaking off a piece of light, and the light peeped from the gap was not bright, but dark.

I vaguely remembered that it was night, my lips were numb from being kissed, she let go of her hand, her eyes were as bright as stars, and she took a handful of three autumn lakes full of water.

Shining mischievously and slyly, she chuckled in my ear, grabbed my collar with sharp fingers, and slowly helped me button the shirt.

Dao, let's see who I am...

She got up from me lightly and deftly, stepped on the moon and went away against the wind, leaving me a chic and crisp back.

I grabbed the hand of the quilt, let go, and my head exploded.

Teng suddenly jumped up from the bed, hurriedly opened the second drawer, opened the notebook, and took out a leaf.

There was a movie Inception that used a spinning top as a totem to judge reality or a dream, but for me, the totem in my dream was a leaf, and the word turned up was a dream, and the word turned down was true.

Now... is it a dream?

Because Jinjiang can't write the part below the neck, and because Liu Xu and I are still underage, the words on the leaves are telling me clearly and sharply.

This is a dream.

And can't go on any longer.

With a bang, someone shattered the lens of my dream, peeling off pieces of scale and mud, revealing a corner of reality, and with a bang, reality approached me.

The flat boat and running water, fallen flowers and embroidered shoes, her crowing and light steps, like snow, slowly disappear into the summer.

Her back gradually melts away, but my lone boat and coir raincoat remain forever.

I woke up in a daze, my back was covered in cold sweat, I was pulling my hair and hugging my legs, the throbbing in my heart still hadn't dissipated.

Like a pebble thrown into the blue lake, the ripples of water fall into the valley, and the echoes it brings make the eardrums numb and painful, which lasts for a long time.

I reached out and touched my lips, and after touching my lips, I started to spurn myself again, and after I finished, I felt that I must be... crazy.

It's not shameful to have a spring...dream, what's shameful is that the object is my good friend, Liu Xu.

are you crazy?

I turned my head stupidly and looked at the alarm clock on the bedside table, the pointer pointed to twelve o'clock.

Any dream should be a foreshadowing, not so sudden, making people feel at a loss what to say.

I opened my mouth, wanting to talk to myself to comfort myself for my shameful crime, but I couldn't make a sound.

Pushing open the door, I wanted to pour a glass of water to moisten my throat, but found that the TV in the living room was not turned off, and my mother was hugging the quilt and watching a midnight drama.

I tiptoed over, but was caught by my mother, "Can't sleep?"

I took the cold boiled water and nodded honestly.

"Talk to mom."

I wanted to shake my head and refuse, but I couldn't say no.