this turbulent love

Chapter 35

That night, Li Sheng and Wu Yu were stunned by Gu Yan's sudden tears. When he was at a loss, Gu Yan wiped away the tears, then laughed and beat the two of them, and then told them with a smile that he was moved by them. And then it becomes like this.Of course Wu Yu believed it without hesitation. Li Sheng thought about Gu Yan's abnormal behavior today and knew that it must have something to do with today's incident, but he felt a little helpless in his heart. He didn't know what happened, so he didn't want to say anything to comfort him. .

After the three of them returned to the dormitory, they lay down on the bed without doing anything, and immediately fell asleep until noon the next day.When Li Sheng got up the next day, the sun was already hanging outside, he was startled and turned on his phone,

Anyway, I'm relieved, I don't have class today.He got up and got out of bed, and after waking Wu Yu up, he hesitated for a while looking at Gu Yan who was still in a deep sleep, but he still didn't wake him up, let him sleep for a while.

Gu Yan woke up not long after. When he woke up, he was still ignorant, and then he heard the phone vibrating beside his bed.He rubbed his eyes and picked up the phone. After seeing that it was Jian Mo, he picked it up without thinking.

"Jian Mo, what's wrong?"

Jian Mo's voice over there sounded a little anxious, and he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief after confirming that Gu Yan was fine.It was only after Gu Yan picked it up that he realized what he had known during this period of time. Hearing Jian Mo's voice, he suddenly didn't know what to say, and felt a little sore in his heart. Listening to Jian Mo's voice now seems like a world away , he took a few deep breaths, when he was about to say something to Jian Mo.Jian Mo's deep and pleasant voice came from over there:

"Gu Yan, I'm worried about you, I'm downstairs in your bedroom..."

Gu Yan didn't have time to think about the rest of the conversation, he was a little dazed when he heard Jian Mo outside the dormitory.He was confused and didn't know what to say, and when he hung up the phone, there was a knock on the door.Gu Yan panicked, he didn't know how to face Jian Mo, he originally planned to use this time to make himself forget about those things, but now he thinks he can't do it... He held back his desire to escape from the balcony to the next bedroom, and prevented Li Sheng from opening the door when he heard the voice.

Li Sheng gave Gu Yan a strange look, and went back to do his own thing without saying anything.Gu Yan stood in front of the door, took a few deep breaths, and knocked on the door again.He opened his eyes and reached out to open the door.

Outside the door was Jian Mo, who had caring eyes and anxious eyes, but looked serious and indifferent. Gu Yan felt soft when he saw Jian Mo like this, and then felt a little sad. He let Jian Mo enter the bedroom sideways, and turned to close the door. .Jian Mo waited for Gu Yan to close the door, greeted Li Sheng and Wu Yu, and then dragged Gu Yan into the bathroom, leaving behind two people who were obviously confused.

After Gu Yan followed Jian Mo into the bathroom, Jian Mo took out his phone and showed Gu Yan the text message that Gu Yan had sent him, and then pulled Gu Yan to ask him if anything happened. There are many unread text messages and missed calls from Jian Mo.Gu Yan was dragged by Jian Mo to check. He knew that Jian Mo had put down the design in his hand and rushed over. Seeing Jian Mo's anxious look, he couldn't help but think that there might be someone else in Jian Mo's heart, one he didn't know. Yes, for someone like Jian Mo who can't let go.He didn't move for a moment, but let Jian Mo pull him over.

As soon as Jian Mo saw that Gu Yan's face was as pale as if it had been powdered, he knew that something was wrong with Gu Yan. He paused for a while and wanted to pick up Gu Yan's hand to test the temperature, but he saw a pinhole on Gu Yan's hand. fresh.Jian Mo's pupils shrank instantly, and he suddenly looked up at Gu Yan, and asked anxiously, "What's going on?!"

There was a struggle in Gu Yan's eyes, he lowered his head thinking he wanted to say something, but also felt that he was enduring something.He didn't raise his head until Jian Mo held his shoulder, looked straight into Jian Mo's eyes and asked softly:

"Jian Mo, do you like me?"

Jian Mo, do you like me?No matter what the answer is, I believe you.If you say you don't like it, then I'll let you go; if you say you like it, even if you lied to me, then I...even if I'm kneeling, I'll keep walking with you.

With this mentality in mind, he asked this question.

Jian Mo was stunned for a moment when he asked Gu Yan this unanswered question. Looking at Gu Yan looking into his eyes for clarification and struggle, he didn't answer immediately, but thought for a while before answering solemnly:

"I like you, Gu Yan, I like you."

It was only now that Gu Yan seemed to have freed himself from some kind of bondage, as if he had made some decision, he showed a bright smile, just like before.Jian Mo finally let go of his heart, pulled Gu Yan into his arms, stroked Gu Yan's hair, and then pressed his head against Gu Yan's forehead, how could he not like him?

When he finished dinner with Xiaoqian that day, he felt that it was time to say goodbye to the past. He is not a person who can let go of his feelings, so free and easy.He was just too stubborn, so he rejected Gu Yan before, because his heart was completely filled with that person, and there was no room for other people; but later it was because he watched that person struggle for another man, watched They tortured each other but were still tightly tied together. Jian Mo finally felt that it was time for him to go away. He already had his own life and shouldn't continue.

After bidding farewell to Xiaoqian, he went to the bar alone to drink, got drunk alone, and staggered back to school like this.But after that, he had no memory of it. When he woke up, he was already lying in his bedroom, but no one else was there.He turned on the phone, and there was indeed a text message from Gu Yan in it, which told him to go to the kitchen to serve millet porridge after waking up, and there was nothing more.

Jian Mo frowned, feeling that something was wrong. Gu Yan's text messages were definitely not like this. He felt nervous and sent Gu Yan a few text messages, but Gu Yan didn't reply. He made several phone calls. No one answered, he couldn't help wondering if something happened to Gu Yan.

He tidied himself up in a hurry, and then called Gu Yan.He doesn't have the phone numbers of Gu Yan's other friends, so now he can only go to Gu Yan's dormitory blindly. They have been so busy recently that they can't almost know what the other is doing all the time like they did during the summer vacation.

There was a little warmth in his heart, he knew that Gu Yan was so tired that he fell asleep after cooking for him every day, he told Gu Yan that if he was busy, he would take care of himself first, he would feel distressed.But this only got a perfunctory response from Gu Yan, and then continued to appear on time.Jian Mo originally wanted to see Gu Yan more every day, so after talking to no avail a few times, he could only put down the blueprints he had in hand to help Gu Yan, and then urged him to sleep quickly.

He quickened his pace, he really wanted to spend time with Gu Yan and make Gu Yan happier.He wanted to temporarily cancel all his extra tasks for himself after finishing this competition, and then accompany Gu Yan to do many, many things that Gu Yan wanted to do. Even though Gu Yan might be very busy, he still wanted to accompany Gu Yan. By Gu Yan's side.

He laughed at himself silently in his heart, didn't he know when he had become so dependent on Gu Yan?

Then he called Gu Yan and rushed towards Gu Yan's dormitory, but there was no response from Gu Yan. He greeted the aunt in the dormitory and went upstairs, but after knocking on the dormitory door, there was no one. open the door.He had no choice but to continue calling Gu Yan, but fortunately Gu Yan answered the phone this time.

Hearing Gu Yan's confused voice, he knew that Gu Yan had just woken up, he was relieved, and hung up the phone after telling Gu Yan that he was outside the dormitory.

Gu Yan made himself smile brighter, and then convinced himself to believe this sentence

"I believe you."

Jian Mo, I believe in you.I believe that what you said about liking me is true, so I don't know anything, I haven't heard anything, we are still the same as before, no matter what I admit it.Thinking like this, he hugged Jian Mo tightly, and buried his face on Jian Mo's chest like a child, making it difficult to see his emotions clearly.

The two of them stayed in the small space for a while and then went out. It was really strange that the two big men had nothing to do but stayed in the bathroom for so long. Jian Mo didn't want to let Gu Yan's roommate know about this, after all, Gu Yan lives here He didn't want Gu Yan to have other things to worry about, and he still had a lot of things to tell Gu Yan, but at least not at this time.

When Jian Mo heard from Li Sheng that Gu Yan's face immediately turned dark when he was sent to the hospital with stomach inflammation because of writing a thesis, and when Gu Yan kept gesticulating behind him to tell Li Sheng not to speak, then Wu Yu beside him I added a knife, "After being sent to the hospital, he ran out to take care of someone. I think he should be the one who should be taken care of at that time, and he also took care of others."

Jian Mo's face changed color again and again, which was really pretty. Gu Yan, who was behind him, had already prepared to face Jian Mo's blackened face, and made a gesture of "I'm dead" to Li Sheng, and then it was true. She was dragged out by Jian Mo.Li Sheng and Wu Yu thought that Jian Mo and Gu Yan were good friends. Although it was strange that Gu Yan would know the famous male god in this school, they saw that Jian Mo cared about Gu Yan very much, so they told Jian Mo about Gu Yan. , I hope that Jian Mo can persuade Gu Yan, after all, they don't want to receive a call from Gu Yan at some point, and they have a hot meal, and finally see Gu Yan's uncomfortable look.

Gu Yan was dragged to his dormitory by Jian Mo, and he silently prepared to be scolded by Jian Mo, but found that Jian Mo just looked at him with a complicated expression,

"You ran out from the hospital to take care of me that day?" After seeing Gu Yan nodding, he clenched his hands, suppressed the emotion called heartache, and said in a trembling voice, "I should be the one to take care of you." Yes, but I was drunk and let you take care of me. Gu Yan, what should I say? I don't even know if I'm worth it for you to treat me like this..."

He paused and looked at Gu Yan, "In the future, if you are sick and have something to do, if you don't tell me, you'd better not let me know, otherwise I think your ass has probably never seen the world... . " Jian Mo squinted his eyes and saw Gu Yan shrinking his neck. "See if you dare to do this next time!...... I don't want you to suffer alone in the hospital while I don't know anything, Gu Yan, we are a couple, I don't want you to get out What is it, but I have to learn about you from other people's mouths."

Seeing Jian Mo's remorseful look, Gu Yan smiled and said hello, he thought, at least Jian Mo likes him now.As long as Jian Mo likes him, he will keep going and never let go.He looked at the man in front of him, this man who made him so humble willingly, what else could make him rational to judge whether it was worth it?

He shakes off the memories that make him sad and lives in the moment, hasn't he always been like that?

Jian Mo only left the speech script for the final stage, so he simply let go of these things and planned to spend time with Gu Yan.After going out and buying a bunch of vegetables, he came back and prepared to make up for Gu Yan.During this period of time, because of these things, Gu Yan used up all the meat he had worked so hard to make up during the summer vacation, and he looked even thinner. Seeing Gu Yan like this, Jian Mo frowned.

Later, I learned from Gu Yan that the reason why Gu Yan worked so hard was because of the task assigned to him by Professor Chen. Jian Mo didn't say anything, but asked Gu Yan to show him the information.Two days later, when Gu Yan got the information, it had completely changed. The important parts were marked out with different colored pens, surrounded for Gu Yan to see, and a lot of comments were written on the side.

Holding this document, Gu Yan stared at Jian Mo dumbfounded. He was moved in his heart, but at the same time he felt that he should not be too happy to have a boyfriend who is a top student. Jian Mo is so awesome.

Gu Yan was under the light of Jian Mo, a top student, and the almost impossible task was finally a lot easier. He finally breathed a sigh of relief, and he secretly thought that he didn't have to be as tired as a dog every day.

When Professor Chen's thesis was almost finished, Gu Yan and Jian Mo planned to wait for Jian Mo's competition to come to an end, and planned to ask for a period of leave to go out and have a good time together.

A lot of things happened during this time, the distance between them, I don't know whether it is close or distant.

The author has something to say: What I'm doing now is probably.... Refreshing countless times after a day of codewords.

Then silently shed bitter tears~

Hey.

The code words are really... Is there a machine that can think of the script in the mind and then it will automatically appear the words or something?

Uh, well, I'm too lazy to be like... Σ(°△°|||)︴