when love is unforgettable

When you are deeply in love, what do you want in life, and after love, you have nothing. This may be the true portrayal of most people in the circle.Waving empty hands to the sky, what have we got?What have we lost?

As an old Zhang who used to be philandering, he gained short-term sensual pleasure in this nameless love, but lost my sincerity.When he wakes up, everything is too difficult to look back, young and old can't stand the toss and waves.

"Zhifeng", Lao Zhang threw himself into my arms, and then burst into tears, "I can't live without you, can you pity me, old man, please? Give me a chance, let me stand by Stay with you, I won't interfere with your dealings with anyone, I just need us to meet and talk occasionally, okay?"

I gently wiped away the tears on Lao Zhang's face with my sleeve, hugged him deeply, and then gently pushed him away: "Old Zhang, don't make me look down on you, what are we doing like this? I'm not worth it for you to do this, love is interactive, you should find someone who loves you again, and live a healthy and happy life, you know?"

I found that Lao Zhang was getting more and more fragile, even crying endlessly, I don't like this feeling.As a comrade who loves the elderly, I also need the care and care of others. I should be an elderly person who likes perseverance, such as Lao Li, a man from the Northeast.

Lao Zhang's crying gradually stopped, he hugged me with all his strength, hugged me so tightly that I was almost out of breath, kisses like raindrops spread all over my face endlessly, and then his hands Gently sweeping my back.

In the past, this was the prelude to my making love with him, and every time I was intoxicated by his passionate kiss, and then my body collapsed into a ball and was at his mercy.I pursed my lips to prevent Lao Zhang's wet tongue from invading my mouth, and then closed my eyes to see if I was still as irresistible as before.Although I wanted to cater to him a little bit, my heart was like stagnant water, and I couldn't get back the feeling of enthusiasm that I used to have.Lao Zhang is still the old Zhang when we broke up, and I am no longer the original me.

"Have you kissed enough? If you have kissed enough, let go of your hand. I can't breathe. If you haven't kissed enough, please continue, but the same sentence, please let go of your hand first, let me Let me take a breath.", I said coldly, as if all this had nothing to do with me, I was just a bystander.

After being unable to attack for a long time, Lao Zhang also knew that it was time to end. If I continued to pester him and increase my dislike for him, it would really be impossible to be an ordinary friend.He slowly let go of his hands, and I stood up and carefully helped Lao Zhang tidy up his clothes.Tonight, I can see how powerful the Lion's Roar is. Although I say I don't love Lao Zhang anymore, I don't want Lao Zhang to be troubled after returning home. According to that woman's temperament, she should like to think of sex from a strand of hair on her shoulder. Her eyes are always so weird and full of question marks.

"Old Zhang, you have been out for so long, you should go home, right? You have to be careful, your wife is not such an easy person to deal with."

A look of disgust appeared on Lao Zhang's face, "That old woman, if you push me a little bit harder, I'll divorce her. She's always picky, as if the whole world owes her."

It was these words that made the good image of Lao Zhang in my heart collapse, even though he was just talking.I'm old-fashioned, but it's not my fault. I never thought of destroying other people's families. That's absolutely not allowed.No matter how reluctant you old Zhang is, if you marry that woman as your wife, then you have the obligation to take good care of that woman. If you want to divorce, you have to make a clean break while she is still young. Now she is a yellow-faced woman One of you, Zhang, wants to divorce, are you still human?Not even a beast!

A23

"Old Zhang, are you still a man? I think you should reflect on your way of doing things. You can even say that you have divorced her. You are really good. Don't forget, she is still the mother and grandchild of your child." Grandma, have you become more and more confused these years? Let me tell you, the only person who will accompany you through this life is her, and no one can take her place. You can choose not to love her, but you must Take good care of her, this is the responsibility of a husband, I see you, you really take homosexuality as a lifelong goal to fight for, I see you more and more!", I stared at the old man Zhang scolded fiercely, and secretly thanked himself for not continuing to entangle with him. If, one day, Zhang really abandoned his family for me, I think I would be restless for the rest of my life.

Lao Zhang looked back at me anxiously. He said timidly, "Zhifeng, I know I was wrong. I said it casually. I'm sorry. I will cherish my family."

"The person you are sorry for is not me, but all your relatives. Homosexuality is something that cannot be seen. Since we have done it, we should feel sorry for our family members, instead of being as righteous as you are." Speaking of family responsibilities Question, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, although I haven't got married yet, as a man, do I have to get married?Do I know I'm gay and still want to hurt another kind woman?Or do I completely withdraw from the circle after marriage?Can I do it again?

Old Zhang is very smart, and he would never continue to pester him when he was in trouble. He immediately changed the subject: "Zhifeng, how is the pharmacy business? I found that the small town has added a lot of pharmacies over the years, and it seems that this is a good project to make money."

"The main pharmaceutical company in the small town closed down, and the original employees had no way out. In fact, they didn't know how to do other businesses except medicines, so they all squeezed together to open a pharmacy. There is a lot of competition in this industry. Those like me who have just opened and are small in scale really can only make a living, let’s endure it first.” When talking about the pharmacy business, I have headaches, and I don’t know when the money invested will return.

Lao Zhang patted me on the shoulder. I knew he was silently supporting me. He is a retired government employee who knows nothing about business, so there is no need to expect any effective suggestions and opinions from him.

"I should go home, it took too long to come out this time." Lao Zhang walked out of the small warehouse first, and I followed.

When passing the cashier, I suddenly saw the mobile phone memory card lying quietly on the cashier, and I couldn't help but stop.

Lao Zhang was waiting for me to open the door. When he saw that I didn't follow, he looked back and said, "Zhifeng, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" He seemed to see through the entanglement in my heart, and then he followed my gaze. He also saw the memory card, and he couldn't help being stunned.

"You've been looking at it for so long just on a mobile phone memory card?"

I reached out and picked up the memory card, which was so light it weighed insignificantly.In a sense, the memory card is very heavy, and it has recorded my countless dreams!

"Old Zhang, I'll leave this for you to remember. It's not in vain for you and me to love each other. I thought I would keep this memory card for a lifetime, but now I find that all of this is not so important." I put the memory card Gently in the palm of Lao Zhang's hand, the moment the hand touched the hand, Lao Zhang's hand trembled.