when love is unforgettable

A24

There are some words that are suitable to be hidden in the bottom of my heart forever until rotten to death, and some pains are suitable to be silently forgotten and let it dissipate in the wind.The more people or things you care about, the more you will lose.Life is unsatisfactory, and things often happen, and the ending is already determined, and brooding can only increase a little bit of resentment.Some people are destined to become old friends; some things are destined to become stories.If you miss it, let it pass, don't regret it, don't miss it, maybe it is beautiful, but it may not be the most suitable for you.Challenge life, hope is at your feet, even though the road is full of ups and downs, after the storm, the rainbow will surely flash in front of you.

Lao Zhang held the memory card tightly. He knew that what I gave him at this time must have special meaning, "Zhifeng, can you tell me what's in the memory card?"

I raised my eyebrows and pretended to be deep and said: "Old Zhang, guess, there will be a prize for guessing!"

"Really? Do I want any prize?" Lao Zhang's eyes lit up immediately.

"You have a good idea. Don't think that I don't know what you are planning. Except for my people, you can get any prize you want." In fact, I know that Lao Zhang can guess it with a little bit of brain. I'm just saying this to brighten things up, it's been a really dull night.

Lao Zhang weighed the memory card and put it back in my hand, "Zhifeng, no matter what is in the memory card, I don't want to take it away. What you gave me at this moment must be loaded with the most beautiful things between you and me." I don’t want to take away the memories, just treat them as my people are still by your side.”

"You really don't want to know what is recorded in it?" I was a little surprised that Lao Zhang was not interested in the contents of the memory card.

"I know what it is. If I'm not mistaken, it should be the photo taken on your birthday, because that is the only photo of you and me together. Thank you for keeping it until today. I am very happy. I didn't expect that I could be with you I have stayed in my heart for such a long time. I am not good, I have let you down, if there is an afterlife, I will never let you down again! If you miss it in this life, you will miss it, and it is now impossible to recover. In the next life, but I hope I can still remember you, and I will follow your breath to find your trace, and I will never give up until I die!" Lao Zhang became more and more sad as he spoke, and he choked up again as he spoke, his deep voice mixed with a little desolation A dash of vicissitudes.

I told myself that I must not be soft-hearted at this critical juncture. If I make a mistake, I am afraid that I will fall into the abyss of eternal doom again. I forced myself to smile a little and said to Lao Zhang: "Old Zhang is worthy of being Lao Zhang. He is indeed very powerful. In this way You can guess it, and I really admire you. Well, I said that there will be a prize for guessing, and I am such an adult, I must keep my word, tell me now, what prize do you want?"

"I want you to love me once again, can you give me this again? No way! What's the point of giving me the rest?" Lao Zhang smiled miserably and wiped his hands with his hands. After shedding tears, she continued: "Hurry up and open the door, I'm very tired now, I want to lie down and sleep for a while, I want to go home, I want to go home!"

Zhang’s behavior was abnormal, and it also made me realize that he was sincerely repenting. Standing in front of him, I felt very contradictory, and really wanted to forgive him like this. Although he was the person who hurt me the most, but at the same time he was The person I have ever loved the most.

Lao Zhang's words gave me the illusion of parting from life and death. What's wrong with me? I obviously called Lao Zhang back to the pharmacy to comfort him. Why is it hurting a little more at this moment?

"Old Zhang, give me a smile, I want your brightest smile!", I didn't want to worry about anything anymore, I held Lao Zhang's hand firmly, then took him by the hand and took him to a corner of the pharmacy inside.

As I wished, Lao Zhang smiled, even though his smile was far-fetched, even though his smile was uglier than crying, he still smiled. I saw the tears in his smile, and I felt his smile. Unwillingness hidden in the smile.

I really couldn't bear it anymore, so I gently pulled him into my arms, looked at him with apologetic face, then slowly lowered my head and kissed his forehead lightly, "The things in the past Let it go, I don’t hate you anymore. Now you ask me to accept you again, which is indeed a bit difficult. Let’s just deal with it first. In fact, being good friends is also a good thing. I welcome you here anytime you."

I don’t want to give Lao Zhang too many misunderstandings. I can only say this for this sake. I don’t know if saying this will give Lao Zhang new hope, but I have made my position clear, and he and I are only a couple. good friend.

Lao Zhang put his head on my shoulder and whispered in my ear, "Zhifeng, I'm very scared, I'm afraid you really ignore me."

"Okay, okay, don't act like a child, you are over 60 years old." I tried to comfort Lao Zhang with a brisk tone, and after a while, when his mood calmed down a little, I said again: " Let’s talk about the future, you’d better go home.”

"Well, you open the door."

The rolling gate slowly rose, Lao Zhang looked back at me and finally left. I checked the pharmacy and locked the door.

I always thought that the stories of me and Lao Zhang would never intersect again, but I didn't expect that the reunion of me and Lao Zhang tonight would be the beginning of a bad dream.The situation at that time made me a little confused. When I was hugging Lao Zhang, the memory card was inadvertently put into Lao Zhang’s coat pocket. Mrs. Zhang found out while drying the clothes, and thus my gay identity was exposed.

The night wind scattered a few circles of ripples, and the fallen leaves were flying around with garbage bag confetti. I walked on the deserted street with my thoughts.How can I reply to the Northeast man tomorrow?I scratched my head vigorously a few times, shrunk my shoulders and continued walking forward.

It's past eleven o'clock now. I wonder if Lao Li is asleep?I took out my mobile phone from my trouser pocket and quickly logged on to QQ. When I calmed down, the friend column was gray. It seemed that Lao Li had already fallen asleep peacefully at this time. I couldn’t help laughing at myself. Living a regular life, only a boring person like me would think of logging into QQ in the middle of the night.

Facing the mobile phone screen, I didn't know what to do. I fiddled with the QQ desktop randomly, and my mind was still spinning.

"Didi", how piercing the sound was on the quiet street, I let go of my hand in fright, and the phone fell down immediately. Fortunately, I grabbed the phone in time in embarrassment, and I had to save money to buy another phone .