when love is unforgettable

By the side, I didn't look at him, I looked at the opposite window and said in a low voice: "Old Chen, if you have anything to say, just say it, we have been friends for decades, and you are still serious." Before he could speak, I took advantage of the situation and sat next to Lao Chen. This position was good, and I didn't have to face Lao Chen directly.

Old Chen turned his head to look at me, and smiled at me with a "hey hey", I didn't dare to look directly into Lao Chen's eyes, my eyes turned to his mouth, Lao Chen showed his white front teeth, and threw away the half-smoked cigarette Finally, he took out another cigarette and handed it to me. When I received the cigarette, I suddenly lost my mind. I couldn't help but think of the young man named Maple Leaf. I feel that the smiles of both of them have a kind of An irresistible intimacy.

Old Chen pushed me and said unhappily: "

;"Hey, what's the matter with you today, why are you in a daze? Two fat man! My fucking hand is almost soft and you still don't pick up the cigarette? What's wrong with you? Did your soul stay in the ward and didn't come out with you? ? No, I think you can pretend now, do you think my cigarettes are bad?"

After Lao Chen gave me a lot of words, he finally hooked my soul back.I pretended to scratch my head, and reached out to take Lao Chen's cigarette. After I lit his cigarette, I lit it myself and said involuntarily: "Look at what you said, I just remembered one of mine. He likes to smile too, friend, just like you. I feel good when I smile and show my little teeth, but there is a difference, he makes me feel like my son, and you, like my big brother. "

After hearing what I said, Old Chen looked at me with a half-smile. He shook his head and asked me, "Really?" Helpless: "I said brother, do you think I know about you and my wife?"

After hearing what Lao Chen said, I felt that my eyes would not move anymore. I looked at Lao Chen intently, but did not speak. Lao Chen sighed softly, stretched out his hand and patted my shoulder, and said in a low voice He said: "Old man, don't be afraid, if I blame you, I won't be able to talk to you like this today." I lowered my head in embarrassment, and scolded myself in my heart: "The thing about me and her wife is still Let him know, I have been neighbors for decades, where is my face, how can I tell him?"

I felt that my whole body was drenched in cold sweat. On this hot day, I actually felt very cold, and the cold air from the bottom of my heart quickly spread to my whole body.Involuntarily murmured in his mouth: "I...I...I".What else can I say at this time?I can only wait for Lao Chen to continue talking.

Seeing that I was about to stand up in surprise, Lao Chen stretched out his hand to hold me, and smiled wryly: "Sit down and listen to me."

After I sat down, Old Chen shook his head and said in a low voice: "Actually, I don't blame her in my heart, as long as she is happy. Now that I think about it for so many years, I am the one who is sorry for her."

Lao Chen's tone was very sad, and he really didn't mean to blame me at all. What was going on, I shook my head and looked at Lao Chen, not knowing how to answer his words.

B14

B26

After a while, I said in a low voice: "Brother, I am the one who is sorry for you. I knew it was wrong and I did it anyway. I was wrong!" My wife can't justify it. If I can't even apologize, I'm really worse than a beast. At this moment, I completely regret it.Old Chen stretched out his hand and patted my hand, and said in a low voice: "Didn't I tell you, I don't blame you." Seeing me standing there in a daze, Old Chen sighed softly, biting I gritted my teeth, looked around to make sure there was no one else in the stairwell, and then said softly to me: "Fatty, have you ever heard of homosexuality? It means that men like men, the old saying is rabbit."

After hearing what he said, I was stunned for a while. Why did Old Chen suddenly talk to me about this?He was obviously talking about me and his wife just now, why did he mention homosexuality now? I looked at Lao Chen sitting next to me in disbelief, not knowing what to say. "Once I saw old Chen kissing a young policeman secretly!" Suddenly, the words Yao Guihua said flashed in my mind. Could it be that what Yao Guihua said was true?Lao Chen really got along with a young guy?I muttered in my mouth: "What are you talking about? I don't understand what is gay or not. I really don't understand why a man doesn't want to be with women, but insists on being with men. "As I said this, the image of Maple Leaf flashed in my brain, and my heart moved. Old Chen said that liking men is gay. I like Maple Leaf a little bit. Could it be that I am also gay.Thinking of this, I am a little silly.Old Chen took another puff of his cigarette, he looked at me intently, and said in a low voice: "Brother, I won't hide it from you today, I am that kind of person, I like men, I did it a long, long time ago, At the beginning, I was very scared and always kept it secret, but gradually I became less afraid, and after a long time, my wife found out by accident.”

After hearing what he said, I stood up all of a sudden, looked at him dumbfounded, and asked in disbelief: "What did you say, you are the one, you said your wife knows?" Old Chen nodded lightly, Continue to say: "Brother, what I said is true. After she found out, she cried and made trouble. I also want to change it and stop thinking about men, but everything is just a waste of time. Gradually she became numb. , I don’t want to quarrel anymore, just ask me not to let outsiders know. Her request is very reasonable, if it spreads to outsiders, will Xiaochun and the others still have face in this society? I’m sorry for her!” Old Chen’s face was on Twitching in pain, I saw the tears in his eyes, he flicked the cigarette ash with his fingers and continued: "Brother, after she and you, she looks much happier than before, with a smile on her face from time to time , it’s much better for me, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you for giving her the happiness that I can’t give.” Looking at Lao Chen’s sincere expression, I felt that I was really not a good person, and at the same time, I was deeply I feel sad for old Mrs. Chen, and I feel ashamed of her too!Think about how old Mrs. Chen's life is so hard. The two old men who had intersected in her life actually fell in love with the young man.Old Chen fell in love with that young policeman, and I was also inexplicably worried about that brat, Maple Leaf.

I shook my head and sighed softly: "Old Chen, tell me why men fall in love with men, I want to know how you feel, can you tell me?" Old Chen sighed softly, A smile flashed across his face, and he stared into my eyes: "Brother, why do you ask me like this, do you also like a man? Is it the man you said just now that looks very kind and feels like a son? "I was blushed when asked by Lao Chen, and when Lao Chen saw me, his expression suddenly became very serious.I pretended to inadvertently turned my face away, avoiding Lao Chen's gaze, trying to hide my nervousness, and thinking about how to answer him.Seeing that Lao Chen was still looking at me like that, I said guiltyly: "Fuck! Look at what you said! Do you think I like men? I ask you like this because you feel weird, I Want to understand, don’t you understand this?” “Hehe, stop pretending, and don’t look at your appearance just now? How many years have we been together, I don’t know what you old guy thinks.”, the old man After Chen looked at me for a few more times, his serious face gradually eased. "Brother, when I first met him, I had the same feeling as you. I thought he was very kind and like my own child. After contacting him a few times, I fell into it. After Lao Chen finished speaking, he turned his face away. When he got to the side, he slowly exhaled a cloud of thick smoke and indulged in nostalgia for the past. From his eyes, I saw the helplessness hidden in my heart.

B27

Just as I was about to get another cigarette for Old Chen, Xiaochun's voice sounded behind us: "Dad, I knew you and Uncle Li were smoking here. Uncle Liu and the others are waiting outside, so let's go home." I He and Lao Chen stood up, and Lao Chen said in a low voice: "Lao Li, go back with them, I will go back to the ward."

Before I could speak, Xiaochun said distressedly: "Dad, you can go home and rest. I will accompany my mother in the hospital today."

When I got home, I just took a shower and hadn't put on my clothes when I heard a knock on the door. My heart tightened and I cursed in a low voice: "Don't let Miss Yao come, what happened to her is It's so fucking annoying." I hurried into the room, put on a pair of trousers, walked out of the room, walked to the door and opened the door, I saw Lao Chen standing at the door with a few bottles of wine, I let out a long sigh .

After drinking for three cycles, Lao Chen slowly talked to me.It turned out that Lao Chen's love for that man was accidental. He met his little policeman in a "stolen incident". To be precise, the little policeman saved his life and caught the thief who stole his mobile phone and beat him. .Somewhere, the fate of the world has been set into a fixed pattern, and no one can escape the arrangement of fate.

B15

The knock on the door interrupted my thoughts, Lao Liu's voice rang outside, and Lao Liu came.As soon as he entered the room, he started sweating loudly: "Fuck! You two old guys are too embarrassing. You don't call me when you drink. After returning from the hospital, that girl in my family seems to be sick too. Hey, let's talk about it, I can't get a word in, my head is about to be split in two by her, if I don't sneak out, I think I have to book a bed in the hospital. "

Seeing the painful expression on Lao Liu's face, I believed everything he said. The biggest reason for my divorce was that I couldn't stand her beeping. She could completely ignore your existence when she spoke, and her voice was very loud. I can hear clearly, where are you telling me to put my face?

I sympathized with Lao Liu very much in my heart. I stood up and patted him on the shoulder and said, "You've got it! You are a full man, but you don't know that a hungry man is hungry. I want to find someone to bother me, but I can't find one. I don’t have old women here, and the roots of my ears are clean.”

Lao Liu shook his cigarette and took out his cigarette, "Don't worry about what you say, I'll have a drink with you today."

Because of Lao Liu's arrival, Lao Chen didn't continue the topic with me just now. We just chatted with each other. It seems that Lao Chen is wary of Lao Liu to a certain extent, and he is not as happy and sincere as he was with me just now.After a while, my room was filled with smoke. The smoke was like an impenetrable wall, blocking my thoughts of him.I don't know if it's the smoke or something, but I feel my eyes are a little wet, and my vision is blurred along with it.I know the pain of worrying!In order to prevent Lao Chen and Lao Liu from seeing heresy, I laughed at myself: "Hey, the smoke is so thick that it makes me cry. If we don't open the door, we will all become smoked rabbits. Do you think it looks like smoked rabbits now?" ?”

The two of them also felt a bit unbearable, not to mention drinking for too long, Lao Chen took the lead in throwing the cigarette butt on the ground, stamped it out with the sole of his shoe, and then picked up the messy cigarette butt on the ground, still yelling : "Look at you throwing cigarette butts around, the floor is burnt out, don't you know how to throw it in the ashtray? Look at your quality, how can I still be friends with you?"

After hearing what he said, I shook my head and cursed in my heart: "How can you really pretend, you have a lover who is a policeman and you don't know what your last name is. If others don't know, we don't know, you old Chen! The quality is so high, maybe it’s not as good as defecating anywhere.”

Lao Liu and I reluctantly helped Lao Chen pick up the cigarette butts on the ground, and Lao Liu chuckled: "We are also old men in the new era. hind legs."

In the afternoon, Lao Chen dragged me to the hospital again. Looking at Lao Chen's back, I sighed softly. He was already old, needless to say, I was old too!

With a big belly, I gradually quickened my pace, and walked step by step in the corridor of the hospital with all kinds of disappointment. When I was about to reach the old Mrs. Chen's ward, there was a climax of laughter from the old Mrs. Chen and Yao Damei. The sound is so unscrupulous.Lao Chen reached out and pushed the door, and as the door opened, the laughter stopped abruptly!

In the blink of an eye, there was silence in the ward, as if that burst of laughter had never occurred before, and everything was just an illusion of everyone.However, the constantly shrugging shoulders of Mrs. Chen and Yao Damei betrayed them completely, especially the eyes they glanced at me from time to time told me clearly that the laughter had something to do with me!

My heart trembled, what a coquettish couple!I took advantage of the trend to step back, but heard an "Ouch!" from behind, as if I had stepped on something under my heel, and when I looked back, I was met with a pair of angry eyes, those eyes could kill.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't stand firmly and stepped on you for a while, I'm sorry!", a good man doesn't fight with a woman, let alone my fault first, I just nodded and bowed to the little nurse and apologized.The nurse raised eyebrows, but it scared me enough. I hope that a few good words can resolve the little nurse's anger.

Ani Tuofo, the little nurse may have pityed me for not pursuing it because of my age. She pointed to the registration book in her hand and said, "Whether the patient eats dinner in the inpatient department or not? If necessary, register quickly."

Food is the most important thing for the people. Old Chen drank some wine at noon without even eating breakfast. He opened his mouth and said, "Yes! Yes! Yes!" Old Mrs. Chen was a little more careful and asked the little nurse how much the meal in the hospital was. Ton, where to pick up the meal.When I mentioned eating, I checked the time, and before I knew it, it was almost 3 o'clock. I was a little anxious, remembering the agreement with Maple Leaf yesterday. I wonder if he is waiting for my appearance on the Internet at this moment?

Brat, you know what?I am thinking of you right now!

B16

After the little nurse left, old Mrs. Chen and Yao Damei continued to chat with each other shortly. Seeing their beaming faces, I thought to myself, these two bitches, don't tell me what's annoying in the future. I can't breathe, this is clearly for recuperation and enjoyment.Suddenly I understood what it means to return home like an arrow. I only have one thought now, and that is to go home!

"Old Mrs. Chen, I have to go home. I forgot last night that my son said to call home today. I have to go home first, lest no one answer the phone at home and make my son worry about me.", I don't know this The reason is not a reason, but I have to go.

"I said fat man, you are so stingy, why don't you buy a mobile phone, look, now I even use the mobile phone to go to QQ, how convenient, I can chat whenever I want.", Old Mrs. Chen She held up her mobile phone as if showing off, I know her mobile phone was given to her by Xiaochun on Mother's Day, alas, people with sons by their side are different.

"Can I compare with you, your mother is kind and filial! To be honest, I bought a mobile phone and it's not very useful. I spend all day with you old neighbors, shouting at the window to keep the downstairs and upstairs. I can hear it, even the tweeter doesn't work that well, what a relief!"

It's not speculative, not to mention half a sentence, not to mention that my mind is in a mess at this time, all I think about is that kid, I hurried back home, and turned on the computer immediately, today's Internet speed is really impressive.

Maple Leaf: Old Li, I finally found a good way to pass the time for you. How can you thank me this time?

I was thinking about his message, and then it came. When I saw it, I felt a little happiness in my heart. I didn't expect this kid to remember what he said casually.Hehe, I wanted to see what good ideas you came up with, so I replied with a little excitement: "Really? Do you have any good suggestions?"

The boy's reply is so fast. I received a reply message from him within a few seconds after I sent the message, "Have you heard of the chat group?"

I looked at the message and shook my head, and said to myself: "Chat group? What is this? But it sounds quite new, I have never heard of it, I have lived so long, although we Call it a bad old man, but we also have to ask what it is? Oh! I remembered, my son said that it would be good for us to let me get in touch with the outside world! I was thinking in my heart, and my hands were not idle He said: "No, come and listen to me. "

Maple Leaf: A lot of people gather to chat for a while, and it's very lively. You must have participated in the tea party, right?

I looked at the message and shook my head, and said in my heart: "Fuck, boy, what are you doing. The tea party is just a tea party, what are you talking about, are you kidding me? I thought it was something new, but it turned out Tell me that the chat group is just a tea party! Pull it down! In the past, we held a tea party in the street, and there were candies and melon seeds served, and you could lie on the table and squint your eyes when you dozed off. Why don’t you suffocate me to death when you hold a tea party online? "

I replied impatiently: "Oh, I have participated in the tea party, but it is too boring, isn't it? The east's parents and the west's short, is it interesting? Besides, I don't know them, what is there to talk about?"

After waiting for a while, he still didn't send any message, so I scolded myself: "Fuck, my reply was a bit too much, and now he ignores me. Li Erpang, Li Erpang, my kid is kind enough to relieve your boredom." , you are good, not a word of gratitude, but also a lot of pickiness, are you sick? I sent another message impatiently: "Boy, what are you up to?Why are you ignoring me? "

Fortunately, this kid finally answered, otherwise I would have to beat myself up, "I'm not busy, I'm thinking about something. Oh, how should I say hello? In fact, being with you is the happiest thing in my life, Do you understand?"

I shook my head and told him: "What else do you want to think about? Don't think about it, I don't want to contact and get to know too many strangers.""

His message is very fast, Maple Leaf: So, what do you do when you are bored?After reading his message, I thought about it and sent a message: "Isn't there you? It's better to have you with me than anything else!"

I widened my eyes when I saw the message I typed, stretched out my hand and slapped myself on the face, cursing in my mouth: "What are you doing today, why are you talking to this brat, the Cantonese are the smartest, I So, I am clearly a pig, big stupid pig!"

After a while, the message came, Maple Leaf: I will be with you alone. After a long time, won't you be bored?

Seeing that he was not angry, I quickly replied: "Of course not, I am very happy chatting with you, just like talking to my son."

He replied lightly: Just be happy!

I shook my head and was thinking about what to say when his message came again

Maple Leaf: If life ends at the age of one hundred, I hope to be with you online for another 50 years. 50 years is enough for you?What I want is forever, will you give it to me?

My eyes are a little red.

Just as I was about to reply to his online information, there was a knock on the door of "Bah! Bah!", of course, followed by Lao Liu's broken voice, "Fatty, fat two." I responded loudly: "Fuck, call What are you doing so loudly, I heard you?"