inexhaustible

After Shang Muxiao dropped out of school, he was not idle, but quickly devoted himself to the daily training of the team.

During the day, when I go to class, he goes to practice and sometimes comes home later than me.

It was also through Shang Muxiao's commentary that I learned that professional motorcycle teams would have "youth training camps".Young children receive training from the youth training camp since they were young. They think day and night about how to achieve better results and how to set the fastest lap time. In the end, only a few of them can successfully become the official contract members of the team.

He has never participated in the youth training camp, and he was directly invited by the team manager to join the team. It is considered an airborne. It is impossible for other people in the team to have no complaints. Therefore, he also needs to work harder than others to maintain a better state. Convince the public with strength.

"This is a person with a dream." Shang Muxiao picked up a pack of freshly opened tissues on the coffee table and shook its full belly.

"This is someone who can realize their dreams." He gently pulled out the front tissue, and intuitively demonstrated what it meant to be "thousands of people cross the single-plank bridge".

After getting back together, because he lived close by, he brought his dog to eat almost every day.After eating, I will sit on the sofa with me for a while, chat, and wait until it is late enough to get up and go back.

Staring at the pack of tissues, I couldn't help but think of something about my childhood.

"I also went to the youth training camp, the youth training camp of Qingwan University."

Tsingwan University holds a summer camp for middle school students every summer. Students who sign up for the summer camp need to pre-select the subjects they are interested in, and then participate in the activities and inspections organized by the school.At the end, the top three students of the summer camp will be exempted from the initial self-enrollment examination and directly enter the re-examination examination.At the beginning, I participated in the philosophy summer camp and was rated as a perfect student. In the end, I was admitted to Qingwan University without the preliminary examination and interview.

"Why did you choose philosophy?" Shang Muxiao asked after listening to me patiently.

An unknown variety show was playing on the TV, and the voice was turned down very softly, acting as a background sound.

The temperature in May is just right, neither too cold nor too hot. It is very suitable for drinking a light, fresh and refreshing semi-sweet white before going to bed.

I raised my wine glass, took a sip of the liquor that smelled of plums and green apples, recalled it for a while, and explained: "Because... the registration fee for the philosophy summer camp is the cheapest."

Shang Muxiao was teasing the dog with a tissue, but when he heard this, his face froze, he was caught by the egg yolk at the right time, bit the tissue, shook his head and tore it to pieces.When it was over, he looked at Shang Muxiao happily, and made an excited "haha" sound, as if to say: "Is there any more? I still want to play!"

Shang Muxiao patted its dog's head, pushed its ears back, revealing its round and plump head, and then took a tissue to cover its head.The puppy's tail immediately flicked like a whirlwind, chasing the paper towels and circling around on the sofa.

"I also participated in summer camp when I was a child, but it was an equestrian summer camp. At that time, my sister hoped that I could make more friends through the summer camp, but not only did I not make friends, but I became the most annoying kid in the summer camp." Shangmu Xiao no longer cared about the egg yolk, leaned his body on my shoulder, stared at the TV screen in front of him and said slowly, "I think they are childish and ridiculous, they think I am moody, and no one can look down on anyone. I only went to that summer camp once. I never went there again, and the equestrian skills after that... were all taught by my sister herself."

That must not be a pleasant memory.

I touched his head with my backhand, and comforted me: "It's okay, even if you don't go to the summer camp, your horsemanship is also very good."

"I knew you thought I was amazing. You kept looking at me that day." He laughed, and after a while, his voice gradually lowered, "If I keep learning, maybe I will be really amazing. It's a pity... My favorite horse died. Then I became obsessed with motorcycles, which are faster and more exciting than horses, and they won’t die.”

He didn't say much about the horse's death.If Mr. Li from the racecourse hadn’t mentioned it before, it would be difficult for me to know how sad it was from his short sentence.It even directly changed his preferences.

Seeing that Shang Muxiao does things all by himself, he often makes people itch with hatred. He looks like a spoiled young master, but in fact, he will find out after a long time that he just uses a tough appearance to pretend that he loves to be spoiled Sensitive nature.

It is often said that "three years old are old", and the development of character in childhood is very important to life after adulthood.Only with a good and solid foundation can a skyscraper leading to happiness be built on top.If the foundation is too poor and sufficient attention cannot be paid to timely reinforcement, even if the building is built, as long as there is a slight mistake, it will inevitably collapse in the end.

That's why it is said that an unfortunate childhood needs a lifetime to heal.

Shang Muxiao lacked love when he was a child, and there was only one Shang Yunrou by his side, so he just held onto her tightly, and only had eyes on her, neither seeing nor needing others.Grasping Shang Yunrou's clear source of "love" is the most urgent and important thing to tell him, so even if other people show him kindness or admiration, he will have poor contact and will not want to follow orders. Take it all.

Should it be said that my meeting with him is also a kind of right time and place?If it wasn't for Shang Yun and Yang Haiyang's falling in love, which made him lose his only "exclusive" object and made him desperately want to find a gem to fill the vacancy, maybe I would be like Yin Nuo, even if there was an intersection, it would be nothing to him It's unremarkable glass.

In this way, Yin Nuo's reluctance is easy to understand.From his point of view, maybe he was just delusional and didn't understand Shang Muxiao's emotional needs. As a result, he let me "sneak in" and missed the only and last chance.Just thinking about it makes me vomit blood.

But everything in the world is like this, luck is invisible, but it accounts for a huge proportion.He was unlucky, insisting on one thing for so long, but it didn't end well.Shang Muxiao and I were very lucky, so after going through so many ups and downs, we were able to watch TV together on the sofa like now.

I just hope that there will be no more big storms in my life in the future, and that it will be safe and sound.

However, there are no big winds and waves, and it is impossible to be completely calm.

On the way home from work that day, I received a call from Lu Yue—Papa Lu passed away.

When I saw that the caller was her, I was mentally prepared, and it wasn't too surprising, but after hanging up the phone, I still pulled the car to the side of the road and calmed down for a long time.

When he got home, Shang Muxiao had brought his dog to the door and was playing games.His things at home have gradually increased these days, not to mention clothes and trousers. He even installed his own game console two days ago, saying that the projection cloth on my side is bigger, and it is more enjoyable to play.

I greeted him when I entered the door, and then went into the kitchen to cook.

The rice is already cooked in the rice cooker—this is the only thing Shang Muxiao knows how to cook, and he only needs to cook two more dishes.

"What's wrong with you?" While cutting the loofah, Shang Muxiao's voice suddenly sounded behind him.

I stopped the knife and looked back puzzled. He leaned against the kitchen door, frowned and looked at me. Seeing that I didn't speak, he walked towards me quickly.

"Who made you angry?" He stretched out one hand to hold my face, observing my expression himself and asked.

Sometimes he is really keen, not only in terms of seeing people, but also in observing words and expressions.

For some reason, the emotions that should have calmed down could no longer be suppressed after he asked this question.

Letting go of the knife, I hugged him tightly, leaned my face on his shoulder, closed my eyes and said, "My roommate's father passed away."

Hearing this, his body shook, and he didn't make any sound for a long time, just letting me hug him.

"I'll read your book when you're not here these few days." He raised his hand and lightly pressed it on my back, his comforting gesture was indescribably clumsy, "seeing Schopenhauer said, In the face of irreparable things, we should all do our best, listen to the destiny, and tell ourselves that everything that happens is inevitable and unavoidable.”

This is typical fate theory.

"You're actually interested in philosophy?" I leaned on him and snuggled up to him. I couldn't say my mood was fully restored, but I also got a lot of comfort.

"Because I want to know more about your world." He said, hugging me even tighter.

We hugged for a long time in the kitchen, and after making sure that my emotions had stabilized, Shang Muxiao let me go.

In the end, he didn't let me continue to cook, but directly ordered the takeaway that I usually eat.In the evening, he even stayed with the egg yolk for the night because he was afraid of my wild thoughts, and did not leave.