above the tower

But it didn't work at all!

I still clearly remember the black leather notebook. I remember that it was Soleil’s diary. I remember it was placed behind the bookshelf. My partner" thing.

I just can't get over the damn diary anyway.

I missed the above content so much that I couldn't help taking it out again the next day while Sollet was taking a nap!

God!I actually did such a sinful thing!

While quietly opening Solei's diary, I secretly spurned myself.

"Day 224. Sunny weather.

Looking outside from the tower, you can see the vast and lofty sky, a piece of blue extending to the distant horizon, with a few pure white clouds floating on it, the sun is very bright and the sun is very warm.

Standing at the window and stretching out my hand, sometimes I feel like I can touch the sky!

The tower is really a magical place.

I write down this diary today because I am in a good mood!

It wasn't supposed to be this good... But then, something else happened, so... it got better again!So the mood is still very good!So I just wrote down what happened today!

Today, Field made a very scary opinion-he said, I, go back and visit my relatives! ! ! ! !

He actually asked me to go back to that place! ! ! ! ! ! !

God!I don't want to hear this kind of thing even a second time!I want to erase the horrible memory of this first time now!

Let me return from the tower to the terrible hell of the year! ! ! ! ? ? ? ?

—I'd rather jump off the tower! ! ! !

The tower is my paradise!And Field is my husband who lives with me in heaven!yes my god!

That's all I remember now!

As for things before the age of 12!That was memory junk that I wanted to forget for the rest of my life!

As for the others, they are all minutiae!

I want to live with Field in the tower for the rest of my life!

What a lovely reaction when I made my point to Field, who made the terrible suggestion!

He's blushing!

Now that I close my eyes, I can still clearly recall his flickering eyes and his bewildered look.Two red clouds appeared on his usually pale cheeks!

Later, because his face was flushed, he hastily pulled up the cloak to cover his face, and then fled in a panic!

It turns out that Field is not good at dealing with such intimate words?It was obviously just a low-level love talk like 'I want to live with you on a high tower for the rest of my life', which was not at all ambiguous or tender, yet he ran away in despair!

——What a cute reaction! ! ! !

The panic and uneasiness that made me dissipate all of a sudden, and I almost laughed out loud!

real!The tower is my paradise, I will never want to leave here in my life!I want to spend my whole life here with my husband!

Oh, God!I am now your faithful believer, I hope you can satisfy my only wish in this life!

(A stick figure of a shy curly-haired villain wearing a robe and covering his face)”

"Day 658, cloudy and no rain.

I gradually became a little greedy.

I wanted to know everything about Relation Field—his past, his present, the future he was destined to spend with me...

I want to know him better!

This of course includes his past as a dark wizard.

Today he also mentioned the frustrating words of 'I just feel that I have been forgotten by the kingdom so quickly, so I am a bit lost'.

It’s a bit self-defeating to say it, but in any case, since Field and I live together in the high tower, I certainly hope that he can be like me, happy for the present life, instead of missing the so-called past, and even more so. Don't yearn for the world beyond the tower!

I hope that Field can let go of his obsession outside the tower, and spend his life in the tower with me as two people—just two people.

I hope he can forget the world outside the tower just like the world has forgotten us!

Sure enough, I became a little too greedy...

Following up on Field's topic, I asked him about the crimes he was wanted for as a dark wizard.

His answer was such heinous things as 'confusing the princess, colluding with the dragon, and hurting the prince'.

I felt very relieved, because Field, who had committed this crime, had no choice but to spend the rest of his life with me in the Tower.

——But how could Field, who was obsessed with alchemy research, choose to escape without time to study?

I asked how he had bewitched the princess.

He said that the princess was "love at first sight and love at second sight" to him.While speaking, he smiled disdainfully.

The corners of the mouth are slightly raised, but the corners of the eyes are downturned, and the eyes are also casual and slightly slack. Field's expression let me know that he doesn't believe the reason of the princess at all.

Obviously this reason is so convincing...

"Your appearance is very good" I answered the words so stupidly.

Field's face sank at that moment.He pulled up his black hood to hide his beautiful face.

'Let's talk about this matter later! ’ That’s what Field replied to me.

I made him angry! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Field was offended by my words! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

As long as I think of this, I feel like my heart is going to burst with pain!

I actually made him angry! ! ! ! ! ! !

I don't know what to do now...

It is still daytime, but I have already written this diary at my desk.Because I need to calm myself down quickly with written words, and then quickly find a remedy.

I don't want Field to look down on me, and I don't want him to pull up his hood to block my sight, and I don't want him to leave my tower to go to his dark alchemy room! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Alchemy room!That's out of my sight!

Now, I hope he can forgive me.

Now, I know he doesn't like me talking about his past, and I know he doesn't like people admiring his beauty-I just found out today, and I will never make today's stupid mistakes in the future!

But how should it be remedied?

If he throws me off the tower in a fit of rage—of course I will obey him...

I will jump from the tower! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Oh, God!Please do not abandon your faithful believers!

……

Your care for me is the greatest luck in my life!

If I leave your care, I will lose the meaning of living..."

"On the 346th day, the weather was fine.

He said nothing.

He did nothing.

His words and deeds are no different from before.

Have you forgiven me yet? "

The author has something to say: Peeking at the diary is really despicable, good boy don't learn it!