above the tower

I've said it over and over again about the fact that I'm not gay, nor a pedophile - which is of course true!

In order to meet the normal physiological needs of men, I have always used my right hand to solve all these. Fortunately, because I have devoted myself to the research of alchemy, I can be regarded as pure-hearted and ascetic, and my needs in this regard are not that great.

So my partner, the actual man, Suo Lai, he should have less pressure in the future!

——Thinking about it this way, I really am a considerate and good husband!

Solet has a habit of taking a nap, I know that.Because besides spending the night together, I sometimes come up and take a nap with him.

In the afternoon of this day, I encountered an alchemy problem, and the relevant alchemy notes were forgotten on the tower yesterday, so I returned to the tower.Soleil was taking a nap at the time.

The 15-year-old boy has slender limbs and a delicate face, exuding an indistinguishable beauty, and wearing regular clothes, he also looks relaxed and energetic like a teenager, which is very attractive.

I found my alchemy notes on the bookshelf, and just in case for research, I also took away the few alchemy primers that I lent to Suo Lai a few days ago.

Those books describe the detailed basic formulas of alchemy, which are somewhat useful for my current research.Although it's not good to take it away without saying hello to Suo Lai, but...alchemy research is more important, let's talk to him tonight!

Thinking of this, I pulled out those few alchemy primers.

The neatly stuffed books that lacked a few thick books naturally fell to the vacancy, and after being supported head to head, the original vacancy formed a distorted triangular support state.

I glanced at this transparent triangular vacancy indifferently...

Because it is very transparent, even with just a glance, I can clearly see that the gap between the bookshelf and the wall that was originally blocked by books is abruptly occupied by a black leather notebook.

Behind the bookshelf... This is not a good place to hide things... But the tower is so big, how many places are there to hide things?

Without much hesitation, I pulled out the black leather notebook.

The notebook and my alchemy note are made of the same material, and there is no text on the cover to indicate the ownership of this note, so this note, as I thought, is a special record hidden by Suo Lai, or it is a handwritten note that I randomly placed ...

Wouldn't it be good to open it for confirmation?

Thinking this way, I opened the note without any psychological burden.

Then I couldn't help but keep watching.

"Day 27. Sunny weather.

I've been here for 27 days and it's incredible!I actually survived for 27 days in the hands of the black wizard!

I wish I could live forever!And the dark wizard—he seems to prefer me to call him... Field?He said it was his name.

To my surprise, Field showed no intention of using me for human experimentation or venting sexual desires.

He told me the first day I came here, he said I would be his mate? !

what!

Either he is crazy, or I am crazy!

As a man, I thought so.

But...he didn't seem to be joking...or maybe he was making a joke that lasted longer?

He took me up to this tower and prepared me the latest women's clothing - obviously it was for girls, but he still accepted me as a boy?

He brings me food every day - it's awful, but he eats it with me - so it's not fun food, but serious food?

He brought me new and exquisite toys and interesting books to amuse me, let me pass the time as much as possible...

He didn't hurt me! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

He didn't hurt me! ! ! !

He is still very good to me! ?

I thought that after I left that man, I would only come to another hell!

But it's not! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I……

I feel very incredible! ! ! ! ! ! !

I feel like I am in a dream right now! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Most importantly, I hope this dream can last forever! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! "

"Day 52. ​​It was dark and rainless

I still couldn't help but write down the second diary entry - if this thing is found by Field, I think I will die!

But I didn't destroy the first one, and I wrote down the second one! ?

God!I must have gone mad!

——But God bless, please let me continue to live like this crazy!

I made a request to Field today - look, I'm really crazy!I actually started to be daring!

I said: 'Let me prepare your meal, please? '

real!I can't stand Field's dark cooking anymore!

I thought well at first, this is definitely the second 'hell'!

I used to always think that... is the most disgusting, disgusting and disgusting thing in the world, but God, I actually endured something more disgusting than that for 52 days! ! ! ! ! !

If I endure it any longer, I'm afraid I won't be able to resist jumping off the tower! ! ! ! !

But maybe I'm getting a little carried away...

Field and I actually have very little communication, but...

Perhaps, he is actually a very tolerant person! ?

Sometimes I mess up a room, break a chandelier, or say something nasty... I do too many stupid things!

But Field never punished me, he would just touch my head and replace it with a new one, and sometimes he wouldn’t notice my rudeness at all—even though my words and deeds were the same as those of the so-called nobles, Field did nothing Consciousness of an aristocrat?Shouldn't he use my mistakes as an excuse to 'punish' me for a so-called 'fun'?

I don't know him...

But... the feeling of being gently touched by Field is really comfortable!

He let me grow long hair, I know he prefers women, maybe he wants to use skirts and long hair to blur my gender - in fact, I can do better than women in terms of what he needs!

It seems to be a bit off topic...

In short, Field is probably a very tolerant person, and he may not care about my first request. With this dangerous idea, I suggested to him, "Maybe I can handle our three meals for you, which can save money." Your precious time, and even though my cooking skills are not as good as yours, I can still make such a rebellious request.

What luck!What luck!What luck! ! ! ! ! ! !

He agreed!He agreed!He agreed! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

As for cooking skills, although I don't know what level I am - I just read a few cooking-related books collected by Field recently.

but……

Could there be anything more terrifying than Field's dark cuisine in this world?

Thinking about it this way, I feel a little confidence in the unknown tomorrow!

Making a diet for Feld for the first time tomorrow, I need to get up early to make it!

Oh, God!I pray to you for the first time!

Please be sure to bless me, a believer who has just felt the return of your holy light! "

"Day 101. Sunny weather.

I'm alive!And I'm still alive and well!

The last time he made a request to Field, he not only agreed, but also changed his attitude towards me.

If at the beginning he was as polite and courteous as a stranger, now, he has begun to reveal some casual and sincere words!

Sometimes he would sigh and complain to me about the little troubles he encountered in alchemy, and sometimes he would talk to me about how it feels to stay in the tower...

He seems to have always thought I was lonely in the tower...

lonely?

Because Field will dine with me on time every day, and there are a lot of things to learn from the book, so I really don't feel lonely at all!

Field was very beautiful.

He has long burgundy curly hair, a pair of emerald green eyes, pale skin, and pale lips - he always looks like he is recovering from a serious illness, revealing a sense of fragility - which makes people There is a desire to destroy...

ah!What am I thinking! ?

But Field, who looks so fragile, is a powerful dark wizard wanted by the whole kingdom!It's incredible!

In addition to Field's outstanding appearance, his voice is also beautiful, as delicate and smooth as the finest silk, his manners are also very elegant, and he is very powerful in alchemy and magic...

- He's so perfect...and I'm just a...

Anyway!I still have a lot to learn!I am his future partner!I can't be perfect!But at least I need to be worthy of him!

I still have a lot to learn!

Think about it this way!Really not lonely at all! "

This, is Soleil's diary?

I glanced at Solei who was sleeping soundly.He breathed steadily, his small face sank into the soft pillow, and a gentle smile curled up on the corner of his lips—it was really strange, didn't he tell me that he likes to hug things to fall asleep?

But now he's not holding anything and seems to be sleeping well...

——That's not the point!The point is that I am reading Suo Lai's diary without his permission!

Isn't it the behavior of a dark wizard to spy on a person's heart without permission?

And I have always hated the existence of black wizards the most!

--so……

After struggling in my heart for a long time, I still put the diary back to its original position, and put those few alchemy primers back to their original positions.

Hmm... Peeping into other people's hearts is bad behavior!I am an excellent student who has received advanced training from the Academy of Magic, so I can't do such unrighteous things, so...

Feeling that I was about to lose control of my right hand - remembering that there was a thick stack of unread content at the back of the diary, who could bear it - I hurried back to my dark alchemy notebook with the alchemy notebook in embarrassment. room.

In short, it is better to use the most mysterious, profound, and mysterious alchemy to forget the things in my heart that disturb my mood!

Well, forget journaling!Forget journaling!Forget journaling!

Forget about putting it behind a bookshelf!Forget about putting it behind a bookshelf!Forget about putting it behind a bookshelf!

I said this silently several times in my heart, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

In this way, you can definitely forget it!

The author has something to say: Can readers who have read countless books and have rich experience see Suo Lai's past?

This is sick and tender!