miss me

His thoughts drifted away unknowingly, Xia Xinghe didn't even remember when he fell asleep, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already ten o'clock in the morning.

The sun had already risen completely, and bright eyes poured down from the window. Xia Xinghe vaguely had the impression that Bai Qingzhou later lay back on the bed and hugged him, but he was too sleepy at that moment, so he just hummed vaguely Sound, now that he is awake, the bedside is empty, there is no heat on the pillow, Bai Qingzhou has obviously been gone for a long time.

He has been so busy since he was in school, Xia Xinghe has experienced it.

Xia Xinghe felt in a trance that the two of them had returned to the same state as before, Bai Qingzhou was busy, and he stuck behind him, chasing and chasing hard, but it seemed that they were always far away from him.

This didn't seem quite right, Xia Xinghe vaguely realized that there was something wrong with the way the two got along, but he couldn't say what the problem was.After all, the only love in his life was the same person, and the first time he experienced a miserable failure.

Xia Xinghe still has lingering fears when recalling the past breakup. Until now, he still can't understand why Bai Qingzhou was so fickle back then, and never considered that he was going to go abroad.

But four years had passed, and the two of them were together again, Xia Xinghe could only suppress the grievance in his heart.

At least this time he knew that Bai Qingzhou loved him.

So this time should be different from last time... right?

It was eleven o'clock in the blink of an eye, and the sun was so hot that it began to dazzle. Xia Xinghe decided not to stay in bed anymore, changed his clothes and walked out of the bedroom.

Zhuzi had been waiting at the door of the bedroom for a long time, when he heard Xia Xinghe's footsteps, he immediately rushed up barking, Xia Xinghe's body was still sore, and he was almost brought down by it, but Zhuzi still shook unconsciously Tail, with an enthusiastic look, made people feel uneasy at all, Xia Xinghe could only helplessly rub its head, and went to pour some dog food for it.

I don't know if it's because I watched it a lot. Recently, Zhuzi likes to cling to Xia Xinghe more than before. Whenever he has time, he rubs against Xia Xinghe's side. He also imitates Bai Qingzhou's movements consciously or unintentionally. He seems to be competing for favor, often with a look of complacency. He looked at Bai Qingzhou with his eyes.

Later, Bai Qingzhou became unhappy once, and said with a cold face, "It's becoming more and more inappropriate."

Xia Xinghe was amused by his expression, and said, "I learned from you."

"It's because you are too used to him." Bai Qingzhou said.

Xia Xinghe was dissatisfied: "It's obviously your dog son!"

Bai Qingzhou frowned and didn't say anything. That night, he pressed Xia Xinghe hard and bullied him. Later, Xia Lei couldn't even lift his legs. He still looked plausible: "Don't you like dogs? Let's have another one."

This person is really, he can't suffer a little bit, if he can't say it, he must find another opportunity to bully him back.

Thinking of the sweetness between the two of them, the boredom in Xia Xinghe's heart disappeared unconsciously. Now that Bai Qingzhou was not around, the bamboo was still enthusiastic. Xia Xinghe played with it for a long time, and it was almost twelve o'clock. He sent a message to Bai Qingzhou saying that he was leaving, and then took the subway back home.

The journey was bumpy, and it was already one o'clock in the afternoon when Xia Xinghe returned home.

It's the hottest season of the year, and it's uncomfortable to ride the subway while wearing kung fu clothes as if stuck to him. Xia Xinghe put down his things and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When he came out again, Bai Qingzhou's message also replied come over.

Just one word, okay.

I don't know who the person who was so fierce last night was.

Xia Xinghe smiled, knowing his usual indifferent appearance, he didn't reply, dried his hair, and sat at the desk.

Qiu Guiyue's phone call yesterday moved him, but also felt a little pressure. After all, Liaohu is a big city, and it is not easy to take them to live here.

Since writing this article, Xia Xinghe hasn't been short of money, and his small money bank has a lot of money, and his expenses are generous.He didn't like the feeling of renting a house. He always felt that there was a subtle feeling of being dependent on others, so he bought a house with full payment, but at this level, it was not easy to buy a house that was enough for his parents to live on.

Stress is motivation, Xia Xinghe started to prepare a new article right now.

The process of starting from scratch is the most difficult. Every new article is a new beginning. For the next few days, Xia Xinghe spends almost every day at his desk thinking, looking up information, taking notes, sorting out ideas, preparing Outline, the life is absolutely in the dark.

A week passed in such a daze, and Xia Xinghe's outline was finally written.

The new article was a brand new topic, Xia Xinghe was a little uncertain, he sent the outline to Yanmai for a review, after thinking about it, he also sent a message to Bai Qingzhou.

[Xiaozhuzi: Doctor Baida? ]

[Little Bamboo: Are you free tonight? ]

[Bo:? ]

[Xiao Zhuzi: I wrote the outline of the new article, can you help me read it?Just tell me the most intuitive feeling. ]

[Bo: After eight o’clock in the evening. ]

[Bo: I have something to do during the day. ]

During this time, Bai Qingzhou seemed to be very busy, Xia Xinghe was busy writing articles, and he almost didn't visit home every day, so he didn't know what he was busy with.

Xia Xinghe curled his lips and replied "OK".

eight pm.

Xia Xinghe arrived at Bai Qingzhou's house on time.

There was no light in the dark room, and Bai Qingzhou hadn't come back yet.

Isn't he off today?Why are you still so busy?

Xia Xinghe's thoughts flashed by, and he sat on the sofa and played with Zhuzhu for a while, when Bai Qingzhou finally arrived late, with a thin layer of sweat hanging from his temples.

"Sorry for being late."

After entering the house, Bai Qingzhou casually unbuttoned the two buttons of his shirt, revealing his smooth and full chest underneath, his eyes looked a little tired.

Xia Xinghe was taken aback, and asked, "Aren't you resting today?"

Bai Qingzhou tugged at his collar: "Something happened, I changed shifts with my colleagues."

Xia Xinghe's lips moved, subconsciously wanting to ask him what's the matter, if he needs help, but in the middle of the conversation, there was a sudden pause.

This kind of questioning like a check made him a little bit at a loss as to how to speak.

After such a moment, Bai Qingzhou opened his mouth: "Didn't you say you want to show me the outline?"

"Oh... yes," Xia Xinghe thought of the business, temporarily put aside his small thoughts, took out the printed outline from his bag, flattened it, and handed it to Bai Qingzhou, "here, this It’s something I just wrote this week, and I want to show you.”

"it is good."

Bai Qingzhou nodded lightly, took the things from Xia Xinghe and looked at them seriously, but within 2 minutes, his brows furrowed.

"Do you have a pen?"

he asks.

Xia Xinghe quickly handed it over, and Bai Qingzhou pushed down his glasses with one hand and said, "Look here."

"here."

"And here."

Bai Qingzhou's sternness and harshness are definitely not just words. Since Xia Xinghe decided to show him, he was fully prepared mentally. However, even so, Xia Xinghe was also frightened by his serious posture at this time. Backboard.

Bai Qingzhou does not know those writing methods and techniques, but he has insight and judgment beyond ordinary people. In addition to some logical details, he will also tell his own feelings most intuitively, hitting the nail on the head.

At first Xia Xinghe was still a little unconvinced, thinking that he was an outsider and didn't understand, but later he couldn't talk to him, but was persuaded by him instead, and listened eagerly to what he said, convinced by his rigorous logic and keen judgment .

Three hours passed, and Bai Qingzhou helped Xia Xinghe go through the whole outline, and when he looked up again, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

"Almost, you can go back and think about it."

Bai Qingzhou handed the well-drawn outline to Xia Xinghe again, and pressed the space between his eyebrows wearily, "The overall story is not bad."

The night was thick, and even Bai Qingzhou's voice softened. There was still the noise of the crowd outside the window, and the room was still. The dim light shone on the man's distinct facial features. For some reason, Xia Xinghe It's time to think about college.

It was like this when he was in college, Bai Qingzhou often helped him read papers.

He will help him find out many minor mistakes, speak harshly and mercilessly, and squeeze time to revise with him to find the best solution to the problem.

I didn't understand it when I was young, I just thought this person was so fierce, and I was not convinced, as if I was useless once I was trained by him, but now that I am mature and have experienced the ravages of the real society, I know that there is a person who is willing to fight How rare it is to help you dig out the details.

At this time, the atmosphere was gentle, and Xia Xinghe's heart softened, he reached out to take the outline, couldn't hold back, and leaned in front of Bai Qingzhou and kissed him on the side of the cheek, "You are so powerful, how can you know everything? "

Xia Xinghe's smile was bright, and Bai Qingzhou's Adam's apple moved slightly. He lowered his eyes lightly and said indifferently: "Let's do it." Then he hugged Xia Xinghe's shoulder and deepened the kiss, saying, " It means you have a good eye."

The kiss went all the way from the lips to the collarbone, from tenderness to hotness, Xia Xinghe unconsciously panted a little.

The two have always been in tune with each other in this aspect. They got along little by little when they lived together before. Even after four years, their reactions to each other's bodies are still engraved in the depths of their memories.

It was getting late, and Zhuzi had already slept in his nest. There were only two people in the study room, and the quiet moonlight was shining from outside, making the atmosphere just right.Xia Xinghe's throat was a little dry, he raised his head and kissed Bai Qingzhou's collarbone, panting and asked him, "Are you coming?"

Bai Qingzhou smiled softly, his warm breath sprinkled on Xia Xinghe's face: "Do you want it?"

Xia Xinghe bit his rolling Adam's apple, blushed and glanced at him: "Don't you want to?"

"Hmm..." Bai Qingzhou deliberately paused, and then said, "Not today."

"no?"

Xia Xinghe asked subconsciously.

Xia Xinghe was about to follow his hand to unbutton his button, but after hearing what he said, his hand just hung in the air, and after a while, he retracted it again.

"next time,"

Bai Qingzhou tilted his head and kissed the corner of his lips, tidied up his somewhat messy clothes, and said, "I have to go back to the hospital."

"now?"

Xia Xinghe glanced at his watch, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening, his brows were slightly furrowed, "You seem to be very busy recently?"

"Fortunately."

While talking, Bai Qingzhou got up and fastened the buttons slowly, as if he was not the one who gnawed and biting just now, and returned to his usual calm and self-sufficient appearance.

"Sleep here tonight," Bai Qingzhou said, "It's late, it's not safe to go back."

Xia Xinghe's lips moved, and he wanted to say something, but seeing that he had already got up to put on the coat hanging on the rack, he just nodded slightly and sent him to the door.

"gone."

Bai Qingzhou tilted his head and kissed Xia Xinghe's cheek again, and the tall figure quickly disappeared into the night.Xia Xinghe stood under the eaves, watching his leaving back, and after a long time, he returned to the room with his head down.

With one person missing, the big house seemed to turn cold in an instant. Xia Xinghe went to bed after washing up, and Bai Qingzhou's clear breath seemed to linger in his nostrils. Xia Xinghe sat on the bed with his arms around his legs, his head resting on his knees , Rare insomnia.