miss me

As soon as Qiu Guiyue asked the question, Xia Xinghe was slightly taken aback.

Of course he thought about this question, but Qiu Guiyue asked it out of the blue, leaving him at a loss as to how to answer it.

If he hadn't been with Bai Qingzhou, he would have returned to his parents non-stop, accompanied them with peace of mind, bought a house in his hometown, lived, might have remained single, or might have met his next lover.But since he is with Bai Qingzhou, he has to plan for their future.

In fact, as early as when the two were together for the first time, Xia Xinghe thought about the future more than once, and thought about what to do when encountering this situation.

Bai Qingzhou is a well-deserved favorite of heaven, and his academic ability is outstanding. With his ability and strength, he will definitely stay and work in a big city after graduation.

At that time, Xia Xinghe had already made up his mind, whether Liaohu or Bai Qingzhou wanted to develop in other cities, he would accompany him.He thinks that they will settle down there now, and then work hard to earn money, and go back more often, and take them over when their parents are old and retired.

All aspects of conditions in big cities are better than those in small towns, and they are also suitable for parents to take care of themselves. Even if he has to work a little harder because of this, he will never be separated from the one he loves.

The idea at the time was naive and full of enthusiasm, and now that I think about it, it is a good plan. The plan has been thought of thousands of times in my heart, but Qiu Guiyue's voice is too gentle, and it reminds Xia Xinghe of his heart. long-standing concerns.

Will they be willing to come and chat about life in the lake?

Although life in a big city is convenient, after all, the small town in their hometown is where they have lived for a long time. There is no elevator or heating in the old community, but the memories are full of indelible.

"I……"

Xia Xinghe hesitated, and walked to the balcony unconsciously.

The night in a big city is bright, with twinkling lights and heavy traffic on the road. It is very different from the night in a small town. Under the strong contrast, there is a deeper contradiction lying in Xia Xinghe's mind.

Can the relationship between him and Bai Qingzhou really last until then?

After all, there was a failure once, Xia Xinghe couldn't help being a little worried about gains and losses.

With too many worries accumulated in his chest, Xia Xinghe murmured, but Qiu Guiyue spoke first, "What's wrong? Did you encounter any difficulties?"

She smiled: "Can you talk to your mother?"

In a word, Xia Xinghe's nose was a little sore.

"mom……"

Xia Xinghe sniffed, unwilling to lie to her, "You, do you want to come to Chat Lake?"

"Eh?" Qiu Guiyue's voice paused slightly, "Going to Liaohu?"

"Um……"

Xia Xinghe pursed his lower lips, his tone a little embarrassed, "I, I've thought about it for a long time, and I still want to stay in Liaohu."

Fearing that Qiu Guiyue would not like it, Xia Xinghe quickly explained to her: "Actually, I have a boyfriend who is a doctor and a chatterbox."

"I have already thought about it. I will work hard for the past two years. When you retire, I will take you and my dad to live here. The subway and bus here are very convenient, and the Park Hospital is also very healthy. You and my dad You can take a walk, you can, you can..."

Xia Xinghe's tone was hasty, he stumbled and stumbled several times, and finally couldn't think of words, "It's okay" for a long time, but he didn't continue. Compared with Xia Xinghe's anxiety, Qiu Guiyue seemed much calmer, Xia Xinghe Xinghe faltered for a while, not knowing what to say, but she pondered and spoke first.

"That's it," Qiu Guiyue paused, then said with a smile, "That's pretty good."

She said: "Big cities are definitely better than our small towns. Your dad and I are lucky."

Xia Xinghe was a little stunned.

He thought about how Qiu Guiyue would react, angry, disappointed, angry, and dissatisfied. He knew that Qiu Guiyue wanted her to go back in his heart, so he never thought that she would accept it so plainly.

"Mom..." Xia Xinghe's lips murmured, "Do you really agree?"

Qiu Guiyue asked him back: "If I disagree, will you come back?"

Xia Xinghe's breath was suffocated, he didn't know what to say for a moment, Qiu Guiyue sighed lightly, and laughed again.

"When did you talk to him?" She asked, "Is it the one you called him during the Chinese New Year?"

At that time, Xia Anguo was still in the hospital, and both of them were busy in the hospital, and finally had time to rest, Qiu Guiyue was so tired that she didn't want to lift her eyelids, but she saw Xia Xinghe still holding the phone and answering messages.

At first Qiu Guiyue didn't think about it, she just thought it was a matter of work, then one time Xia Xinghe answered the phone in front of her, she casually asked who was on the other side, Xia Xinghe hesitated for a second, and said it was a friend who studied medicine.The reason is quite reasonable, the content of the chat between the two is also related to Xia Anguo's illness, but Qiu Guiyue still noticed something different.

Xia Xinghe was different from others when chatting with him, he was a little nervous, a little cramped, as if he was hiding it, but there was an unconcealable joy in his eyes.

Who has never been young, of course Qiu Guiyue knows that this is a little luck that only happens when facing the person she likes.

It's good to have someone to talk to, since Xia Xinghe has been single since he came out.Qiu Guiyue always thought that Xia Xinghe would find a suitable opportunity to confess to herself, but she never expected that on New Year's Eve, Xia Xinghe said that she wanted to go back to her hometown to live.

Qiu Guiyue was overjoyed at first, and then worried again.

Could it be that she made a mistake in judgment?

Or something happened between the two?

It's a pity that Xia Xinghe didn't say it clearly at the time, so she didn't mention it, she just said to let him think about it, and now he finally confessed that Qiu Guiyue was reluctant for a moment, but she quietly let go of her hanging heart.

Indeed, as a mother, she of course hopes that her son can be by her side, but she also hopes that Xia Xinghe can be happy. Xia Xinghe is out of the closet. She is also learning to understand this minority group, and knows how difficult it is for them. How can she be willing? Make it difficult for him.

"I know you're in trouble,"

Qiu Guiyue smiled and said, "Neither your father nor I will force you."

She knew Xia Xinghe was a good boy, and knew that if they proposed, he would not be able to refuse, but no matter how thousands of kilometers separated Liaohu and Liu An, she was not willing to let her son travel back and forth.

"I know you will grow up," Qiu Guiyue said, "You have to have your own life, mother understands."

The gentle voice came out sentence by sentence, and the corners of Xia Xinghe's eyes became moist.

He was ready to be scolded. He would rather Qiu Guiyue quarrel with him, scold him, or not understand him, but she is so nice, which made his heart soften.

"Mom..." Xia Xinghe yelled hoarsely, with a crying tone in his tone, Qiu Guiyue's voice suddenly softened, and quickly said: "Why are you crying? Your father and I are fine, we can live without you Moisturize, you just take care of yourself and don't make us worry."

"Well," Xia Xinghe sniffed, and assured her, "Mom, I promise, in the past few years, I will work hard to make money, buy a bigger house, and take you over as soon as possible."

"Okay, okay, then your dad and I will wait." Qiu Guiyue paused, and then said, "It's hard to find a partner, and we have a good relationship with him. When will you bring him to meet us?"

Xia Xinghe was startled, and suddenly remembered Bai Qingzhou's indifferent expression, and remembered the separation between the two.

Will he be willing to meet his parents?

Xia Xinghe was a little uncertain.

"Maybe later."

Xia Xinghe said vaguely.

He knows it's not good, but he really needs a little time.

Maybe because he heard Xia Xinghe's hesitation, Qiu Guiyue didn't ask any more questions, and changed the topic with a smile. More people are coming.

"Bai Qingzhou?"

Xia Xinghe was startled, "When did you come back?"

He was so absorbed in the phone call just now that he didn't hear the door knocking at all.

"Just came back," Bai Qingzhou paused, and asked again, "Have the dishes been washed?"

"It's washed."

Bai Qingzhou didn't ask about the phone number, and Xia Xinghe didn't think about it at all. He thought that Bai Qingzhou wouldn't care about such trivial matters, so he explained casually, "I was on the phone with my mother just now", and then Quickly got into the kitchen.

Nine p.m.

The street lamp outside the window cast bright light on the ground, and the night was as bright as day. In the small kitchen, the pot on the stove was bubbling and bubbling, and the white mist covered the eyes. is warm.

Dinner was ready in no time, and the two of them put the dishes on the table together. The rich aroma filled his breath, and Xia Xinghe felt a sense of accomplishment.

"Is it tasty?"

he asks.

Bai Qingzhou's eyes drooped slightly: "It's okay."

Make do with it, and eat the whole table clean.

Xia Xinghe became more and more aware of Bai Qingzhou's awkwardness and coquettishness, leaning on the table and directing him to do the dishes.

Bai Qingzhou went to the kitchen to tidy up his things without saying a word. He was a little obsessive-compulsive, and he had to put things neatly and accurately.

When he came back, Xia Xinghe was already curled up on the sofa to play with bamboo, Bai Qingzhou naturally leaned over, grabbed his shoulder and kissed him.

The charming kiss seemed to be a little more ruthless than usual, his teeth were grinding against his lips, Xia Xinghe muttered and asked: "What's wrong?" Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes, did not speak, but only deepened the kiss.

"Stay tonight?"

he asks.

The answer is obvious.

The kiss between the two went all the way from the living room to the bedroom. Tonight, Bai Qingzhou seemed to be extremely urgent, the lights were flickering, and even the moon was hiding in the clouds.

……

They tossed and tossed and tossed until the early hours of the morning. Xia Xinghe was so exhausted that he had no strength left. He lay limp on the bed and was about to fall asleep when he suddenly heard a slight rustling sound.

Xia Xinghe opened his eyes in a daze, only to realize that Bai Qingzhou was wearing a piece of clothing, buttoned up one by one.

"Well... what's wrong?"

he asked with squinted eyes.

"It's okay." Bai Qingzhou possessed himself, kissed his eyelids, and said lightly, "Go to bed first."

The hem of the clothes brushed against his skin, Bai Qingzhou got up and walked out of the room, Xia Xinghe lay on his back and closed his eyes again, his hands and feet were still soft and sore, and he suddenly felt less sleepy.

Is Bai Qingzhou hiding something from him?