flustered night talk

I sat on the bed, quietly, without moving.

I heard Feiyang say: She is there, you go in!

I saw a group of people in white coming in, one of them was my aunt.She cried like a tearful man.

She approached me, knelt down in front of me, and stroked my hair lovingly.

Qing Ling, I will take you home.she says.

I smiled sweetly at her.

When I was five years old, a man came to me with a happy girl.His smile is so warm.

Qingling, my daughter, we are going home.He said.

My hand was tightly held by a boy with my favorite smile on his face.I clearly saw my same smile in his eyes.Everyone says that we not only have the same face, but also the same smile.We rushed towards the happy couple together, and I swore to make all the flowers and trees jealous of my happiness, so I laughed very loudly.

Was that eight or ten?Uncle walked up to me and held out his hand to me.

He said: Qing Ling, I will take you home.

At that time, I curled up timidly, not daring to reach out.My hand was being held, but I felt like I was being carried away, like a cat being carried by its owner.

At the moment I am not timid, I look at my aunt.There is no expression.

I see, they are dead.I said.

My aunt nodded, but I knew she didn't believe it.

I couldn't say anything else, just like I couldn't tell her that the girl who drowned in the pool was sitting next to me.

let's go.Aunt said.

I didn't put my hand in hers, but just walked towards the group of men in white.

I looked at the car window, and the trees beside the road quickly painted their faces on the glass over and over again. They were so eager to be remembered, but the glass was ruthless, and no one remembered it in the end.

The shadow of childhood often affects our later life. If you don't want it to affect you, you have to find a way to resolve it.I can't help you if you keep saying nothing.The doctor said.

I smiled at him, didn't speak, just looked in the direction of the door.That familiar figure leaned against the door, as before, I could only see the back of his head and back.

I know who he is now.I smiled and said, without taking my eyes off the figure.