flustered night talk

In just over a year, I lost all my friends.Walking in the quiet campus, I can still see those happy scenes at the beginning. We play and fight like children here, we laugh unscrupulously, we sing and dance like no one else.At that time we thought we would always be happy like this.Until, one day, looking back, I realized that everything was just a dream.

They all left me, but I often heard their voices, they crawled and whispered in my ears.I have an illusion that they have not left, they are by my side.On the left hand side, I turned my head to see if there was any, I was a little disappointed, but soon became happy again, they must be on the right hand side, turned my head again, still no.They must be behind me, I turn around again and again, they are like shadows, floating erratically, playing hide-and-seek with me.

Sometimes I stay in the piano room and play, and I feel like they're listening right outside the door, clapping and cheering softly.

I couldn't help but ran out of the classroom, they had already dispersed.I went back to the dormitory and none of them came back.I called the girls' dormitory and the line was always busy.This is their usual trick, in order to avoid the inspection of the boarding house.I have been waiting for them, thinking that when they come back, I must teach these dishonest buddies a lesson.Tired at last, falling asleep, they came back in a daze, tiptoeing, with a faint sound like the wind.I want to wake up, but I can't open my eyes.Sometimes I can also feel that her head is lightly resting on my shoulder, and I can feel that when she is waiting impatiently, she rests her hand on my bedside, staring at her and looking at me.She just refused to wake me up and just waited quietly.

I want to see them, my friends, my lovers, missing is tormenting me.But they are still playing hide and seek with me.

I play the piano over and over again, I don't know what I'm playing, I just can't stop.

I finally saw the boy, he turned his head and looked at me with a pale face and a sad and numb expression.

May I teach you how to play the piano?he asked softly.There was something magical about his voice, and I felt like he was asking me all the time, all the time.When I came back to my senses, I was already sitting beside him, with my fingers on the black and white keys.

Play with me.He said.I moved my hands mechanically, and the moving notes and familiar melody came.The voice is melodious.

I miss them often, and I always believe that those lost will eventually come back to us.After a while, he said.

What do you think?He suddenly turned his head and asked.I smiled and looked at him, I saw the deep cut on his neck, where the blood was profuse.The sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

I finally found a way to meet them.He took my hand and said.

I looked at him, struggling with fear.

I finally broke free from him and quickly fled to the exit of the classroom.

Qingling.A familiar voice came.I'm stuck there.

Turning around, I saw that I was standing there, and he was standing behind me, grinning at me, the blade in his hand was pressed against my throat.

I can hear his smug smile.

You can meet them soon.He said

He held me in one hand, and the blade in the other was right at my Adam's apple.

Don't you miss them?Su Rui, Lin Hao, Lin Juan, Wang Wei, Ou Chao, they are waiting for you.he said, in a soft voice.

I saw them appearing in front of me one after another, and they were smiling at me.

Ou Chao was making faces at me, Wang Wei was blinking at me, Lin Juan was smiling like a flower, Lin Hao was smiling mischievously, Su Rui stretched out his hand to hug me.

Qingling.They are calling me.The cold blade in my hand began to press hard against my skin.As if it was just a dream, I feel no pain.

The hand was suddenly held by a force, unable to struggle.

I looked away in bewilderment, and then I saw the boy in the blue and white jeans, the boy I had been chasing.He looked familiar, although I don't remember ever seeing him.

Don't do this, Qingling.He said.

You should live for both of us.He smiled at me, if I have to die, it should be me, I am willing to die for you every time.

I know you don't know me, I am your brother, the brother you lost when you were born.He said.

I finally remembered why he was so familiar.

He is very similar to me.It turns out we are so similar.

The blade fell to the ground.

No... the boy playing the piano screamed.

Brother, it turns out that I have a brother.I looked at my brother and couldn't believe it was real.

I will always be with you and never leave.Brother said with a smile.

No, you can't do this.The boy rushed over angrily, and then my brother's throat was cut, and blood splashed on my face and body.

I started crying, crying.

All the lights are off, even in such a dark place, I can still see the bright red on my hands, they slipped from my hands, leaving only the aftermath of drifting away from me.

brother, brother...

I screamed, a bright light shone into my eyes, accompanied by Fei Yang and Hannah's startled eyes.

They held my hand tightly.

Qingling, don't do this.Hannah said worriedly.

I can't feel their worry, I can't feel anything, only pain, endless pain.