tired

43

Although Li Qifei said that he would love Shen Yuan, he was only talking about it, not sincerely.He really felt sorry for Shen Yuan, but no matter how pitiful Shen Yuan was, he couldn't fall in love with him, he simply couldn't love him, couldn't love him, didn't want to love him.Don't talk about loving others, he doesn't even love himself.

In the past, Li Qifei had no dreams, but now Li Qifei has a dream, which is to die alone.

I'm really afraid of love, love, love or something.He just wanted to get rid of Shen Yuan and live alone until he died.But he can only think about it in a dream, otherwise how can it be called a dream?

Li Qifei couldn't shake off Shen Yuan's dog skin plaster, and couldn't fight, he had no choice but to accept his fate.He felt that as long as Shen Yuan kept his own place and did not cause trouble, such as forcing him to come out, he could just spend it with him like this. Anyway, he had plenty of time, so he was completely ojbk.

In order to make Shen Yuan believe what he said, Li Qifei also made some changes.When he woke up in the morning, he would say good morning to Shen Yuan, and help Shen Yuan prepare breakfast. When Shen Yuan went to work, he would also say "be careful on the road", and then kiss Shen Yuan on the face.When Shen Yuan texted him, he would no longer be perfunctory, and would be more patient and say a few more words.When Shen Yuan came back late, he would wait in the living room for Shen Yuan to come back, and when he heard the door open, he would go to the porch to pick up Shen Yuan, and then give him a hug.When going to bed at night, he would also take the initiative to move into Shen Yuan's arms, and say good night again.

Li Qifei felt that he had worked very hard, even if he felt uncomfortable and had goosebumps all over the ground, he forced himself to do those awkward things. After all, he was afraid that if he didn't show anything, Shen Yuan would force him to get married again.

He was really afraid that Shen Yuan would mention marriage to him.

Fortunately, several months have passed, and Shen Yuan did not mention the matter of marriage again, and he did not make any troubles, and his expression was much softer than before, Li Qifei was greatly relieved.He didn't know if Shen Yuan really gave up on the idea of ​​getting married, maybe one day Shen Yuan would suddenly go crazy and make trouble again, but he couldn't care about that much anymore, he couldn't find a solution, he could only live one day at a time , take one step at a time and muddle along.

Li Qifei thought that if there were no accidents, judging from the current situation, he should be able to live a stable life for a few years.Maybe Shen Yuan will find it boring and start to get bored after living a life.

After all, Li Qifei clearly knows what a boring person he is. Repeatedly, all of Shen Yuan's patience and enthusiasm will be exhausted in those short but long years?Just like in life, we will get tired of eating a kind of food, listening to a song, and naturally we will get tired of getting along with each other without any waves.

He believes that a relationship needs two people to maintain it, and the efforts of one person can't last long.Emotions are consumables. While they consume our energy, they also consume our patience and resilience.No one's relationship is constant, and no one's relationship is eternal. When disappointment and grievances accumulate to a certain extent, this relationship will come to an end.

When people are extremely disappointed, they will no longer be full of hope and wait for changes. When disappointment turns into despair, they will fall apart and go their separate ways.

Li Qifei now hopes that Shen Yuan will soon enter the period of emotional burnout.Couples who love each other will experience the seven-year itch, not to mention a relationship with no emotional foundation, it is impossible to last forever anyway.