tired

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Shen Yuan was allowed to leave the hospital after lying in the hospital for a month.After that day, Li Qifei didn't visit Shen Yuan once, he still worked, ate and slept as usual, just like in City X, living alone.Sometimes Shen Yuan would sneak out to look for him, but he was coaxed and tricked to drive him back, and before going back, he had to hold him for a while before he was willing to leave.The two continued to get along as before, as if nothing had happened.

This month is the happiest time for Li Qifei this year. Sure enough, he still likes to live alone. When he is alone, he is so tm relaxed. He doesn't need to talk or listen to others. No one will bother him. He could lie in bed all day without doing anything.This kind of life is really tm comfortable.

Li Qifei, he said that he wanted to get married and have children, but in fact he knew better than anyone else that he couldn't love, he didn't want to have an intimate relationship with anyone, he just wanted to live his life easily by himself.

I don't want to know how others feel, and I don't want to tell my own feelings.His heart is like a city, with thick walls and a moat outside, no one can get in and he can't get out.

Someone tried so hard to save him, but he pushed him away even more.He also said that others did not want to be saved, but in fact he himself did not want to be saved either.

He never takes the initiative when he meets someone he likes, but immediately shrinks back when he meets someone he likes. He finds it very troublesome. Family misfortunes are enough to bother him. How can he have extra energy to fall in love? It’s better to be alone .

Over time, the heart becomes numb, and people become unusually independent.No one can fall in love, the feeling is just one word, tired.Love is not needed and love is not accepted.There will be no more emotional feelings, no emotional mixing in life, and a clean and refreshing heart.He believes in love, but he cannot love himself.

Not pleased, not to have compassion.

He thinks it is probably such a feeling, obviously there is a vast ocean in his heart, but it is not disturbed.There will be no response to any pebbles that might stir up ripples.

His whole life was just like this, he felt that he could live with anyone, but he also felt that he couldn't live with anyone.In fact, he has long been prepared to remain single and die alone.

Forget it, since everyone doesn't want to be rescued, then don't waste your time and just live like this.

"Did you miss your husband's big cock?" Shen Yuan asked the person who was straddling him at the moment, with his butt facing him, eating his cock in his mouth, and three fingers were inserted into the man's cunt hole to expand.

Probably because he hadn't done it for a while, Li Qifei's body was stiff, biting Shen Yuan's finger tightly, he spat out the penis in his mouth, and said: "Yes, I want to eat my husband's big dick every day, I want my husband's big jb to come in and fuck me to death, and my pussy."

Shen Yuan really loved him so much, he took out his finger and kissed his chrysanthemum, and said with a light smile: "Satisfy you." Insert another finger in and continue to expand, and said: "However, before that, I have a question to think about it. ask you."

Li Qifei snorted, and asked: "What's the problem?" Then he stuck out his tongue and licked Shen Yuan's penis, held the root with one hand to prevent it from moving, and rubbed the heavy scrotum with the other hand.

"When I was not here, did you do it yourself?" Shen Yuan said, curling up the fingers in the acupoint and scratching the intestinal wall with his fingertips.

Li Qifei trembled and moaned aloud. To be honest, he did it once. He was taking a bath at that time, and he started to masturbate naturally, but no matter how he masturbated, he couldn't ejaculate. There is almost nothing, and the back is also empty and unbearable.

The feeling of not being able to get up or down was really unbearable. He had no choice but to kneel on the ground and insert himself with his fingers while masturbating.His fingers were stirring in the back hole randomly, after a while he still couldn't ejaculate, he was about to cry, at that time he missed Shen Yuan's big jb so much, luckily he finally found the prostate to concentrate there Pressed, and came out with difficulty.

After that day he never dared to masturbate again, it was horrible.

He felt that it was almost done, turned around to face Shen Yuan, straddled his cock and rubbed back and forth, and said, "Yes, I can't ejaculate without your big cock coming in."

"Really?" Shen Yuan looked at him with a disbelieving expression.

"Really, you don't even know how much I miss your big dick, I want your big dick to thrust into my acupoint to relieve itching." As he spoke, he helped Shen Yuan's dick to aim at the acupoint and slowly sit down.

"Are you using me as a massage stick... Uh..." The penis was tightly wrapped by the hot and humid intestines, and Shen Yuan let out a satisfied sigh.

"Aha... If you don't want to be a massage vibrator, let it go..." The entire back hole was filled with the penis, and he shuddered comfortably, and a stream of transparent liquid flowed out from the front penis.

Shen Yuan pretended not to hear, put a little bit on his finger, put it in his mouth and licked it off, and asked with a smile, "Is it so cool?"

"It's so cool.. so full.. um.. so big..." He sat shaking his hips, feeling the sensation of his penis rubbing against his body.

Shen Yuan put his hands on his buttocks and kneaded them, squeezing and pressing down hard from time to time.

"Let's get married."

Li Qifei withered instantly.

"... Fuck... Can you stop saying such spoiling things?"

Seeing that he was softening, Shen Yuan's face immediately turned dark, turned over and pressed him down, picked up his legs and fucked him hard, pushing hard to the top of his prostate, and fucked him hard again , "Where is the disappointment?"

He groaned and said intermittently: "Well ... Ah ... Hum, me ... We are like this ... haha ​​... isn't it good ... ah, ah ... why ... Ah... want to get married? Enha..."

Shen Yuan slowed down the speed of thrusting, pressed his leg and leaned over to kiss him: "Because you don't love me, I don't feel safe, so I can only bind you with marriage. Although you can't run away without getting married, at least Marriage can bring you spiritual restraint, reminding you that you are a married man at all times, cutting off your desire to marry a woman, and cutting off unnecessary love affairs. There is another point," he paused, stretched out The tongue licked wantonly on his face, "It's just that I want to love you openly." After speaking, he quickly hit him again, and every time he fucked hard into the depths of his intestines, the hip bone hit his ass, making a slap the sound of.

He'd always felt that as long as they didn't make their relationship public, they'd still have a chance to get back on track.Maybe one day Shen Yuan suddenly doesn't love him or gives up loving him, then they can get together and leave, just pretend that this relationship never happened, and continue to live a so-called normal life.

Marriage must be made public, which is tantamount to admitting that their sexual orientation is male, then everything is over, and there is no way to turn back.

So never get married.

"Ah... can you not... Marry? Well... I don't want to get married..."

Shen Yuan picked him up, let him sit on his dick with his neck around his neck, put his arms around his waist and raised his head and asked, "You don't want to get married?"

He nodded.

"Then you love me."

He watched Shen Yuan quietly, looking at his own reflection in his eyes, with affection like the sea.

very pitiful.

He suddenly had a sore nose, kissed him deeply, and said, "Okay, I love you."