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In the past few months, Shen Yuan has noticed Li Qifei's changes.Whether it was the change of Li Qifei's attitude or the initiative of intimacy, he was ecstatic.

Shen Yuan felt that he was about to wake up laughing from his dream.

He knew that Li Qifei didn't want to get close to him from the bottom of his heart. Every time he kissed and hugged him, Li Qifei's movements were stiff, and there was no emotion in his eyes, as if he was completing a task.But he thinks it's okay, at least Li Qifei is willing to make a little change and give him a little response.

Originally, he didn't believe what Li Qifei said, and he thought that Li Qifei must be perfunctory him again, saying that he would love him was just a tactic Li Qifei used to delay the fight in order not to marry him.In this case, he told him to take it easy and force him to get married after a while.

Shen Yuan didn't have any hope that Li Qifei would love him. He was prepared to give unilaterally for a lifetime, get nothing in return, and love painfully for the rest of his life.But Li Qifei was willing to make changes for him, whether it was sincere or false, he didn't care.What he cared about was the step Li Qifei took, which gave him hope.

Shen Yuan thought, does this mean that the two of them may also be happy with each other.

He will not force Li Qifei to get married.He can wait, no matter how long he is willing to wait, until the day when Li Qifei truly falls in love with him, and he is always in his eyes and heart.

Shen Yuan felt that even if Li Qifei's heart was made of stone, he could still warm him up and express his feelings.Even if it takes his whole life, it doesn't matter, he is not afraid, anyway, he has been tied to Li Qifei all his life, as long as Li Qifei doesn't leave, he has nothing to be afraid of.

"Hey, what are you doing in a daze, let's go." Li Qifei turned around and shouted to the person standing motionless behind him.

After shopping in the supermarket, he was about to go to the cashier to check out, but he found that Shen Yuan hadn't followed him. He turned around and saw Shen Yuan standing there, staring at him in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Ah? Oh." Shen Yuan came back to his senses and stepped forward to follow Li Qifei, walking side by side with him.

Li Qifei cast a glance at the people around him, Shen Yuan came to pick him up when he got off work, on the way back Shen Yuan asked him what he would like to have for dinner.He originally wanted to say casually, but then he thought that every time Shen Yuan asked him for his opinion, he would be a buddhist three-companion, whatever, yes, it doesn't matter, answer Shen Yuan.

He didn't want Shen Yuan to think that he was perfunctory, although he really felt that anything was fine and it didn't matter.He didn't even want Shen Yuan to cook, since a lunch box could solve the problem, there was no need to spend time and effort cooking a table of dishes.

But he won't tell Shen Yuan that it's Shen Yuan's freedom to do it or not, it's none of his business.Besides, just because he doesn't pay attention to it doesn't mean that Shen Yuan doesn't pay attention to it either, he can't let Shen Yuan eat bento with him all the time.Although he felt that Shen Yuan wouldn't listen even if he said it.

Thinking of this, he casually replied: "Sweet and sour pork ribs."

"Well, but there are no ribs at home, let's go to the supermarket first and then go home."

Wow, I would have said porridge if I knew it earlier.He couldn't believe that there was no rice at home.

He didn't want to appear in public with Shen Yuan, he always felt very uneasy, afraid that Shen Yuan would make trouble again.

"Then what, don't be so troublesome, just eat whatever you have at home, I'm just talking casually, I don't really want to eat."

"No trouble."

"...I suddenly don't want to eat."

"I want to eat."

"Oh."

Nothing to say.

At night, Li Qifei lay in big characters on the bed, recalling Shen Yuan's reaction in the supermarket, that was the second time he saw Shen Yuan's dumbfounded look.This reminded him that when he went to ask Shen Yuan for sex, Shen Yuan was also in such a daze.

Li Qifei thought, if he hadn't let his brain sink into the water and let himself be degraded, they would not have come to this day.It was he who took the initiative to cross that line, and it was all his own fault, harming others and himself.

Yes, it would have been nice if I hadn't gone to find Shen Yuan back then.

Speaking of which, why did he think of going to find Shen Yuan back then?

Li Qifei suddenly remembered that it seemed that Shen Yuan had asked him to meet him back then. He had forgotten about it, and he didn't know what Shen Yuan was looking for him for. He was a little curious.

So he turned his head and asked the person who was working beside him: "Shen Yuan, you texted me when you were in college and asked me to go to your house to find you at night, what are you doing?"

Shen Yuan stopped typing, looked up at Li Qifei, and said, "Fuck you."

Li Qifei didn't react at first, but then sat up suddenly with his eyes wide open, and asked in surprise, "What?"

"Fuck you."

Li Qifei really didn't expect such an answer, and continued to ask: "What if I disagree?"

"If you don't agree, I will use force. I made up my mind to deal with you that day. Who knew that you took the first step, but the result is the same."

This lunatic actually wants to rape?

Shen Yuan has no moral bottom line at all.

Li Qifei lay back discouraged.

If if, md, there is no if at all, even if there is, they are destined to go to this day, shit.