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A year later, the outside of the castle was covered with flowers. The two white roses that Su Shian planted a few years ago were frozen to death because of the blizzard. nondescript.

Su Shi'an sat quietly on the ground, looking at the album seriously.Rong Zheng was sitting on the sofa, having a computer meeting.Every summer, important matters will be set out. Anyway, he has many talents under his command, so he doesn't need to worry too much. In addition, he is a hereditary duke with a huge secret power. People in many countries buy his face.

After dealing with the matter, he called the person sitting on the ground, "Ann."

After a period of observation, I found that Su Shian only responded to the word in his name. As the treatment started, slowly,

Su Shi'an gradually had some weak reactions to the outside world, so Rong Zheng slowly started to take him out.

Su Shi'an moved his body slightly, put down the album slowly, and turned his head to look for the source of the sound.

Rong Zheng walked towards him slowly, squatted down, and said to him, "Go for a walk, okay?"

Su Shi'an reacted very slowly, and nodded after a long time.Rong Zheng picked him up and walked to the outside of the castle. He placed a wooden bench a little further away, just to make it easier for him to see the distant scenery better.

As soon as Su Shi'an was outside on the grass, he began to hum a tune vaguely.Everyone in the castle gave up after trying it a few times, and the family doctor just guessed that it was an act of expressing happiness for Su Shi'an.

The butler put the refreshments aside, and then said to Rong Zheng, "The servant found a little hedgehog in the kitchen this morning, master, would you like to bring it to Master Shian?"

Rong Zheng nodded, looking at Su Shi'an who was sitting motionless on the bench, the scar on his side face looked a bit glaring in the sunlight.

"An, do you want to take a look?" Rong Zheng took the butler and handed over a little hedgehog that was not as big as half a palm.

Su Shi'an looked at the little creature in front of him with a blank expression, and wanted to say something but couldn't.

"Woohoo." Su Shi'an's hand trembled a little, but he stretched it out slowly.

"Woohoo." Su Shi'an looked at Rong Zheng anxiously, his eyes were full of clarity.

Seeing this, Rong Zheng took the initiative to put the little hedgehog in Su Shian's hands.Probably not long after birth, the burrs are not very hard, pink and tender, curled up like a small fur ball.Su Shi'an looked at this little hedgehog with curiosity, put it on the grass, squatted on the grass and watched it wriggle slowly like a small bug.

Su Shi'an stretched out his hand and tugged Rong Zheng's trousers, looked up at Rong Zheng, and didn't speak, Rong Zheng thought for a while, then handed Su Shi'an a plate of snacks, and saw Su Shi'an put it on the grass, quietly looking at.

The breeze blew, Rong Zheng took a sip of black tea, looked at the distant sky, he didn't know what he was thinking about in his light gray eyes, and the slight throbbing in his heart came suddenly, just like when he met Su Shiyi at the beginning of the year, his heart The kind of very warm feeling that sprouted.

The old butler walked over slowly and reminded Rong Zheng, "Master, it's almost time for dinner. Viscount Ryan called to invite you out for dinner, and he also invited Master Shi'an."

"where is it?"

"The viscount said it was on his small hill in the city."

"Get ready, I'll take him there."

"Yes."

Su Shi'an got into the car in a daze, probably because the environment was a little strange, so he tightly grasped Rong Zheng's hand, with a tense face, without making a sound.

Rong Zheng knew that Su Shi'an's current state might not understand, but he patiently explained the evening schedule.

The car slowly drove into the villa. The scenery of the villa is very good at this time. Although it is almost night, because Ryan has studied flowers and the garden has been carefully designed. At this time, although the colors are blurred, the air is filled with a A pleasant scent of flowers, set off by the faint lights in the flowers, coupled with the rendering of the night, has its own taste.

Rong Zheng took Su Shi'an's hand and slowly followed the servants to the hall, where the dining place was in front of the huge French windows.

Lai was lying comfortably on the sofa. When he saw them coming in, he put his face on one hand and smiled at them, and waved lazily with the other hand, "It's rare for you to invite me. I will treat you well tonight."

In fact, there are very simple and common dishes on the table. For them, the habit of maintaining their bodies has been instilled in them since birth.

Su Shi'an was eating quietly at the side. If it was not an insider, no one would be able to see that there was something wrong with the well-mannered person at the table.

"Rong Zheng, are you interested in meddling in the affairs of City B? That little baby of yours seems to have a bigger appetite, and you don't know if there is any trouble coming to you now?"

"Lai, it's almost time to close the net. If you are interested in the affairs of City B, do it. Anyway, keeping him safe is the most important thing."

"If it were me, I would run over to be a hero and save the beauty." Ryan smiled, "By the way, what will he do then?"

Rong Zheng was silent for a moment, "I will arrange someone to take care of it."

"It's really ruthless. After all, he has been your bed partner for several years, and it's you who made him look like this." Ryan took a sip of red wine, "However, compared with your previous bed partners, this is considered responsible. gone."

Rong Zheng glanced at the still so quiet person, and suddenly remembered the clear and gentle eyes and the incomparably vivid smile when he and the butler planted flowers together not long after the first meeting.

☆, choose

Rong Zheng has been very busy these days. He had initially drawn up a plan. He originally wanted to warn Su Shiyi, but he didn't expect Su Shiyi to turn around and swallow the company that was used as an abandoned son. He probably offended some of the gangsters. In addition, Tang Moqian, who is the only one in the Tang family who has a source of information on this matter, has been frantically looking for He Lisen, and now he can't get in touch with him at all. Naturally, other sources of information are not sure, and it may be delayed a lot. This is for many In terms of the situation, it is undoubtedly fatal.

It's a pity that Su Shiyi didn't believe in Rong Zheng at all, thought it was his trick, and prepared cautiously, but it wasn't enough.Being smart is important, but if you don't have enough strength, it won't work at all.

Rong Zheng gave orders, and when he was about to go to City B, the butler hurried over, "Master, Master Shi'an is gone."

Rong Zheng frowned, "What's going on?"

"The servant said that he was still sitting on the grass outside just now, and when he turned around, he disappeared."

"Find."

After Rong Zheng finished speaking, he got into the car and prepared to go to the airport. When he was about to arrive at the airport, he received a call. He felt a little flustered inexplicably, but it was only for a moment.

"My lord, good evening." A polite voice came from the other side.

"Speak directly." Rong Zheng said coldly.

"It's actually like this. I heard that the Duke is very obsessed with that kid Su Shiyi. We are also very embarrassed and want to teach him.

Teach me, it’s a warning, but I don’t want the Duke to interfere with this matter,” the speaker said grimly, “so, a brother happened to say that you also care about the little lover who is by your side, We have no choice but to invite him to be our guest. By the way, we also invite you, the Duke, to come here for a cup of hot tea. "

"I will only do what I plan to do tonight." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

"Continue to go to the airport." Rong Zheng said lightly.

Su Shi'an actually knew what happened all along, but he couldn't control his behavior, just like the feeling of being stuck by glue.

I feel that until just now, perhaps because of the quietness, I have not suffered any pain.

A bald man with a pattern tattooed on his head was tied up, blindfolded, and drove somewhere

.When Su Shi'an saw the light again, he was already in the basement of the bar.Bald man fucks hard after phone call

He dropped the phone, and then his men hung up Su Shi'an.Patted Su Shi'an's face with the back of his hand, leaned close to him and said, "It's such a pity, but looking at you, I think I know who Rong Zheng will choose, but even if Rong Zheng kills me, I still want him today." Late to bleed."

"I think you've been by Rong Zheng's side for a few years, but your life was just given up casually," the bald man smiled ferociously, "Then I'll use you to pay back my brothers."

The bald man motioned for his subordinates to do something.

Su Shi'an trembled violently, "No... Rong... Rong..."

Su Shian trembled uncontrollably. When the first joint on his foot was viciously pulled open, Su Shian almost fainted from the pain, tears flowed wantonly on his face, and the voice in his mouth was inaudible.When the second joint was broken, Su Shi'an could barely hold on, and his breathing became weak all at once. Slowly, the pain of bone erosion occupied the whole brain, and he was hung on it.He could hardly even hug himself, the torment was still going on, his vision had long been blurred, and he would wake up from the pain almost as soon as he passed out.

Why do you have to give up on me?The sadness in Su Shian's heart could not be suppressed.The walls that had trapped him for so long seemed to be slowly crumbling down, and his mind became extremely clear.

Just after the joints of both feet were completely removed.The people in the basement were pushed away from the outside. Su Shi'an half-opened his eyes, but he had already passed out.

Ryan received a call from Rong Zheng and expressed his surprise that someone dared to do something on the Duke's head.But he also knew that it was a big deal. The underworld people in City B would have to fight to the death. If Su Shian fell into their hands, there might be no good end. Thinking of this, Ryan put away The child's play since then has become serious.

When he found Su Shi'an in a hurry, Su Shi'an had been tortured beyond human form. Ryan's face was serious, and when he put it down, it was obvious that the incoming air was less than the outgoing air, and his face also turned gray.Not caring so much, Ryan sent the person directly to the emergency room of the hospital.

The doctor came directly to inform him that he was critically ill, and asked the Viscount to prepare himself mentally.

Ryan sat on the chair, even if his hands were infected with human life, he didn't want to face death like this, so he called Rong Zheng with a heavy heart.

No one answered.Looking at the closed door of the emergency room, Ryan couldn't help sighing.

About 20 minutes later, Rong Zheng called back.

"Rong Zheng, Su Shi'an is being rescued, you should be mentally prepared."

Rong Zheng's heart trembled when he heard it, and his fingertips trembled slightly, even he didn't notice it.

"Rong Zheng, thank you." Su Shiyi looked a little messed up, but he was still in good spirits, and he generously came over to express his thanks, while Gu Yan and Fang Qingbao were watching nearby.

Rong Zheng didn't speak, he pursed his lips and prepared to rush back to Country F overnight.

"Well, is Shi'an okay?" Fang Qingxuan asked afterward.

Rong Zheng straightened up a little, looked at Fang Qingwei slightly, "Come with me, he is very bad."

☆, wake up

Su Shi'an has returned to the garden of his dreams. Maybe many people in this world will give up on him, but what about Brother Red?

Now only brother Red is left.

The boy with light gray eyes hid in the garden and wept quietly. Su Shi'an picked a few white roses secretly, afraid of being caught by someone.

Mom found out and went into the garden next door.Seeing the crying boy in front of him, Su Shi'an walked up cautiously.

"I'll give you flowers, so don't cry, okay?"

Probably because he didn't want to be known, the boy turned around and left with a cold face.

Su Shi'an, who was only 4 years old, looked at the flowers that fell on the ground, and ran back angrily.

The boy walked back slowly, looked at the flowers on the ground, and picked them up again after a while.

On the second day, Su Shi'an lost his temper in a rare way, and sneaked into the garden of the neighbor's house again. Thanks to his little one, his body just turned around.

Seeing that boy again, although Su Shi'an was a little angry at home, he couldn't hold back his curiosity when he saw this boy, "Why are you crying? Mom said that I won't be able to cry anymore when I get older."

"My mother passed away." The teenager said sadly and calmly.

Su Shi'an was a little confused. With his limited common sense, he still didn't know how to comfort others, "Then do you want to come live with me?"

The young man smiled slightly, and his heart was warm. Compared with those hypocritical greetings and crying, he cherished this kind of sincere comfort even more.He reached out and touched Su Shi'an's head, "No need, I have no place to live in the future, so I'll come find you again."

Su Shi'an turned around and said with a lively smile, "Then I have no place to live in the future, can I come to your house?"

"Of course." The boy said seriously.

"Remember, call me Brother Reid from now on."

"Oh." Su Shi'an said ignorantly, "My name is Baby."

That year was sunny, and Su Shi'an made his first friend in his life, a friend who was willing to open the house for him and take him in.In the past few years of life, he missed this brother Reid who was so good to him.

Brother Red will take good care of him and read him stories when he sneaks over.Even though he knew it was a naive idea, it was in Su Shi'an's heart.Brother Red has always been a warm existence, and it is also a secret that has always existed in his heart.

In the intensive care unit, Su Shi'an, who was unconscious, was lying on the hospital bed, so thin that he was about to be submerged in the blanket.

The joints of the lower limbs were dislocated, and the doctor could only reset them in time, but the pain followed like a shadow. Su Shi'an was already unconscious, but his eyes were still half-opened due to the stimulation, and the sweat and tears on his face were mixed together, unconsciously.

Ryan saw that his eyes were hurting, but there was no way to solve it, so he had to stand by the window sadly.

Although the current Su Shi'an doesn't seem like a special existence to him, not even a friend, but after all, he has known him for several years, and he can't bear to see him suffer.

As he was thinking about it, he saw Rong Zheng walking over with a cold face, followed by a few people who had some impressions, and Su Shiyi.

Lane found it ironic, but he didn't say anything.

Rong Zheng was restless all the way back, and he hesitated when he walked to the ward, but he pushed the door open and went in.

Su Shi'an didn't shed a drop of blood, but the pain was so painful that even breathing was painful.

Fang Qing walked in hastily, saw the thinner Su Shian and the conspicuous scars on his pale skin, turned around and beat Rong Zheng hard, and said excitedly, "Even if the Su family doesn't want him, he is still Fang." My cousin, Rong Zheng, how dare you do this?"

Lin Yanyan stopped Fang Qing, and looked at the others expressionlessly. Since the incident with Su Shi'an, he hadn't smiled happily for a long time, "Third son, calm down."

"Rong Zheng, I want to take Shi'an back to Fang's house."

"No." Rong Zheng refused without hesitation.

"You don't like him, do you cherish him, why keep it? Or do you want to use him as a bargaining chip?" Fang Qing looked at Rong Zheng, "Emotions cannot be forced."

Su Shiyi remained silent all the time, his breathing was a little unsteady.

Rong Zheng said in a low voice, "It's true that I started this incident, but I don't have to be responsible."

"Then what do you want?" Su Shiyi asked in a low voice.

"At first I thought you were the only one, but last night I suddenly felt that I had made a very wrong decision, and I was a little surprised. How could I like someone like you?" Rong Zheng said coldly, "So It's better for Su Shi'an to stay here with me, after you have seen it, go home."

Su Shiyi didn't know what to say for a while, so Gu Yan said out loud, "Let's go back first and deal with the matter before we talk about it."

Except for Fang Qing's insistence on staying, Lin Yanyan said in a low voice, "I'll come back in two days."

Everyone had almost left, Fang Qing was persuaded by Ryan's people to go down and rest.

Ryan walked to the window and asked seriously, "Is what you just said true?"

Rong Zheng didn't say a word, looked at Su Shi'an's face, and said after a while, "If I knew I would be so heartbroken, I wouldn't leave

he is. "

Maybe there are some throbbing that I don't understand, but when I really realize it, it is already a surging love

The.

☆, wake up

The entire top floor of the hospital was very quiet, even the twilight in the morning could not drive away the coldness in my heart.

Rong Zheng hugged Su Shi'an carefully, and slowly wiped his face. Recently, he gained weight with great difficulty, and the torture was in vain.Probably because of the pain, Su Shi'an was not stable when he was unconscious, and he was talking vaguely.

It has been 7 days in a row, Su Shi'an has not woken up, only occasionally crying in his dream, and crying in pain, but there is no sign of waking up. The doctor said that the stimulation was too great, so he didn't want to wake up.

Rong Zheng helped him change his clothes, slowly picked him up, and went back to the castle.

The castle was also very quiet, although Su Shi'an hardly made any noise, but Rong Zheng has gotten used to the feeling of Su Shi'an staying by his side in recent years.He looked at Su Shi'an who was still sleeping, and his heart was actually very confused.

Maybe it was very disappointing. Under the change of time, the boy who gave him the rare warmth when he was a child has changed beyond recognition. No matter how many times we meet again, he can't find that feeling anymore. Rong Zheng slowly experienced this bitter feeling. , He didn't wake up until a few days later, the past attachments and wishful thinking would only hurt people who shouldn't be hurt, but what about Su Shi'an?If his autism is cured, he is just a person who hates him very much, after all, he is the one who dragged him into the abyss.

Rong Zheng seldom has this kind of confused mood, but he has always been able to quickly sort out all his thoughts, and slowly, he became firm.I just don't know what will happen when Su Shian wakes up.

Fang Qing actually regretted that he couldn't be tougher at the beginning, but now, it was very difficult to make a choice at that time.This little cousin has been very sensible and transparent since he was a child. Although he didn't really get along with him for a long time, Fang Qing always liked this cousin very much.

Fang Qing has been guarding Su Shi'an in the castle for 7 days. In fact, he also feels that Rong Zheng is very serious about Shi'an, but he doesn't know why it has developed into this way.After talking with the wise old butler in detail, I became more determined to take Shi'an away.

In fact, before Su Shi'an gave up completely, he once fantasized that Rong Zheng was his brother Reid, but unfortunately, in reality again and again, he found that no matter how hard he tried, Rong Zheng only regarded him as his brother. It's just Shiyi.After accumulating too many desperate thoughts, in fact, there was always a last hope in Su Shian's heart, which was that Rong Zheng would set him free, but at that time Rong Zheng had already started to lock him in the room, and that night, Su Shi'an asked Rong Zheng almost desperately, perhaps he had reached the limit he could bear, "Is it possible that you will fall in love with me?"

Rong Zheng just looked at him indifferently, the meaning in his eyes was very clear.

Su Shi'an laughed almost desperately, and then began to be silent day after day. At the beginning, no one noticed that Rong Zheng just had a rough sex with him at night, and there was no conversation .During the day, Su Shi'an stayed in the room alone, without any desire to speak, and lived a very regular life every day. After nearly two or three weeks like this, the old housekeeper found something wrong, because now Su Shi'an would still talk to the housekeeper for a few words. The old housekeeper told Rong Zheng about the situation, but Rong Zheng ignored it. That's why Su Shi'an's condition got worse day by day, until Rong Zheng started to take it seriously.

Rong Zheng was actually very good to him, but Su Shian's hidden pride couldn't bear this kind of treatment. His family's abandonment actually crushed his pride long ago. He always felt that the warm family was actually extremely cold. Make him unbelievable.

The wildflowers near the castle grew luxuriantly, the wind blew, and the thin flower discs were swaying, and occasionally a few butterflies flew by. As time passed, Su Shian's injuries had already healed, but he was still in a coma do not wake up.

Rong Zheng became keen to carry him to the castle to bask in the sun every day, take him for a walk on the grass, sometimes sit on the grass and read stories to him, and tell him some things about himself.Su Shi'an leaned in Rong Zheng's arms, his pale face turned bloody with the recovery of this period of time, Rong Zheng silently stroked the scar on his face, leaned his head down and kissed him softly, then softly Said, "I don't seem to have kissed you yet." Then gently kissed the corner of his lips, looked at him, eyes full of affection and regret.

On this day, Rong Zheng pointed to an exquisite tree house not far away, and said to him, "Look, I built this for you, I will take you up to have a look, okay, I know you don't like to stay in in the castle so we can be neighbors."

Just when Rong Zheng carefully pushed open the glass door of the tree house, Su Shi'an slowly opened his eyes. Under the faint sunlight, it was like a spring gushing from the ground.

The author has something to say: I have to move the dormitory and take a short trip recently, so I may not be able to update it in the next few days. I am really sorry for not saving the manuscript.

☆, let go

Just like a newborn, Su Shi'an looked around in a daze, and when his eyes focused on Rong Zheng, his expression became indifferent, and then he said in a hoarse voice that hadn't spoken for a long time, "Put me down."

The air seemed to be still, but soon Rong Zheng recovered. He had an inexplicable and complicated feeling in his heart, and he really hoped that Su Shi'an would wake up, but he also hoped that everything would go back to the way it was before.

Rong Zheng slowly let him down and supported his body that was still not standing still, Su Shi'an silently looked at the door in front of him, and walked in slowly after a long time.Rong Zheng silently followed behind him, his eyes following him closely.

Rong Zheng gradually became nervous. He looked at Su Shian, sighed, went to the table and poured him a glass of warm water, and handed it to Su Shian. Su Shian did not refuse, he quietly He took a sip, then cleared his throat.He felt weak all over, as if he had slept for a long time, besides, he didn't want to face Rong Zheng now, although at that time, he longed for Rong Zheng to appear in front of him, but the reality couldn't fool everyone, even if he seemed right for the past two years He was very good at Rongzheng, who took good care of him when he was unconscious, but he always gave up on him and chose Shiyi.Perhaps he has never thought about who his lifelong partner is. At one point, when no one could take him away from the castle, he thought about how much it would be if Rong Zheng fell in love with him. good.

It's a pity that this is just the imagination of a fragile period in my heart.

"I want to leave." Su Shi'an sat slowly on the sofa, and after a long time said in a low voice, the voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible.

It was rare for Rong Zheng not to refuse immediately, although he was unwilling in his heart, but he also knew that he could not force Su Shi'an anymore, otherwise he might lose him forever.Rong Zheng sat beside him quietly, and it took a long time before he spoke.

"Maybe I have always been too attached to the past. I know that time can change many things, but I still yearn for the rare warmth. I knew Su Shiyi a long time ago. At that time, he was still a very small, naughty but kind child. , At that time, my only family member passed away, and I received a lot of comfort at that time." Rong Zheng said slowly, the sunlight shone on the floor of the wooden house, making his profile soft, "But inexplicably, after receiving In the time that came down, that warm feeling was slowly disappearing. When I faced him now, I no longer had the feeling of peace of mind. On the contrary, I felt that feeling in you. A tender feeling. Maybe I don't know it very well, but I do have a tempting feeling for you. "

"I'm sorry." Rong Zheng looked seriously at Su Shi'an who had been silent all this time, "I don't know how to make up for the harm I caused you, but I hope you don't run away from me."

Su Shian's face remained pale, and his eyes slowly turned to Rong Zheng, "I need time."

Rong Zheng remained silent, but he didn't say a single word of rejection, he just slowly hugged Su Shi'an.

Su Shian leaned quietly in his arms, as if time had stopped passing. After a long time, Su Shian said lightly, "We all need time."

Maybe some gaps can't be filled again, some scars can't be healed, but we are still alive, although we don't know what the world is like, but if we can't forgive, it's better to leave now, maybe in some future day, when we meet again, it may be difficult Forget it, maybe never see you again.

In the ancient castle, when the pale yellow sunlight in the morning shone on the wall bricks, there was an inexplicable feeling that the coldness of history was slowly melting away.The flowers in the garden gradually became uneven, even if someone trimmed them delicately, there was no way to stop the invasion of the weather.

Su Shi'an stood calmly on the lawn with a very simple backpack on his back. The sun shone on his side face, and it seemed that even the scars were much lighter.He couldn't believe that Rong Zheng would really let him go, at this moment his heart was full of unreal feeling.

Fang Qing walked out slowly with a suitcase, and when he saw Su Shi'an standing outside, he sighed slightly in his heart, but he still walked over with a smile.

"You really don't want to go back to China with me?" Fang Qing asked a little worriedly.

Su Shi'an smiled faintly, but did not answer.

"You're too old, and my cousin doesn't have much ability to protect you, but as long as you want to come back, the door of the house will always be open." Fang Qingxuan patted him on the shoulder.

Su Shi'an was moved and hugged back, and then slowly watched Fang Qing get into the car and leave until he could no longer see him.

Someone behind him slowly approached, Su Shi'an turned around, and saw Rong Zheng walking over with a piece of clothing, Rong Zheng's eyes were like endless abyss, when he approached, there was a cold and stern look all over his body. breath.

Su Shi'an could feel that Rong Zheng didn't want to let him go at all, but he didn't stop him for some reason.

Rong Zheng looked at him closely, "As you wish, but I hope you can come back once a year."

"Okay." Su Shi'an replied lightly, then took the clothes, and walked forward slowly but firmly.

Rong Zheng looked at his receding back, clenched his fists but didn't know it.

The corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and he ordered in a low voice, "Send someone to follow him, don't be discovered by him."

Rong Zheng stood silently, thinking silently in his heart, only once, only this time.

The author has something to say: I finally finished everything, I am really sorry for not updating the article during this period of time.

☆, unknown

Su Shi'an came out, standing alone in the airport, his heart was actually at a loss, he didn't have any destination, but he really wanted to leave the place where he couldn't breathe.

He bought a plane ticket at random, ready to go to a place he had never been to.

Su Shi'an started traveling aimlessly. During the journey, he saw all kinds of people and things, but the hole in his heart was getting bigger and bigger, so big that he couldn't fill it.

Su Shi'an began to wonder if he had failed too much in life. Apart from Asen, he didn't have any friends. Maybe it was just because of this. When he was alone, even though Rong Zheng had no love for him, he still loved someone The feeling of companionship, at that time, maybe it was just Rong Zheng's unintentional actions, he still lived too much failure, and he would feel a little uncomfortable when he left the cage, and he didn't even feel happy.

When he was traveling alone for nearly a year, when he came to a small town with a desolate scenery, he happened to meet Professor Feng Daozi who came to collect the scenery.

"You have changed a lot." Feng Daozi sized him up and sighed.

Su Shi'an looked at the surrounding scenery and smiled faintly.

They lived in the same hotel, and Su Shi'an followed Feng Daozi to various places to collect music every day, and then one day when Feng Daozi was about to return to China, he asked, "Are you interested in being my closed disciple?"

Su Shi'an nodded and called out, "Teacher."

"I don't know what happened to you, but like I told you back then, I hope you are a person with a strong heart." Feng Daozi looked at the desolate grassland in the distance and said, "If you don't want to go back to China, go Country M, your big brother is there, you follow him for a while, I have already said hello."

"Thank you teacher, I will go to country Y first, and then go to country M after a while."

Feng Daozi waved his hand and said casually, "Whatever you want."

Su Shi'an smiled, and also looked at the distant scenery, not knowing where he was floating in his heart.

Su Shi'an got on the plane back to Country Y, got off the plane, and as expected saw Rong Zheng waiting for him at the exit.

Seeing him, Su Shi'an still harbored a trace of fear and fear in his heart, but he still walked towards Rong Zheng, who strode forward and hugged him tightly.

"I'm back." Rong Zheng whispered in his ear, his tone full of longing.

Su Shi'an was not used to it, so he struggled slightly, but Rong Zheng's hug was too tight, so he had no choice but to give up.

"I asked the housekeeper to make your favorite food, go back and have a rest." Rong Zheng took his hand and walked towards the car parked beside him.

Su Shi sat in quietly, and Rong Zheng didn't say anything, just watched him quietly until he returned to the castle.

The castle is just like before, no matter what time has experienced on itself, it seems that it has never changed.Su Shi'an's mood gradually became depressed, and the feeling of suffocation slowly struck again.

Rong Zheng carefully took him to the greenhouse, it was still early spring and the weather was still very cold.The butler ordered people to put all the meals in the greenhouse. Su Shi'an felt much relieved after taking a sip of hot tea.

"What do you think of this year?" After the meal, Rong Zheng asked after thinking for a while.

"It's not that good," Su Shi'an said lightly, "I've thought about it for a long time, but I still don't think it's possible for us to be together."

"Rong Zheng, actually you don't love me."

There was a flash of struggle in Rong Zheng's eyes, he wanted to refute but felt that the words were very pale.

"You said that your heart is attracted to me, is it the me who just met, or the delirious me? You may like me, but the one you really loved is Shiyi."

Rong Zheng moved his lips, but still didn't say anything.

"You may not love me as much as you imagined," Su Shi'an said calmly, "So, this is the last time I'm here."

Rong Zheng was silent, looking at Su Shian's face with light gray eyes, and found the determination in Su Shian's eyes.

Rong Zheng swallowed the words of rejection back into his throat, looked at Su Shi'an, and nodded slowly.

Su Shi looked at Rong Zheng quietly, and then walked out slowly, leaving him alone, sitting in the greenhouse, exuding a cold aura all over his body.

"Master, Master Shi'an has already left." The old butler stood aside and looked at Rong Zheng worriedly.

Rong Zheng sat silently in the greenhouse, and said lightly, with a melancholy tone that he had never felt before, "I can't keep him like before, maybe he's right, I'm just moved."

"In the past, I have become a habit of being attached to Su Shiyi. If we stay together like this, I am afraid that I will still hurt Shi'an in the future. Give me more time."

The old butler didn't say anything else, he just walked out quietly, closed the door intimately, and left Rong Zheng, who had never been so chaotic, to sort out his feelings.

Maybe I love you, but this kind of love is too fragile and will break if you are not careful.

☆, meet again

Three years later, Su Shi'an wandered around the streets of country M, his shoulder-length hair was messily tied with a hair rope, walking on the street, no one would recognize that he was very famous abroad in recent years painter.

After Su Shi'an left country F, he went to the elder brother. Most people in country M are enthusiastic. Shi'an was taken care of by the elder brother and sister-in-law in country M, and his life was smooth.

He deliberately forgot his previous unpleasant experiences and never contacted anyone. He painted on the streets or in some parks every day to find it back.