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But he wasn't short either. Gritting his teeth, He Lisen climbed down carefully. When his feet finally touched the ground, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Su Shi'an quickly helped him put on his hat and a coat, and told him to get in the car quickly.There are almost no cars in the town, and it takes an hour to get to the train station, so they can only go on a cart with the workers who deliver the goods.Fortunately, the motorcycle was quite fast, and they arrived at the train station smoothly along the way.

"A Sen, remember not to come back, I will contact your brother later." Su Shi'an said quickly, and hurriedly pushed He Lisen into the car, "Speak slowly when you have a chance."

He Lisen glanced at him, then got into the car.

Watching the train depart, Su Shian was caught before he could breathe a sigh of relief.

Su Shi'an suddenly woke up, and when he turned around, he saw Tang Moqian who was furious.

Someone grabbed his neck, Tang Moqian gritted his teeth and said, "Don't think I dare not touch you, but you dare? How dare you?"

"Tell me, where the hell has he gone?"

"I don't know, Asen can get off at any time."

"Damn it!" Tang Moqian slammed him on the ground, and then ordered loudly, "Go and check for me!"

"You'd better be glad I got him back!" Tang Moqian kicked him hard.

Su Shi'an was so painful that tears were about to come out, so he could only cover his kicked leg and hold back silently.

Fortunately, He Lisen was smart, and he moved quickly, so Tang Moqian couldn't find anyone, and angrily broke everything.Then he squatted down and looked at Su Shian, who was paralyzed on the ground, "Since you dare to do this, then I have to give full play to your role."

His eyes were full of cruelty.

In City B, Su Shiyi was rarely nervous at first sight.

"What's wrong?" Gu Yan asked.

"Shi'an lost contact." Su Shiyi said a little panicked, "This has never happened before. I shouldn't let Shi'an go out by himself."

"Shi'an is already an adult, you don't have to be too nervous unless he actually meets them."

"I don't know. I'm flustered. I feel like something happened to Shi'an. No, I'm going." Su Shiyi said quickly.

"You can't go, have you forgotten Rong Zheng?" Gu Yan reminded, "He said that as soon as you go abroad, he will know immediately."

Su Shiyi was a little distressed, "God knows how I would mess with such a person, I have never seen him before."

If he hadn't been "invited" to be a guest for the first time when he was 16 years old, he would have never known such a person existed. This is really because of this, and he has never considered going abroad since that man said, "I can give you a chance. As long as you go abroad next time, I will understand that you have agreed to be with me."

"Don't worry, I'll ask the third son to go there in person." Gu Yan said calmly.

"That's all it takes."

☆, exchange

Su Shi'an was locked in a room. Apart from the initial rage, Tang Moqian was extremely calm now.

The people Tang Moqian sent out came back without any gains. After thinking for a long time, he made a decision. He stood by the window of He Lisen's rented room and looked at the blue sky in the distance. Bird, made a distant call.

"Rong Zheng, I want to do you a favor." Tang Moqian said bluntly, the cool summer wind blew in, and the wind chime made of bronze made a heavy sound.

The person opposite asked coldly, "What's the bargaining chip?"

"A person, Su Shiyi's twin brother, I just want to know where He Lisen is."

"make a deal."

After hanging up the phone, Tang Moqian ordered his subordinates, "Send him to Country F."

Su Shi'an didn't know anything at this time, although he was a little scared in his heart, he never regretted doing such a thing.Someone came in and took him out, Tang Moqian sat on the sofa without saying a word.

"Uncle Tang, please don't do anything to hurt Asen. Asen is a very fragile person, and he recovered with difficulty." After Su Shi'an finished speaking, he was taken away.He didn't know what to do, but he hoped that Tang Moqian could listen to what he had to say.

Su Shi'an was sent all the way to country F, and he had a bad feeling in his heart.The person who sent him sent him to an old castle on the outskirts and then left. An old butler who looked very gentle took him to a room, "Young master, take a rest first, the master will see you later."

Su Shi'an smiled politely, and sat quietly on the sofa. Perhaps due to the recent fatigue and inner pressure, after waiting for a long time, he really couldn't hold on anymore, so he fell asleep on the sofa.

After Rong Zheng finished his official business, he knew that the person had been delivered, so he raised some interest to take a look. There was an indistinct depth in his light gray eyes.He walked slowly in the corridor covered with dark brown carpet, and then pushed open the door, and saw a man who looked eighty percent similar to Su Shiyi sleeping on the sofa. Qinghui, Rong Zheng looked it over, it seemed that she was only a little smaller than Su Shiyi, and her skin was also fairer and tenderer.

So he sat on the sofa on the other side, and the old butler brought black tea and some pastries, and then stood aside and waited for orders.

Su Shi'an was awakened by the smell of tea, and woke up in a daze. He saw a cold man with a strong aura sitting aside. Seeing him wake up, he looked over with light gray eyes.

Su Shi'an was immediately attracted by his eyes, but before he could speak, the man said flatly, "Tang Moqian gave you to me."

Su Shi'an was a little shocked, and he swallowed a little.

"I was wondering how much you are worth." After the man finished speaking, he picked up his mobile phone and made a call, "Su Shiyi, your brother is here with me. I will give you two days to exchange yourself for your brother. If If you don't come, your brother will be mine."

After finishing speaking, the man hung up the phone, then looked at Su Shi'an, and told the housekeeper, "Take good care of him these two days, I want to see if Su Shiyi will throw himself into a trap for you."

Rong Zheng walked out expressionlessly, leaving Su Shi'an alone in a state of uneasiness.

Here, after Su Shiyi answered the phone, he sat silently without speaking. Gu Yan was a little worried, so he sat beside him and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Shi'an is in Rong Zheng's hands." After a moment of silence, "he gave me two days."

Su Shiyi felt a little tired inside, so he leaned on Gu Yan.

"I don't want you to go." Gu Yan said.

"I never wanted to go, but what about Shi'an?" Su Shiyi didn't know what to do, "I'll go back and tell my parents."

After returning home, Su's father and Su's mother were also silent. Su Shi'an is the pillar of the next generation of the Su family, and it is impossible for him to be with Rong Zheng, but Rong Zheng's power is too strong, and they immediately couldn't think of any solution.

"Why is Shi'an in his hands?" Su's father asked, "Shi'an is obviously going to country Y, how could he be in country F for no reason?"

"Tang Moqian must have done it." After Su Shi'an finished speaking, he fell silent, and a terrifying silence spread in the living room.

Su's mother couldn't help crying quietly, and Su's father only had a look of guilt on his face.

"I can only feel sorry for Shi'an." Su Shiyi said indifferently.

Su Shi'an was also very conflicted in his heart. He had some expectations in his heart, but he hoped that Su Shiyi would take risks. Rong Zheng didn't restrict his freedom, but the castle was too big, so he had to follow the housekeeper around.

On the first day, he wasn't very nervous. He watched the butler instructing his servants to plant a new bunch of flowers, and gave some suggestions. He even planted two white roses with his own hands.The butler's attitude towards him was not as alienated and polite as on the first day. Seeing that he was not acclimatized, and arranged for someone to cook meals suitable for him, Rong Zheng was surprised when he was eating. His butler When did you treat people so well.Looking at Su Shi'an from the corner of his eye, he was still calm, but his face was a little sickly pale.

By the second day, Su Shi'an was already a little desperate. He knew very well that compared to the future pillar of the Su family and a son who was useless, anyone would choose.And Su Shi'an has always known that his elder brother doesn't like the existence of twin brothers very much. Who doesn't want to be unique?

Watching the night fall, Su Shi sat quietly by the window, his heart slowly fell silent.

☆, wake up

At night, the light yellow lights of the castle have a soft illusion, but it feels very cold against the portraits hanging around.

Su Shi'an was pressed hard on the bed, and the man behind him kept moving. He struggled and yelled. If he was ignorant of the world, the cold reality woke him up severely.

He's just an outcast now.

Tears slowly ran across his face and fell into the quilt, his throat could no longer make a sound. When he was emotionally moved, the man behind him regarded him as Shiyi, and the pain slowly invaded his whole body like □□□, Then he bit his heart tightly, his vision gradually blurred, and the breath that had been supporting him in his heart was slowly dissipating, and he fell into the darkness.

After Rong Zheng finished venting, he didn't know why he felt angry, but he also knew that his persistent Su Shiyi was always smart and selfish, so why should he be angry.Regardless of Su Shi'an, after cleaning, he put on his nightgown, sat at the table and began to arrange tomorrow's work.

The old housekeeper came in to clean up, with a disapproving look on his face, just in time for Rong Zheng to see, "What's wrong?"

"Master Shi'an is a very good boy." The old butler said with some regret.

"No one is more like Su Shiyi than him." Rong Zheng said coldly.

The old butler sighed and said nothing more.

Rong Zheng had always pampered Su Shiyi, waiting for him to fall into his arms willingly. According to his ability, although it would be troublesome to destroy the Su family, it was not difficult, but he didn't want to hurt Su Shiyi, and he just kept watching from the sidelines.

Su Shi'an has not had a dream for a long time. In the dream, he returned to the time when he was four years old. He was happily playing in the garden of Su's family. He secretly picked a few flowers and sneaked into the garden of the neighbor's house. He saw a boy, Hide in the garden.The young man raised his head, and looked over with a pair of light gray eyes, which overlapped with a pair of cold eyes. Su Shian instantly opened his eyes in shock, and said in his heart, it wasn't his brother Reid.

Su Shian's consciousness is not very clear yet, he feels his body is limp and weak, and has not been in such a state for two years, and there are footsteps in his ears, as if someone is checking his physical condition With warm water in his mouth, Su Shi'an slowly woke up.

The old butler looked very gentle, and slowly helped him up, letting him lean against the pillow.

"You have been in a coma for a week, but fortunately you woke up."

Su Shi'an looked indifferent and didn't speak. The old butler sighed and ordered the food to be brought up.

Su Shi'an ate slowly, feeling his strength slowly recovering.The servant opened the heavy curtains in the room. He saw the light blue sky outside, and the breeze blew in gently. Looking at the old butler, he said a word,

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

On the night when Su Shi'an woke up, Rong Zheng pressed him coldly on the bed again.Su Shi'an remained expressionless, trying to resist the pain,

He felt heartache and tiredness.He is not a person without feelings, but he feels very sad, the family did not even try to save him, so he quietly chose to give up.

Maybe it was too much before, but this time Su Shi'an didn't pass out, Rong Zheng didn't say anything, carried him to the bathroom to clean up, and then rested.

Su Shi'an had an uncontrollable nightmare, as if he had fallen into the water, he couldn't breathe, and he couldn't wake up no matter how hard he struggled.The lights in the room came on, and Su Shi'an was violently shaken awake.The room was quiet, Su Shi'an saw those light gray eyes, suddenly, some grievances surged up, and he suppressed them again.Rong Zheng looked at him indifferently, then turned off the light, and fell asleep peacefully.

Su Shi'an was extremely tired, but he couldn't fall asleep anymore. In fact, he rarely slept on the same bed with other people, especially for him, it was a sign of a stranger.He lay quietly on the bed, the room was so dark that he couldn't see anything, there was no light, and he could hear the breathing of another person, but there was no way to give him a sense of security.

It was already noon when I woke up the next day, and I didn't know when I fell asleep.After Su Shi'an got up, his expression was very calm, and he couldn't think of anything in his heart. The housekeeper brought a group of people in with clothes and helped him put them in the closet. Su Shiyi's usual favorite brands and styles, a feeling of wanting to escape is getting more and more turbulent.Su Shi'an took a deep breath, randomly chose a set of casual clothes to put on, and then walked out of the room.

Rong Zheng was very happy to see him at first, although he didn't show any big expression, but maybe later he realized that it was not Su Shiyi after all, so his expression became indifferent again.Su Shi'an sat down at the dining table in silence, and ate lunch in silence.

In China, Fang Qing knew that Su Shian was very anxious when he was in Rong Zheng's hands, and naturally knew the Su family's choice. He couldn't help feeling a little guilty and regretful in his heart, but he didn't have any position to criticize. Either choice will hurt the other. For a businessman, profit comes first. Fang Qing knew it in his heart, but he couldn't help but feel chilled. With the mentality of trying, he went to country F to see the Duke of Rongzheng.

It's a pity that he didn't have any chance to meet the key figures, so he had to leave regretfully, and he didn't want anyone to mention this matter again.

Fang Qing was walking on the road to the airport, he didn't know how to explain this matter to his grandma, looked at the passers-by who were hurrying by the roadside, he just sighed and returned home.

The atmosphere in the Su family has been very depressing these days. Su Shiyi took on a lot of things at school and kept himself busy. Gu Yan was also very helpless when he found out about this. He sat in the office and decided to take a look. Country F.

Rong Zheng met Gu Yan unexpectedly, he was like a lion lurking in the grass in the dark night, waiting for the prey to come slowly, Rong Zheng didn't speak, he drank tea slowly, not curious at all.

"You should know what I'm here for. Shi Yimin is very unhappy."

"Then ask him to come and talk to me in person," Rong Zheng said calmly, "I won't let him go, especially since your love rival is always by his side."

"Shiyi didn't know that I liked him." Gu Yan said bitterly.

"This is also the reason why I let him go. If he likes someone other than me, I will personally invite him. Don't worry, I will send Su Shi'an back." Rong Zheng said with certainty.

Gu Yan was silent for a moment, "I will not back down."

"You are also a smart person, or the same sentence, either change or see off."

Gu Yan had no choice but to go back home.I don't know what lies he told Su Shiyi, maybe it was Su Shiyi's self-deception with peace of mind.Over time, everything gradually returned to the right track, but everyone knew that everything would never be the same as before.

☆, early winter

The cold air of early winter hits, and the winter in country F is especially cold. The trees only have branches left, the wind carries a sense of coldness, and the streets are filled with a bleak atmosphere.

It hasn't been a month since Su Shi'an came to Country F. When he woke up this day, he felt dizzy. Even his breathing was warmed up like never before. His pale face was stained with two rare blush. Trying to prop up his body, the other side of the bed feels cool, it seems that Rong Zheng got up early.

Since that day, Su Shi'an has been living in this room, and every night Rong Zheng would hug him to sleep, Su Shi'an also fully explained what the bed partner meant, and he gradually became reticent, except for talking to the old man. Apart from the one or two sentences the housekeeper had to exchange, he had no urge to talk at all on weekdays.

He lightly rang the bedside bell, and the servant came in and found out what was wrong with him, and hurried to tell the housekeeper.

Then he was confined to the bed and recuperated well. He had long been used to this kind of life, and the tip of his nose was full of the bitter smell of medicine.In fact, it's the same everywhere, if no one takes good care of him, Su Shi'an feels that he may not survive a month.Even if someone takes care of him, he is still a medicine jar and will only hinder him.

He stood up slowly and walked to the window.The cold wind seemed to wake him up a bit, and he felt his body temperature rise a little in an instant.

Since there are no clothes he is used to in the closet, he prefers to wear pajamas, and he has no chance to go out anyway.

After looking at it, he slowly moved back to bed and lay down again.

He fell asleep again for an unknown amount of time, and when he got up again, he found that the corridor was empty and there was no one there. After thinking about it, he went back to his room and put on his thick coat, and slowly go out.

As if entertaining guests, the servants gathered on the other side. Su Shi'an walked slowly to the back garden on this side, wanting to go for a walk.

The winter wind is indeed very cold. Except for the hardy flowers in the garden, everything else has withered. Su Shian walked slowly, and suddenly saw that the door of the backyard was not locked, and his breathing became short of breath in an instant. Push it, and the iron door opened. Su Shian pursed his lips, walked out, and closed the door by the way.

Outside is a piece of grassland, which has become withered and yellow at this time. Occasionally, one or two small animals will pass by, and the faint sunlight will shine on his body. Even though the wind is a bit strong, Su Shi'an still feels that he has not breathed such fresh air for a long time.The street was on the far side. Gritting his teeth, Su Shi'an walked over slowly.

After walking for about 30 minutes, Su Shi'an came to a small town, probably soon to Christmas, and the shops on the street were all beautifully decorated.A few children passed by, saw him alone, and enthusiastically gave him a candy. Su Shi'an showed a long-lost smile and thanked him softly.He walked quietly on the street, watching the atmosphere slowly become lively. It was almost dusk, and he had nothing on him, and he didn't want to go back. He was also confused about where the road ahead was, but he just kept walking. Stay away from the castle that brought him endless nightmares.The wind was getting colder and colder, his body was still feverish, his lips were so pale that they were almost colorless, so he had to sit on a bench by the side of the road.

Sure enough, he was nothing without the asylum. Gritting his teeth, he knocked on the door of a nearby house. The host was frightened by his face, and hurriedly invited him in. The warmth immediately surrounded his body, and the child hurriedly handed him the door. For a cup of warm tea, he hurriedly thanked him and said goodbye.

Walking on the street full of lights, lively sounds from the bar, and bold couples kissing passionately, he felt empty inside and at a loss for what to do.Reaching into the pocket of his coat, he touched the candy just now. He carefully peeled off the candy wrapper and put it in his mouth. It was really sweet.

Will he still be able to have happiness in the future?Can he forget this terrible experience?

Maybe it's all because of this face, he laughed at himself while sitting on the bench.

The wind was getting colder and colder, and he was about to lose consciousness from the heat.

When he woke up again, he was lying on the bed in the castle. That adventure at dusk seemed to be just a dream.

The fever subsided, and Su Shian came to his senses. When he was about to get out of bed, there was a crisp metallic sound. He found a thin silver chain wrapped around his right ankle, and then fixed it in the corner. Su Shian Shi An tried to go out, but found that he could no longer get out of the room door.Su Shi'an's face became even paler. He stood quietly and found that he could no longer cry.

Rong Zheng pushed the door open and came in, just meeting his eyes, there was no emotion in his light gray eyes.

Su Shi'an was very afraid of Rong Zheng in his heart, and also felt a little lonely.If it was his brother Reid, he would definitely not treat him like this.It's a pity that it is difficult for him to go out again.

"You obediently do your duty, won't you?" A deep voice came into my ears.

Su Shi'an raised his head stubbornly and looked at him, "No one would want to live this kind of life."

"Unfortunately, that's the only use you have." The cold tone made his hands tremble, "If you don't have this use anymore, I will naturally let you go."

"Oh." Su Shi'an returned to silence, then slowly walked to the bed and lay down again.

The wind outside the window is blowing quietly, and this year's winter seems to be colder.

☆, closed

The heavy velvet covered most of the light in the room. Su Shi sat quietly by the easel and drew. It has been more than two years since he became thinner, his hair grew a lot, and it was messily placed on the By the ear, the white T-shirt he was wearing was also dirty at this time.

Most of the time, Su Shi'an could no longer receive messages from the outside world. Even if the housekeeper asked someone to read the news and tell stories to his ear every day, he could no longer understand what they said.His appetite was extremely poor, and every day someone would try their best to feed him a lot of food, but he still vomited a lot.Even so, Rong Zheng still got excited and pulled him onto the bed.

Su Shi'an became more and more disgusted with this kind of brutal sex, but he felt that there was a wall surrounding him impenetrably, and he couldn't utter a complete sentence.

The family doctor said that he suffered from moderate autism and needed professional treatment, so he might not be suitable to stay in the castle, but as far as Rong Zheng was concerned, he didn't care at all, that is, he ordered the doctor to treat him as best he could.

After a long time, he picked up the paintbrush again, but he could no longer paint the paintings full of vitality in the past.

Rong Zheng was not as cold towards him as he was at the beginning, maybe he listened to what the housekeeper said, and began to treat him very patiently, but he still vented on him in sexual matters.

Su Shi'an really wanted to break the walls that surrounded him, but the calmness on the surface was unbelievable.

He was sitting on a high stool, shaking his feet, the silver chain made a crisp sound, and the brush in his hand was shaking, but his expression was very dull.

Outside the room, there was a handsome blond man watching him carefully, and said to Rong Zheng in amazement, "You can eat this, if I didn't know that you like Su Shiyi, I would think he is your true love .”

"Lai, you talk too much."

"Hey, do you ever talk to friends like that?" Lai said a little indignantly, "My mother still thinks you are a reliable man."

"Ma'am has always had a good eye."

"Your Su Shiyi seems to be quite intimate with a man, do you let it go?"

Rong Zheng's face darkened a lot, but he didn't say anything.

"In my opinion, that Su Shiyi is a character, but it's not suitable for you. You all have too bad tempers and bad character."

"Lai."

"Okay, okay, don't say anything if you don't say it." Lai looked at the people in the room with pity in his eyes, "This is how a good person becomes."

Rong Zheng looked at the people in the room and frowned unconsciously.

In the Su family, Su Shiyi sits at the computer and works. He has slowly taken over the company's affairs since this year. Although he is busy with work every day, he can't hide a trace of melancholy in his heart. He is still not cruel enough.

It's like when he was 7 years old, he was always jealous of his younger brother getting more care and love from his family, and his father was always strict with him. Although he knew his responsibility a little bit at that time, he found out that he had been lying in bed all the time. However, the younger brother who was caught was smarter than him. Slowly, there was an urge not to want this younger brother in his heart.

Perhaps this kind of thought had already been born at that time, so he pushed his brother into the pool smoothly. Later, because he was too scared and regretful, he hurried to find someone to save his brother.He has been trying to be a good brother since then, but he doesn't want to share everything about himself with someone who looks so similar to himself.

Just like now, he is constantly convincing himself that this is a matter of course, even his parents have made the right choice.But why is everyone unhappy?Would everyone be happy if he went?

That's right, there is such a voice inside.

But why did even Gu Yan have disgusting thoughts towards him?Obviously they are best friends, even Su Shiyi regards him as a brother.At that time, he rejected Rong Zheng decisively, but now he couldn't bear to see Gu Yan disappointed.

People are really selfish.

Rong Zheng looked at Su Shi'an who was curled up in the corner of the room, fortunately someone took care of everything for him every day, otherwise he wouldn't look so bad.

Rong Zheng had to admit that, just as the butler said, he ruined this person.Who would have thought that the person who looks the quietest and calmest is actually the most unfettered in his heart. Su Shi'an closed everything to protect his fragile heart. Maybe no one can wake him up, because too many people gave up on him back then , so he has only himself.

Rong Zheng picked him up and felt that he was trembling constantly. Every night, he would be afraid, especially when facing him.Lai was right, seeing such a person, how could he still be able to do so.

Now even though Su Shian and Su Shiyi are similar, no one will mistake them anymore.Rong Zheng looked at the deep scar on one side of Su Shi'an's face. If the servant hadn't discovered it, he might have ruined his entire face.

Rong Zheng comforted him patiently, although his expression was still as cold as before, his eyes were no longer cold as before.Looking at Su Shi'an, who looked almost like a child, he was incredibly light in his arms.

Rong Zheng made a decision, he will keep Su Shian by his side until he slowly recovers.