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It's the same as before, but he has to admit that his painting style has changed a lot.

As for why he became famous, it was completely accidental. Later, he was invited to hold an art exhibition, and he also had assistants to help him with everything, so he became more and more devoted to art.

Su Shi'an sometimes feels that he is out of this world, quietly watching the people coming and going around him every day, watching every heavy rain fall, and watching the footprints on the snow slowly disappear.

Before he got out of his thoughts, he felt someone calling him loudly.

"Teacher, teacher," the apple-faced girl who came running pulled him vigorously, "Teacher, don't be in a daze all the time, have you forgotten the banquet tonight?"

The apple-faced girl, Susan, who was also his assistant, pulled him back to the apartment with an anxious expression on her face, and stuffed him with a suit, "Teacher, change your clothes quickly, there are many great masters coming tonight, don't be lifeless , your favorite painter will also come tonight."

Su Shan was a fan of Su Shi'an's paintings at the beginning, but after learning about Su Shi'an's character and lifestyle, she basically became an old lady every day.

Su Shi'an was helpless. After changing his clothes, he looked in the mirror. The scars on his face were very shallow, probably because the wounds were well healed. Slowly, maybe everything would fade away.He walked out slowly, and Susan didn't care whether he was ready or not, she pushed him into the car, closed the door, and handed him a big comb, "Teacher, comb your messy hair now." Bar."

Su Shi'an had no choice but to take it over, and slowly combed his long hair, "Take me to cut it later, it's so troublesome."

"If you had this awareness before, you don't have to be so troublesome now." Su Shan took out a notebook from her bag, "Teacher, although you usually don't care about it, you have to pay attention tonight, this is specially sent by Teacher Feng. The guest list that came over, I will read it to you now."

Susan began to read. Although he hardly appeared in front of people, he still had a general idea of ​​what kinds of gatherings like this would be. Su Shi'an stopped Susan, "I know."

"That's good," Susan stopped, "By the way, teacher, there is a package in the mailbox downstairs in your apartment this morning. I picked it up for you and put it on the table in your living room. I will go back to you tonight. Just take a look."

Su Shi'an nodded, the car was quiet, and Su Shan had already gotten used to it, so she picked up her notebook and started busying with her affairs.Banquets are actually very similar, but gatherings among literati may look much cleaner. Su Shian has never been good at communicating with people too much. There may have been some villains who wanted to do something before, but there was no follow-up for some reason. After that, although Su Shi'an didn't know, many people knew that Su Shi'an couldn't be messed with, that's why Su Shi'an could live so freely and ignore things.

Su Shi'an looked at the chattering and laughing crowd, so he had no choice but to walk aside silently to look at the painting.Suddenly there was a small commotion behind him, Su Shi'an turned around and took a look, his pupils dilated unconsciously and then returned to normal.Rong Zheng, whom he hadn't seen for almost three years, slowly walked over with a glass of red wine in his hand. Su Shi'an quickly calmed down, and then greeted him lightly.

Rong Zheng walked over calmly. If the turbulent emotions in his eyes were ignored, Su Shi'an might still be able to maintain his usual calmness.

Before the end of the banquet, Su Shan had already looked for an excuse to slip away in advance. Su Shi'an sat in Rong Zheng's car a little stiffly. Rong Zheng's breath was much more restrained than before. Slowly, Su Shi'an After calming down, for a while, the two of them had nothing to say.

Rong Zheng looked at Su Shi'an, and suddenly reached out to touch the scar on his side face. Before Su Shi'an could react, he saw Rong Zheng leaned over and kissed his side face lightly.

"I think I've given you a lot of time," Rong Zheng stretched out his arms to embrace Su Shi'an, whose body became stiff again, "I never hoped that I would give you time just to forget me."

Su Shi'an silently turned his head to the side and did not speak, but the projection on the car window could see Rong Zheng's eyes looking at him, as persistent as seeing a prey.

Su Shi'an slowly turned his head to look at Rong Zheng, with a little desolation in his eyes, "You've already made up your mind, but I'm still very scared, what should I do?"

"Then get used to me slowly in the future." Rong Zheng said forcefully, "I don't want to know everything about you through my hands every day, I want to participate in your life."

"And, as you know, I've never been a nice person."

☆, kiss

On the second day, Su Shi'an woke up. Before he opened his eyes, he was about to stretch out habitually. Suddenly, he felt a strange but familiar breath beside him. When he opened his eyes, he saw the face sleeping beside him. Su Shi'an slowly restrained his movements, unexpectedly, Rong Zheng stretched out his hand and hugged him into his arms, the tip of his nose was filled with the faint scent of incense that Rong Zheng's clothes often had.

"Wake up." A hoarse voice came from above his head.Before Su Shi'an could say a word in the future, Rong Zheng hugged him tightly again. As soon as he raised his head, he kissed him with a fiery kiss.

Su Shian has been by Rong Zheng's side since he was 18 years old, but after so many years, Rong Zheng rarely kisses him, and has always been the most direct. This kiss, in the true sense, is Su Shian's first kiss.

Su Shi'an was actually very uncomfortable, but Rong Zheng didn't know why, after this meeting, his attitude was very strong, and he could be called a rascal. He didn't seem to be aloof as before, and it might be because of this that Su Shi'an was not so repulsive. and fear him.

After the kiss was over, Rong Zheng hugged Su Shian tightly again, let him go after a while, then got up and said to Su Shian, "Go wash up first, I'll prepare breakfast."

Su Shi'an went to the bathroom in a daze, and walked out of the living room after a long time. Rong Zheng had already made breakfast and put it on the table.

Rong Zheng pulled Su Shian to the dining table, and said to him, "I'll go wash up first, if you are willing to wait for me to have breakfast together, I will be very happy."

After Su Shian listened, the politeness rooted in his bones made him sit quietly at the dining table and wait for Rong Zheng.

When Rong Zheng came out, he saw Su Shi'an obediently sitting at the dining table, and he felt a sense of fulfillment in his heart.

In fact, not long ago, Rong Zheng was still in a lifeless and cold state, if it wasn't for Lai who couldn't stand it any longer and beat Rong Zheng up, maybe he would have silently protected Su Shian for the rest of his life.

"You are usually famous in the world, but now you are stupid. Think about it, who are you, why do you act like those boring people, you don't say your love, you have a lot of skills, you chase a lover and wait for someone to come to you You," Ryan poured a large glass of wine for Rong Zheng, "In my opinion, Su Shi'an would not dare to refuse you, as long as you have a thick skin, you are not afraid of not being able to catch up with you."

Rong Zheng took a sip of his wine, "I treated him like that, he definitely doesn't want to see me again."

"It deserves it. Now he will just hide in the castle. In this way, he will almost forget you by then, and you will regret that you have no medicine." Ryan couldn't help but persuade, "What's the difference between you and a peeping tom now. "

Rong Zheng was silent, and after a long time, he lay on his back on the solid wood floor, looking at the crystal lamp hanging from the ceiling, his eyes were filled with turbulent longing.

Su Shi'an finished his breakfast in silence. He is now a freelancer, and he only paints when he is interested or inspired. Under normal circumstances, he stays dead in the apartment, and only occasionally goes out to let the wind go.Now, facing the very presence of Rong Zheng, for a moment, Su Shi'an's mind seemed to freeze, as if he couldn't think of anything, he sat quietly on the sofa.Rong Zheng picked up Su Shi'an, put him in his arms, turned on the TV, and said to Su Shi'an, "Watch any movies?"

Then he handed the remote control to Su Shian. Su Shian was a little uncomfortable, but he still picked up the remote control and started looking for a movie. Slowly, the two of them watched the movie quietly.

After watching the movie, Rong Zheng seemed to be in a good mood. Although he couldn't tell from his expression, Su Shian had been by his side for a long time before, and he knew him a little bit. Thinking of this, Su Shian was a little shocked. When did he become so familiar with Rong Zheng?

Su Shi'an got up and stretched for a while, Rong Zheng hugged him, and suggested softly, "Shall we go out for lunch and buy some ingredients for dinner?"

Su Shi'an could only nod his head.

Walking on the small road outside, Rong Zheng casually entered a very ordinary restaurant with him for lunch, and then the two of them strolled around the supermarket very leisurely.When Su Shi'an suddenly discussed with Rong Zheng which piece of beef soup was more delicious, he suddenly felt that he was not as afraid of Rong Zheng as before.When walking all the way back to the apartment, Rong Zheng casually picked up a topic, and Su Shi'an gradually attracted him to chat with him. He was obviously not a good talker, but unconsciously, he had a word with Rong Zheng. We chatted one sentence at a time.

After finishing dinner together in the evening, after taking a comfortable hot bath, and sleeping in the same bed with Rong Zheng very naturally, Su Shi'an suddenly felt a little unreal.

Rong Zheng kissed his forehead, and then said in a regretful tone, "Why don't you give me a goodnight kiss?"

Su Shi'an glanced at Rong Zheng, those light gray eyes were like whirlpools, Su Shi'an couldn't help kissing his side face, and then hid under the quilt as if he had woken up, Rong Zheng was together with the quilt She hugged him, with a surprised smile on her face.

☆, wedding invitation

Sunlight sneaked into the bedroom through the cracks in the curtains. Su Shi'an felt a little dazzling in his ignorance, and felt that his side was empty. Rong Zheng had already got up and carefully closed the curtains, and then lay back on the bed and fell asleep in his arms again. Su Shian in the past.

When Su Shian woke up, it was already 10 o'clock in the morning. When he walked out of the room, he saw breakfast on the dining table, and Rong Zheng was sitting on the sofa reading documents. Such an unprecedented feeling.

"Wake up, breakfast is there, it's still hot." Rong Zheng raised his head, and said to him gently and considerately, "I was going to wake you up early, but when I thought that you would get a headache if you didn't get enough sleep, I let you sleep To wake up naturally."

Su Shi'an was a little embarrassed, but he still had an indifferent face, but it had become his usual expression since he didn't know when.Su Shi'an sat on the chair, and slowly ate breakfast. After breakfast, after he washed the dishes, seeing that Rong Zheng was still busy, he suddenly remembered the package that Susan mentioned the day before yesterday.

He searched the living room with his eyes, and saw some miscellaneous books and parcels neatly placed on the shelf next to his easel.

Rong Zheng is a man with a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder. It is manifested that he only accepts the best quality things, likes neatly placed things, and plans without any mistakes. Perhaps the biggest and only biggest mistake in his life It was due to Su Shi'an's variable, but he was happy with it.And Su Shi'an is a completely different person. He likes things that are a bit messy, but it doesn't mean messy. Because of illness, he always stays in the house, and he has also lost his habit, but maybe the change now is that he will live in a different place, and occasionally go out to wander around.

Su Shi'an walked over, picked up the package and opened it to look, only to find that it was a wedding invitation card. He opened it to look, his eyes widened suddenly, and then he pretended to be calm and stuffed the wedding invitation back. Suddenly, his mood was very complicated. , then turned around and took a look at Rong Zheng who was still reading the document, feeling even more mixed in his heart.

Shi Yi is getting married, and the date is just a week later.

Su Shi'an looked at Rong Zheng, and suddenly thought, does he hate Rong Zheng, or what?Perhaps in his heart he is looking forward to being loved, but this time, will Rong Zheng leave again?

Su Shi'an didn't know, but he didn't want Rong Zheng to know the news at all.

At the end of the day, Su Shi'an was a little restless. After Rong Zheng finished his work, he took him to see the art exhibition, but he couldn't lift his spirits.

Rong Zheng pushed the trolley and Su Shian bought dinner ingredients in the supermarket. Su Shian didn't know what to pick and choose. Rong Zheng looked at it and said, "Why don't we eat outside tonight, I know there is no one next door. There is a place far away that makes delicious soup."

Su Shian nodded after thinking about it.

Apart from the supermarket door, when sitting in the car, Rong Zheng looked at Su Shi'an seriously, "Why are you unhappy today?"

"No reason." Su Shi'an replied perfunctorily.

"Is it?" Rong Zheng leaned over and kissed him, "I want to kiss."

Su Shi'an immediately became awkward, with a cold face, but the back of his ears and neck turned red uncontrollably.Su Shian's complexion was extremely fair, and against the sparsely lit street lights outside the car window, he looked extraordinarily charming. Although he pretended to be indifferent, in front of Rong Zheng, he was an excellent scenery.

"Suddenly I'm not in a hurry to eat dinner." Rong Zheng leaned over and gave him a lingering kiss.

After coming over for a long time, Su Shi'an pushed him away blushing, looked at the smiling eyes of the person in front of him, and suddenly didn't know what to say, Rong Zheng couldn't help smiling when he saw this, and set off to eat.

I don't know if that kiss was too powerful. Su Shi'an temporarily forgot about the invitation, so he ate dinner in a good mood, and then Rong Zheng took him for a walk by the river, watching some people coming and going. Rong Zheng also knew that Su Shian was timid, so he couldn't go too far, so he took a boat with him and watched the scenery along the coast slowly.

The boat was swinging leisurely, and after a long time, Su Shian felt drowsy gradually. Leaning on Rong Zheng's generous shoulder, Su Shian really fell asleep. Seeing this, Rong Zheng had no choice but to take Su Shian to the apartment later. Here, the eyes are full of pampering.

Back in the apartment, Rong Zheng couldn't bear to wake up Su Shi'an, so he had to help him scrub and change his clothes, seeing Su Shi'an on the bed with a peaceful face, he felt full gradually in his heart.

Maybe Su Shian couldn't fully open his heart to him for a long time, maybe it's just a habitual compromise to him now, but Rong Zheng has always known that Su Shian is a very gentle person, even though he is very sensitive , but Rong Zheng is confident that he will give him love and a sense of security.

☆, return home

Su Shi'an inevitably saw Su Shiyi in his dream. In the dream, Su Shiyi looked like a child, and they were playing in the garden.

Su Shi stood quietly in front of the hedge, watching himself as a child running around in the garden with Su Shiyi carefree, and then he saw the pool, and he watched his young self fall into it, I also saw Su Shiyi's ruthless eyes. My brother didn't want to save him. Su Shi'an bitterly looked at Su Shiyi, who was still a child, with a cold expression on his face.

Su Shi'an felt that he was suffocating, that the water was about to submerge him, and he kept struggling.When he woke up struggling in his dream, tears were all over his face, Rong Zheng comforted him with worry, Su Shi'an felt that his whole body was soaked in sweat, his whole body felt weak, his hands and feet were cold, Seeing that he was awake, Rong Zheng hugged him tightly, and while stroking his back, he murmured, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's just a dream."

Su Shi'an weakly hugged him back, leaned against Rong Zheng's warm arms, and slowly settled down.

"What's the matter?" Rong Zheng looked at Su Shi'an's pale face and asked worriedly.

"It's nothing." Su Shi settled for a long time, then turned his face lightly.

Rong Zheng turned his face away and looked at him seriously.

Su Shian said bitterly, "Shiyi is getting married."

Su Shi'an looked at Rong Zheng, even in the dark, he could still see clearly.

"I've known about this for a long time." Rong Zheng said calmly, "Don't be afraid, I won't leave you."

"Didn't you say it? You are the one I love, and it was my fault before."

Su Shi'an couldn't help but shed tears, buried his head in Rong Zheng's arms, and slowly calmed down.Rong Zheng hugged Su Shi'an in his arms and comforted him slowly.

For the next night, there was no dream.

When he woke up the next day, Su Shi'an was a little depressed, but his expression was much more relaxed.

Rong Zheng said to him seriously, "There can be no next time."

Seeing the domineering Rong Zheng, Su Shi'an compromised again.Perhaps it was the fear that had been deeply rooted in his heart before, but in fact Su Shi'an knew that he would not be able to give Rong Zheng the love he wanted, at least not at the moment.

Su Shi'an looked at the street outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and suddenly said, "I want to go back to China."

Rong Zheng looked at his side face and said calmly, "Okay, when?"

"Since the invitations have all been sent, I'll take a trip." Su Shi'an slowly poured some water on the plants in front of the window, turned his head slightly, and looked at Rong Zheng.

"When the wedding is over, I'll pick you up," Rong Zheng said casually, "Your parents should not welcome me."

"Are you really not going to the scene?" Su Shi'an was a little puzzled.

"No, but when we get married in the future, I will definitely appear at the scene." Rong Zheng smiled.

Su Shi'an was speechless immediately.

"Well, in fact, such a wedding is not qualified to invite me to be the icing on the cake." Rong Zheng said a little ruthlessly, "If I go, how much face will I give to the Su family."

"Except for you, I don't want to care about other boring things anymore." Rong Zheng knew that he was a bad person, but even though the Su family sent Shi'an to him, he still inevitably got angry with such a ruthless means. .

In City B, Su Shiyi, who was already a groom-to-be, looked gloomy. He looked at Gu Yan expressionlessly in the study of Gu's family, and asked coldly, "What are you doing?"

"Nothing." Gu Yan said calmly.

"Why did you change the invitation?" Su Shiyi asked.

"You should be very clear that I like you, but you actually want to marry a woman." Gu Yan suppressed his anger.

"That's your business, please explain clearly, why is it now my wedding with you?"

"If I don't do it again, how long will I have to wait before you accept me?"

"I've said it countless times. I only think of you as a good brother. I never thought about being with a man." Su Shiyi suddenly felt very tired. Why did the most trusted person around him have such feelings for him? idea.

"Shiyi, I said it today, I never thought you were a brother." Gu Yan grabbed his hand and said seriously.

"Then you can make this marriage yourself." Su Shiyi shook off Gu Yan's hand.

"Your family members will not agree." Gu Yan finally said lightly.

In a fairly good weather, Su Shi'an returned to City B, where he had not been for a long time. Rong Zheng accompanied him back to City B, and then sent him to the gate of Su's house.

"Do you want me to pick you up later?" Rong Zheng kissed Su Shi'an's side face.

"No need," Su Shi'an refused, "I'll go back to the hotel by myself later."

"I'll pick you up when I arrive. I'll get something first."

"Okay." Su Shi'an nodded.

Su Shi'an took a look at his old home, and he had mixed feelings in his heart, but he no longer felt that it was still home.

☆, Reid

Su Shian was in a much calmer mood than he had imagined. He stood in front of the gate and rang the bell, and soon someone came over. The person who came was Uncle Li who had worked in the Su family for many years. Although he was old, his body was still very strong. When he saw Su Shi'an through the iron bars, his whole body became excited.

"Little, young master," and then hurriedly opened the door, "You are finally back!"

Su Shi'an smiled faintly.

"Quickly, tell Madam and Master." Uncle Li hurriedly ordered.

Su Shian walked through the garden calmly, and when he saw Mother Su running out excitedly, he was immediately hugged by Mother Su. Su Shian's expression also changed a little, and he looked towards the living room. A calm expression, but his hands were shaking slightly.

Mother Su held back her tears and looked at Su Shi'an, couldn't help reaching out to touch the faint scar on his face, then looked at Su Shi'an's thin figure, couldn't help but burst into tears.

"It's all mother's fault."

"It's none of your business," Su Shi'an said flatly, "I received the invitation and I came back to attend the wedding."

"Don't stand, come in and sit." Father Su said.

Su Shi'an looked at Mother Su and nodded.

"Shi'an, it's been so long, you must be having a bad time. Last time, Shiyi almost had an accident, and he didn't tell us anything after he came back. Qing said that your situation is very bad, so what's wrong with you now? Are you comfortable?" Mother Su said worriedly.

"It's all right." Su Shi'an said calmly.

Su's mother saw that his personality had changed a lot, and her heart was filled with uneasiness and guilt.

"Then you're coming back, aren't you leaving?" Mother Su hoped.

"No, I'll leave after the wedding," Su Shi'an looked at his parents, "Maybe he will rarely return to China in the future."

"Is he still refusing to let you go? Still refusing to let our family go?" Mother Su asked with tears in her eyes.

"No, he has already let me go, it's just me," Su Shi'an hesitated, but continued, "Maybe I will live with him forever."

Su's father sat aside and remained silent. At this time, Su Shiyi hurried in from the door. Seeing Su Shi'an sitting on the sofa, he seemed to have a thousand words, but he could only remain silent.

"Shiyi, congratulations, you are finally getting married." Su Shi'an looked at Su Shiyi who was sitting aside.

Su Shiyi took a deep breath, looked at Su Shi'an, "I'm very sorry."

"It's over." The emotion in Su Shi'an's eyes was very light, and his pale face was full of indifferent expressions.

"Shiyi, why is there such a big problem with the invitation we sent out?" Su's father looked at Su Shiyi.

"It's Gu Yan's fault. Now everyone thinks that he and I are getting married." Su Shiyi's expression was very cold, and he looked at Su Shi'an, "I am very grateful that you are willing to come back to my wedding, but the day after tomorrow is undoubtedly a Wrong wedding."

"I can feel that Gu Yan likes you very much. Although I don't know the reason, let's have a serious talk in the next two days." Su Shi said quietly.

"Actually, it's not a big problem if the object is Gu Yan. Anyway, today's society is very open, and they are all married. Miss Bai and Gu Yan, in fact, after experiencing Shi'an, my biggest wish now is to see that the two of you can find each other. A person who will accompany you for a lifetime." Mother Su said quietly, her eyes were full of love.

"I'm leaving," Su Shi'an got up, "It's almost time, I will come back the day after tomorrow."

"You don't live at home, where else are you going?" Su's father looked at Su Shi'an, his tone a little stiff.

Su Shi'an just smiled lightly, "It's okay, let's go for a walk."

Did "Rong Zheng" come back with you? " Su Shiyi questioned.

"Don't make a fuss, Rong Zheng is actually very good to me," Su Shi'an said seriously, "you can rest assured."

Su Shi'an thought about it, and left the Su family anyway.When he walked out of the door, he suddenly saw roses blooming in the garden next door, and suddenly thought of Brother Reid hidden in his heart.

Put the phone back in your pocket, let's call Rong Zheng later.

Su Shi'an looked at the house next door, and there seemed to be no signs of permanent residence, probably because someone came to keep it clean every day.Su Shi'an thought for a while, and climbed over the wall to get in.

When he landed on the grass with unsteady breath, he felt much more at ease.Then he walked through the hedge and walked under the wall, which was the secret base of him and Brother Red.Su Shi'an looked at this small world, and sat down against the wall in a relaxed mood.Thinking about it today, it turns out that he himself is almost 26 years old, Su Shi'an suddenly feels a little depressed, it turns out that it has been so long.

He tidied up his mood and remembered that he had buried some things here before. Thinking of this, he began to dig slowly. However, as Su Shian dug, he became more and more sad, as if things had disappeared.

Brother Red said that if one day he really wanted to see him, he could come back and look for the small box.It's just that in these years, he has never had a chance to come here, and now he can't find it anymore.

Suddenly footsteps came from behind, Su Shi'an was already there, and he didn't care that his hands were covered with dirt, so he hurriedly stood up and looked over.

Su Shian and Rong Zheng looked at each other in surprise, "Why are you here?"

"I lived here for a while before," Rong Zheng approached Su Shi'an unsteadily, "What about you?"

Su Shian's tears flowed down slowly, "Brother Red, I want to find him."

Rong Zheng hugged him tightly, "I'm so stupid."

Su Shi'an's whole body was trembling slightly, Rong Zheng looked at his face and kissed him forcefully.

"My name used to be Red."

The author has something to say: I wish everyone a happy Mid-Autumn Festival (^o^)/