sleepy sand

They say I look good when I smile. "I think it's difficult for you to speak, so I'll give you a chance to say a little more. Who knew you would just say that."

Xu Dong immediately blushed and stared at me.

"What do you want, is it interesting to mess with me?"

"Treat you?"

"Is not it?"

"Please, I just want to call you a friend, why do you call me so ugly!"

"You're a celebrity at school, and you already have a lot of friends."

"Of course, having more friends is better, and you don't have any friends, don't you? I think you are very interesting, so I want to make you my friend."

"But I hate you."

"Oh? Why?"

"You have a smart mind but never make good use of it. I study hard every day to get the grades I have today, but you can get good grades in the exam without working hard. I hate people who don't work hard. You don't care about anything. Don’t worry, even make friends with a playful attitude!”

Hearing his words, I was at a loss for words. He was jealous of my mind, but he was not wrong in what he said later. It was the first time someone said that about me, and he exposed me mercilessly.

I froze there, watching him blushing and running away.

"Han Nanying's name is known to everyone in our high school. Everyone knows it. Don't you think so?"

Everyone agreed, and of course I could only smile.I am naturally aware of my fame and have always been proud of it.However, none of these people could see my careless attitude towards life, they all believed in me, liked me, were willing to cooperate with me, and were willing to be my friend.Only Xu Dong saw through me!I later told Lulu about this, and she said that she knew that I was a careless person, but I could restrain myself when facing her, so she didn't pursue it with me.She also said that Xu Dong can see my true face very well, and he should be a friend worthy of my hard work.So in the second and third grades of high school, I worked hard to get in touch with Xu Dong, and gradually everyone knew that he was my good friend.

"Xu Dong is still as weird as ever."

"He is just a weird person! I remember that he was a typical nerd in high school. He could only read books. He always had a problem set. He did nothing but study, eat, and sleep at home. He didn't even talk to me. His parents rarely communicate with each other!"

"That's why they can learn so well, get a Ph.D., and become an associate professor."

These people just like to gossip.However, Xu Dong is indeed a person who can do nothing but study, and even handles the relationship with his family very badly.In fact, I have always disliked such people, probably because I have been dependent on my mother since I was a child. I attach great importance to relatives and interpersonal relationships.I hate people who can't even learn to communicate with others and whose lives are in a mess. They are so useless, but I don't really hate Xu Dong. Instead, I am attracted to him. I put [-]% of my energy into it, and I will never learn such an attachment.

I thought I would not change my sloppy nature, but I found that I changed after meeting Xu Dong, and I began to care about him inexplicably.

His wish was to enroll in a certain prestigious university. After hearing about it, I started to study hard, which shocked everyone by going against the usual hard work.Li Liqi thought that his long-term lobbying was successful. The teachers also said that their education had achieved results, and my mother thought I had taken the wrong medicine.I just wanted to laugh when I heard that, I just didn't want to let go of Xu Dong, who was the first to speak out about my true nature.

However, I am used to being casual and undisciplined, and I couldn't achieve the results of Li Liqi and Xu Dong's years of hard work in a short period of time. In the end, I was admitted to a school in the same city as Xu Dong's university. This school is quite far from Xu Dong's school. Nearly, I will admit it.Li Liqi was in another city, and Lu Lu performed exceptionally well and was admitted to Xu Dong's university.

We were very busy in the first semester of freshman year, military training, getting familiar with the environment, and participating in various club activities. Lu Lu and I only met a few times, and Xu Dong only had a few phone calls, but Li Liqi wrote frequently and wordy Still, but I find it less annoying.

During the winter vacation, I bought train tickets for Lulu and Xu Dong, and a group of fellow villagers went home together.Seeing Xu Dong, who I haven't seen in half a year, I was a little excited.He didn't change at all, he hid silently in the corner, and didn't talk to people very much, but because he was my friend, others still accepted him.

I admit that I am a restless person. Even if there is no pressure from Lulu, I am still keen to participate in various activities, such as sports games, various ball games, debate competitions, student unions, and radio stations. I have never stopped in college.Although I said that Xu Dong is a friend I will not let go of, but it was not until the second year of university that I realized that I had never visited him, only made a phone call from time to time, and even called me when Lulu came to me. Have you forgotten Xu Dong?

Of course I didn't forget him, I was just too busy and had too much to learn to find him.

After the national college basketball game, I went to Xu Dong's school. I contacted Lulu in advance, so I didn't have to worry about not being able to find Xu Dong. He can still be there besides the study room and the library!

When I appeared on their campus with Lulu, I immediately became the focus of people's attention. Both Lulu and I are better than before, and we are the envy of people no matter where we are.But we have never been able to be a couple as people wish, probably because we know each other too well.

Walking into the library, there are still many people looking at us. I know that Lulu is the beauty of the school. When she walks with the boys, it will definitely cause quite a stir.But I seem to hear my name from them, no way, I'm not a student here!

In a certain reading room, I saw Xu Dong who was working hard. He was still the same, devoting [-]% of his energy to reading and doing his best to deal with one thing, but I still disperse all my thoughts on various things.

"Why did you come?"

Xu Dong was surprised to see me, and walked out of the reading room with us, causing quite a commotion on the way.

"Come to see you."

Xu Dong frowned and looked at me in bewilderment.

"You still look the same, you only know how to study, I heard from Lulu that you are the No. His usually pale face turned slightly red.

"Lulu, why do people in your school seem to know me? No matter where I am, there are people pointing me out!"

Lu Lu sighed, and said, "Your boss is too active. It's the college debate competition, and the national basketball game. The exposure rate is too high recently. It's hard not to know you!"

"is it?"

"Stop pretending, I don't know what your plan is!" Lulu knocked on my head, his expression seemed to want to bite me to death.Am I that bad?Probably, hehe, of course I know the result of all my actions, because I like to be admired and paid attention to by others!

"Lu Ping, is that your friend? Is it Han Nanying?"

A few girls came over, they were all Lulu's classmates, so I chatted with them.

When those girls walked away, I remembered that Xu Dong next to me hadn't said a word yet.He stood aside with an indifferent face, and Lulu and I took him for a walk around the campus.When we said goodbye, he looked at me, his eyes under the thick lenses were as deep and firm as those in high school, but there seemed to be something more, I didn't think much about it at the time. "You're still a celebrity, wherever you are." He bid me farewell with those inexplicable words.Looking at Xu Dong's figure, my heart suddenly twitched, and I felt an urge to stop him.

When I got back to school, I kept thinking about Xu Dong's gray figure, thinking about him every day.In the past, I didn't have to think about anything, my daily schedule was full and I didn't stop for a moment, but now I actually start to miss someone when I have no activities.

"Xu Dong is dating a freshman student."

I know that although Xu Dong's appearance is not outstanding, his excellent grades and quiet and deep temperament will still attract good girls.I understand everything, but when I heard Lulu's words, I was so sad that I wanted to cry.I just think it's ridiculous to be like this. Xu Dong has a girlfriend. As his friend, I should be happy for him!After I put down the phone, I went to play basketball with my classmate in the dormitory next door, but this guy went crazy with a beer in his hand, and cried until he had snot and tears.As soon as he saw it was me, he grabbed me, sprayed strong alcohol on me, and shouted that his heart was broken, and his heart was broken into powder and scattered in the wind. My God!I just find it funny that this man who is usually full of typos and can only play basketball and online cards has the potential of a poet. "If your heart is broken into pieces, I can help you mend it with duct tape, but it's all turned into powder, what should I do?" My joke didn't make him laugh at all, he lowered his head He completely disregarded the old adage that "a man never sheds his tears" and wept unceasingly. He also mumbled that the girl he loved didn't love him, and that the girl he loved already had a boyfriend.I asked him why he was so persistent, where is there no grass in the world.He cried even more when he heard what I said, grabbed my arm, and said that I don't understand love at all, falling in love with someone means only seeing her, and all my heart is on her.

Yeah?When you fall in love with someone, you only have him in your eyes, and you are all in your heart.To be attached to a person is to love, to think about him all the time, to be fascinated by him, to be saddened by him, to be... oh my god!No way