sleepy sand

A man who loves Lu Lu bitterly.

In the first year of high school, I became a little famous person in the school because of Lulu, "the guy who is always next to the beauty Lu" has become what people call me, and the winter cross-country race , the spring sports meeting, and the summer volleyball game made me a "sports genius" in the eyes of girls.In fact, I was forced into battle by Lu Lu, and I always felt like I had mishandled the villain.Boys like me should be very popular, good at sports, good grades, friendly, and funny, but I should have a lot of experience in dating girls, and I have only had a deep intersection with Lulu.There are naturally many girls who hint and express that they like me, and the ratio of male to female in my friend group is almost 1:1, but I still can't arouse the interest in love, probably because I am too late.When the guys around me were talking about girls, I hid aside and read football magazines, so I became the most often laughed at among the boys.

In the eyes of others, my life is very boring, but I feel very comfortable, nothing can interest me, nothing can make me want to fully grasp, but this is very good, at that time I wanted to live like this Life is good, free and easy, no need to bother and work hard, no need to work hard for any reason.

These former high school classmates have changed a lot.While talking and laughing happily with people, I secretly observed the people around me. People who used to be full of ambitions now look mediocre. Those bold words in the past have long been forgotten by them, right?They only think about daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar, tea, wives and children, and how to support their families, right?What about Li Liqi?Does he take control of his life now?I remember that his ideal is to go abroad and continue his interest in biochemistry, but now he seems to be working in a company, married and had children a few years ago, which is completely different from the life he once dreamed of.

"Nanying, do you remember Xu Dong very much?"

The man next to me asked me suddenly, he didn't notice that my face was suddenly pale, but he said it on his own.

"When he got married last year, some of us went to the wedding, but you haven't heard from us for many years, and you're not in this city. Otherwise, we could have taken the opportunity to get together last year."

"Yes, Lulu and I only came back to work here this year."

"That kid Xu Dong is usually boring, but his wife is quite beautiful, and she is also a strong woman. No one really thought of it."

"Yes, he should marry a gentle and virtuous woman."

"However, no one is as happy as Nan Ying!"

"what?"

"Pretend to be stupid! It's hard to find a cheerful and careful woman like Lu Ping in this world."

I looked at Lulu with a smile. Knowing her is indeed the luckiest thing in my life. She is always by my side, and I don’t need to worry about taking care of her. She will wake me up when I am helpless. We should cherish the fate between us.

"Hey, hello!"

"Oh?"

I turned my head, stunned, and my eyes intersected with the man who just walked in behind the people around me.

"Nanying, you don't have to be so obvious, looking at Lu Ping so affectionately, it's so disgusting!"

People around were laughing, and some people shouted Lulu's name, but I couldn't take my eyes off it.

At the beginning of the second year of high school, we were divided into arts and sciences classes. Lulu and I both chose sciences, and class one became a liberal arts class, and a few students from class one were assigned to my class.

The first time I saw them, I was assigned by Li Liqi to be responsible for helping them adapt to the new environment: to introduce them to the general situation of the class, the class committee, and to help them arrange seats and introduce their deskmates. In fact, this is not necessary at all. With the help of others, people will gradually learn to adapt after entering the new environment, so why bother.

Among those few people, there was a boy who left a deep impression on me. He was not a man with outstanding looks, but a pale and quiet man. He looked like an introverted man who was not good at sports. The thick glasses clearly show people that he is a "nerd".But I was attracted by him, it was the gray lifeless aura about him, which was completely opposite to me.Like a frightened rabbit, he is at a loss when he is in an unfamiliar environment.I am used to this kind of life idiot who only knows how to read, but this person makes me curious. It must be his eyes. He has a pair of deep and firm eyes.

This person is Xu Dong.

Lulu saw my curiosity about Xu Dong at first glance, she put on a look of complete understanding, she said this is called "opposites attract", the attraction of two completely different personalities.

But even though I found an opportunity to get close to Xu Dong and wanted to be friends with him, he kept avoiding me, not specifically, it should be said that he didn't get in touch with anyone, he was indifferent and aloof, he just buried his head in his books and didn't care about me at all. Socialize with classmates.His grades are good, Li Liqi is the first in the whole grade, and he can often get the second in the whole grade, he is a very hardworking person.I've heard of Xu Dong before, but I didn't expect him to be an out-and-out nerd.Later I found out that he was actually afraid of me, and even hated me a little.why?I have always been puzzled, I have always been a very popular figure in the crowd, no one has ever disliked me, and I have never thought that anyone would dislike me.

"Xu Dong is here!"

Several people called Xu Dong over and asked him to sit opposite me.

I smiled at him, and I could only smile at this moment.Xu Dong's face was pale, he was usually pale, but I knew him like this, this abnormally pale complexion showed his shock and embarrassment.

"Come on, Xu Dong must drink three cups first, and we won't let you go easily for being so late."

Xu Dong adjusted his heavy glasses and blushed.

He has always been bad at dealing with people around him, and it still seems to be the same now.

In the midst of everyone's clamor, Xu Dong drank three glasses of beer, but he didn't expect that his drinking capacity was better than I imagined.

When there were still people booing and wanting to pour Xu Dong wine, I stepped in, "Okay, okay, this kid can't even hold the glass steady, you don't want him to get down right away when he arrives, do you?"

A group of people laughed loudly, Xu Dong glanced at me and then quickly moved his eyes to other places.

"I remember that Xu Dong hated Han Nanying in the past, but Nan Yingfei pestered his good students, and the teachers were afraid that their good students would be spoiled!"

People laughed again.

I looked at Xu Dong and never looked away, so I knew he didn't look at me again.

When I was in high school, I was indeed a student who had a lot of headaches from teachers. Like Lulu, I couldn’t stop talking when I started talking. It was the same between classes and during class, and it influenced the people around me to be as good at speaking as I was. , In fact, it's really not my problem alone.The people around me like to talk to me very much, they are the ones who take the initiative to chat with me time and time again, why do they always say that I have led them to the wrong?Do I really have that much influence?In this way, I became a dangerous element in the class, but my grades have always been good, and it doesn't matter if I don't listen to the lectures in class, so they can't do anything about me.

Xu Dong is a hard-working, studious top student. The teachers all regard him as a key object of cultivation, so they all advise him to study hard and not be affected by the bad style of study in the class, especially stay away from students like me.

I heard from Li Liqi and Lu Lu that they are both class committee members.I think Xu Dong avoids me because of this, but the more he ignores me, the more he can arouse my challenge. I have always been the emotional leader of the people around me, and the core figure in the team. Everyone likes me so much, how can I let this "nerd" destroy my long-standing sense of superiority!

Occasionally, I played basketball with my friends until after [-] o'clock in the evening. When I walked out of the school, I happened to meet Xu Dong. I had always heard that he was a study freak, but I didn't expect him to study so late at school. No wonder I never saw him before. When will he come home.Take a few quick steps to catch up with him, it looks like we're on the right track.

"Hey, Xu Dong, you are so hardworking!" Don't like to talk to me?I don't give up so easily.

"Why do you hate me so much? I consider myself a very popular person."

I was the only one chattering along the way, but Xu Dong still walked away without saying a word. When he got near his house, he only took one look at me and left.But since I know that he lives near my house, I will go home with him every day from now on!

After that, I would play ball until late every day after school, and then go to the classroom to wait for Xu Dong, and go home with him on time at eight o’clock. After more than a week, Lulu found out that I was sitting in the classroom waiting for Xu Dong. She was busy with school affairs. You haven't been home with me for a long time.

"Nanying, why are you in the classroom?"

Seeing Lulu's surprised look, I just want to laugh.

"It's raining, so I can't play."

"You treat me like an idiot. Of course I know that it's raining and I can't play! I'm asking my good son who eats with your mother on time at seven every day. Why is he still here after seven o'clock today?"

I looked down at my watch and said with a smile, "Lulu, it's already eight o'clock."

"Nervous!" Lulu has always dealt with me by punching me directly.

Xu Dong kept ignoring us, now he packed up his things and left, I immediately chased after him, not forgetting to say goodbye to Lulu.

"Can you stop following me?"

After walking for a while in silence, Xu Dong spoke for the first time.

Since it's rare for him to speak, I'll give him a chance, and I'll just listen to him.

"Did you hear me?"

"I heard." I laughed, many girls