kill a canary

Hey hey, don't close the door. "Xiao Dong squeezed in directly: "Chen Ran, don't make things difficult for me. The boss said that if something goes wrong, he will fire me directly. I have been in Xingyi for five years since I was an intern in college. I don't want to Unemployed..."

Chen Ran had no choice but to turn around and enter the room without saying a word. Xiao Dong let out a sigh of relief, went in and put down her backpack, took out her slippers and changed into them. I sent a lot of precautions, let me watch you take your medicine on time, go to the hospital for a review today, and if you want to go out, I will follow you all the way, never leave..."

"Then what should I do if I have to go to the toilet? I'll stay in the toilet for half an hour, is it enough for something to go wrong?" Chen Ran asked angrily.

"Then I'll just listen at the door. If I don't come out in 15 minutes, I'll ask someone to come in and find you." Xiao Dong answered his deliberately difficult question without hesitation: "President Shen ordered this... ..." Then she added.

Chen Ran was completely speechless this time, letting Miss Dong come in and out to familiarize herself with the environment, and quickly adapted to this temporary residence.

……

After getting along for a few days, Xiao Dong didn't think there was anything abnormal about Chen Ran, which made her restless before she came here. She had prepared a stun gun and a restraint belt before the rainy day. , I also searched the Internet for information on bipolar disorder, depression, bipolar disorder and the like.She was ready to fight a tough battle, but when she came, she found that there was not even a single soldier.

Chen Ran looked very tired and lacked vitality, but he was definitely not particularly depressed, he didn't cry, he didn't get irritable, he didn't lose control of his emotions, and he didn't say he wanted to go out.He sleeps in the room most of the time. As for Xiao Dong, he doesn't know if he is asleep or not. When he is awake, he will do his own thing very quietly, as if Xiao Dong doesn't exist.According to Xiao Dong's observation, Chen Ran has basically only been doing one thing in his waking state these two days: packing things.

It's not the kind of packing where you want to go out and pack your luggage, but the kind of packing that goes through all the details of old things.

"What are you doing? Ran Ran."

After lunch that day, Xiao Dong helped Sister Sun, who was cooking, clean up the dishes, and then followed Chen Ran into the study.

Chen Ran was taking down the books, notebooks, and figurines from the bookshelf one by one, and piled them on the carpet, then sat down cross-legged by himself, flipped through them one by one, and wiped away the floating dust that didn't exist.

"Did you draw this?" Xiao Dong stood beside him, watching Chen Ran open a sketchbook with interest, and the first few pages of the book turned out to be a portrait of her boss Shen Yixiu.

"It looks like a picture! When did you draw this?" Xiao Dong praised sincerely.

Chen Ran might be a little annoyed by her question, so he said perfunctorily, "I painted it a few years ago."

To be precise, it should be when he just became Shen Yixiu's lover. At that time, he was still young, and he had unrealistic fantasies about the relationship between him and Shen Yixiu. You might get lost and lose sight of reality.

But he soon sobered up.

What now?Now Shen Yixiu treats him very well, he knows it, but unfortunately, he has become powerless and unable to control many things.

After a while, after going through the books and notebooks, Chen Ran started to play with his pile of superhero figures, big and small. He moved very slowly and carefully, using cotton swabs to wipe the joints and crevices little by little.Then form them into a circle with the Transformers in the middle.

Then, he stopped all movements, staring at the superheroes with different expressions and movements on the carpet in front of him.

Xiao Dong looked at him quietly for a while, seeing that he had no intention of withdrawing from this kind of meditation, so he retreated lightly.

Two hours later, Xiao Dong went to the bathroom and passed the study. Seeing that Chen Ran was still in the same posture, as if he hadn't moved at all, she was a little worried. Even the extreme of normal things is scary.

"Ran Ran, are you okay?" Xiao Dong asked softly.

Chen Ran shivered slightly, turned around and smiled: "It's okay, you can do your work." He paused, as if he suddenly remembered something, and asked again: "When will your boss come back? You helped them get the air tickets." Did you order it?"

"Ah. Yes. The boss and Mr. Xiaolin will come back on the 12th. The boss said before that we must come back before your birthday. Your birthday is on the 14th, right?"

"Yeah." Chen Ran nodded, and turned his attention to Transformers again.

"You know why the boss went to Shanghai, right?" Xiao Dong said suddenly, she felt that she should say something to make Chen Ran happy, after all, isn't that the job the boss entrusted to her.

"I never ask him about work." Chen Ran said lightly.

"It's not all about work," Xiao Dong said, pretending to be mysterious: "He is going to Shanghai to invite a mysterious guest to your birthday party. But that's all I can say. confidential……"

"Do you know that there is a small group of people in the company who are planning your birthday party?" Xiao Dong is indeed not a good person to keep a secret.

"Oh? Is that so?" Chen Ran smiled slightly, her eyes curved beautifully, but the pupils were dark, neither surprised nor delighted.

Xiao Dong couldn't tell, she nodded vigorously, very happy that she could make Chen Ran smile.

……

On the evening of July 7, Shen Yixiu was at a restaurant in Shanghai. He had just met Mark Brooks, a famous cartoonist known as the "Father of Transformers". He had already visited him in the United States a while ago. Finalized the itinerary to invite him to Chen Ran's birthday party.

Shen Yixiu walked out of the restaurant and just got in the car back to the hotel when he received a weather text message on his mobile phone, stating that a strong typhoon will land from the coast of Jiangsu and Zhejiang tomorrow, and Shanghai's land, sea and air transportation may be seriously affected.

He made a decisive decision and told the driver not to go back to the hotel, but to go directly to the airport.When the typhoon came, the flights might be affected within a day or two. He couldn't take the risk, and he had to go back early to make preparations for Chen Ran's birthday.

It seemed that since Chen Ran's birthday last year, nothing was right, and everything was running wildly and out of control in an unknown and dangerous direction.So he almost paranoidly believed that this year's birthday was very important, with some kind of symbolic meaning, as if the clock could be turned back, and he and Chen Ran could also write off all the pain and separation of this year and start everything again.

So there must be no mistakes.

At the same time, at home in Beijing, Chen Ran had just finished making a phone call.The call was to his mother, whom he hadn't contacted for many years.

When he was at the Xishan Villa last winter, he asked Sun Yang to help him check his mother's contact information. Sun Yang quickly gave it to him. no courage.

The content of the phone call was very simple. He thought that he might lose control of his emotions and break down and cry on the phone, but he didn't. He just greeted his mother and her new family members in a slightly choked voice.Then he asked the question he'd been wanting to ask for years:

"Mom, actually, I've always wanted to ask you. After the incident in my sophomore year, I lay in the hospital for two days. Why didn't you visit me? I'm waiting for you, do you know?"

"I...I don't know..." His mother's voice on the phone sounded slightly trembling, jerky and reserved. She had gradually calmed down from the shock when she first received the call, and now she was more confused And not adapting: "I really didn't know what happened at the time... I'm sorry, Ran Ran."

"Oh." Chen Ran smiled lightly.have no idea?It turns out that there are still people in the whole town who don't know about the scandal.

"How are you doing? Ran Ran..." The vicissitudes of life on the other end of the phone continued, but Chen Ran didn't want to hear it any more. There was no need to answer whether you were doing well.

He hung up the phone and went out of the living room to see Xiao Dong half lying on the sofa watching TV, looking sullen.

"What's wrong? Did you quarrel with your boyfriend?" Chen Ran asked.

"No." Xiao Dong sat up straight and enthusiastically patted the place beside him: "Shall we watch TV together?"

"You live in a strange man's house for so many days, does your boyfriend have any objections?" Chen Ran leaned on the door frame, crossed his arms, and asked half-jokingly.

"He...has no objection." Xiao Dong said guiltily.

Chen Ran smiled, and said gently and sincerely: "I suddenly have a craving for the small biscuits from the snack bar outside the community, can you help me buy some?"

"Let's go together." Xiao Dong stood up.

Chen Ran didn't speak. He heard Xiao Dong quarreling with her boyfriend on the phone in the afternoon. Now her boyfriend should be outside the community.

Sure enough, a few seconds later, Xiao Dong said, "Then I'll be back soon."

Chen Ran nodded, and after she went out, she locked the door of the house and inserted the latch.

……

Shen Yixiu went through the procedure of rebooking directly at the airport counter, sent a message to Lin Yihui to ask him to help pack his luggage, and returned to Beijing with the cartoonist as originally planned, and then boarded the nearest plane back to Beijing by himself.

On the plane, he couldn't help but take another look at the birthday present he had prepared for Chen Ran. Although vulgar but very ceremonial, he had a nude pair of Perkin rings.

At the same time, Chen Ran took a blank piece of paper, spread it on the dining table, thought for a long time, and wrote three words: Brother Yixiu.

After writing these three words, he suddenly didn't know what to write, stared at the blank paper for a while, and finally put down the pen.

There was a slight sound from the corner of the living room, Chen Ran looked over there, stood up with the child holding the Transformers, glanced at him, showed a sweet smile that seemed to have encouragement, then walked to the balcony, from The open window turned over and jumped down.

☆, conspiracy

Two days before his 24th birthday, on the eve of his second life cycle, Chen Ran committed suicide by cutting off the arteries in his wrist with a fruit knife in Lilac Apartment where he and Shen Yixiu had lived for five years.

Shen Yixiu returned to Beijing one day earlier due to the typhoon. He called Chen Ran when he got off the plane, but no one answered. He immediately called Xiao Dong who was sent to watch Chen Ran. The phone rang several times, and Xiao Dong finally answered. Hemmed and hawed, she went downstairs to help Chen Ran do some shopping.When Shen Yixiu heard this, he became furious. He asked Xiao Dong how long he had been away, but Xiao Dong didn't dare to speak anymore.

"Go back right now! Call me as soon as you get home!" Shen Yixiu almost shouted into the phone out of control.That vague and ominous premonition lingered in his heart, and he wished he could grow wings and fly to Chen Ran's side immediately, seeing that he was fine.

Fifteen minutes later, Shen Yixiu kept urging the driver in the car, and Xiao Dong finally called: "Boss... I... I can't open the door! I called for a long time, but there was no response..." The girl The tone of her voice had completely changed because of her anxiety and fear. She was crying and talking incoherently, at a loss, completely out of control.

Shen Yixiu closed his eyes and adjusted his breathing, forcing himself to calm down, no matter what, he must not panic now.Instead of scolding the unreliable little assistant, he immediately hung up the phone, called the police, his own bodyguard, and an ambulance.I hope Ran Ran is just asleep, I hope he is just in a bad mood and having a fight, but what should be prepared is better...

When Shen Yixiu finally broke in with a group of people, what he saw was the scene that repeatedly appeared in his future nightmares: Chen Ran lay lifelessly on his side on the carpet, his eyes were closed, his face was pale, and his wrists were bloody. , the wound looked like a blood-stained tattered cotton wool, and the blood that flowed out in large swaths had already soaked the carpet under him.On the coffee table beside him was a scattered pile of pill bottles and pills, along with a piece of paper and a pen.

Shen Yixiu staggered towards him, not even daring to reach out to touch Chen Ran's breath, he just struggled, holding Chen Ran's cold body in his arms, and rushed towards the ambulance downstairs almost mechanically numbly. My mind was completely blank.

It wasn't until Chen Ran was pushed into the operating room that the doctor came out and told him that Chen Ran's condition was very dangerous, his blood loss exceeded 2000CC, and he was in severe shock, but he still had vital signs, and they will do their best... Shen Yixiu finally woke up from a nightmare, He felt a tightness in his chest, his hands and feet trembled a few times, his breath was stuck in his throat, his eyes went dark, and then he didn't know anything.

"Boss Shen?..."

"Mr. Shen? Are you okay?"

"Boss? How are you?"

……

There are cold and dark sea water everywhere, suffocating fear and despair, layers of undeniable, freezing his consciousness and life.

But he couldn't stay where he was, couldn't suffocate in the water, Ran Ran was still waiting for him.

Shen Yixiu opened his eyes suddenly, and finally let out the breath that was stuffy in his chest. There was a dazzling incandescent lamp above his head, surrounded by anxious people...

"Where is Ran Ran? How is he? I want him to live! I want him to live!" Shen Yixiu stumbled, jumped off the makeshift hospital bed, and rushed straight to the operating room where the red light was still on.

"The operation is still going on, boss, be careful!" Sun Yang supported Shen Yixiu, dragged him to the bench next to the operating room and sat down, as soon as he heard the news, he rushed over immediately.

Shen Yixiu looked at the red light above the operating room, his chest heaved violently a few times, and suddenly tears filled his eyes, he seemed a little unsteady in his sitting position, as if he was looking for a support, he leaned his head on Sun Yang's shoulder On the ground, like a wounded child who didn't care about his image at all, he cried: "Sun Yang, tell me, why is he so ruthless..."

……

Sun Yang was speechless, his own heart was still in chaos, mixed with shock, heartache, fear and guilt, the taste was sour and bitter, it flowed out of the heart along with the blood, and immediately filled the eyes and mouth.He had never seen the aloof Shen Yixiu so aggrieved and helpless like a child, it was really pitiful like that.

Sun Yang's stiff body relaxed a little, and he stretched out his hand to pat Shen Yixiu's back twice: "Boss, don't worry too much..." He searched for something to comfort Shen Yixiu, but found that all the words were so pale powerless.

He used to be angry with Shen Yixiu but didn't dare to speak out, but during this time he watched his boss who had been with him for many years become more and more sincere towards Chen Ran, he tried his best to care for and accompany him, silently endured the other's capricious emotions, and even was caught suddenly several times. Chen Ran, who became irritable, was hurt, and he was touched in his heart.Think about it if it is yourself, watching your loved one suffer physically and mentally, but you can't do anything about it, and it is very likely that all this is caused by yourself.That feeling must have been hopeless.

"It's all because of me, it's all my fault." Shen Yixiu sat up straight, his emotions had gradually calmed down, but his deep and beautiful eyes were expressionless at the moment: "I even hope that I never meet I’ve been to him, I don’t want anything, I just want him to live well, it doesn’t matter if he’s by my side or not..."

Sun Yang said with difficulty: "Boss, don't blame yourself too much..."

At this time, a young doctor hurried over from the other end of the corridor, with a strange expression of seriousness and anxiety on his face. He walked up to the two of them, looked at Sun Yang, and then at the distraught Shen Yixiu, hesitant to speak. stop.

Sun Yang understood, stood up, and wanted to pull the doctor aside.

Shen Yixiu suddenly raised his head, his face calmed down a bit: "Tell me, what's the matter, don't avoid me."

"Hmm..." The doctor hesitated, and said cautiously: "Because we were worried that the patient might have taken the medicine indiscriminately before cutting his wrist, we did tests on all the medicines you brought over, and found some... abnormalities."

Shen Yixiu stood up, frowned deeply, and looked frosty: "What's wrong? Tell me quickly!"

"Those drugs, the antidepressant paroxetine hydrochloride, the antimanic lithium carbonate, and even sleeping pills, as well as the stomach medicine that patients take daily, have all been replaced with special vitamins, made exactly the same as the previous pills. Vitamins." Under Shen Yixiu's cold and penetrating gaze, the young doctor's eyes could not help flickering, and his voice became smaller and smaller: Look... Do you want to call the police? "

Shen Yixiu stared at the doctor's terrified face, as if it took a long time to finally understand the meaning of these words, he bent down slightly, pressed his hand heavily on the beating chest, took a deep breath with all his strength, Only then did he manage to suppress his palpitations and trembling: "For now...no need."

Sun Yang could feel the sudden surprise on the man beside him, followed by anger and hostility, like a hurricane that could destroy everything in an instant, making him take half a step back unconsciously.

"How is Chen Ran?" After a while, Shen Yixiu stood up straight and asked the flustered little doctor coldly.

"I... I'll go in and have a look now." The little doctor didn't know the situation, but he was glad to have an excuse to get out of here.

Shen Yixiu watched the little doctor rush into the operating room, standing there motionless like a statue, with no expression on his face, but his eyes were dark, absorbing all the light like a black hole.

Sun Yang stood beside him, countless thoughts rushed through his mind, who did it?Do you want Chen Ran to die silently like this?Chen Ran didn't have any enemies, and Shen Yixiu took care of the only ones he had. What's more, Chen Ran had always been Shen Yixiu's treasure at home and guarded in his palms. Who could do such a continuous and private act of changing dressings quietly? Woolen cloth?

A few minutes later, the door of the operating room opened, and the little doctor ran out with a look of relief and joy on his face: "The blood transfusion was rescued in time, and the patient's life is not in danger, but he is very weak, and I'm afraid he won't wake up for a while... ..."

Shen Yixiu listened, nodded slowly, and said to Sun Yang: "Stay here and watch, Chen Ran will notify me as soon as Chen Ran wakes up, and I will go out." After speaking, he strode towards the outside of the hospital.

☆, new students

When Shen Yixiu returned to his parents' house, it was already midnight, and Zhou Yun hadn't slept yet. She was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, resting her eyes with her eyes closed, twirling a string of Buddhist beads in her hand.The TV was on, very quiet, with commercials playing.

"Where's Dad?" Shen Yixiu walked in and walked straight to Zhou Yun.

"Sleeping." Zhou Yun opened her eyes and glanced at her son calmly: "It's so late, why did you come back suddenly? Have you eaten? Are you hungry?"

Zhou Yun put the string of Buddhist beads back on her wrist, stood up slowly, and said lovingly and calmly, "Let me go and make you something to eat."

"Mom—" Shen Yixiu called her, his cold and solemn voice like a blade seemed to tear something apart: "Chen Ran is still alive."

"Oh. That's good." Zhou Yun narrowed her phoenix eyes slightly, and her pupils shrank unnoticed: "I heard that he committed suicide, right? Isn't he mentally ill? That's nothing strange ..."

"You should be glad he's all right. I won't let him be."

"What do you mean? You haven't been home for so long, and now you come back in the middle of the night and tell me strange things?"

"Chen Ran came back to the city from Xishan Villa last year, and you made every effort to replace the previous nanny. The grand sister recommended by your aunt is definitely yours. The reason why Chen Ran didn't recover from the treatment for a long time is because of him. After returning to my side this time, he hasn't taken a single medicine that he should take. Don't say that you don't know about it. I have already detained the nanny surnamed Sun." Shen Yixiu said clearly and firmly , his chest rose and fell rapidly, and his hands were subconsciously clenched into fists by his side.

After Zhou Yun listened silently, she didn't show any surprise or panic. She just sighed with a wry smile, and said earnestly, "I didn't want him to die. I thought he was always so crazy. You'll see him soon." Will give up, isn't he just your lover? I didn't expect..."

"I didn't expect that I could persist for so long, did you?" Shen Yixiu laughed angrily: "You mean, Chen Ran committed suicide because I didn't give up on him earlier?"

"Then what are you going to do? Are you going to call the police?" Zhou Yun looked at him, and finally showed some weakness and regret in his eyes: "I am also for your own good! You don't get married, I can bear it, you like men, I can bear it, but I can't tolerate you being entangled with a lunatic! Since he stabbed you, I can't bear it anymore. I thought it was over after you broke up, but what happened? You rushed to chase him back, and for him He was injured, and he didn’t even go home to be with him during the Chinese New Year. Is there something wrong with your brain? Because you have nothing, and even his biological parents don’t want him. When? Are you my son?..." Zhou Yun became more and more excited as she spoke, and the calmness she had been trying to maintain was washed away by the surging anger.

"Enough!" Shen Yixiu growled, his eyes filled with bloodshot eyes: "I just came to make it clear to you that I will not call the police because of the bond between mother and child in the past. But the bond between mother and child will come to an end That's it for today. Chen Ran is not my lover, he is my lover. If you hurt him again, it will be the same as hurting me."

Hearing this, Zhou Yun's mouth twitched a few times, and she barely stood firm on the armchair, closed her eyes and was speechless for a long time.

"You'd better ask God to worship Buddha more and bless Chen Ran safely. Otherwise, I won't forgive you in the next life." After Shen Yixiu finished speaking, he glanced at the beads on her mother's wrist, turned and left.

Zhou Yun looked at the back of him leaving, and waited for a long time before she slumped on the chair as if she had lost her soul. Tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and slid down along the shallow wrinkles.

……

When Shen Yixiu returned to the hospital, it was almost four o'clock in the morning. Sun Yang saw his gloomy face that wanted to destroy the whole world, but he didn't dare to ask him where he went.

"Go and have a rest, I'll sit here for a while." Shen Yixiu waved to him wearily, and then asked the doctor next to him: "How's the situation?"

The doctor also had a troubled look on his face, and said forcefully: "The operation is over, the condition is stable, and now the ICU is continuing to observe. It's just..." He hesitated for a while, and said as calmly as possible: "The time of hemorrhagic shock is too long, the patient's brain It’s hard to say whether there will be sequelae after waking up, compared with multiple organ ischemia and hypoxia for a long time.”

Shen Yixiu froze for a moment, forced himself to nod his head, said thank you to the doctor, and then sat on the bench without speaking or moving.

Sun Yang nodded to the doctors and nurses, indicating that they should all be busy with their own work, and then he sat on the side and closed his eyes exhausted.

……

Shen Yixiu has never believed in gods and Buddhas in his life. He has always been proud and conceited, thinking that believing in gods and Buddhas is better than believing in himself, but Mr. Shen, who has always been conceited, is on this ordinary summer night, watching the sky break dawn, while knowing himself All the gods in my mind were pulled out and begged again.

The Virgin Mary of Jesus Christ, Shakyamuni Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, the Supreme Lord, the Almighty True-Lord, the God in everyone's mouth, he worshiped them all in turn many times, and only asked for one thing, let Chen Ran be well Wake up, from now on, life will be healthy and safe.

Seeing the dawn and the dark again, Shen Yixiu felt that he was very familiar with these gods who hadn't dealt with them for more than 30 years, so familiar that they could visit each other.Chen Ran finally woke up.

He woke up, but he didn't dare to see him.What do you say?Tell him the truth?Tell him about your suicide. In fact, you don’t blame yourself. It was my own mother who changed all the medicines you took. I have always suspected that you thought you were deliberately killing me and slapped you for it. , now that you're awake, can you forgive me and make up with me?Shall we live a good life together in the future?

Shen Yixiu himself thought it was ridiculous, but he couldn't cry or laugh, he stood blankly at the door of Chen Ran's ward, unable to take a step out.

Instead, Sun Yang went in to have a look, and came out to tell him that Chen Ran wanted to see him.

Shen Yixiu was a little flattered, he sorted out his chaotic emotions, and wondered whether he was in a particularly embarrassing state now?Will Ran Ran find him annoying when she sees him?

It wasn't until Sun Yang pushed him lightly again that he forced a smile and walked into the ward.

"Ran Ran..." Shen Yixiu called out tentatively as he stood two steps away from the bed.

Chen Ran moved slightly, and opened his eyes. His eyes were as ignorant and clear as a child's, with a naivety of ignorance of the world, but a little bit of insight into everything.He tilted his head to look at Shen Yixiu, and smiled slightly. All the flowers, birds, river sounds, and insects in summer seemed to lose their color at this moment.

There seemed to be a little embarrassment in Chen Ran's smile, he spoke in a low voice, his voice sounded weak, Shen Yixiu leaned closer to his mouth, and only then did he hear what he said: "Brother Yixiu, I'm sorry for causing you trouble again gone."

Shen Yixiu couldn't hold it back, tears came out of his eyes, he choked up and said repeatedly: "No, it's me... I'm sorry, Ran Ran, I'm really sorry for you..."

"I feel so useless, why didn't I even die?" Chen Ran laughed at himself, "But when I woke up just now, I was a little happy to see the moon in the sky. That night, I felt that I had thought clearly. But I really did it, and regretted it again, it felt too uncomfortable, painful and cold, but regretting at that time was useless... Thank you, you saved me... Am I..." Chen Ran frowned slightly, twisting She twisted her body: "Extremely hypocritical?"

"Ran Ran, don't think so much, just don't talk so much." Shen Yixiu felt that his heart was about to die of pain. He sat beside Chen Ran, holding his uninjured hand: "Would you like Why don't you eat and sleep for a while?"

Chen Ran nodded feebly, but held his hand tightly: "Will you be here tonight? I'm a little scared."

"I'm here, I've always been here." Shen Yixiu kissed Chen Ran's forehead, and whispered in his ear with a vibrato.

……

The next day, Chen Ran was transferred from the ICU to the general intensive care unit. He was asleep most of the time. When he was awake, he would chat casually with Shen Yixiu. At night, Shen Yixiu changed his clothes and lay directly on Chen Ran's hospital bed. He carefully straightened the thread of the hanging needle, let Chen Ran lie on his side, put his left hand wrapped like a rice dumpling flat, and then hugged his thin body from behind.

"I'll coax you to sleep, okay. I'll go to the other bed when you fall asleep." Shen Yixiu kissed Chen Ran's neck, and lightly bit his ear.

Chen Ran was tickled, smiled lightly, and asked shyly, "Do I have a strange smell?"

"No. It smells good." Shen Yixiu sniffed his neck on purpose: "You have a milk smell on your body, like a newborn baby. Didn't I tell you? I really like this smell on you. "

"Really?" Chen Ran lowered her head and sniffed, but she didn't smell anything.

"Tomorrow is your 24th birthday, Ran Ran."

"Well. I heard you even prepared a birthday party for me? Unfortunately, I can't go."

"Yeah. I hired your favorite band, the 'Backyard Boys', they all disbanded, and it was hard to find it. And the best cosplay team, movie stuntmen, they will dress up as you like in the manga The superheroes, captain america, iron man...if you hadn't said you didn't like robert downey jr, i would have brought real people, and transformers, i had mark brooks...tomorrow we're still on schedule , invite them all to the ward to celebrate your birthday, okay?"

"En." Chen Ran replied vaguely, her breathing gradually became steady and long, and she fell asleep in Shen Yixiu's arms.

Shen Yixiu didn't feel sleepy at all. He hadn't closed his eyes for two days and two nights. As soon as he closed his eyes, he saw the picture of Chen Ran lying in a pool of blood, and the white paper with only three words written on it was stained with blood. It is impossible to imagine what kind of mood Chen Ran felt when he wrote the three words "Brother Yixiu". He must have something to say to himself, but in the end he didn't say it until the blood vessel was cut.

The author has something to say: Thank you Chacha, baby cat, Passerby A for your message in the last chapter, thank you to those who are still reading this article, the countdown to the end of the article is basically entered, I think I can continue hold on~~~

☆, mind

On Chen Ran's birthday, the weather was fine, the sky was clear and cloudless, and the warm sunlight passed through the clear windows and sprinkled unreservedly in every corner of the room, making the ward full of medicine and disinfectant smell Brighten up.

When Chen Ran opened his eyes, he found that the ward had been rearranged. Fresh roses, lilies, carnations and daisies were made into various shapes and piled up on his bedside and window sill, matched with balloons and daisies. Cartoon toys and movie peripherals are dotted in every corner of the room, and four framed comics are hung on the opposite wall. The paintings are cool and full of dreamlike imagination. Holding a word in a weird and funny pose, together it is "Happy Birthday".

Chen Ran couldn't help laughing when he saw the big "日" character on Captain Meitu's shield.

Shen Yixiu also laughed. He got up early in the morning and went back to dress up. Although he couldn't completely cover up the physical and mental exhaustion of the past few days, he still regained some sense of the existence of a male god in his prime.

Chen Ran looked at him with sparkling eyes, revealing the surprised and shy expression of a little fan when he saw his idol.He doesn't know what's wrong, maybe it's because his body is weak and his thinking is a little slow, maybe it's because of the repeated emotional problems in the past few months that made his brain unable to turn around. It is very simple and direct, like a child, all the moments of emotional generation will be expressed through words and expressions, and the brain has no time to cover up and modify.

Shen Yixiu looked at his pair of shining star eyes, felt a soft pain in his heart, walked up to him, and scratched his nose: "What's wrong?"

"You are very handsome today." Chen Ran said with a smile, the small and delicate pear dimples are like two small whirlpools.

"Really? You didn't say that more than five times. Why am I so excited." Shen Yixiu hugged him with a smile, and pressed a kiss on his head: "Happy birthday, Ran Ran."

After noon, Chen Ran was in good spirits, and people in the ward came to visit him one after another with birthday gifts, Lin Yihui and Weekend, Sun Yang and his fiancée, as well as employees of Xingyi Company, contracted celebrities big and small, Chen Ran's room The manager and staff of the coffee shop, and even a small number of students and friends from B University that Chen Ran knew, and the rich second-generation people who played with him later, some of them Chen Ran can't call their names anymore, and I don't know how Shen Yixiu put them together. So many people from all backgrounds were recruited.

In the evening, Shen Yixiu was going to take Chen Ran out of the ward, and go to the scene of the birthday dinner arranged in the conference room of the hospital.

"I can walk, don't hug me!" Chen Ran had already changed his clothes, he didn't pay attention, Shen Yixiu hugged him from behind, Chen Ran was startled, her feet had already left the ground, and she was hugged by Shen Yixiu Walking out of the ward, he blushed immediately in embarrassment: "Put me down quickly!" Chen Ran struggled a bit, it was not too far from the ward to the meeting place, but there were people coming and going, he rubbed against Shen Yixiu's arms , said embarrassedly: "Please, this is too embarrassing."

Shen Yixiu looked at his blush cheeks, smiled dotingly, and no longer forced himself, gently put him on the ground, took his hand and walked forward.

Flowers, music, delicious food and wine, big stars from all walks of life, wonderful performances and special guests, Chen Ran, a 24-year-old "superhero" theme birthday party, was sweet and warm. He was smiling all the way, and he was very happy from the bottom of his heart , feeling like body and soul are floating on a sea of ​​foam.

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