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Bringing it home is giving someone a living target.
Chen Ran smiled and said nothing, and watched Shen Yixiu go out.
……
Chen Ran had nothing to do, so he just called a car and went straight to the care center to see Sisi. He had told Shen Yixiu that he wanted to visit Sisi during the Chinese New Year, but Shen Yixiu didn't seem very happy at the time, and only said to go with him for a few days .But Chen Ran didn't want to wait a day anymore. He had someone to accompany him for the New Year, but Sisi didn't. Although there were teachers and other children, it was different after all.
When Chen Ran arrived, Sisi was drawing in the room. The little beauty was wearing a black sweater and a red cotton dress, looking warm and festive.
Sisi expressed her greatest enthusiasm for his arrival, pointed to a small stool in front of the small desk, smiled slightly, and said, "Sit."
So Chen Ran sat beside her obediently, watched her draw, and asked her casually about things in life, things between children, some questions Sisi would answer with simple sentences, and some questions were like rice grains dropped after eating The same, was directly ignored.
Chen Ran didn't take it seriously, and started talking to himself after asking.
"Sisi, do you think Brother Yixiu is okay?" Although Sisi called Shen Yixiu's brother felt that her seniority was a little messy, but the little girl has been called Ran Ran's brother since she met Chen Ran. So called down.
"Not good." Sisi answered quickly this time, almost rushing to answer.
"Why?" Chen Ran was not too surprised by this answer, but was a little dumbfounded.
Tian Sisi stopped answering and frowned, as if thinking about something unpleasant.
"Brother Yixiu and I quarreled, do you think we should make up?" Chen Ran asked again after a while, he didn't expect Sisi to answer him, and he didn't even think Sisi could understand their relationship.
"It shouldn't be." But Sisi replied firmly: "He treats you badly."
Chen Ran smiled, and patiently explained: "It was not good in the past, but now..." He lowered his head and glanced at the paintings spread out on the table, but this casual glance made Chen Ran stop talking, followed by a while. The blood was rushing up, his eyes were black, he stood up from the stool suddenly, and the small stool fell to the ground behind him with a bang.
I didn’t notice it just now, Sisi has been drawing some messy things, and she hasn’t finished the painting. It looks like indoor furniture, very abstract tables, stools, beds, etc., but Chen Ran looked at it again, and Sisi’s painting has already disappeared. It was basically completed, and there was a man on the bed in the upper right corner of the picture. Although the painting didn't look very similar, Chen Ran could tell at a glance that it was a fat man with no hair, and it was white and hairless.
"Sisi, what are you drawing?" Chen Ran's voice trembled a little, he pressed his chest, hoping that he just overreacted, Sisi might just accidentally saw some TV movie footage or a picture in a book...
"Home and Dad." Sisi said.
"Why did you suddenly draw Dad?" Chen Ran felt that the air around him was suddenly emptied. He felt that his heart and lungs were overwhelmed, and it was very likely that his body would explode under such a strong air pressure difference in the next second.
"Because I saw him."
"When?"
"some days ago."
"Where did you see Dad?"
"Teacher's office," Sisi said, "brother Yixiu is also there."
☆, at a loss
Shen Yixiu was at the old man's side to gossip with his relatives who he didn't see once a year and a half, and Zhou Yun was also there.But the mother and son didn't say a word to each other, they didn't even touch their eyes, Shen Yixiu wanted to apologize and coax his mother, but Zhou Yun didn't give him this chance, his face was as cold as ice, and even the wrinkles on his forehead seemed to be extraordinarily deep deep.
Shen Yixiu can't help it, Chen Ran has to take his time, and there is still a long way to go before the goal of bringing him home during the Chinese New Year next year.
Suddenly the phone beeped, these days it was all for him to pay New Year's greetings, Shen Yixiu didn't want to read it at first, but also wondered what Chen Ran was doing at home, he was afraid it was from him, so he quickly picked it up and opened it.
Sure enough, it was from Ran Ran, Shen Yixiu slightly bent his mouth, and saw that the message said: I'm going to the rental house to pack my things, and I'll move back tonight.Are you coming back tonight?
For a moment, Shen Yixiu thought he had read it wrong, and then read it carefully word by word, and couldn't help laughing, but when he smiled, his face froze, even though he was very confident in chasing Chen Ran back. Yes, but this...isn't it a bit too sudden?
Ran Ran of their family would not be so proactive... Shen Yixiu thought about it, stood up and wanted to say hello to the elders and left.Zhou Yun was chatting with the old man, peeled a small tangerine affectionately and respectfully, and handed it to the old man.
"Grandpa, Mom, I..." Before he finished speaking, Mr. Shen put down the phone in his hand, and he was asking Zhou Yun to teach him how to send red envelopes with WeChat.
"Let's go after dinner." The old man took off his reading glasses, looked up at Shen Yixiu, and said slowly.
Shen Yixiu stood with his hands down, and it took a long time before he nodded.He sent Chen Ran a message: Go back later, don't go today, I will clean up with you tomorrow.
But when he finally finished attending the family banquet absent-mindedly, he hurried back to Dingxiang's apartment and looked into Chen Ran's room from downstairs, only to find that the lights were not turned on in the pitch-black space.
While going upstairs, Shen Yixiu called Chen Ran, but no one answered.He hung up the phone irritably, came out of the elevator, and unexpectedly saw Chen Ran sitting at the door of his house, with his head buried in his knees and a suitcase beside him.
"Ran Ran? What's the matter? Didn't you wear the key?" Shen Yixiu glanced at the suitcase and frowned suspiciously: "Didn't it mean that we will go together tomorrow..."
"How long have you been waiting? Why didn't you call me?" It was quite cold in the corridor, Shen Yixiu walked over distressedly, trying to help Chen Ran up.
Chen Ran raised his head and met Shen Yixiu's eyes.
The lights in the corridor flickered. There was something wrong with this light recently, and no one came to fix it in time for the Chinese New Year.
Chen Ran's pale face was obscured by the flickering light, a hazy glint appeared in the dark pupils, and the sockets of his eyes were red.
"Well, I didn't bring the key. I forgot to put the key you gave me back on the keychain." Chen Ran's voice was very flat, even a little indifferent.
Shen Yixiu couldn't tell what was weird about Chen Ran, he just felt that something was wrong.
He pulled Chen Ran up from the ground, and the moment the skins of the two touched, Shen Yixiu froze, and the key stopped in midair.Chen Ran must have been sitting outside for a long time, and when he just stood up, his body was shaking a little, so his hands should be cold, but the hand Shen Yixiu held was scorching hot, and the temperature was already scary.
"Ran Ran, what's wrong with you? Why do you have a fever?" Shen Yixiu immediately went to touch Chen Ran's forehead, Chen Ran subconsciously hid, Shen Yixiu blamed himself for a burst of heartache, he must have caught a cold after waiting outside for too long.
"Brother Yixiu," Chen Ran called him, his legs went limp, and he fell into his arms: "I was wrong."
……
Shen Yixiu's heart was in confusion, is Ran Ran confused?He hurriedly carried the unconscious Chen Ran back to the room, and immediately called the doctor.
"Ran Ran, do you want some water?" Shen Yixiu poured a glass of warm water, inserted a straw into the glass, gently pushed Chen Ran, and brought it to his mouth.
Chen Ran moved and opened his eyes blankly. He stared blankly at Shen Yixiu for a few seconds, as if he realized who the man in front of him was and what relationship he had with him.
"I was really wrong." Chen Ran said in a voice that was so suppressed and hoarse that he couldn't bear to hear: "I will never mention breaking up again, I am back. Can you not send Sisi away?"
"What are you talking about? Where did you go today?" Shen Yixiu frowned slightly, his tone was cold and flustered.
Chen Ran looked at him without saying a word.
"You misunderstood, Ran Ran." Shen Yixiu was keenly aware of what happened, but how could it be?He had already greeted the people in the care center, and they would never talk nonsense.
But it's useless to pursue this now. He felt aggrieved and was eager to defend himself: "I didn't find Sisi's biological father, I sent him away."
But Chen Ran didn't seem to be listening to him at all, he closed his eyes and exhaled very slowly.
"Are you listening? Ran Ran?" Shen Yixiu was a little anxious, wishing he could drag Chen Ran up from the bed and shout in his ear.
Chen Ran opened his eyes in a daze, and looked at the person in front of him. He could see the panic and pain on his expression, and could hear his hoarse and trembling voice, but he just couldn't tell what he was talking about.Consciousness seemed to be thrown into the dark deep sea, torn into pieces in the dark and turbulent ocean currents, and washed away mercilessly.
"I really didn't! It was my mother who brought her here! I won't send Sisi away. I swear!" Shen Yixiu held Chen Ran's hand tightly, put his hot hand to his mouth, Kissing nervously and eagerly, as if the intimate gesture would relieve his anxiety that had nowhere to rest.
Sisi?Sisi!Fragments of consciousness hesitated to capture such a familiar name, Chen Ran felt that it was probably very important, and the person in front of him was the master of everything, life and death were at stake, and he had to please him.
Chen Ran suddenly turned over, half-knelt on the edge of the bed, pulled Shen Yixiu's hand into his clothes, his eyes were loose and empty, and he said vaguely and eagerly: "I was really wrong, what do you want to do?" Yes? You want this, don't you?"
Shen Yixiu was stunned for a moment, then he tried his best to break free from Chen Ran's hand, and said with a broken heart: "What's wrong with you? Ran Ran!" He suddenly thought of the day when Chen Ran stabbed him with a knife in Xishan Villa, his eyes were also so distressed and dazed.
"Isn't that right? Then you want this?" Chen Ran reached out to pull his zipper, and leaned over.
Shen Yixiu stood up abruptly, took two quick steps back, bumped into the wardrobe behind him, and made a muffled bang: "Ran Ran, calm down..."
At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, Shen Yixiu let out a long breath, and went to open the door for the doctor with a steady mind, even feeling relieved at an inappropriate time.This sudden accident made him unable to take measures, and he was completely unable to deal with it for a while.
……
After Chen Ran arrived at the hospital, she suffered from repeated fevers for a day and a night before finally waking up.When he woke up, Shen Yixiu was there, Lin Yihui was there, and Teacher Luo from the Care Center was also there.
Seeing that he woke up, Shen Yixiu immediately mobilized his exhausted body and facial features, leaned forward slightly, and showed a peaceful and warm smile: "Ran Ran, you finally woke up, we have been waiting for you for a long time. Things are not what you think, I want to give you Explain clearly..."
Lin Yihui glanced at Chen Ran, sighed, and said reluctantly: "Teacher Zhou asked me about Sisi a few years ago, and I didn't know what she was going to do, so I probably told her... I'm sorry. , Ran Ran. Don't misunderstand you brother Yixiu."
Luo Qian looked at Chen Ran with concern, and said cautiously: "Father Tian did come to see Sisi later, and even made a fuss about doing a paternity test, but we notified Mr. Shen immediately, and we didn't let him see Sisi. , Mr. Shen never said that he would send Sisi away... Don't worry, I have taken Sisi for several years, and I will protect her... Would you like to call Sisi? She is fine. "
Chen Ran looked at them in bewilderment. He had just woken up, and his sanity was not clear at first. He suddenly heard these people get angry and said so many words, and he couldn't react immediately.
"Are... are you okay?" Shen Yixiu frowned deeply. If Chen Ran still couldn't understand what they said the night before, then he would definitely collapse on the spot.
Everyone was waiting for Chen Ran to speak, and there was silence in the ward, as if time had stood still.
"You guys... go out first." After maybe a century, Chen Ran finally said, "I see."
Lin Yihui and Luo Qian escaped from the ward, Shen Yixiu was still hesitating whether the "you" Chen Ran mentioned included him.
"Brother Yixiu, I want to ask you something."
Chen Ran dispelled his confusion and lit a little expectation in his heart.
"What? Say it."
"If there was no nightclub incident, I would not agree to reconcile with you. What would you do? If we reconciled, but I did something wrong in the future, and it didn't go according to your wishes, what would you do? What are you going to do?" Chen Ran stared deeply at Shen Yixiu, his eyes were clear and even a little compassionate, because of the fever, his cheeks were still slightly flushed, and there was a slight mist in his eyes.
"I..." Shen Yixiu has always believed that even if he is not extremely smart or scheming, he is definitely a dual business online. Of course he knows how to answer now is the best choice, but when the ready-made answer came to his lips, he vomited not come out.
His momentary hesitation and panic could not be hidden under Chen Ran's penetrating gaze, and the words he wanted to utter were stuck in his mouth, turning into a swallowing movement at a loss, his Adam's apple slipped up and down, and his whole body froze there.
Yes, he thought about it, he couldn't deny it, Chen Ran didn't wrong him.
Chen Ran smiled wryly, with an expected sense of relief. In fact, they all understood why Shen Yixiu agreed to take care of Sisi in the first place, even if no one said it clearly.Why did you keep the little girl not far or near all these years.Why is Chen Ran allowed to visit, but he is absolutely not allowed to have any decision-making power.Isn't he just using this to control Chen Ran when he really needs it, when he is "forced"?
Even Shen Yixiu himself is unwilling to admit it until now.But he did clearly know that the little girl who lost her mother because of Chen Ran was the weakness that Chen Ran could not escape in this life.
"I understand. I will come back to you. As for whether I can satisfy you, I can only say that I will do my best." Chen Ran said flatly, her voice sounded a little weak: "Wait until you get tired of me. One day, if you want to give me money at that time, I will take it and take Sisi away. I am waiting for that day."
☆, heart disease
Chen Ran did what he said, and he did obediently return to Shen Yixiu's side, but both he and Shen Yixiu knew in their hearts that going around was nothing but returning to the starting point, even worse than the starting point.
On the surface, Shen Yixiu had won. He successfully recovered his little lover who had left unexpectedly, so this matter could only be regarded as a small episode in his love history, a small adjustment.But in fact, only he knows how badly he lost. Although Chen Ran is here, his heart is already dead, so how is he different from having a moving and talking inflatable doll?
This absurd idea made Shen Yixiu feel terrified and ashamed, and even made him dare not touch Chen Ran for a long time.
Chen Ran didn't care, on the contrary, he felt a sense of cruel self-exile, at least better than Shen Yixiu's painstaking efforts to treat him, he was much more relaxed when he hesitated.Just like the seven days when he escaped for the first time a few years ago, Shen Yixiu forced him to panic and fear, and finally he was forced to go home. Instead, he was relieved, because he had no choice anyway, who would not know how to resign himself to fate.
Compared with the delicate situation where these two people have their own thoughts, in fact, more serious problems are imminent. Spring comes and spring goes, and as time goes by, Chen Ran's mental state is getting worse and worse.
In fact, since Shen Yixiu locked Chen Ran in the Xishan Villa, Chen Ran began to take sleeping pills and antidepressants for a long time. After he left for a period of time, the medicine basically stopped. Now that he came back, Shen Yixiu naturally found him again. The most authoritative psychologist and psychiatrist watched him take medicine and go to treatment on time.
But it was useless, and Chen Ran refused to cooperate and refused to talk to the doctor.If you don't stare at him, he won't take medicine, and Shen Yixiu can't watch him 24 hours a day. Just when he said that he wanted the nanny to live at home, Chen Ran refused in a loud cry, and said that it would be okay for you, Ran Ran. I still live in a villa, and it will be more lively if someone takes care of it.
But Chen Ran rebounded even more. Not only did he cry loudly, he jumped onto the windowsill and said to Shen Yixiu while crying, "If you lock me up again, or send someone to monitor me, I will jump off the building."
Shen Yixiu had no choice but to give up and stay at home with him as much as possible.
In the beginning, Chen Ran was just insomnia and depressed. Shen Yixiu felt that he could barely handle it, and tried his best to take care of, accompany and comfort Chen Ran. At night, Chen Ran couldn't fall asleep. He lay beside Chen Ran, giving Chen Ran a head massage, lightly Patting him on the back, he coaxed him for most of the night. When Chen Ran finally fell asleep, he went to sleep in another room lightly, because Chen Ran had already arrived and would wake up if there was any movement. It's impossible to turn over.
But later Chen Ran became very irritable and irritable, and when the doctor diagnosed him with bipolar disorder, Shen Yixiu was really exhausted and couldn't hold on anymore.He doesn't have to do everything by himself, and he is a proud son of heaven who is full of stars wherever he goes. He has to endure Chen Ran's moody and bad temper every day when he comes home. Chen Ran seems to be a completely changed person, sometimes sitting blankly Not talking all day or playing games continuously without eating, and sometimes quarreling with him for no reason and throwing things to drive him out of the house.
Shen Yixiu felt that he was probably not far from bipolar disorder.
In order to monitor Chen Ran's life at home and prevent him from doing any irreversible actions, Shen Yixiu asked someone to secretly install a camera at home, even on his mobile phone, Chen Ran found out for some reason, anyway, that day Shen Yixiu When he returned home, he was shocked and angrily found that Chen Ran had changed the lock of the house.
He frantically rang the doorbell and knocked on the door, but Chen Ran didn't open it, and Chen Ran didn't answer the phone. He stood at the door, suppressed the urge to light the house with a torch, and called the master who opened the lock.
So, that poor door, which had been slammed countless times recently, had its lock changed twice in one day.
An hour later, Shen Yixiu finally entered his house with a livid face. The room was filled with a strong and choking smell of smoke. Chen Ran was playing games in the study as if nothing had happened. The sound, the sound of metal clanging has nothing to do with him.
Chen Ran quickly typed on the keyboard with one hand, and held the mouse with the other hand. There was still a cigarette between his fingers. The ash fell on the table and the keyboard was everywhere. The ashtray beside him was already full of cigarette butts.
Shen Yixiu took two steps to snatch the cigarette from Chen Ran's hand, and said sharply with red eyes: "Do you want to lose your throat? Smoke so much!"
Chen Ran was still staring at the computer screen, his hands crackling, as if he didn't hear the roar, and didn't see a big living person standing in front of him.
Shen Yixiu pulled out the main power cord.
Chen Ran looked at the screen that went black in an instant, and tapped the keyboard a few times out of inertia, then jumped up from the chair, picked up the ashtray at hand, threw it at Shen Yixiu forcefully, and shouted angrily: "You What the hell are you doing?!"
Shen Yixiu raised his hand to block it, and the ashtray hit his knuckles hard, causing him to frown in pain, and the cigarette butts and ash inside scattered all over his body.
"Did you do it on purpose? Chen Ran!" Shen Yixiu stepped forward and grabbed Chen Ran by his hair and dragged him out of the study, ignoring his kicks and beatings, and pushed him into the bathroom: "The smell of cigarettes is so disgusting, are you Don’t you play games all day? How dare you change the lock?! You’re going to turn the world upside down!”
He peeled off Chen Ran's smoke-smelling pajamas, pushed him under the shower, and suddenly turned on the shower to the maximum. The water that came out of the shower was icy cold at first, so he just poured Chen Ran over his head and face. All over, Chen Ran screamed and wanted to hide aside, but Shen Yixiu pushed him against the wall and did not let him move.
"Do you know what's wrong?" Shen Yixiu asked coldly after being drenched all over.
At this time, the water that was washed down had become warmer, but Chen Ran's body was still shaking. He struggled twice, but he couldn't break away from Shen Yixiu's hand. He was short of breath for a while, and his body seemed to be out of control of the brain, and the brain itself seemed to have lost it. Control, like an out-of-control little beast, slammed into the wall.
Shen Yixiu reacted quickly enough, pulled him back with one hand, and put his hand on the cold tiles. Chen Ran's head hit his palm hard, with such force that Shen Yixiu's hand felt a sharp pain.
If it hit the wall, Chen Ran would definitely have a concussion.
"I did it on purpose! Why don't you let me go when you're bored!" Chen Ran put his head against Shen Yixiu's hand, and bumped it twice unwillingly: "Why don't you let me die!"
Shen Yixiu pulled him back abruptly and pressed him against the sink.
Chen Ran struggled to look up, and saw herself in a mess in the mirror. She was naked, her messy hair was dripping wet, her skin was dull due to long-term lack of sleep, her eyes were bloodshot, and her eye sockets were swollen and crowded. The eyes became smaller, the fundus of the eyes was black and white, and a layer of white skin appeared on the lips, which were wrinkled after being soaked in water, which was really ugly.
He also saw from the mirror that Shen Yixiu was standing behind him, unbuttoning his shirt one by one, the handsome and extraordinary face he was familiar with was gloomy and dangerous, it seemed that he was really angry with him.
A contemptuous and self-deprecating smile appeared on Chen Ran's face, and a strange pleasure of revenge and self-torture arose in his heart, although he himself didn't know what he wanted to take revenge on Shen Yixiu.
He stared at Shen Yixiu unblinkingly from the mirror: "Can you bear my ghostly appearance? You really can't pick it now."
That kind of smile and those fluffy words shocked Shen Yixiu, causing him to immediately stop his hands to take off his clothes. He was really out of breath just now, and the desire and anger that he had endured for so many days were intertwined and entangled in his body. It turned into a scalding fire net, burning him almost to the point of losing his mind, he wanted to punish Chen Ran for watching him hurt, listening to him begging for mercy and saying that he was wrong...
But it was obvious that Chen Ran was not afraid of him, and Chen Ran even hoped that he would do so, so that their relationship would become even more corrupt and irreparable.
Shen Yixiu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then opened his eyes and exhaled the sour and hot turbid air between his chest and lungs.
Forget it, he said to himself, don't bother with a patient, and what he promised, he will never force or hurt Ran Ran again.
He let go of Chen Ran, stood up straight, opened the door and walked out, and said in a low voice, "Take a good bath yourself. Come out to eat after washing. I'll wait for you in the living room."
Chen Ran's tense body softened, and she slid down against the washstand as if losing strength, feeling dizzy for a while.
In fact, I don't want to do this either, but I can't control myself.Chen Ran stared at the pale light on the ceiling and the water droplets that condensed on the tiles and finally couldn't bear the gravity and dripped down. His dry eyes were gradually filled with tears.
He really doesn't know how to explain his feelings to Shen Yixiu, it seems that there are some strings in his heart, connecting life, joy, sadness and various emotions, and now a willful little devil lives in him, the little devil holds a sword, shows off his might with his teeth and claws , Those strings were cut off one by one.
He had to find something to do, and he couldn't stop. Once he stopped, he would be forced to face the battlefield and gunpowder smoke in his heart. He was powerless to resist, and could only watch the ferocious demon cut those strings.And he knew that after all the strings were broken, something more terrifying would definitely happen.
……
After that day, Chen Ran'an was separated for a while, at least in Shen Yixiu's eyes, he stopped playing games all day long, smoked several packs of cigarettes a day, took medicine on time, and managed to sleep until dawn.
Shen Yixiu felt relieved, he had already had too many things to deal with at work, he hadn't done promotions or accepted events in the past six months, except for one movie with his name on it, but he only followed a half of the movies that were released and failed miserably at the box office Besides, there is not a single new work.The stock price of Xingyi fell steadily with the failure of the movie box office and his disappearance from the world. Various media gossips and speculations continued.To put it bluntly, I pieced together the misty gossip and gossip in the past year, and made up many stories about old wine in new bottles, such as "deeply trapped in a same-sex triangle sadomasochism", and "again with Xu Yuan". They broke up because they were found out about the illegitimate daughter scandal", and even more exaggerated, "Shen Yixiu was suspected of having an affair with a top celebrity in the gay circle, and after being tricked into drug dealing, he retaliated crazily"... and so on.
It's hard for Lin Yihui and Sun Yang.
So after Chen Ran's situation improved a bit, Lin Yihui dragged Shen Yixiu to the United States to discuss a new project with a film company in Hollywood.Shen Yixiu comforted Chen Ran for several days, and left Sun Yang who was supposed to go with him, telling him to go to Dingxiang Apartment to see Chen Ran if he had nothing to do, but he couldn't make Chen Ran feel that he was being watched. When Ran goes out, he must send someone to follow him, but he must follow him from a distance, and he must not be discovered.
Sun Yang has one head and two big ones.
Shen Yixiu also specially met with the current nanny, Sun Jie, and gave her a bonus in advance, and gave her a nutritional menu and Chen Ran's taste taboos, asking her to come and cook for Chen Ran on time every day, and pay attention to the way Methodically watching him eat and take medicine on time...
Boss Shen Da finished his work, and finally boarded the plane with Lin Yihui.
However, when he was in the United States, Chen Ran's so-called improvement did not last. Chen Ran really stopped messing around at home. He started to go outside to mess around. Ran ran into a few misfortunes.He didn't dare to tell Shen Yixiu directly, so he could only tell Lin Yihui. In order to let his boss work with peace of mind, Lin Yihui pretended that the signal on the overseas phone was not good, and pretended that his ears were not good because he was old, and kept talking to Sun Yang. "Hey, hey, oh, I can't hear you clearly, that's it..."
It wasn't until Chen Ran raced with a few rich second generations, the police took him away and detained him, and the media took pictures of him for news. Shen Yixiu saw the gray Lamborghini in the photo, and finally realized that he had to go back and take care of Chen Ran.
He directly pushed away Lin Yihui who wanted to say something, left the venue, and booked the fastest ticket to fly back to China.
The author has something to say: I'm finally going to pick up the beginning, and there is no outline to engage in Mao's flashbacks. After a lot of hard work, it took me a few days to get back, /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
☆, decision
In the early morning of July, the first-class flight from Beijing to Shanghai.
"Please reconfirm that your seat belt is fastened, our plane is about to take off..."
Lin Yihui admired the delicate face and elegant figure of the beautiful stewardess for a while, checked his seat belt very obediently, then turned his head to look at Shen Yixiu, and found that his boss was staring out the window at the runway with a tired face.He sighed helplessly, stretched out his hand to help Shen Yixiu fasten his seat belt, coughed lightly and asked, "What's the matter? I heard that you had a fight with Chen Ran again last night? Did you do it?"
Shen Yixiu withdrew his gaze, stared at his right hand for a while, and hummed indifferently.
Lin Yihui didn't say anything more, if Shen Yixiu wanted to say it, he wouldn't be polite to him, if he didn't want to say it, it would be useless for him to ask any more.
Sure enough, within a minute, Shen Yixiu seemed to wake up suddenly from a dream, took a deep breath, looked at Lin Yihui and called out: "Brother Hui..."
Lin Yihui breathed a sigh of relief, immediately put down the magazine in his hand, propped his head up and pretended to listen carefully.
"I really don't know what to do. Chen Ran has gone too far recently. Sun Yang and I brought him out from the underground casino yesterday. I was also short-tempered and couldn't hold back..." Shen Yixiu frowned deeply, deep His facial features became more and more sharp like sculptures.If it wasn't for Lin Yihui, if it wasn't for being really depressed, it would be hard to imagine that Boss Shen Da would say such a tone of "the little daughter-in-law at home complains that her husband doesn't come home every day".
Lin Yihui raised his eyebrows, but he wasn't surprised, he could accept whatever Shen Yixiu said in front of him.
"I'm also surprised. You said that since Chen Ran came back in March, the two of you have been arguing for three days and two days. Chen Ran repeatedly played tricks to die. It's all because of psychological problems? His illness has not been seen at all. okay?"
Lin Yihui's tone was obviously not kind. In his heart, consciously or unconsciously, he felt that there was nothing wrong with Chen Ran, maybe he was just playing tricks.In the past, Chen Ran would die to watch the fun, and it would be best for the two to break up, but now he can see that Shen Yixiu really has a heart for Chen Ran, this period of time is simply the darkest period in Shen Yixiu's life During the period, of course, he couldn't help but feel sorry for the boss and his good brother, and he felt a little bit apologetic for him.
Shen Yixiu let out a long sigh, and even looked sad: "I'm also surprised, I've changed several doctors, and I've been taking the medicine, but it just doesn't help. The poor effect of those mood-suppressing medicines can also be said to be due to the complicated situation. , but now even sleeping pills are completely useless to Ran Ran. I even feel..."
Shen Yixiu didn't say what he was suspicious of, he suspected that Chen Ran was deliberately tossing around like this, and wanted to let him go when he couldn't take it anymore?It was precisely because of a little doubt like this that he couldn't help hitting Chen Ran?
Shen Yixiu swallowed the words that he couldn't make sense of himself, and sighed deeply in his heart, he didn't know whether it was Chen Ran's heart disease that was hard to heal, or whether it was Chen Ran's heart disease that was difficult to heal, or the two situations that were more difficult to accept.
Lin Yihui didn't need him to explain at all, he could basically understand what Shen Yixiu was thinking, so he tentatively asked: "Then it's not the way to do this. He won't let you send someone to follow, and you can't watch him every day, right? Something happened...or..."
Shen Yixiu interrupted him: "After returning from Shanghai this time, don't arrange work for me, I plan to stay at home with Ran Ran every day."
Lin Yihui originally wanted to say, "Why don't you think about sending Chen Ran to the hospital", but now seeing Shen Yixiu's firm attitude, fortunately, he didn't have time to say "Send Chen Ran to the mental hospital".
"By the way, I borrowed someone from you to accompany Chen Ran before I go back. I forgot to tell you."
"Ah? Who? Didn't Chen Ran not let people go?" Lin Yihui was stunned.
"Your administrative assistant, Xiao Dong. I'm getting more and more worried about Ran Ran now. If I don't let the nanny or the bodyguard go, I'll find a silly, white and sweet little girl to accompany him. It should be better." Shen Yixiu looked at the layer of clouds outside The rolling sky said helplessly.
……
At the same time, at home in Beijing, Chen Ran was sitting at the dining table in a daze with his mobile phone, his mind was chaotic, with countless thoughts, emotions, and feelings like running a marathon, scrambling to come out and sprint forward, but he couldn't catch any of them live.
The result of this is that he feels that his heart is very tired, and this kind of emotional marathon is very exhausting. He runs almost every day, and he doesn't know when he can't hold it anymore, he will fall to the ground and die suddenly .
The sudden sound of the doorbell stopped his chaotic thoughts running wildly, and he almost fell off his chair.
"Who is it?" He collected his thoughts and stood up amidst the more urgent doorbell.Is the nanny grandma?She shouldn't come here early in the morning.
Chen Ran opened the door, and saw a young girl standing in front of the door, dressed youthfully and casually, with a round face, and her eyes turned into crescent moons when she smiled.The girl seemed to be carrying a heavy backpack on her back.
"Xiao Dong?" Chen Ran subconsciously covered her face with a half-fisted hand, and Shen Yixiu slapped him. I don't know if I can still see it: "Why are you here?" Chen Ran knew this girl and went to Xingyi headquarters She was Lin Yihui's administrative assistant, and she was in charge of many high-level chores.
"The boss asked me to come, and said that before he came back, he would let me live here and follow you 24 hours a day." Xiao Dong smiled and said very straightforwardly.
Chen Ran was shocked for a moment, thanks to Shen Yixiu who figured it out, but he still expressed his attitude very clearly, he directly raised his hand to close the door, he really didn't have the energy and energy to deal with the "beauty" that Shen Yixiu took painstakingly arranged. care".
"
Chen Ran smiled and said nothing, and watched Shen Yixiu go out.
……
Chen Ran had nothing to do, so he just called a car and went straight to the care center to see Sisi. He had told Shen Yixiu that he wanted to visit Sisi during the Chinese New Year, but Shen Yixiu didn't seem very happy at the time, and only said to go with him for a few days .But Chen Ran didn't want to wait a day anymore. He had someone to accompany him for the New Year, but Sisi didn't. Although there were teachers and other children, it was different after all.
When Chen Ran arrived, Sisi was drawing in the room. The little beauty was wearing a black sweater and a red cotton dress, looking warm and festive.
Sisi expressed her greatest enthusiasm for his arrival, pointed to a small stool in front of the small desk, smiled slightly, and said, "Sit."
So Chen Ran sat beside her obediently, watched her draw, and asked her casually about things in life, things between children, some questions Sisi would answer with simple sentences, and some questions were like rice grains dropped after eating The same, was directly ignored.
Chen Ran didn't take it seriously, and started talking to himself after asking.
"Sisi, do you think Brother Yixiu is okay?" Although Sisi called Shen Yixiu's brother felt that her seniority was a little messy, but the little girl has been called Ran Ran's brother since she met Chen Ran. So called down.
"Not good." Sisi answered quickly this time, almost rushing to answer.
"Why?" Chen Ran was not too surprised by this answer, but was a little dumbfounded.
Tian Sisi stopped answering and frowned, as if thinking about something unpleasant.
"Brother Yixiu and I quarreled, do you think we should make up?" Chen Ran asked again after a while, he didn't expect Sisi to answer him, and he didn't even think Sisi could understand their relationship.
"It shouldn't be." But Sisi replied firmly: "He treats you badly."
Chen Ran smiled, and patiently explained: "It was not good in the past, but now..." He lowered his head and glanced at the paintings spread out on the table, but this casual glance made Chen Ran stop talking, followed by a while. The blood was rushing up, his eyes were black, he stood up from the stool suddenly, and the small stool fell to the ground behind him with a bang.
I didn’t notice it just now, Sisi has been drawing some messy things, and she hasn’t finished the painting. It looks like indoor furniture, very abstract tables, stools, beds, etc., but Chen Ran looked at it again, and Sisi’s painting has already disappeared. It was basically completed, and there was a man on the bed in the upper right corner of the picture. Although the painting didn't look very similar, Chen Ran could tell at a glance that it was a fat man with no hair, and it was white and hairless.
"Sisi, what are you drawing?" Chen Ran's voice trembled a little, he pressed his chest, hoping that he just overreacted, Sisi might just accidentally saw some TV movie footage or a picture in a book...
"Home and Dad." Sisi said.
"Why did you suddenly draw Dad?" Chen Ran felt that the air around him was suddenly emptied. He felt that his heart and lungs were overwhelmed, and it was very likely that his body would explode under such a strong air pressure difference in the next second.
"Because I saw him."
"When?"
"some days ago."
"Where did you see Dad?"
"Teacher's office," Sisi said, "brother Yixiu is also there."
☆, at a loss
Shen Yixiu was at the old man's side to gossip with his relatives who he didn't see once a year and a half, and Zhou Yun was also there.But the mother and son didn't say a word to each other, they didn't even touch their eyes, Shen Yixiu wanted to apologize and coax his mother, but Zhou Yun didn't give him this chance, his face was as cold as ice, and even the wrinkles on his forehead seemed to be extraordinarily deep deep.
Shen Yixiu can't help it, Chen Ran has to take his time, and there is still a long way to go before the goal of bringing him home during the Chinese New Year next year.
Suddenly the phone beeped, these days it was all for him to pay New Year's greetings, Shen Yixiu didn't want to read it at first, but also wondered what Chen Ran was doing at home, he was afraid it was from him, so he quickly picked it up and opened it.
Sure enough, it was from Ran Ran, Shen Yixiu slightly bent his mouth, and saw that the message said: I'm going to the rental house to pack my things, and I'll move back tonight.Are you coming back tonight?
For a moment, Shen Yixiu thought he had read it wrong, and then read it carefully word by word, and couldn't help laughing, but when he smiled, his face froze, even though he was very confident in chasing Chen Ran back. Yes, but this...isn't it a bit too sudden?
Ran Ran of their family would not be so proactive... Shen Yixiu thought about it, stood up and wanted to say hello to the elders and left.Zhou Yun was chatting with the old man, peeled a small tangerine affectionately and respectfully, and handed it to the old man.
"Grandpa, Mom, I..." Before he finished speaking, Mr. Shen put down the phone in his hand, and he was asking Zhou Yun to teach him how to send red envelopes with WeChat.
"Let's go after dinner." The old man took off his reading glasses, looked up at Shen Yixiu, and said slowly.
Shen Yixiu stood with his hands down, and it took a long time before he nodded.He sent Chen Ran a message: Go back later, don't go today, I will clean up with you tomorrow.
But when he finally finished attending the family banquet absent-mindedly, he hurried back to Dingxiang's apartment and looked into Chen Ran's room from downstairs, only to find that the lights were not turned on in the pitch-black space.
While going upstairs, Shen Yixiu called Chen Ran, but no one answered.He hung up the phone irritably, came out of the elevator, and unexpectedly saw Chen Ran sitting at the door of his house, with his head buried in his knees and a suitcase beside him.
"Ran Ran? What's the matter? Didn't you wear the key?" Shen Yixiu glanced at the suitcase and frowned suspiciously: "Didn't it mean that we will go together tomorrow..."
"How long have you been waiting? Why didn't you call me?" It was quite cold in the corridor, Shen Yixiu walked over distressedly, trying to help Chen Ran up.
Chen Ran raised his head and met Shen Yixiu's eyes.
The lights in the corridor flickered. There was something wrong with this light recently, and no one came to fix it in time for the Chinese New Year.
Chen Ran's pale face was obscured by the flickering light, a hazy glint appeared in the dark pupils, and the sockets of his eyes were red.
"Well, I didn't bring the key. I forgot to put the key you gave me back on the keychain." Chen Ran's voice was very flat, even a little indifferent.
Shen Yixiu couldn't tell what was weird about Chen Ran, he just felt that something was wrong.
He pulled Chen Ran up from the ground, and the moment the skins of the two touched, Shen Yixiu froze, and the key stopped in midair.Chen Ran must have been sitting outside for a long time, and when he just stood up, his body was shaking a little, so his hands should be cold, but the hand Shen Yixiu held was scorching hot, and the temperature was already scary.
"Ran Ran, what's wrong with you? Why do you have a fever?" Shen Yixiu immediately went to touch Chen Ran's forehead, Chen Ran subconsciously hid, Shen Yixiu blamed himself for a burst of heartache, he must have caught a cold after waiting outside for too long.
"Brother Yixiu," Chen Ran called him, his legs went limp, and he fell into his arms: "I was wrong."
……
Shen Yixiu's heart was in confusion, is Ran Ran confused?He hurriedly carried the unconscious Chen Ran back to the room, and immediately called the doctor.
"Ran Ran, do you want some water?" Shen Yixiu poured a glass of warm water, inserted a straw into the glass, gently pushed Chen Ran, and brought it to his mouth.
Chen Ran moved and opened his eyes blankly. He stared blankly at Shen Yixiu for a few seconds, as if he realized who the man in front of him was and what relationship he had with him.
"I was really wrong." Chen Ran said in a voice that was so suppressed and hoarse that he couldn't bear to hear: "I will never mention breaking up again, I am back. Can you not send Sisi away?"
"What are you talking about? Where did you go today?" Shen Yixiu frowned slightly, his tone was cold and flustered.
Chen Ran looked at him without saying a word.
"You misunderstood, Ran Ran." Shen Yixiu was keenly aware of what happened, but how could it be?He had already greeted the people in the care center, and they would never talk nonsense.
But it's useless to pursue this now. He felt aggrieved and was eager to defend himself: "I didn't find Sisi's biological father, I sent him away."
But Chen Ran didn't seem to be listening to him at all, he closed his eyes and exhaled very slowly.
"Are you listening? Ran Ran?" Shen Yixiu was a little anxious, wishing he could drag Chen Ran up from the bed and shout in his ear.
Chen Ran opened his eyes in a daze, and looked at the person in front of him. He could see the panic and pain on his expression, and could hear his hoarse and trembling voice, but he just couldn't tell what he was talking about.Consciousness seemed to be thrown into the dark deep sea, torn into pieces in the dark and turbulent ocean currents, and washed away mercilessly.
"I really didn't! It was my mother who brought her here! I won't send Sisi away. I swear!" Shen Yixiu held Chen Ran's hand tightly, put his hot hand to his mouth, Kissing nervously and eagerly, as if the intimate gesture would relieve his anxiety that had nowhere to rest.
Sisi?Sisi!Fragments of consciousness hesitated to capture such a familiar name, Chen Ran felt that it was probably very important, and the person in front of him was the master of everything, life and death were at stake, and he had to please him.
Chen Ran suddenly turned over, half-knelt on the edge of the bed, pulled Shen Yixiu's hand into his clothes, his eyes were loose and empty, and he said vaguely and eagerly: "I was really wrong, what do you want to do?" Yes? You want this, don't you?"
Shen Yixiu was stunned for a moment, then he tried his best to break free from Chen Ran's hand, and said with a broken heart: "What's wrong with you? Ran Ran!" He suddenly thought of the day when Chen Ran stabbed him with a knife in Xishan Villa, his eyes were also so distressed and dazed.
"Isn't that right? Then you want this?" Chen Ran reached out to pull his zipper, and leaned over.
Shen Yixiu stood up abruptly, took two quick steps back, bumped into the wardrobe behind him, and made a muffled bang: "Ran Ran, calm down..."
At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, Shen Yixiu let out a long breath, and went to open the door for the doctor with a steady mind, even feeling relieved at an inappropriate time.This sudden accident made him unable to take measures, and he was completely unable to deal with it for a while.
……
After Chen Ran arrived at the hospital, she suffered from repeated fevers for a day and a night before finally waking up.When he woke up, Shen Yixiu was there, Lin Yihui was there, and Teacher Luo from the Care Center was also there.
Seeing that he woke up, Shen Yixiu immediately mobilized his exhausted body and facial features, leaned forward slightly, and showed a peaceful and warm smile: "Ran Ran, you finally woke up, we have been waiting for you for a long time. Things are not what you think, I want to give you Explain clearly..."
Lin Yihui glanced at Chen Ran, sighed, and said reluctantly: "Teacher Zhou asked me about Sisi a few years ago, and I didn't know what she was going to do, so I probably told her... I'm sorry. , Ran Ran. Don't misunderstand you brother Yixiu."
Luo Qian looked at Chen Ran with concern, and said cautiously: "Father Tian did come to see Sisi later, and even made a fuss about doing a paternity test, but we notified Mr. Shen immediately, and we didn't let him see Sisi. , Mr. Shen never said that he would send Sisi away... Don't worry, I have taken Sisi for several years, and I will protect her... Would you like to call Sisi? She is fine. "
Chen Ran looked at them in bewilderment. He had just woken up, and his sanity was not clear at first. He suddenly heard these people get angry and said so many words, and he couldn't react immediately.
"Are... are you okay?" Shen Yixiu frowned deeply. If Chen Ran still couldn't understand what they said the night before, then he would definitely collapse on the spot.
Everyone was waiting for Chen Ran to speak, and there was silence in the ward, as if time had stood still.
"You guys... go out first." After maybe a century, Chen Ran finally said, "I see."
Lin Yihui and Luo Qian escaped from the ward, Shen Yixiu was still hesitating whether the "you" Chen Ran mentioned included him.
"Brother Yixiu, I want to ask you something."
Chen Ran dispelled his confusion and lit a little expectation in his heart.
"What? Say it."
"If there was no nightclub incident, I would not agree to reconcile with you. What would you do? If we reconciled, but I did something wrong in the future, and it didn't go according to your wishes, what would you do? What are you going to do?" Chen Ran stared deeply at Shen Yixiu, his eyes were clear and even a little compassionate, because of the fever, his cheeks were still slightly flushed, and there was a slight mist in his eyes.
"I..." Shen Yixiu has always believed that even if he is not extremely smart or scheming, he is definitely a dual business online. Of course he knows how to answer now is the best choice, but when the ready-made answer came to his lips, he vomited not come out.
His momentary hesitation and panic could not be hidden under Chen Ran's penetrating gaze, and the words he wanted to utter were stuck in his mouth, turning into a swallowing movement at a loss, his Adam's apple slipped up and down, and his whole body froze there.
Yes, he thought about it, he couldn't deny it, Chen Ran didn't wrong him.
Chen Ran smiled wryly, with an expected sense of relief. In fact, they all understood why Shen Yixiu agreed to take care of Sisi in the first place, even if no one said it clearly.Why did you keep the little girl not far or near all these years.Why is Chen Ran allowed to visit, but he is absolutely not allowed to have any decision-making power.Isn't he just using this to control Chen Ran when he really needs it, when he is "forced"?
Even Shen Yixiu himself is unwilling to admit it until now.But he did clearly know that the little girl who lost her mother because of Chen Ran was the weakness that Chen Ran could not escape in this life.
"I understand. I will come back to you. As for whether I can satisfy you, I can only say that I will do my best." Chen Ran said flatly, her voice sounded a little weak: "Wait until you get tired of me. One day, if you want to give me money at that time, I will take it and take Sisi away. I am waiting for that day."
☆, heart disease
Chen Ran did what he said, and he did obediently return to Shen Yixiu's side, but both he and Shen Yixiu knew in their hearts that going around was nothing but returning to the starting point, even worse than the starting point.
On the surface, Shen Yixiu had won. He successfully recovered his little lover who had left unexpectedly, so this matter could only be regarded as a small episode in his love history, a small adjustment.But in fact, only he knows how badly he lost. Although Chen Ran is here, his heart is already dead, so how is he different from having a moving and talking inflatable doll?
This absurd idea made Shen Yixiu feel terrified and ashamed, and even made him dare not touch Chen Ran for a long time.
Chen Ran didn't care, on the contrary, he felt a sense of cruel self-exile, at least better than Shen Yixiu's painstaking efforts to treat him, he was much more relaxed when he hesitated.Just like the seven days when he escaped for the first time a few years ago, Shen Yixiu forced him to panic and fear, and finally he was forced to go home. Instead, he was relieved, because he had no choice anyway, who would not know how to resign himself to fate.
Compared with the delicate situation where these two people have their own thoughts, in fact, more serious problems are imminent. Spring comes and spring goes, and as time goes by, Chen Ran's mental state is getting worse and worse.
In fact, since Shen Yixiu locked Chen Ran in the Xishan Villa, Chen Ran began to take sleeping pills and antidepressants for a long time. After he left for a period of time, the medicine basically stopped. Now that he came back, Shen Yixiu naturally found him again. The most authoritative psychologist and psychiatrist watched him take medicine and go to treatment on time.
But it was useless, and Chen Ran refused to cooperate and refused to talk to the doctor.If you don't stare at him, he won't take medicine, and Shen Yixiu can't watch him 24 hours a day. Just when he said that he wanted the nanny to live at home, Chen Ran refused in a loud cry, and said that it would be okay for you, Ran Ran. I still live in a villa, and it will be more lively if someone takes care of it.
But Chen Ran rebounded even more. Not only did he cry loudly, he jumped onto the windowsill and said to Shen Yixiu while crying, "If you lock me up again, or send someone to monitor me, I will jump off the building."
Shen Yixiu had no choice but to give up and stay at home with him as much as possible.
In the beginning, Chen Ran was just insomnia and depressed. Shen Yixiu felt that he could barely handle it, and tried his best to take care of, accompany and comfort Chen Ran. At night, Chen Ran couldn't fall asleep. He lay beside Chen Ran, giving Chen Ran a head massage, lightly Patting him on the back, he coaxed him for most of the night. When Chen Ran finally fell asleep, he went to sleep in another room lightly, because Chen Ran had already arrived and would wake up if there was any movement. It's impossible to turn over.
But later Chen Ran became very irritable and irritable, and when the doctor diagnosed him with bipolar disorder, Shen Yixiu was really exhausted and couldn't hold on anymore.He doesn't have to do everything by himself, and he is a proud son of heaven who is full of stars wherever he goes. He has to endure Chen Ran's moody and bad temper every day when he comes home. Chen Ran seems to be a completely changed person, sometimes sitting blankly Not talking all day or playing games continuously without eating, and sometimes quarreling with him for no reason and throwing things to drive him out of the house.
Shen Yixiu felt that he was probably not far from bipolar disorder.
In order to monitor Chen Ran's life at home and prevent him from doing any irreversible actions, Shen Yixiu asked someone to secretly install a camera at home, even on his mobile phone, Chen Ran found out for some reason, anyway, that day Shen Yixiu When he returned home, he was shocked and angrily found that Chen Ran had changed the lock of the house.
He frantically rang the doorbell and knocked on the door, but Chen Ran didn't open it, and Chen Ran didn't answer the phone. He stood at the door, suppressed the urge to light the house with a torch, and called the master who opened the lock.
So, that poor door, which had been slammed countless times recently, had its lock changed twice in one day.
An hour later, Shen Yixiu finally entered his house with a livid face. The room was filled with a strong and choking smell of smoke. Chen Ran was playing games in the study as if nothing had happened. The sound, the sound of metal clanging has nothing to do with him.
Chen Ran quickly typed on the keyboard with one hand, and held the mouse with the other hand. There was still a cigarette between his fingers. The ash fell on the table and the keyboard was everywhere. The ashtray beside him was already full of cigarette butts.
Shen Yixiu took two steps to snatch the cigarette from Chen Ran's hand, and said sharply with red eyes: "Do you want to lose your throat? Smoke so much!"
Chen Ran was still staring at the computer screen, his hands crackling, as if he didn't hear the roar, and didn't see a big living person standing in front of him.
Shen Yixiu pulled out the main power cord.
Chen Ran looked at the screen that went black in an instant, and tapped the keyboard a few times out of inertia, then jumped up from the chair, picked up the ashtray at hand, threw it at Shen Yixiu forcefully, and shouted angrily: "You What the hell are you doing?!"
Shen Yixiu raised his hand to block it, and the ashtray hit his knuckles hard, causing him to frown in pain, and the cigarette butts and ash inside scattered all over his body.
"Did you do it on purpose? Chen Ran!" Shen Yixiu stepped forward and grabbed Chen Ran by his hair and dragged him out of the study, ignoring his kicks and beatings, and pushed him into the bathroom: "The smell of cigarettes is so disgusting, are you Don’t you play games all day? How dare you change the lock?! You’re going to turn the world upside down!”
He peeled off Chen Ran's smoke-smelling pajamas, pushed him under the shower, and suddenly turned on the shower to the maximum. The water that came out of the shower was icy cold at first, so he just poured Chen Ran over his head and face. All over, Chen Ran screamed and wanted to hide aside, but Shen Yixiu pushed him against the wall and did not let him move.
"Do you know what's wrong?" Shen Yixiu asked coldly after being drenched all over.
At this time, the water that was washed down had become warmer, but Chen Ran's body was still shaking. He struggled twice, but he couldn't break away from Shen Yixiu's hand. He was short of breath for a while, and his body seemed to be out of control of the brain, and the brain itself seemed to have lost it. Control, like an out-of-control little beast, slammed into the wall.
Shen Yixiu reacted quickly enough, pulled him back with one hand, and put his hand on the cold tiles. Chen Ran's head hit his palm hard, with such force that Shen Yixiu's hand felt a sharp pain.
If it hit the wall, Chen Ran would definitely have a concussion.
"I did it on purpose! Why don't you let me go when you're bored!" Chen Ran put his head against Shen Yixiu's hand, and bumped it twice unwillingly: "Why don't you let me die!"
Shen Yixiu pulled him back abruptly and pressed him against the sink.
Chen Ran struggled to look up, and saw herself in a mess in the mirror. She was naked, her messy hair was dripping wet, her skin was dull due to long-term lack of sleep, her eyes were bloodshot, and her eye sockets were swollen and crowded. The eyes became smaller, the fundus of the eyes was black and white, and a layer of white skin appeared on the lips, which were wrinkled after being soaked in water, which was really ugly.
He also saw from the mirror that Shen Yixiu was standing behind him, unbuttoning his shirt one by one, the handsome and extraordinary face he was familiar with was gloomy and dangerous, it seemed that he was really angry with him.
A contemptuous and self-deprecating smile appeared on Chen Ran's face, and a strange pleasure of revenge and self-torture arose in his heart, although he himself didn't know what he wanted to take revenge on Shen Yixiu.
He stared at Shen Yixiu unblinkingly from the mirror: "Can you bear my ghostly appearance? You really can't pick it now."
That kind of smile and those fluffy words shocked Shen Yixiu, causing him to immediately stop his hands to take off his clothes. He was really out of breath just now, and the desire and anger that he had endured for so many days were intertwined and entangled in his body. It turned into a scalding fire net, burning him almost to the point of losing his mind, he wanted to punish Chen Ran for watching him hurt, listening to him begging for mercy and saying that he was wrong...
But it was obvious that Chen Ran was not afraid of him, and Chen Ran even hoped that he would do so, so that their relationship would become even more corrupt and irreparable.
Shen Yixiu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then opened his eyes and exhaled the sour and hot turbid air between his chest and lungs.
Forget it, he said to himself, don't bother with a patient, and what he promised, he will never force or hurt Ran Ran again.
He let go of Chen Ran, stood up straight, opened the door and walked out, and said in a low voice, "Take a good bath yourself. Come out to eat after washing. I'll wait for you in the living room."
Chen Ran's tense body softened, and she slid down against the washstand as if losing strength, feeling dizzy for a while.
In fact, I don't want to do this either, but I can't control myself.Chen Ran stared at the pale light on the ceiling and the water droplets that condensed on the tiles and finally couldn't bear the gravity and dripped down. His dry eyes were gradually filled with tears.
He really doesn't know how to explain his feelings to Shen Yixiu, it seems that there are some strings in his heart, connecting life, joy, sadness and various emotions, and now a willful little devil lives in him, the little devil holds a sword, shows off his might with his teeth and claws , Those strings were cut off one by one.
He had to find something to do, and he couldn't stop. Once he stopped, he would be forced to face the battlefield and gunpowder smoke in his heart. He was powerless to resist, and could only watch the ferocious demon cut those strings.And he knew that after all the strings were broken, something more terrifying would definitely happen.
……
After that day, Chen Ran'an was separated for a while, at least in Shen Yixiu's eyes, he stopped playing games all day long, smoked several packs of cigarettes a day, took medicine on time, and managed to sleep until dawn.
Shen Yixiu felt relieved, he had already had too many things to deal with at work, he hadn't done promotions or accepted events in the past six months, except for one movie with his name on it, but he only followed a half of the movies that were released and failed miserably at the box office Besides, there is not a single new work.The stock price of Xingyi fell steadily with the failure of the movie box office and his disappearance from the world. Various media gossips and speculations continued.To put it bluntly, I pieced together the misty gossip and gossip in the past year, and made up many stories about old wine in new bottles, such as "deeply trapped in a same-sex triangle sadomasochism", and "again with Xu Yuan". They broke up because they were found out about the illegitimate daughter scandal", and even more exaggerated, "Shen Yixiu was suspected of having an affair with a top celebrity in the gay circle, and after being tricked into drug dealing, he retaliated crazily"... and so on.
It's hard for Lin Yihui and Sun Yang.
So after Chen Ran's situation improved a bit, Lin Yihui dragged Shen Yixiu to the United States to discuss a new project with a film company in Hollywood.Shen Yixiu comforted Chen Ran for several days, and left Sun Yang who was supposed to go with him, telling him to go to Dingxiang Apartment to see Chen Ran if he had nothing to do, but he couldn't make Chen Ran feel that he was being watched. When Ran goes out, he must send someone to follow him, but he must follow him from a distance, and he must not be discovered.
Sun Yang has one head and two big ones.
Shen Yixiu also specially met with the current nanny, Sun Jie, and gave her a bonus in advance, and gave her a nutritional menu and Chen Ran's taste taboos, asking her to come and cook for Chen Ran on time every day, and pay attention to the way Methodically watching him eat and take medicine on time...
Boss Shen Da finished his work, and finally boarded the plane with Lin Yihui.
However, when he was in the United States, Chen Ran's so-called improvement did not last. Chen Ran really stopped messing around at home. He started to go outside to mess around. Ran ran into a few misfortunes.He didn't dare to tell Shen Yixiu directly, so he could only tell Lin Yihui. In order to let his boss work with peace of mind, Lin Yihui pretended that the signal on the overseas phone was not good, and pretended that his ears were not good because he was old, and kept talking to Sun Yang. "Hey, hey, oh, I can't hear you clearly, that's it..."
It wasn't until Chen Ran raced with a few rich second generations, the police took him away and detained him, and the media took pictures of him for news. Shen Yixiu saw the gray Lamborghini in the photo, and finally realized that he had to go back and take care of Chen Ran.
He directly pushed away Lin Yihui who wanted to say something, left the venue, and booked the fastest ticket to fly back to China.
The author has something to say: I'm finally going to pick up the beginning, and there is no outline to engage in Mao's flashbacks. After a lot of hard work, it took me a few days to get back, /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
☆, decision
In the early morning of July, the first-class flight from Beijing to Shanghai.
"Please reconfirm that your seat belt is fastened, our plane is about to take off..."
Lin Yihui admired the delicate face and elegant figure of the beautiful stewardess for a while, checked his seat belt very obediently, then turned his head to look at Shen Yixiu, and found that his boss was staring out the window at the runway with a tired face.He sighed helplessly, stretched out his hand to help Shen Yixiu fasten his seat belt, coughed lightly and asked, "What's the matter? I heard that you had a fight with Chen Ran again last night? Did you do it?"
Shen Yixiu withdrew his gaze, stared at his right hand for a while, and hummed indifferently.
Lin Yihui didn't say anything more, if Shen Yixiu wanted to say it, he wouldn't be polite to him, if he didn't want to say it, it would be useless for him to ask any more.
Sure enough, within a minute, Shen Yixiu seemed to wake up suddenly from a dream, took a deep breath, looked at Lin Yihui and called out: "Brother Hui..."
Lin Yihui breathed a sigh of relief, immediately put down the magazine in his hand, propped his head up and pretended to listen carefully.
"I really don't know what to do. Chen Ran has gone too far recently. Sun Yang and I brought him out from the underground casino yesterday. I was also short-tempered and couldn't hold back..." Shen Yixiu frowned deeply, deep His facial features became more and more sharp like sculptures.If it wasn't for Lin Yihui, if it wasn't for being really depressed, it would be hard to imagine that Boss Shen Da would say such a tone of "the little daughter-in-law at home complains that her husband doesn't come home every day".
Lin Yihui raised his eyebrows, but he wasn't surprised, he could accept whatever Shen Yixiu said in front of him.
"I'm also surprised. You said that since Chen Ran came back in March, the two of you have been arguing for three days and two days. Chen Ran repeatedly played tricks to die. It's all because of psychological problems? His illness has not been seen at all. okay?"
Lin Yihui's tone was obviously not kind. In his heart, consciously or unconsciously, he felt that there was nothing wrong with Chen Ran, maybe he was just playing tricks.In the past, Chen Ran would die to watch the fun, and it would be best for the two to break up, but now he can see that Shen Yixiu really has a heart for Chen Ran, this period of time is simply the darkest period in Shen Yixiu's life During the period, of course, he couldn't help but feel sorry for the boss and his good brother, and he felt a little bit apologetic for him.
Shen Yixiu let out a long sigh, and even looked sad: "I'm also surprised, I've changed several doctors, and I've been taking the medicine, but it just doesn't help. The poor effect of those mood-suppressing medicines can also be said to be due to the complicated situation. , but now even sleeping pills are completely useless to Ran Ran. I even feel..."
Shen Yixiu didn't say what he was suspicious of, he suspected that Chen Ran was deliberately tossing around like this, and wanted to let him go when he couldn't take it anymore?It was precisely because of a little doubt like this that he couldn't help hitting Chen Ran?
Shen Yixiu swallowed the words that he couldn't make sense of himself, and sighed deeply in his heart, he didn't know whether it was Chen Ran's heart disease that was hard to heal, or whether it was Chen Ran's heart disease that was difficult to heal, or the two situations that were more difficult to accept.
Lin Yihui didn't need him to explain at all, he could basically understand what Shen Yixiu was thinking, so he tentatively asked: "Then it's not the way to do this. He won't let you send someone to follow, and you can't watch him every day, right? Something happened...or..."
Shen Yixiu interrupted him: "After returning from Shanghai this time, don't arrange work for me, I plan to stay at home with Ran Ran every day."
Lin Yihui originally wanted to say, "Why don't you think about sending Chen Ran to the hospital", but now seeing Shen Yixiu's firm attitude, fortunately, he didn't have time to say "Send Chen Ran to the mental hospital".
"By the way, I borrowed someone from you to accompany Chen Ran before I go back. I forgot to tell you."
"Ah? Who? Didn't Chen Ran not let people go?" Lin Yihui was stunned.
"Your administrative assistant, Xiao Dong. I'm getting more and more worried about Ran Ran now. If I don't let the nanny or the bodyguard go, I'll find a silly, white and sweet little girl to accompany him. It should be better." Shen Yixiu looked at the layer of clouds outside The rolling sky said helplessly.
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At the same time, at home in Beijing, Chen Ran was sitting at the dining table in a daze with his mobile phone, his mind was chaotic, with countless thoughts, emotions, and feelings like running a marathon, scrambling to come out and sprint forward, but he couldn't catch any of them live.
The result of this is that he feels that his heart is very tired, and this kind of emotional marathon is very exhausting. He runs almost every day, and he doesn't know when he can't hold it anymore, he will fall to the ground and die suddenly .
The sudden sound of the doorbell stopped his chaotic thoughts running wildly, and he almost fell off his chair.
"Who is it?" He collected his thoughts and stood up amidst the more urgent doorbell.Is the nanny grandma?She shouldn't come here early in the morning.
Chen Ran opened the door, and saw a young girl standing in front of the door, dressed youthfully and casually, with a round face, and her eyes turned into crescent moons when she smiled.The girl seemed to be carrying a heavy backpack on her back.
"Xiao Dong?" Chen Ran subconsciously covered her face with a half-fisted hand, and Shen Yixiu slapped him. I don't know if I can still see it: "Why are you here?" Chen Ran knew this girl and went to Xingyi headquarters She was Lin Yihui's administrative assistant, and she was in charge of many high-level chores.
"The boss asked me to come, and said that before he came back, he would let me live here and follow you 24 hours a day." Xiao Dong smiled and said very straightforwardly.
Chen Ran was shocked for a moment, thanks to Shen Yixiu who figured it out, but he still expressed his attitude very clearly, he directly raised his hand to close the door, he really didn't have the energy and energy to deal with the "beauty" that Shen Yixiu took painstakingly arranged. care".
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