Youth Homecoming

happy.So the graduation trip was put on the agenda. This time everyone has a consensus that it must be a big one!

Zhang Jingcun didn't have time to travel together.

One day, she suddenly didn't come to class, and when the teacher called her name, no one could contact her, her phone was turned off, and she didn't use any social software.

Chen Tong and the others called the people in Zhang Jingcun's dormitory, and the people in their dormitory said she was fine, but she had been lying in the dormitory all day.

In the evening, Zhang Jingcun suddenly approached Lin Mo and invited him to the court. The basketball court was dark at night.

Zhang Jingcun's whole body lost its brilliance and was lifeless. When he saw her, Lin Mo felt as if the whole sky had collapsed on her body.

She twitched the corners of her mouth and forced a smile. Later, she felt that it was too much effort, so she stopped smiling. They first walked around the court quietly, and then stopped in front of a chair completely buried in the darkness. They sat for nearly 10 minutes, Lin Mo didn't urge her, just sat quietly.

It wasn't until Zhang Jingcun had prepared his emotions that he opened his mouth: "I heard the news this morning that the person my husband liked died unexpectedly."

"Yeah." No matter how hard Lin Mo pretended, he was still a young man in his twenties, and death had never happened so closely in his life, so he didn't know what to do and how to react, let alone I don't want to say meaningless words like 'sorrow and change'.

Zhang Jingcun slowly explained the cause of the incident: "Actually, I have met that person. He is my husband's classmate. When I first met my husband, he was there. He treated me better than my husband. He is a very gentle person. He proposed to take me to Disneyland and Ocean Park. But he is a man, so my husband’s family strongly opposes them being together. He is a medical student. After being forced to separate from my husband, he went to the Middle East Go, yesterday their medical team was attacked and he was killed. I called my husband as soon as possible, he has been turned off, and everyone can’t find him now. The housekeeper on the US side said he was already in the room I stayed in the room for a whole day without taking a step out of the room."

Her tears were clouded by the darkness as she tried to make herself look less embarrassed, all restraint crumbled when she realized what she had been waiting for, as if it couldn't wait anymore, you can always wait for him alive Forget it, become a memory.But how can you win over a dead person? A person whom he has missed for so many years suddenly disappeared.

Her voice was actually calm, but there was no trace of life at all, as if her heart was ashamed.She rested her head on Lin Mo's shoulder, her beautiful eyes were open in the dark, like stagnant water, only tears kept overflowing, she said: "Lin Mo, I can't wait for my love anymore, that person is dead , and took my love away."

She said: "Lin Mo, I never hated that person. He has always been very kind to me, but I think my husband is too pitiful. He used to always pay attention to the news in the Middle East. Any news in the Middle East made him worry. But now, even if the sky in the Middle East is falling, it has nothing to do with him."

Lin Mo said: "Go to him, he may need you now."

She said: "Yes, I have to be by his side at this time. I am his wife."

Lin Mo responded, "Yes."

She said: "I'm leaving, I'm going to the United States, and I may not come back in the future, Lin Mo, don't make Chen Tong too sad, he is really tired, I know he is very tired."

Before leaving, Zhang Jingcun had a meal with them and got drunk. Everyone knew that she was suffering. Faced with the departure of her comrade-in-arms for so long, they didn’t know if they would have a chance to meet again. Everyone felt melancholy and said no clear.

Zhang Cun, who was drunk and confused, didn't hang around Lin Mo, but hugged Chen Tong, crying with tears and snot mixed together, rubbing his nose and eyes, and kept saying: "Chen Tong, hurry up and find someone, forget about Lin Mo. ,you deserve better!"

Chen Tong said: "I'm not used to being so sensational before parting. You can't count on Lin Mo, but with me, if your husband abandons you in the future, you can come to me."

Zhang Jingcun cried even harder: "It's already at this time, why is your mouth still so cheap, Chen Tong?"

Chen Tong said: "At this point, why do you still speak ill of my man?"

Zhang Jingcun said: "Chen Tong, get out!" After he finished speaking, he wanted to struggle, but Chen Tong saw that she couldn't stand still, so he didn't dare to let go, so he casually agreed with her: "Okay, let's go together."

Zhang Jingcun left the next day, and a few days later the teacher informed everyone that she had dropped out of school, and they handled the drop-out procedures for her.Her departure is as unexpected as her arrival, but this is the difference of this woman, she will never be in your expectation, she will never take an unusual path, no matter how hard it is, she wants to Try a 'different' life.

Let's go, Zhang Jingcun!In your tough world, live beautifully.

After Zhang Jingcun left, their application for a graduation trip was also approved.

☆, travel and acquaintance

The place they chose for their graduation trip this time is still in the style of fresh literature and art. They went to Anhui with a group of hula la. Their itinerary was very casual, and their goal was to go straight to Huangshan. Today, a small village stationed at the foot of the mountain is in the off-season. The village at this moment is quiet and peaceful, with white walls and black tiles, horse-head walls, typical Huizhou architecture, and a group of people who are almost exhausted by boats and cars. When I was in the village, I was also shocked. Most of the students grew up in the city. I have never seen such a beautiful village.

It is now the rainy season. It is said that there was a heavy rain just the day before they came, and now there is still a slight drizzle on the top of the head. After the new rain in the small village, the weather is late in autumn. The village is surrounded by small rivers, and you have to cross the river to enter the village. , there is a small bridge built with stone slabs on the river. When looking at the entrance of the village, the village seems to stand on the water, the reflection in the water is quiet and motionless, the distant mountains enter the water, and the small village stands in the middle.

As they walked along the way, they could always see people in twos and threes, sitting on the side of the river with drawing boards, trying to hide the village in the paper.

Chen Tong is in charge of this trip. There is an inn in the small village for tourists to stay in, but the inns near the water are not enough for their large group of people, so they are divided into three groups and live in three B&Bs. Fortunately, B&Bs Together, they ensure everyone gets a room with a window that opens up to a great view.All in all, everyone can rest assured that Chen Tong is doing business.

Chen Tong and Lin Mo were in the same room again. Their room was privately reserved by Chen Tong using his power. It happened to be on the far side. There were two windows in the room, one at the front. When you opened it, you could see the entrance of the village and the river below. The water, and the stone bridges dotted with the river surface, are indescribably poetic.

This homestay is at the outermost part of the village, and the windows on the side of Chen Tong and the others can have a panoramic view of the mountains in the distance.Chen Tong was eager to ask for credit: "How is it! How is this room?!"

Lin Mo was also shocked by the scenery on the left and right, and said: "Shut up!" Taking a deep breath, the smell of mud after the rain is not something they can easily smell, and it also smells of grass, trees, and stone bridges Taste, mountain, water, smell so fresh, look so beautiful, pleasing to the eye.

Taking advantage of his confusion, Chen Tong asked him, "Do you want to stay here with me forever."

Lin Mo opened his eyes and looked at him. Good-looking people are easy to be despicable. He takes advantage of his appearance to resist any difficulties. Lin Mo looks at him like this without much expression, but his face is full of grievances. Chen Tong is most afraid of his this Once recruited, surrender immediately: "All right, all right, I lose."

Chen Tong took advantage of the beautiful scenery: "It's a pity for Lao Zhang, I didn't see this beautiful scenery."

In the morning, everyone is free in the afternoon.Chen Tong and Lin Mo also went for a walk together. Chen Tong rejected Brother Lu's proposal to accompany them, and directly stated that he would take Lin Mo to pretend to be aggressive, experience a little freshness, show off his literary style, and stand in the wet On the stone path, he stroked the horse's head wall, looked at the wall expectantly, and wrote a few poems to pretend to be elegant.

Fat Brother Lu felt that it made sense, and actively encouraged them to go: "A two-person world is a two-person world. There's a lot of bullshit, so get out of here."

So they held hands and bounced away.

Jiangnan is really a gentle place, with simple and elegant white walls and dignified black tiles:

There is a wall of horse heads in my heart, with red faces leaning on the wall, a boy riding a white horse,

The boy stops by the side of the wall and swallows quietly,

What she said was-

The concubine grows green plums by a short wall, and the king rides a white horse next to willows.

The wall immediately looked at each other from a distance, and when they saw the Zhijun, they were heartbroken.

Yan Wengle said, "Bringing is to marry Ben as a concubine"

——Send a message to the home of an idiot little daughter, be careful not to belittle yourself to others.

There is a wall with a horse's head in my heart, and I am acting out the horse's head.

Although this place is like a paradise, it is still a tourist attraction after all, and some tourist attractions should have a spiritual outlook, such as small objects in Yiwu or the former residences of old people hawking.

Chen Tong and the others shuttled in the alleys, walked on the stone road with drizzle, and sometimes followed the tour group and listened to the tour guide's explanation, but they hardly followed them to the end. Running around is more suitable for them. They entered an old house with a long history. There was an old gentleman in the room with a square table in the middle. There were pens, ink, paper and inkstone on the table. The old gentleman was 70 to [-] years old, but very He is hale and hearty, sitting upright behind the square table, even though there are not many people coming, he still really writes, but he is full of literati integrity.

There are postcards written by the old man on the corner of the table, just like in ancient times when a scholar went to Beijing to rush for an exam and wrote to make money, he is here to help people write, postcards do not cost money, some postcards are spent by the old man himself, a few strokes, down It seems to be able to paint the vicissitudes of this small village for thousands of years.

Chen Tong chatted with him, and only then did he realize that this old man's realm is so high that it inspires respect.The old man had studied abroad. He grew up in this village and later studied abroad. After returning to China, he worked as a professor in a famous university for many years. When he was 50 years old, he felt that he had given all he had learned to the students below. It is enough to serve the motherland, resigned resolutely, returned to this small village to write, and made a living by writing a few calligraphy and painting.

Lin Mo carefully read the old man's handwriting, the pen is exquisite and the ink is exquisite, the muscles and bones are strong, and the strength penetrates the back of the paper. He chose a picture of a small village with a view of the mountains in the distance, and asked the old man to write a few sentences for him. The old man asked him some questions What, he looked at Chen Tong who was scrutinizing all around, and said: "I will look at each other from afar at the top of the wall, and I will be heartbroken when I see the Zhijun."

The old man nodded with a smile, and helped him write these two sentences on the back of the postcard. After drying for him, he put it in an envelope and handed it to him.

Chen Tong ran over and asked him what he had written. Lin Mo said that he had written some wishes for his family's safety, but Chen Tong complained that it was so boring.Then the two left.

☆, mountaineering and sunrise

The next day they got up early to climb Huangshan Mountain. The weather was beautiful, because there was a heavy rain the night before. When they went up to Huangshan Mountain, the weather was fine. Looking up, there were rushing clouds and a sea of ​​clouds!Looking at the sea of ​​clouds through the strange pines, the atmosphere is vigorous and refreshing.

They were going to spend the night on the mountain, and they took the cable car up the mountain first, and they could hear the screams all the way along the way, because they were afraid! "Fuck, it's so high!", "It's scary!" It's very lively, don't get me wrong, not so many people are afraid, everyone is immersed in the shock of facing the towering mountain, only mentally retarded Kai has the time and mood to manage the cable car direction and height.

As soon as you get off the cable car, you will be captivated by the great clouds and mountains in front of you. This sea of ​​clouds, this Cangshan Mountain, this strange pine, and this long ladder all show the majesty and majesty of the mountains, and the vastness and magnificence of stepping on the clouds.Xu Xiake said this about his trip to Huangshan: the famous mountains at home and abroad are not as famous as Huangshan in Huizhou.Climb Huangshan, there is no mountain in the world, just watch it!

Chen Tong couldn't help chanting a poem: "Ah! The boundless end of the world is my love. The flowers are blooming at the foot of the green hills. What kind of rhythm is the most swaying and what kind of singing is the most joyful." Spread out, leaving him an independent stage.

After getting off the cable car and walking for a while, we arrived at the place where we lived. The living environment was not particularly good. A dozen people shared a room with bunk beds. Because of the perennial fog on the mountain, the room was a bit humid, but no one noticed it. What everyone thinks of is waiting for the dawn to watch the sunrise together!

The boys and girls separated into two rooms and climbed the mountain for a day. Everyone fell asleep as soon as they lay down at night. Dozens of mobile phones rang at the same time the next morning.Everyone put on their coats and carried their luggage to watch the sunrise.

Lin Mo couldn't describe that feeling. He had seen countless sunrises in many places, but the sunrise on Huangshan made him dazzled. The rising sun broke through the clouds and opened the door to a new day. In this world, I am honored to be baptized by the first ray of sunshine at the place closest to the new day. The warm golden color makes this cold mountaintop no longer only cool.

Chen Tong stood beside him, grinning, and said to Lin Mo, "I'm watching the sunrise with you in a new place again. Good morning, Lin Mo."

Lin Mo's hard heart was melted by the warm sun, and he couldn't help but raise the corner of his mouth following Chen Tong: "Good morning, Chen Tong."

A group of ignorant people yelled at the sun, never feeling so close to the sun.After the meeting, they will have to face their real life. This sun can only shine on them until today. In the future, they will have to rely on their own lamps to walk their own paths. Thank you Chaoyang for helping them at the last moment. The smog cleared and the road ahead was difficult, but the road was visible, and you could probably see where there were bumps and where there was a ladder.

In the past few days, everyone is cherishing the time like an appointment, playing and talking, and seeing some things, we are all classmates, where is the deep hatred, the sadness of the upcoming parting is hidden in the towering mountains, the road ahead Also covered by laughter, it's hard to find today and night, let's just look at the moment.

Chen Tong told them one by one, to take more photos, and then go back to make a class souvenir book, the school's graduation photo album belongs to the graduation photo album, and theirs must be different.

The 36 peaks are arranged parallel to each other, stretching across the sky, and the mountains are stacked on top of each other, all in one glance!Only after going to Guangmingding can I know what it means: the five mountains return without seeing the mountains, and the Huangshan return without seeing the mountains!What is a bosom-forming stratus!What is a small list of mountains!

Standing on the top of the light, Chen Tong said proudly: "The light is generally pure, and it is always happy to be quiet and inactive. All the Mingjiao believers have it!"

All in one voice: "Here!"

Chen Tong continued: "All my disciples, work together! Eliminate evil and promote good, only I teach!"

The congregation is pious, and the mountain shouts the tsunami: "Eliminate evil and promote good, only I teach!"

Chen Wuji pointed to Lin Mo and said, "This is your leader's wife, Min, this is your in-law's house." Lin Min swept Chen Wuji, who was not good at learning, staggering.

They walked down the mountain. At the beginning, the group was talking and laughing. After climbing for three hours, they began to maintain a mysterious silence. A woman from front to back, guarding down the mountain.In Mount Huangshan after leaving the cable car, there are trees except for the stairs. Climbing the stairs, which hurts the knees, makes it difficult to walk without crutches.Some people were persuaded to buy crutches when they went up the mountain. Some people thought they were brave and didn't buy them. The boys were fine, but the girls basically had to walk with them later.

The difference in physical fitness between men and women is also reflected at this time. You said that a group of ladies who usually only care about their own crowns can expect their physical fitness to be good. The school physical fitness test was passed by the teacher.

There was still wailing in the first two hours, and in the third hour, apart from panting, it was basically stiff and numb footsteps, as if the machine was rusted and still working.

The porter passed them one after another carrying dozens of catties of things. Seeing that the group of them was extremely depressed, he greeted them with a smile and said, "It's almost there! It's almost there!"

They don't know what to do except hehe. If they hear such words for the first time, it can arouse their motivation. This Huangshan is also evil. Man, speak with you 'almost there! '.

The problem was that it was the ninth person who told them that they were coming soon, and there were still people climbing the mountain with their children on their backs. Looking at it this way, I felt a lot more comfortable.

The girl yelled that she couldn't do it, but the boy felt okay. After all, he was young and did a lot of exercise. All this way, he took care of the girls.The driver who came to pick them up back to the small village was already waiting below. I called at noon to know that they would not take the cable car down and had to climb by themselves.Just smiled and said, then I'll wait for you down here, don't worry.

No matter how depressed they are, they can still sigh and take pictures with all their strength when they see the beautiful scenery. Women have a strange life. Whenever boys think that they have exhausted all their strength at one time, how can they climb again? Reverted to the look of dying before being happy, continued to support, walked down silently, waited to see something distinctive again, regained energy for a while, and then continued to climb silently.

That night they felt that their legs were like noodles, and there were always all kinds of unknown noises and calls in the room shared by the two of them. Their sideline business, selling muscle-relieving oil is their main business. From seeing them supporting each other and slowly entering the door, the boss's eyes gleamed with money.

Knowing that they entered the house, they went to the warehouse to collect all the goods, knocked on the door one by one, and sold the medicine one by one.Listening to their screams while counting money is really obscene.

After the graduation trip, they are almost at the end of the semester. The second semester of the junior year is the last semester at school. In the senior year, they basically do not need to take classes anymore. It is the internship and thesis year.

☆, absurdity and forbidden fruit

There are a lot of exams this semester. Fortunately, the course ends relatively quickly. It is not as intensive as before. Sometimes they can review, but they no longer feel the pain of exams as before. They will take books and go to various classrooms or libraries. , read the book carefully for an afternoon, and went back to other big classes to follow along. I have never been active before. I started to go out to gather meals frequently. I went to eat when I had the opportunity. I met groups of people. Today We meet them and you and them, tomorrow we meet you, meet them and them, leaving school has become an imminent thing.

In the last few days, everyone has lived every day as if it were the end. The most representative ceremony is nothing more than staying up a few more nights and getting drunk.

They have chatted several times throughout the night, and they have made an appointment to get drunk tonight. Recently, they have drunk several times more than they used to. They have had several rounds of drinks with people from the club and other boys in their class. They will be listed tonight. , don't bother anyone!

As stated in advance, if you want to vomit, you have to crawl to the toilet to vomit!Chen Tong doesn't get drunk, Lin Mo doesn't drink, and all the other wines are good. They spit out all the stupid words, talk about it, and pour out their hearts and lungs, wishing to finish talking for a lifetime.

Huluda cried and complained that his luck was bad, he had no relationship with the opposite sex, the bad thing was his appearance, and he didn't even have a relationship with him, what a pain!Life!

Fat Brother Lu felt the same way, and howled along with him, this fucking face-seeking world!Huluda said, you are more than just a face, right?And your proud figure, Fat Brother didn't care about life and death, he hit Huluda on the ground with one palm, struggled for a few times and couldn't get up, then fell silent, and then snored like thunder, Lu Fat Brother looked at his corpse and said contemptuously: "I was humiliated by a fat man!" With a bang, he fell to the ground.

Niu Bihui was sitting near the door, holding a beer in his hand to invite Mingyue. He was drunk, his eyes were confused, and he was sad alone: ​​"I really envy you, I am handsome, rich, and full of talents. It’s a cover-up, people say that I only think of my beauty and wealth, when did you notice my talent?”

Mentally handicapped Kai nodded: "Yeah, you have money all over your body, gold-plated! But don't worry, no one will ignore your talent, as if you have it, don't worry, you don't have any at all."

The two fought for a while, and finally fell flat on the ground, in a strange posture, extremely immodest, and insulting to gentleness.

Chen Tong, who is not drunk for a thousand cups, is actually already drunk, but when he is drunk, he doesn't talk too much and doesn't make noise, but he is different from the usual laughing and joking, he becomes very serious, and the serious Chen Tong looks really special code sexy!Lin Mo has good looks, and every gesture is a sight.But Chen Tong really relied on his personal charm.

Chen Tong asked Lin Mo: "Is it possible for you to stay?"

Lin Mo looked up at him, always being praised for his picturesque features, but there was no emotion in those affectionate eyes at this moment, only a sense of indifference, one might be able to see helplessness and hesitation upon closer inspection.

Chen Tong was so timid after being stared at by his innocent eyes, he could only hug him fiercely, "Lin Mo, you have to be good, as long as you are good."

Chen Tong hugged him suddenly.For Lin Mo, Chen Tong has become used to being afraid and careful. He is afraid that he will be bad, afraid that he will refuse, but also afraid that he will soften his heart and accept him, and then he will suffer endless pain and sadness. Maybe Lin Mo will hate him in the end.

Chen Tong was terrified that Lin Mo would be at a loss, terrified that Lin Mo would be bad, terrified that Lin Mo... would hate himself in the future.

Lin Mo finally hugged Chen Tong back, "Chen Tong, I understand. But, I can't ignore my mother, she only has me..."

"Don't say anything, don't need to say anything, I understand. Lin Mo, you have to be good." Chen Tong has always adhered to the principle that men do not flick their tears lightly. He used to look down on men who piss and laugh at them like a woman , and claimed that he was a real man who would bleed but not cry even if he was hit by a target.

At this moment, he seemed to be on the execution ground.There is no fear, but it is very uncomfortable. That kind of discomfort cannot be seen or touched, but it is stuck in the body and cannot be pulled out.That kind of discomfort is when I think that I love this person deeply, but I can't be together, and I feel that everything is boring.The sense of helplessness that seems to be floating in a vacuum, and the loneliness of being alone no matter how colorful and noisy the world is.

Lin Mo was terrified of him being like this, but for some reason, he had a feeling that if he didn't do anything now, he might regret it even more in the future.

This man is not Zhang San Li Si, not those passers-by A, B, C, D, this person is very important to him.It can be anyone, but it can't be anyone.Once reality and emotion are about to be separated abruptly, it is like tearing one's own skin, looking at the bloody flesh, how can it not hurt.

Lin Mo pushed him away and looked at his face seriously. The Chen Tong in front of him was not the heartless Chen Tong before. Bitter masculinity.After a night, there was a ring of stubble around his mouth, and his eyes were bloodshot from being drunk and staying up all night, but the lines on his face became very resolute and firm with his expression, and he looked like a man.

Lin Mo can be sure that no matter in the past or in the future, there will be no one who likes him as much as Chen Tong.Lin Mo held his face, and kissed him cautiously, starting from the cheek, and slowly kissing the stubble around his mouth.

Chen Tong was also blinded by the wine, hugged him and gnawed directly on his mouth.Lin Mo let him gnaw. The two of them don't have much experience. The three times they used to count with their fingers, it's all about touching the corners of their mouths. Now that they've all drank wine, they are full of blood. Chen Tong gnawed the skin.

Chen Tong turned his back to the people in the dormitory, kissed and found that Lin Mo stopped, his eyes looked behind him, he turned his head, and saw Niu Bihui looking at them with his mouth open, the three of them were deadlocked for a while , Niu Bihui said: "Paralyzed, I'm drunk and blind." He lay down again, unconscious.

After a false alarm, when Chen Tong looked at Lin Mo again, his heart was a little guilty. Lin Mo dragged him up and asked him to put on his shoes. Chen Tong was taken to the hotel in a daze. After entering the room, Chen Tong was still awake.

Lin Mo closed the door, reeking of alcohol, with temptation in his eyes.

Facing Lin Mo, Chen Tong had nothing but helplessness and powerlessness. Lin Mo walked to the bed, took off his clothes and said, "I know you want to stay. I am the car the day after tomorrow afternoon. We have to leave Chen Tong."

Chen Tong stopped his hand that was about to untie his belt: "You don't have to do this, I don't want you to regret it."

Lin Mo waved his hand away: "I only allow myself to be drunk this time. It is very difficult for me to take this step, but I know very well that this time will not change any of my decisions." After finishing speaking, he Feeling that Chen Tong's original helplessness had turned into anger, Chen Tong pressed him on the bed, his eyes angry: "What about me, have you ever thought about what I will do in the future?"

Lin Mo twitched his lips: "I'm only drunk this time, Chen Tong, are you a fucking coward!"

Perhaps because of drinking, Lin Mo's angular lips are redder than ever today, Chen Tong bit his lower lip fiercely, Lin Mo was in pain, and pulled his hair: "Chen Tong, you will be fine in the future , doing well here without me."

The two of them didn't understand anything, relying on some anecdotal theories, fortunately, Chen Tong was cautious, although it was not very comfortable, but the spiritual pleasure of combining with the person he liked far exceeded the physical pleasure.

Lin Mo felt Chen Tong lying on his back, and Lin Mo gasped and said, "Chen Tong, my mother has made arrangements for me, and I will go on a blind date when I get home."

After waiting for a long time for Chen Tong's response, knowing that there was water dripping on his neck, drop by drop, Chen Tong put his face against his back and said to him: "Momo, I feel uncomfortable, it's extremely uncomfortable."

Lin Mo didn't have the courage to turn over to look at him, he just said: "It will be fine, it will get better gradually."

The next day, Lin Mo left first. Chen Tong was already awake when he left, but he knew that Lin Mo after waking up this morning was the sober Lin Mo. He would forget about the absurdity of last night, and he would just let it pass as a romantic night. .

☆, resolute and retain

There are still two days before the final deadline for leaving school. Those who do not stay in the city choose to leave tomorrow. Chen Tong and a few boys in their class have already found a house in the city. practice.

The result of the hangover is that they slept for no reason for a day, and when they woke up again, it was already three o'clock in the morning on the third day, so they didn't sleep at all. Anyway, the luggage was almost packed, and the others were not taken away. The tea set was taken out. This set of tea set was replaced by Chen Tong after he received a scholarship. He protected it like something.

They have stayed here for three years, watched countless sunrises and sunsets, made tea on this balcony so many times, only tonight, they tasted it seriously.

Mentally handicapped Kai started the conversation first: "After this farewell, when will we see you again?"

Fatty Lu said: "I will come back next year to take graduation photos and get a graduation certificate, but it will be difficult to get together by then, and those who have jobs will have to rush back."

For the first time, Niu Bihui showed the loneliness and sadness that did not belong to him: "I don't know if I can come back."

Chen Tong couldn't bear this kind of parting. The last time when Zhang Jing survived, his heart was already full of pimples. Now this is a five-fold blow. The little heart couldn't bear it, so he picked up the small teacup: "Don't talk as if It’s like parting from life to death, everyone will be financially free in the future, and it’s not just a matter of taking a car or a plane to go anywhere, a cup of tea to the future, no matter how difficult it is, we can move forward!”

Several people picked up their teacups: "To the future!"

You don't understand when you're young, but you'll understand as you get older. Some people think it's just a short farewell. Goodbye is not far away, but you don't know that there is already a farewell intention in the dark. '

This page of youth is about to turn over, and the years have passed. I wish you all a safe future in the future.

The sun rises as usual, he doesn't care about your small life journeys, his good or bad is related to you, your good or bad is none of his business, Huluda picked up his luggage, hugged them one by one, and dragged the suitcase down When they got upstairs, the five of them stood on the balcony looking down, waved goodbye to them, and watched his back fade away.

Niubihui's car was about to arrive downstairs in the dormitory, and five people stood in a row. Huluda's back had been known for a long time, but no one went in.

Niu Bihui originally wanted to put his hand on Chen Tong's shoulder, but the difference in height ruined his rare affection, so he threw his hand away angrily: "Chen Tong, you are so big, and there are few people who serve you, you are half of it." , When the master is prosperous, bring Lin Mo to hang out with the master!"

Chen Tong hated it very much: "Who wants to mess with you, a big man, mother-in-law, poor, fastidious and stupid."

Niu Bihui was unconvinced: "Lin Mo is also furious, how can you stand it!"

Chen Tong curled the corner of his mouth, his eyes were slightly fascinated: "It's not the same."

Niu Bihui actually didn't forget what he saw that night. Although he was drunk and stupefied, the shock in his heart was so great that he couldn't help but think it was a dream when he woke up. He said: "Chen Tong, forget it , life is already difficult, why always choose head-to-head."

Mentally retarded Kai walked with Niubihui's car, and the five people on the balcony became three. Brother Lu said, "Let's go, let's go to the cafeteria one last time."

Lin Mo was on the afternoon bus, and Chen Tong wanted to take him to the station. He helped Lin Mo carry the suitcase, and Brother Lu sent them downstairs. Chen Tong said, "Brother Fat, when I come back, you should also It's gone, take care."

Fat Brother Lu waved his sleeves: "Let's go."

The two were silent all the way. Lin Mo was on the train, and the seat was still near the window. Chen Tong sent Lin Mo to the car and put away his luggage. Lin Mo said, "Okay, you can go back." Down.Chen Tong pulled him over, hugged him, and said, "Why don't you wait for me for a few years, and I'll go back when I'm out of shape."

The people next to and opposite Lin Mo were ready, and they were looking at the two of them at this moment, as if they were good friends saying goodbye.

Lin Mo said: "If you come back, I will think you can't get along. In fact, it doesn't matter if you can't get along. But if you get along well, you can go further. You can't see the big sky at the bottom of the well."

Lin Mo pushed him away: "Get down, the car is about to leave."

Chen Tong looked at Lin Mo sitting in the car, wondering if he felt as sad as himself.When I think that this man has nothing to do with me in the future, he will have his own life, a wife and children who will accompany him all his life, troubles, and happiness, but it has nothing to do with him anymore, and he is no longer the No. .1, I realized that this is loneliness. This feeling is really strange.

Lin Mo looked at Chen Tong who was watching him off outside the train, he was so firm, no matter what happened, he would always look at him so firmly, no matter when and where.Lin Mo hated this kind of firmness before, and Chen Tong's firmness always reminded himself of his indifference and repeatedly contrasted his escape, making Lin Mo hesitate in his firmness.

However, at this moment, Lin Mo couldn't help crying bitterly, his eyes followed the train that was gradually moving away, but only his Chen Tong was in his eyes.Chen Tong, Chen Tong, in this world, there is no one who treats him better than Chen Tong, and no one will love him like Chen Tong.

The train left. It was a long train before, but today it was so fast that people had no time to react. The train left, and so did his Lin Mo.

Lin Mo, I'm scared!I never thought that one day I would be separated from you. No matter how long I was given, I couldn't prepare myself mentally. Lin Mo, can you not leave!Can you stay?

Chen Tong feels that those people in the world who always complain about how unworthy their love is or resent that their love is mediocre are not hesitating. It is possible that only one person in this world knows his love except him and Lin Mo. His love seems to be slowly drying up, the rose in the desert is covered in a glass case, no amount of water in his hand can water that flower, that flower hangs its head, dying, no matter how much he beats The glass cover is useless, the cover is as stiff as iron, and the flower is dying alone, who can save him, help him.

There is a black hole in the middle of the desert, the sand is sucked in by him bit by bit, the more the sand is sucked, the black