GL at the same table

, Those were all illusions before, didn't she have a boyfriend later?

But, Rong Jing has such feelings for me beyond doubt.

In my heart, I was terribly afraid!

I just endured her feelings quietly, not daring to make any reaction until her lips touched mine.

It's a very familiar feeling, some nights before, I should not be dreaming, but I was also treated like this by her.

I don't know why, but suddenly there was a snort in my throat.This sound startled me, and also the person lying on top of me.I dare not make any noise, after all, not only Rong Jing and I are sleeping on this bed, but also Mu Xi.

I froze and didn't dare to make any more movements.

The person on my body was very hot, she tightly hugged me who was pretending to sleep, the strength from those thin arms somehow strangled me, all my bones were hurting.

Her face was pressed against my neck, and after a while, wet water flowed there. She cried, and she cried depressively.

She raised her head, her long loose hair fell on my face, and there were tears at the same time, she kissed my cheek, and then pressed her lips to my ear——

sorry Sorry sorry--

One night, I couldn't sleep well.

me, and her.

Rong Jing, what should I do?

Also, how should I face you?

The next morning, at six o'clock, I couldn't wait to crawl out of the warm blanket, and dressed in a panic amidst the sparse complaints that I disliked me and disturbed my dreams.

I didn't dare to look at Rong Jing, who was also awake at the other side, looking at me for some reason.I just want to run away from this embarrassing and frightening place right away.

She suddenly grabbed the sleeve of the coat I was wearing and held it tightly, even the blue-gray tendons in her knuckles were so clearly visible.

She didn't make a sound, but I knew she was sad, and equally flustered and scared.

I know that our fear of being overwhelmed goes in different directions.

I gritted my teeth and said, so what, I'll go to my second uncle's house, last night my mother said that he's been thinking about me lately... Well, just let Mu Xi play with you... Saying that, I hurried to my side Pulling my coat, she still refused to let go.

I had no choice but to look at her helplessly, and this look almost broke my heart out of a heart attack.

Under the orange light, her pale face was covered with tears, and her usually indifferent eyes were dimmed at the moment. She bit her lip, and there was blood between her teeth.

I hurriedly sat back on the bed, pulled the quilt over her body, and whispered, what's the matter, let go, did you hear...

As if she didn't hear it, she still bit her lip tightly, and similarly, she tightly clutched my sleeve.

At this moment, it was as if someone had torn a piece from my heart, and it hurt so badly.

There was nothing I could do, so I pulled up the quilt to cover us both, put my arms around her stiff body, and patted her back with my right hand to calm her emotions.

I moved my head to find her ears, but unexpectedly, because the quilt was too dark, my lips touched hers.

That too soft and sweet feeling made me startled, I didn't want to be in a daze moment, she stretched out her arms and hugged my body tightly, and at the same time moved her lips to kiss me actively.

That kiss was too flustered and domineering, as if she was struggling for the last time. Even I, who was out of the situation at that time, could feel the breath of despair.

At that time, I just endured it stiffly, didn't dare to pick it up, and didn't know how to do it. I even wondered whether her lip that was about to be bitten would hurt, would it really break? up.

Until, Mu Xi at the side woke up somehow, and she asked in a vague voice, what are you two doing?Only then did Rong Jing let go of my lips, and buried her head in my chest again, panting lightly.

What did I say, I'm sorry, I honorably forgot again.

But, why is there only that messy kiss, I remember it so clearly, as if it was engraved in my brain and imprinted in my heart.

☆、Example

Once, when I was young, there was an elder brother of an uncle in my family. On the night of the family reunion on New Year's Eve, his parents kicked him out of the house and kicked him out of the genealogy, saying that he would never have such a disgraceful son in the future. .

The reason is that when he returned home, he brought back a very delicate boy, who he said was the one he planned to spend his whole life——

I've heard people say that it's a metamorphosis, it's not tolerated by the world, it will be ridiculed for a lifetime, and it will never be able to lift its head. Besides, unless you let your love die, even if your parents don't want it in the future, you will never be able to go back to the village. Lovers don't leave you, otherwise you will have nothing.

Then, after hearing about it for a few years, that elder brother went home again, only bringing back a woman with a child in his arms.After kowtowing and apologizing, he said that he was young and innocent, and now that the prodigal son turned around, he hoped that his parents would forgive him for the sake of his grandson and daughter-in-law——

At that time, I was thinking, what about the man who made him abandon his parents and brothers, and was even kicked out of the genealogy?

Later, I heard in a chat with adults that because they were gay, they were despised everywhere, couldn’t find a job, and in the rented house, the landlord kicked them out without even saying hello. , disgusting or something.There are more and more contradictions between the two, and they even fight if they disagree.

Finally, one day broke out.

My brother came back from the construction site, covered in sweat, carrying the two chicken legs he bought outside. He wanted to go home and apologize, but he didn’t expect to see his lover rolling happily on the bed with the man next to him when he opened the door. , Looking at the chicken leg in my hand is really ironic!

Through someone's introduction, he met his current sister-in-law, and the two got married outside after some dating, and then brought him home to meet his parents.

My mother said, if the two children in my family are also so perverted, I will kill them with a shovel, and I will not let them be so embarrassing and make me unable to behave in the village.

This kind of relationship is not guaranteed, maybe it is a novelty for a while, seeking excitement.And the people who betrayed their relatives, too scared, too tired, too shocking to the world, I'm afraid, terribly afraid!

So, I cowardly chose to escape.

I am afraid that my mother will beat me to death, and I am even more afraid of being ridiculed and unable to hold my head up.

Rong Jing, I am not you, maybe you are not afraid, nothing can restrain you, but I am different from you, I am timid and afraid of things.

I'm also afraid that one day after my brother and I abandon our parents, we will realize that everything is just my own wishful thinking, and you are just blinded by something for a while, and the picture is fresh for a while.And I, will be lost forever.

The weekend should have been fun, but because of the matter with Rong Jing and me, it became very gloomy and unhappy.

After breakfast, I made an excuse to go to the second uncle's house. Under the complaints of my parents' classmates who were ignorant and went out, I escaped from the one who made me feel like I was sitting on pins and needles. s home.

It wasn't until night, around ten o'clock, that everyone probably fell asleep, that I went home in the dark by groping the wall.

I was afraid that Rong Jing would wait for me in the quilt, and I was very nervous, and then I saw Mu Xi and Rong Jing lying in the same quilt through the night light, sleeping soundly, my heart suddenly felt a little sour, I deliberately ignored past.

He quickly took off his clothes and socks, and rolled into the bed, in the cold quilt, he could vaguely smell the smell of Rong Jing's past stay.

Refreshing, nice smell, minty.

She fell asleep on her side with my back on her back, her black and soft hair was scattered out of the quilt obediently, like a lupine.

Quiet and well.

There is something called strangeness that spreads around us, and I am the one who started it.

Maybe, back to the beginning, we won't get along awkwardly like we are now.

☆、Misty eye sand

Bowl--

Heh, that's what naive fools think when they do something wrong.

Walking alone on the streets of a strange city, in the luxurious life under the neon lights, I suddenly remembered a passage I saw on Weibo of a certain blogger many years ago when I was bored——

The city where two people were nostalgic for wandering, has since become a desolate and lonely city where one person cannot set foot.I'm afraid, one day I can't help but take a deep look in, tears in my eyes blurred, you and your him, babbling in your arms, a doll who looks very much like you, talking about the land that once belonged to us forever.

At the beginning, I just read and chatted about my feelings, but now that I think about it, the person who wrote this passage must be a person with a very unpleasant story.

I have returned to the hometown that I don't want to set foot on more than once, and followed our youthful footprints in the dusk, looking for things that I lost in those years.In the end, nothing.

Standing on the winding road leading to the school, I vaguely saw me stepping on the car with my teeth gritted in the twilight of the morning, and her with red eyes sitting behind me.

Her arms are around my waist, the breeze is blowing, her palms are on my shoulders, her face is close to my back, her eyes are closed, digesting the pain and sadness I gave her alone.

I remember on the way back to school, Mu Xi joked that you two are as close as Siamese twins.After she finished speaking, her smiling eyebrows curved, and your body stiffened immediately, and she continued, if Xiao Yu was not a girl, I thought Xiao Jing fell in love with her?

Rong Jing's body became even more stiff, and I felt uneasy in my heart. I never felt that Mu Rare had so many words.

I coughed dryly, and in an embarrassingly dignified tone, resolved the troublesome atmosphere. I said, heh, anything is better than you, an unwanted eighth woman!If it really works, a person who has always been known for his vicious mouth can block people to death with a word of sincerity.

Mu Xi, please look at me and don't embarrass us like this, okay?

Mu Xi just answered me a few words unhappily, and then shut up in a very twin consonance.

As soon as the temperature behind me cooled down, the person leaning on my back left without a sound, and my heart sank instantly.

She didn't say anything, the hateful thing is, because I was in front of her, I didn't know what her expression was like, what was her mood like?

Embarrassed all the way, panic all the way, we went back to school.

At the school gate, I saw Talent Wen whom I hadn't seen for many days.He stood there in a gentle manner, with some bright and dazzling sunlight shining on him, warm and soft, like a prince in a fairy tale world, standing in the most suitable place, waiting for his princess.

Meaningless, that princess is Rong Jing.

He came to Rong Jing and said, Xiao Jing, I have something to tell you.On his pretty little face, there was deep affection like the sea, as if there was a deadly love pouring out of his bright eyes.

Rong Jing glanced at her, then turned her head and looked at me with complicated eyes. The strong emotion in her eyes was so deep that I couldn't bear it.

She stretched out her hand to grab my right hand that was about to push the car away, but before she touched it, she stopped awkwardly in mid-air, because I said, oh, then Mu Xi and I will not bother you two.

As he spoke, he pulled Mu Xi, who was about to watch the fun, and disappeared in embarrassment.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a stream of crystal clear water flowing from her left eye.

I heard Wen Caizi's very nervous and distressed voice, Xiao Jing, what's wrong?I'm here--

That kind of tender voice is something I can never give, Wen Zimo is handsome and gentle, it's important that he matches you well, Rong Jing!

Remember, to cherish!

Forget about Mu Yu who makes you sad and never thinks about your future at all!

She is timid and afraid of getting into trouble, she can't even convince herself to accept you, let alone her parents, she is too cowardly!

Really, as long as you get through this time, a better life will beckon you.That guy Mu Yu, you just let her feel sad and let her fend for herself!

But why am I so distressed?

Far away, I heard Rong Jing's slightly hoarse voice saying, it's all right, the sand on the road just blinded my eyes.Well, I have something to tell you too...

I didn't hear clearly what was said later.

Mu Xi beside him said, Xiao Yu, what's the matter, why are you crying?

I smiled, as usual, and said, just now the sand at the school gate blinded my eyes, it's all right!

Mu Xi pursed his lips, looked back curiously, and said, this sand is really strange, it fascinated Xiaojing's eyes, and even yours, why didn't it fascinate mine?

Yes, the sand is really strange!

☆, happiness

Indifference, speechless, maybe we can only use these four words to describe the days when we get along.

Some people say that I am too cold, but Rong Jing has paid too much.

But ah, I clearly know that I can't give her the promise and life she wants, so I still have to delay, delay her youth, and continue to make her sad in the future.

I'm cowardly, I'm afraid, that's why I mustered up the courage to reject her.Perhaps, when I was emotionally ignorant back then, I had a love factor entangled in her.But, too little, far less than how much she got into.

Under Zuo Si's strange gaze and Rong Jing's indifferent expression, I bit the bullet and refused to have dinner with them.I know we can never go back to the way we were before.

After that, Rong Jing never asked me to have dinner with me, nor asked me to do anything with her.

Occasionally, if she bumped into me accidentally, she would smile at me politely and perfunctorily, and say sorry.When you go to the toilet, you will pass by like a strange classmate when you meet head-on, but you will not say hello.During the class break, I will not be reminded again, remember to prepare for the next class, but chat with Zuo Si next to me about other things, chatting and laughing happily.I began to wonder whether the gentle tablemate I knew before was the same person as Rong Jing who treated me like air at this moment.

Sure enough, being ignored feels uncomfortable.

However, who can blame it?

In this way, very good, isn't it exactly what I hoped for?

Maybe I'm too sensitive, or Zuo Si is resentful that I once stole her friend.In the past few days, the eyes that looked at me were full of dissatisfaction, and it even made me feel like she wanted to punch me with her fist.

And the way she looked at Rong Jing was so distressed, and there was some self-blame?

In the evening, after school.After a boring stroll around the playground with the back table, we planned to go back to the dormitory.As soon as we turned the corner, we saw Caizi Wen driving past us with Rong Jing on a bicycle, but she didn't see me.

I saw that Caizi Wen smiled contentedly and dotingly at the same time.Rong Jing, it seems, is also smiling very gently, and at the same time seems to be quite happy.Just like, like the heroine in a novel who fell in love.

In my heart, it hurt like a knife was stabbed by their dazzling smiles!

Looking at the happy couple at the back table beside him, he said sincerely, he looks so happy, he thought the colonel's flower was only suitable for the school girl, but no, this talented man and her are quite a good match when standing together.Don't you think so, Xiaoyu?

Before I nodded, I heard Yiji's arrogant voice say, of course, Xiaojing of our family is naturally looking for the best when looking for a partner.Some people don't know how to cherish, so let her regret it for the rest of her life, right, Mu Yu?The person who came happened to be Zuo Si, I turned to look at her, and she also looked at me with resentment and anger on her face.

I nodded and said, yes, my tablemate has always had good eyesight!I laughed along and made my brain think they were a good match too.But in my heart, I was very sad.

The back table held his face and asked, so what, where is this talented Wen taking the monitor?And with being so upright, you're not afraid of being spotted by those idiots at school?

above board——

What are you sad about, Kiba?Didn't you hear that, only when Rong Jing is with Wen Zimo can she appear openly in front of people.If it were you, I'm afraid I can only live in a dark corner with you!

You should be blessed!

Zuo Sidao, talented man Wen is about to graduate, so of course he took Xiao Jing out to talk a lot of hurtful words.

When she said this.His eyes kept staring at me, as if he wanted to tell me something.

I pretended I didn't hear it, and laughed dryly. It's different if I have more ink in my stomach. If I talk too much about love, I won't be afraid to make the monitor feel sour...

I was about to say something, but was interrupted by Zuo Si's angry "bastard", and then her little face, which was flushed with anger, became even redder, and she called me a "bastard" again, and never looked back ran back to the dormitory.

The students at the back table were a little surprised for a moment, and even seemed to be frightened. They stared at me blankly and didn't dare to say anything.

I laughed so hard that I wanted to shed tears, I said, I owe her something, and it seems that I can't pay her back, so she is angry, don't be afraid!

That's right, Rong Jing, I'm afraid I won't be able to repay the wrong payment you made, and I'll be ashamed for the rest of my life!

Something hot is flowing in the eye sockets——

☆, lonely

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I am not a very smart person, so I have to study harder than others, not to mention my foundation is not very good.

The final exam is coming soon.As the exam time approached step by step, the lively students around seemed to have calmed down, stopped gossiping, and concentrated on preparing for the exam.

I'm so nervous--

Because I remembered the bet I had made with Erpilian, to be honest, I really didn't want to be ashamed, after all, I was a girl, so I said it out of face.

Staying up late, and afraid of disturbing the three girls who study on weekdays in the dormitory is very good, and now the girl who is lying on the bed leisurely and sleeping with a dream of youth, so she has to pull the quilt over her head and use a small flashlight to watch in her bed They scratched their heads and scratched their heads as they barked their teeth and danced their claws to find the solution.In the morning, it was pitch black outside at five o’clock in the morning. I took my clothes and went to the toilet to change and wash at the same time. I took my homework book to the classroom and continued to recite the "Humble Room Inscriptions", which is my humble room but my virtue.

Ever since, the youthful and beautiful pimple beans soon patronized my forehead, and the panda eyes that were treated as national treasures were also cultivated in this way.Once, when I went to the toilet during a big break, I ran into Mr. C, whom I hadn’t seen for a long time. The child asked me with an incredulous expression, why did he torture himself so badly.I joked at the time that I didn't want to study better and try to be assigned to the same class as you.After a while of laughing and joking, the tense emotions that had been tense for many days finally relaxed.

Holding my chin, looking at the floating clouds in the sky, only I know why I work so hard.

In addition to meeting the ridiculous bet before, there is——

I heard that the second half of the year will be divided into classes according to grades.

I wonder if Rong Jing is ready?

Mr. C said that she saw Wen Caizi and Rong Jing dating in the school library yesterday afternoon.Heh, if you eat radish salty, you don't have to worry about it.She has a leisurely date with Wen Caizi, how could she not be ready!

During self-study in the morning, from the corner of the eye, he glanced carefully at Rong Jing, who was reading classical Chinese with his lowered eyes carefully.Recently, due to my busy schedule, I found that I had neglected her a lot.For example, her hair seems to have grown again, and she seems to have lost weight again.Uh, but it seems to look better.

Well, maybe she really found out that the one who suits her best in the end is Wen Caizi. Apart from her talent, appearance and personality, even her gender is so suitable.

She closed her eyes, then opened them again, tilted her head slightly, and looked at me deeply, her eyes were like deep pools of secrets, and I couldn't understand the emotion in her eyes, let alone see her hidden deep inside. matters of the heart.

I blushed, smiled awkwardly, and said something, did you study well?What kind of embarrassing opening is this, she has always been a top-notch student, you are idiotic and stupid to ask this kind of question.She froze for a moment, her slender and slightly curly eyelashes cast a shadow under her eyes, and her eyes looked extremely deep.

She opened her mouth, but before she could speak, Zuo Si at the side pulled her arm, glared at me, and said dissatisfiedly, how dare my Xiaojing bother Mr. Mu to care about you, you just need to take care of your eyeballs and don't go blind Just glance at it.Also, close your messy heart!After finishing speaking, he glared at me again, and said to Rong Jing, Xiao Jing, what shall we eat later?

The gentle tone made me envious.

Rong Jing smiled awkwardly at me, saying that Zuo Si has always been like this, so please bear with me.Then he turned his head away and went to talk with Zuo Si not knowing what to say.

The previous tenderness, intimacy is no longer.But polite, alienated.

I feel bad, but this is what I have to bear!

Actually, I want to ask, are you and Caizi Wen okay?

Should be fine, shouldn't it?

With my panda eyes and pimples all over my forehead, I walked out slowly with my book in my arms. There was a feeling of tightness in my chest in this classroom.

It should be more accurate to say that as long as I get close to her and her friends, my heart will be very stuffy, and if I don't go out, I feel like I can suffocate.

At that time, I didn't know that her gaze was lingering on my back, until I turned a corner and disappeared, then she looked back lonely.

☆, heart regret

She said she wouldn't be a trouble to me—

I try my best to control myself not to think about her, and everything about her.But, she was right beside me, so close that I could almost hear my breath.She frowns and smiles, and frowns slightly, no matter how strong I am in my heart, I am determined not to care about her every detail, but there is always such a casual glance, I can see clearly.

Suddenly, I realized that I was really tired!

I'm worried about whether she has eaten well recently. After all, she hasn't eaten a piece for a long time. Why is she so thin?I still worry about whether there is any stunned young man like Fang Wen who will tease her with silly jokes like I did before?It's even ridiculous that I would worry or even care about Wen Caizi's current development, did they hold hands, or even kiss Wen Caizi warmly like she kissed me that night?

I am really crazy!

She went crazy so out of control that she started to regret why she didn't respond to her feelings. Such a gentle, considerate and good-looking girl may not be able to meet a second one in this life.I was stupid to think about so many things that I have and don’t have. Isn’t there a saying called cherishing the present.If we get back together with her first, what will happen in the future? Wouldn't it be great to talk about it later?

Now I won’t sit on the lawn of the playground like a foil (I feel that the classroom is noisy and I can’t go on reviewing. In fact, I feel a little resistant to sitting with Rong Jing and being ignored). The three gossiping seniors who seemed to come out to relax, were nympho discussing the romantic history of Wen Caizi and Xiaohua.

The Rong Jing in their words is knowledgeable and understanding, but cold and lonely as hell.What are you talking about when Wen Caizi was walking with her on the playground, all kinds of sour sentences from literati and refined scholars moved a truckload, and the school beauty not only did not fall down under Wen Caizi's jeans in admiration, but even had a cold little face, His eyes were blank as if he was thinking about something else.

That tone of voice, that look in the eyes, it sounds like my tablemate is not gentle and pleasant to Wen Caizi, and the girl Huaichun's admiration and admiration is blind, or is she pretending to be noble when she wants to refuse?

Is there any mistake, my tablemate likes those sour ancient things, but it doesn't mean that she likes others to show off what she knows in her ears?On weekdays, she likes to be quiet. When reading those boring sentences, even I dare not disturb her. Talented Wen is so smart, why can't she see that her sweetheart is a quiet person who likes to be quiet and indifferent? ?

There is no such thing as regret medicine in the world, so I will put aside my regrets first, and study hard, learn new things by reviewing the past, and strive for a satisfactory result in the final exam.

I bid farewell to the gossip senior sisters with blank eyes. I decided to have a meal when there were few people and the big guys hadn't eaten. I haven't been to the cafeteria for a long time. I miss it very much.Especially when I worked here a few days ago, I felt a lot of emotion when I revisited the old place.

I casually ordered fried rice with eggs, and while I ate it, I recalled the ancient poems my Chinese teacher wrote down for the so-called key exam this morning.I suddenly felt a little scared in my heart, I was afraid that I would eat slowly, and when I saw Rong Jing appearing with Wen Caizi, sitting not far from me, talking and laughing sweetly, or feeding each other food and water tenderly and considerately I am a single dog with a dull pain in the back of my regretful teeth.

There is an old saying, what to be afraid of.Sure enough, it was time for dinner, Wen Caizi and Rong Jing appeared at the entrance of the cafeteria together.Wen Caizi was a little out of breath, as if running over with too much force, Rong Jing's expression was calm, and she didn't know if she had encountered some troubles, but she was not very happy watching it anyway.Behind her was the grinning Zuo Si, the child said something to her, and a smile slowly appeared on Rong Jing's lips.

After a few seconds, Zuo Si raised his eyes and looked over at me, obviously seeing me who was eating poorly.Immediately, the flowers wilted and smelled as if their faces changed, she leaned in and muttered something to Rong Jing again, and then saw an anxious expression on Rong Jing's face, even hesitating looked towards me.

I immediately lowered my head, and frantically planed my fried rice with eggs——

God, don't see me!

Even though, I don't know why I'm afraid that she will see me, I obviously want to see her very much.

But, what I want to see is not her appearing with Wen Caizi!

☆, "vinegar"

The rice in my bowl had just been planed until it reached the bottom of the bowl, and when I thought I would finally stop eating in the cafeteria so uncomfortably, I saw Wen Caizi calling Rong Jing and Zuo Si to come to my table together.

I scolded in my heart, Wen Caizi, I'm fucking your [-]th generation grandma, I haven't seen so many empty tables, you're full and struggling, why don't you find something to come to my table?The two holes under your eyebrows grew out just to see the beauty of my tablemate, and the rest are all mosaiced, right?

Embarrassed, I politely greeted the three who occupied my territory aboveboard. Among them, the couple smiled at me tacitly, and my heart ached from that smile.The other one named Zuo Si gave me a disdainful look, and greeted me with a sneer.

Faced with such an embarrassing situation where Jin Shi doesn't say anything, Wen Caizi was finally the first one who couldn't bear it. He started the opening remarks, your name is Mu Yu, isn't it?

I smiled, smiling brightly, nodded and said yes, looked down at the bottom of the bowl, ate two more chopsticks, reckoned it could be removed.That party said some words that I had forgotten in my selective amnesia in a very gentle way.In fact, it is nothing more than some Xiaojing is good here, good there, good ones are like porcelain dolls that people cherish and are afraid that they will be broken by accidental excessive force, so let me take care of him a little bit for his sake.However, people with deep culture can't speak in a simple and easy-to-understand manner. It took me a long time to figure it out before I figured it out.

This ink depth is different, Rong Jing and the others are really suitable as hell, even if I'm jealous, I can't help but admit that the two old professors in her family definitely like Wen Caizi, who is both literary and male at the same time.As for me, I reckoned that if someone like me, who had almost led his granddaughter astray, entered the door, I would definitely shovel it out of the house with a shovel, and at the same time pour boiling water on it for disinfection.

Different genders, different treatment!

As for Zuo Si, he insulted me a few words with neither salty nor light words. Fortunately, my tablemate is sensible. After taking a look at her, the unlucky child stopped talking and buried his head in eating her meal.

What about Rong Jing?

Heh, she never raised her eyes to look at me, she just ate the food in her rice bowl very politely and slowly.Occasionally, Wen Caizi would pick some delicious food from his plate for her, but she just said thank you lightly, but continued to eat her food without moving.

I think it's better to waste food.I feel a bit unable to eat, especially when I saw Wen Caizi swearing sovereignty in front of my table in a few seconds and whispering something, my stomach was fuller, and I even felt a little depressed that I just ate What are you doing so much, you feel like throwing up now!

Also, if he gets so close to you, you won't reprimand him, Rong Jing?Do you know whether men and women are familiar with each other? Don’t you like the sour things in ancient Chinese? Do men and women know about it?

Wen Zimo, if you accidentally sprayed the rice in your mouth into Rong Jing's bowl, how would you let her eat?

I feel a little manic in my heart, and seeing the gentle talent in the eyes of all these girls, I actually hate it more and more, what should I do?

I stood up suddenly, startling all three of them and myself at the same time.Rong Jing finally raised her eyes and looked at me, I was a little embarrassed, I felt a stuffy feeling in my chest, at her glance, it seemed like a glance back after thousands of mountains and rivers, and it disappeared instantly.

I grinned in embarrassment and said, well, I finished eating, I will go back to the classroom to study first, and the three of you will eat slowly.He wanted to run away immediately.

Then, I heard Rong Jing say, Mu Yu, do you think Wen Zimo and I are suitable?

The legs that had just been moved were retracted again.

What did she call me just now, Muyu?

Heh, yes, as a classmate, I don’t call you Mu Yu, could I call you my dear?

I turned my head to look at her, her eyes were full of steam, her lips were tightly pressed, but she was still looking straight at me.Those eyes contained too many things, so much that I couldn't bear it, and I felt like I was about to suffocate.

This doesn't seem to have anything to do with me, does it?I said.

She smiled, but the tears in her eyes couldn't hold back, if you agree, I'll listen to you, my dear... at the same table?

I heard me say, well, it's a good match...

Anyway, the sexes are well matched!

Wen Caizi looked at her in surprise for some unknown situation, and at the same time, when he looked at me, his eyes were full of complicated expressions.

My eyes were sore and swollen and uncomfortable, as if something wet was about to come out, I hurriedly walked towards the door.

Then I seemed to hear Rong Jing say, Wen Zimo, let's break up——

I think, I am an auditory hallucination under the wild imagination of daydreaming!

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Yesterday evening, Rong Jing's parents took her home. The reason for asking for leave was that she was sick.I didn't see it, and I felt a little sad in my heart.

According to Mr. C, Rong Jing and Wen Caizi broke up.

How did she break up and why did she break up?That messy and restless kiss full of despair that night, resurfaced in my head again?Isn't she sad now?In a short period of time, two relationships of poor quality passed away.

I'd love to see her, even if I can't do anything for her.

My heart is already in a mess and I can't figure it out. I looked fine yesterday, so how could I be sick?How can two people who seem to be very good and suitable for each other, who are often said to be in love with each other, break up?

I bit the bullet and went to Zuo Si to find out about her current situation.The reason why she asked for leave was not illness, but the idea that she didn't want to see me, a troublesome guy, always appeared in her mind.

Zuo Si just looked at me with a complicated look that I couldn't understand, and after waiting for a long time, she asked me in the wrong way, Mu Yu, what do you think is good about you?I opened my mouth wide in surprise, not knowing what she meant.

She shook her head and said, maybe only those who like it desperately can see where you are, okay and other meaningless words.Then he faltered and hawed as if trying to cover up something, rambling all over the place and didn't tell me a single key point anyway.

I have no choice but to give up!

Later, I thought, at that time, maybe Zuo Si had already known about my relationship with Rong Jing, which was not a relationship at all.

Sitting back in his seat, he heard a few gossip girls say that Wen Caizi asked for leave to visit the monitor. Maybe the two of them are back together to send warmth during this illness.After all, Cai Zi Wen is so handsome!

In fact, I really want to ask for leave to see her.I'm afraid, she doesn't really want to see me.

After a boring and sad day, I didn't want to go back to the dormitory, but I saw Rong Jing who was supposed to be sick and rest at home, sitting on the bed, holding something like a diary in her hand, her eyes seemed to be in a daze.Looking at it from a distance, it looks like a lifeless sculpture, which makes people feel indifferent and desolate.