GL at the same table

Pretending to be innocent, what's the matter?

She looked over my face complicatedly, and said, Xiao Jing is really kind to you, like a real sister.Even if you have any misunderstandings, you shouldn't have a cold war with her.Do you know that in the past two days, she has been in a bad mood, very bad.You are her deskmate, you should know better than me.

Isn't she in the period of love, why is she in a bad mood.

I explained, you worry too much, she must be in a good mood now, and it should be the best mood in her life!

After all, being with your sweetheart is a joy no matter what!

Zuo Si, who is single, certainly doesn't know, because she didn't see the appearance of the gentle and submissive little daughter-in-law Rong Jing and Wen Caizi sat together for dinner that day.

Hearing what I said, the other party got a little angry, gritted his teeth and scolded, you heartless little white-eyed wolf, if it weren't for Xiao Jing, your grades would improve so quickly.If it wasn't for Xiao Jing, would the old class not be holding you accountable for breaking those locks in the infirmary?She is such an arrogant and cold person, she would beg the doorman to let her go out to buy you review tools because of you bastard.Originally, the quality of sleep was poor, and I helped you do homework together in the middle of the night.She has done so many things for you overtly and secretly, why did you just explain and prevaricate if she was too worried?

She has done so many things for me, huh, what can I do?

I lowered my head, not knowing what to say?

She treats me so well, I can't ruin her!

Even if the idea of ​​wanting to destroy her arises in my heart, it's just a thought!

Zuo Si sighed, and said, I grew up with her, and I have never seen her care so much about anyone.Even today's Wen Zimo, I don't see that she treats him one-tenth as well as she treats you.Rong Jing is a stubborn person, if she decides that someone treats her well, she will always treat her well, Xiao Yu, you must not break her heart.She is very fragile, not as strong as she looks at all.

I hummed lightly and said, I won't hurt her heart, she treats me better than my own sister treats me, I don't want to make her sad.Don't worry, even if there is no misunderstanding or anything wrong, I will take the initiative to admit to her.

Such a perfect person, how can she be blind and treat me well, but fortunately, I occasionally have bad thoughts in my heart, and even misunderstand that she has strange thoughts towards me.

After this conversation, I wanted to talk to Rong Jing nicely, but Rong Jing didn't give me a chance to reconcile.

As long as the get out of class is over, heh, Wen Dacai is ready to report to our class to chat with her and discuss what to eat, or the two of them will discuss some poems and songs that I don't understand and are not very interested in.

Sincerely, I admit that I was thinking too much in my head before.Rong Jing didn't have any strange feelings towards me at all, she didn't talk speculatively, and we didn't have any common interests, how could it be possible to be ambiguous.Look at this Wenda talented man, his face is full of enthusiasm and chatting with the school belle Shuo Gulijin is very lively.Even the melon-eating crowd who were watching the excitement were booing, "Don't be gentle, Wen Caizi, what's wrong with hugging our monitor?"

That's right, a certain well-fed comrade placed a bet just now, saying that whoever said more poems about the moon within half a minute would hug the other.

Friends, does it make a difference?

Aren't they all hugs, aren't they all taken advantage of by the obvious Wenda talent?

Are you really worthy of your excellent squad leader who treats you like this?

Fortunately, our homeroom teacher is more reasonable, as long as you study well, she doesn't care about whoever you are.

I sat far away at the last table, "I took a long breath to cover up my tears, mourning the hardships of the people's lives", being the school belle at the same table is not good, and the various benefits and benefits are too poor.When the boyfriend comes, we can put it as far away as possible, for fear of missing each other's love.

How mentally retarded I was when I thought that way!

☆, broke up

Until the end, it developed until I secretly strongly demanded to change my deskmate.

It happened that Ren Muxi said that he wanted to be at the same table with the monitor to improve his studies, so we agreed to report to the old class tomorrow and change immediately.

Always watching people show affection will definitely hurt a lot.He couldn't help but think of the bear-like bastard in his family. He heard that he had a fight with someone a few days ago, and he is currently recuperating at home.As my girlfriend, do I just give him some fruit and eggs to save face?

But, if I meet his parents, the two of them will beat me out with broom bumps. After all, our beauty will cause our children to fall in love early.

I was frowning on my side, while the head of my deskmate on the other side was leaning on my shoulder inexplicably.I froze, then relaxed again.

I was so stupid, I thought too much.

This novel is really not suitable for a young and precocious girl like me to read more, it is easy to damage the brain.

When I lowered my head slightly, I saw my deskmate with his eyes closed, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, I couldn't help grinning, and said, my deskmate is so leisurely, even leaning on the little one, aren't you afraid that yours will be jealous?

She pursed her lips, opened her eyes slightly, and said, I can lean on whoever I want to lean on, and the people next to me don't need to intervene or intervene!

As always, domineering and strong, there is no doubt.

By the way, Wen Zimo is no one else!

Then I heard her sigh and said in a low voice, why doesn't Xiaoyu want to be at the same table with me?Yes or no…

She lowered her voice, shut her mouth in a short while, and said after a while, it's okay, if it's a change, everyone feels fresh, and it's also very good.

She stood up, walked away from my shoulder, smiled mischievously at me, and deliberately said in a disappointed voice, sure enough, if you have a new love, you will forget my old love!

I curled my lips and said, yes, yes, I am a person who likes novelty, seeing the newcomers laugh but not hearing the old ones cry, it is me who is just messing with me!

Touzui joked a few words with each other, and the estrangement and alienation in the past few days was resolved so easily.

It was like a dream for a while.

The next day, Mu Xi and I changed seats, facing each other two rows apart.

In my heart, I secretly wiped the sweat for my old sister. My tablemate, no, the original tablemate is good at everything, but there is one thing wrong. He likes to lean on people at every turn, and the leaning is a little ambiguous, which is easy to let People have bad thoughts.

Just like me, ahem! ! !

I think that when we were outside the classroom that day, she hugged me and cried, she must have been wronged, and it must have something to do with me!

I told myself again, Mu Yu, you really think too much!

How would you feel when your old lover, whom you haven't seen for many days, came back to school non-stop to see you with the delicious snacks specially bought at home?

Moved, at least moved to tears!

But what if he came to break up with you?And that pack of snacks happened to be the legendary breakup fee?

Sad, so I have to cry in the dark, and I swear to be stronger than Meng Jiangnu. Even if I can't cry to the Great Wall, I have to cry to the broken wall bricks in the south of my school that can be collapsed by a small wind.

Xiao Qingmei, whom he had not seen for many years during his illness, actually came back from the provincial capital to visit relatives. He accidentally caught a glimpse of Xiao Qingmei and discovered that he fell in love with Xiao Qingmei at first sight. To be able to abandon the messy wife and return to Qingmei's arms again to be a good baby at home.Really, a poor and admirable infatuated doll!

Now frankly, he came to find me to break up. I hope I can let him go for the sake of the seemingly good friend. At least even if I do it, I won’t hit him without knowing his own mother.

It should have been, for a heartless person, he should have cried, made trouble, and hanged himself to save his heart.But I'm sorry, it seems that the old lady is still in love with him, so she didn't accept a bag of snacks from him, but gave him a big gift instead.

Fat beat me up, it's already ugly enough to hit someone without slapping the face, so I only made physical attacks where my clothes could cover it.It is a love history that is finally settled, so I have to keep it in mind.

There is no impenetrable wall in the world, and I am so low-key that the love history of the little ant who has no sense of existence has spread to the monitor's ears like explosive news.

She said—

☆, how to be good

That person's short-sightedness and ignorance of Xiaoyu's goodness is his loss, don't be sad, there is always a person in this world who will treat you well for free, wait for you to fall in love with her, and is willing to give you everything about her!

In the misty water, the overly good-looking pair of eyes continued to ferment some kind of emotion faintly, and I comforted myself that it was an illusion.Wen Zimo is so talented, yet so considerate and gentle, only a fool would abandon him and fall in love with the idiot next to him!

Rong Jing, after all, she is so smart!

I don't care and said with a smile, it's okay, anyway, I don't like that guy, and now I have something on my mind, so don't dislike that guy for being ugly and embarrassing me!After finishing speaking, he pretended to be chic and blinked at Rong Jing, he really didn't care, and I felt that I had made a fortune, after all, I didn't eat less snacks.

Rong Jing silently listened to my unnutritious words, her eyes slightly lowered, her voice soft, what does Xiao Yu like...boys?

I tilted my head and thought for a while. I wanted to say that the school grass is like that, or your Wen Zimo is clean, fresh, sunny and handsome.But it's not good to be afraid of being laughed at daydreaming and afraid of her misunderstanding that I have a good impression of her family Wen Zimo.

I have to say, first of all, the appearance must be worthy of me, the temper must be gentle and tolerant, the kind that the prime minister can hold a boat in his belly.Otherwise, I'm afraid that if the two of them quarrel and I accidentally piss him off to death, it's not worth the loss if you pull me as a back to be buried with him!

She pursed her lips, the halo in her eyes flashed, she opened her mouth, but finally did not utter a word.I just leaned over, wrapped my arms around my waist, nodded and approached my arms, and comforted me, Xiao Yu's goodness will eventually be known, if... if it were me... I would never be so easy... um... definitely not The only thing that let you slip away from me is...heh...

That bastard Mu Xi said, Rong Jing was very polite to her, and the normal two people basically had no physical contact.Why did you come to my side and just lean on it, or just talk, and before you even answered, the other side plunged into your arms and babbled like a sympathizer.

It's really too much to bear, my lord squad leader!

If Wen Zimo of yours sees it, I'm really afraid that the kid will chop me up and throw me out to feed the little bastard, what should I do?

We are innocent!

But why does Rong Jing always give me an unclear feeling!

She has a partner, and the two of them are like glue, that guy is Wen Zimo, Wen Zimo, Wen Zimo!

Yes, I must not think too much about it.

It's normal for girlfriends to cuddle, kiss their cheeks, touch their little hands, what's more, we haven't reached that realm, so how could something strange happen.

Don't think too much!

But, I couldn't help but think too much!

Evening self-study.

Rong Jingte, a good wife and loving mother, helped me sort out the slightly messy and bad papers, and I felt very sorry.After all, we are no longer at the same table, and she really made me feel a little embarrassed by doing this.

I snatched the paper from her hand and said in a low voice, "Well, monitor, you go back first, it's not like I don't have this paper or something, I just sort it out myself!"

Look, what a sensible child.

She gave me a deep look, silent.

He paused, bit his lips and said, I am willing to help you, does Xiao Yu hate me that much?

There was a bit of loss and helplessness in his tone.

I don't hate you, Rong Jing, really!

I was a little embarrassed, tugged at her sleeve and said, no, I just don't want to delay your study, don't think too much.

☆, at the same table again

I don't know what Rong Jing said to that stubborn and difficult sister in my family. That girl wants to change my seat back to me.In the end, he threatened me with this month's pocket money, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet and return to my original seat.

In fact, I really want to ask Rong Jing cheekily, what did she say to Mu Xi, such a child who studies hard and admires Xueba, so easily let the Xueba master go, and returned to her original seat.But in the end I didn't ask, after all, I didn't dare to speak.

Many years later, when I came back to visit the teacher in class and sat in that special seat again, I could clearly see her flushed cheeks and the corners of her lips slightly curled up when she saw me sitting next to her again. Very satisfied smile.

Unable to help, a faint smile appeared on his lips.

Oh, Rong Jing, suddenly——

Miss you so much!

The curriculum for the first grade of junior high school is very simple. The few compulsory courses are nothing more than a few worried teachers reminding you not to fall in love early and study hard.The high school entrance examination is an important turning point in life, just like a great foreign man who I can't remember clearly once said that it is very important to be able to lift the fulcrum of the earth.

Because the third-year junior high school students are about to graduate, the school leaders want to boost the morale of those children who have studied hard for nine years, and strive to win a few dark horses to fight for face.After all, it is a state-run junior high school in the town. When the high school entrance examination is lost to those private middle schools, it will be really embarrassing and embarrassing. It is not easy to recruit students in the future.

So we called a meeting of class teachers at all levels to discuss how to encourage them. There were different opinions. Some thought that they should increase food and ensure sleep.Others say that you can take a few days off before the high school entrance examination to relax and enjoy your head. Before the conversation begins, you will be bombarded. On vacation, you will go home and play games on a date. If the girl doesn’t come back, she will put her head in a fool’s bag. How to take the exam and how to get in Experimental class?

In the end, the principal, whose meninges were almost inflamed, made a final decision, let the first and second students write a few motivational slogans and hang them in the third grades. Anyway, the high hopes of the juniors and juniors should be done well no matter what. Work hard and rely on to get ahead.

Yes, saving money, labor and time, the key is not to be practical.

Headmaster——

The head teacher waved his hand in the class, and then assigned the task to the class leader and the school committee, saying that they are the best writers in the class, and they are sensible and obedient and know what to write.The key is to study super well, even if you delay your study time, your grades will not drop.

After finishing speaking, she gave me a stern look, and pointedly said to the public, some people, the bad grades when they first entered school are really troublesome.I thought the child was unteachable, but I underestimated the prodigal son when she turned around, and the second model was surprisingly good.But don't be proud, you can be humble and serious, especially with such good resources, the class leader of the school committee should give her serious guidance, is it the foundation of happiness to help others?Especially those dead children who are behind and make me want to kick her twice to urge her to move forward...

I curled my lips, I can hear such derogatory words!Boss, are you thirsty, go drink some water to save your saliva!

With a tight fingertip, the person next to me suddenly held my finger, turned her head slightly, and said softly, in fact, she attaches great importance to you.

I pouted again, paying attention to me as a scumbag?

Listening to the earnest teachings of the old class...

Kohane is actually very smart!She said, I don't know why she had such a smug face when she spoke?

If you're smart, why don't I know?How can it be so hard to study, and you have to be supervised and tutored?

She smiled, her smile was gentle and lovely, like the warmest and softest halo in spring, calming the impetuousness in my heart.

Some of the smart ones are sad, sad...

she says.

However, it was many years after I graduated from university that I realized how sad she was. Behind the unfinished sentence was——

Even when I'm sad, I'm fine by myself.

☆, the heart will be anxious

After many years, I have almost forgotten how to encourage those struggling third-year junior high school students back then.But I don’t know why, but I remember every detail about Rong Jing clearly. The gentle shyness in her glance and smile, the residual warmth left when her fingertips caressed my cheek, lying in a distance where I could smell my breath There is no elegant fragrance.Just like the tarsus bone poison, even after thousands of miles, ten or eight years, I still remember it clearly——

In the meantime, I remember that in a self-study class in the afternoon when the head teacher arranged work that day, I was discussing with Rong Jing a very complicated geometry problem left by the math teacher in the morning.

I vaguely remember that the paper seemed to be a very complicated polygon that I always said to me. I also drew a lot of auxiliary lines with a pencil. I frowned and thought for a long time but couldn't solve it.

I had no choice but to look at Xueba pitifully, and said innocently, it's been almost half a year, and I really can't figure it out!

She looked at me reproachfully for a moment, the gentle halo in her eyes was as warm as water could overflow, she even stretched out her finger to scratch my nose affectionately, and said, you?

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I actually heard a hint of doting.

She smiled and said, if you use the law of sines to do it, it will be very difficult, why not use the equation that the teacher said in the morning?As he spoke, he shook his head helplessly, and said with a bit of blame, he must be distracted again!

With a shy face, I muttered in embarrassment, at the same table, are you the roundworm in my stomach?I'm crazy, you are so clear?

She froze for a moment, her expression was a little dazed, and she returned to normal in less than five seconds. She said, you are my deskmate, so naturally every move can't escape my eyes, why do you have any objections?

I was about to retort, when Fang Muxi came over with a small black notebook in his hands, and said, Xiao Jing, these are some materials I collected, let's discuss them!As she said that, she glanced at me, and I really felt the meaning in my sister's eyes with a tacit understanding, don't hurry up, go as far as you want, let go!

I happily picked up my math homework and said with a smile, you two, chat slowly, chat slowly, the little one is leaving now!

As soon as we left the seat, Mu Xi sat down next to my dear deskmate, and then began to babble endlessly.Rong Jing was very understanding, gentle and considerate, listening quietly, nodding from time to time, and occasionally adding a few words.Before I left, I turned around, and I happened to see her looking back at me, smiling sweetly at me, the corners of her eyes and brows were full of endless affection that I couldn't figure out but often showed in her eyes.

The heart is sweet, and the ears are full of fiery enthusiasm.

Many years later, I finally realized that it was the inexhaustible affection and the deep friendship that cannot be erased when I looked back and smiled.

I was concentrating on my homework on this side, and I heard a few low-pitched laughter on the other side, with the obvious meaning of teasing.

Zuo Si's tablemate didn't know when to join in the fun and lay down between Rong Jing and Mu Xi, only to hear her say, "Squad leader, I don't think there is any need to write anything at all, you just need to show your little face with a little gesture, and Wen Dacai won't let you down." Obedient Baba ran to your side.If you say one, he will never say two, if you let him take the exam in the county's No. [-] middle school, he will never miss the county's No. [-] middle school...

Then my elder sister, I don’t know when she also interrupted like that, just, I don’t know how far Xiaojing and Wen Caizi have developed, have they held hands?Or give a hug, or even...

Behind it is a meaningful and thought-provoking laughter.

My heart was pulled in an instant, and when I thought of Rong Jing being held by Wen Zimo or even kissed on the cheek, I couldn't study anymore, and I didn't even know why I wanted to interrupt the questioning of those eight women.

Rong Jing didn't say a word, she just sat there with her body upright, without turning her head, listening to their teasing.

Speak up, Rong Jing! ! !

Is she extremely shy at the moment, and even blushing thinking about her talented Wen, or even thinking about the picture of two hugging each other, looking at the stars and the moon when they are in love with each other one day...

Xiao Yu, what's wrong with you, why is your face a little pale?

I heard someone asking me——

☆, etc.

In the evening, I packed up my things and was about to go back to the dormitory after I finished my evening self-study. As soon as I stood up, Rong Jing held my palm tightly.Although the expression on her face was very indifferent, there was a little grievance and helplessness in her eyes.

She spoke, her voice was gentle but calm, Xiao Yu, let's go together, shall we?

I don't know why I don't want to be alone with her at this moment, but I don't want to disappoint her, so I just nodded.

The night wind is very cool, as expected of late autumn.

The night light is not very bright, but the accident of faint yellow gives some warmth.

Unexpectedly, in such a deep cold night, you can still see a few moths boldly pounce on the overheated bulb due to its high wattage and long time of lighting.

Some of them were so hot that they fell from the top. One could vaguely see that there were scorched moth stumps around the light bulb.

Holding my arm by her side, Rong Jing, who was walking slowly with me on the way back to the dormitory, suddenly said, Moths to the flames, even though they knew there would be no result, they still insisted on looking for the only warmth, Xiaoyu knew it was Why?

There are faint stars dancing in her beautiful eyes, and her already outstanding face is full of gentle warmth under the hazy yellow light. She is tall and delicate in a dark blue windbreaker, and her slender white fingers are covering my arms. Suddenly found that people who ignore the old look so good-looking.

I shook my head, my eyes were involuntarily attracted by the gentle smile drawn on her lips, and I was intoxicated by it.

Her eyes flickered, she didn't know why she didn't look at me anymore, and there was an ambiguous pink on her fair cheeks.

Suddenly, the sides of the face and ears were burning hot, the heat was unbearable.

I hastily turned my head away, also not daring to look at her.

I am a girl, how can I look at another girl, blushing and heartbeat——

Then I heard her say softly, that is faith, the only faith she has ever had in her life, and she wants to take good care of it.I didn't want her to be afraid of shame and rebellion, but also afraid that I would accidentally frighten her if I couldn't control it for a while, so I had to let her go free.But, she is not a saint, it is because she longs for the old and pursues the warmth of the old, even if the jade and stone are burnt after the moths are thrown into the fire, and the body is completely injured, she still wants to get closer to her, even closer.

After finishing speaking, the eyes that were full of water sparkle again, and the corners of the lips and brows are also smudged with a little sadness.I could clearly feel the deep sadness in her eyes that couldn't be hidden, but she deliberately lowered her eyes to let the unbearable and cowardly tears return to her eyes.

It hurts her so much.

At that time, she always felt that Wen Caizi was very important to her.

But she didn't realize that after the breakup gradually eliminated the ambiguous shock, Wen Caizi came to see Rong Jing less and less because of her studies or other reasons.Even at meal times on weekdays, the two seldom eat together.

Today, when I look back and think about it, I suddenly realized that maybe it was just an unbearable illusion, but it was as real as she demonstrated.

He didn't know how to answer her words, let alone enlighten her, so he bit his lips and remained silent.

Because of the cold or some other reason at night, I remembered that I slept with Rong Jing. In the cold autumn night, her cold but soft body was snuggling in my arms very obediently, and the tip of her nose was full of her delicious fragrance.

In the twilight of sleep, I heard someone sighing slightly, the tone was full of helplessness and remorse, and something soft and sweet was stuck to my forehead, cheek, nose tip, and lips.

The warm and soft voice slowly came from the ear——

I wait for you, wait for you, wait until you fall in love with me...

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☆, the same return

It’s another beautiful Saturday, and after this self-study session, I will return to the warm embrace of my mother. Thinking of her sauced duck feet, scallions and mutton, I have a basin of saliva to drink flow.

I lowered my head and looked at the distorted English newspaper, and then at the reading comprehension with very clumsy grammar. My thoughts, which were supposed to be floating in the clouds, were like The kite with its string pulled back fell into a field of wheat beyond the horizon.

Just now, my old lady, who is a crazy Rongjing fan, muttered a lot of things to Rongjing's children's shoes, and successfully invited her to my house as a guest.

The people behind Mu Xicai told me the reason was that Rong Jing helped me improve my grades, and what is even more congratulatory is that I entered the top five in the class! ! !

Rong Jing is a very good tablemate, and also a very considerate and gentle girl. She helps me a lot on weekdays, and I finally have a weekend to rest.I hindered her from cultivating a relationship with Wen Caizi because of this small and worthless reason, and it was so inhumane that I wanted to wait for the next year's Dragon Boat Festival to jump into the Miluo River again with Uncle Qu Yuan.

I whispered to Rong Jing who was quietly writing the same English newspaper as me, "Hey, deskmate, do you have any important things to do this weekend?"

She turned her face away, frowning slightly, her deep eyes gleaming with fragments of light. After careful observation, my deskmate actually had the European-style eyebrows and eyes of my favorite 95 version of Little Dragon Girl, which was very pretty.She blushed slightly, and said shyly, no... um, what's wrong?

I hurriedly waved my hand, apologizing, I heard that you and Wen Caizi are from the same village, so what, you can finally take a weekend off together (our school takes a break once every two weeks in the third and third grades of junior high school, and it's special, the attitude is that the third graders are Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays are off in turn, it’s hard to catch up with us), my sister is too confused about the situation, uh...

Her face changed slightly, even her eyes were a little cold, Xiao Yu doesn't like me going to your house to play?

I waved my hand again and hurriedly explained, no, is it too late to welcome?At the same table, you must come, you must go, I would like to let you go to my house to play!

In fact, I really don't want to say it, think about the small double bed that Mu Xi and I share together, plus you, it must not be squeezed to death.

Thankfully, it's late autumn!

She just regained the gentleness just now, and there is warmth in her eyes, ah, since Xiaoyu welcomes me so much, then I will be disrespectful, and I must pay a visit.

I laughed and said, the squad leader is here, and the humble house must be full of splendor!

Wen Caizi, I really tried my best.Your wife really didn't feel the pain of lovesickness, don't blame me!

Across a floor, I seemed to feel the strong resentment of Wen Caizi.

My mother said, I want to repay my kindness, since I can't repay her with my body, it's also good to go to the supermarket to buy some small gifts for others to save face.

So in the afternoon, I told Rong Jing and Mu Xi to go ride the bike first, and I rushed to a supermarket near the school to search for gifts.

At the same time, he was still cursing the bastard Mu Xi in a low voice. It didn't cost much to say, why invite Rong Jing to our house if you have nothing to do, just invite her if you have nothing to do, why don't you ask her to help me study.I have to buy things for this help, I am really tired and expensive!

After looking for a long time, I didn't see anything to give away, and finally found a nice thumb-sized porcelain crayon Shin-chan toy at a gift counter.I bought the toy with this month's pocket money and the extra money I earned from working in the cafeteria.

The boss talked a lot of technical terms, sorry for my inability to understand, but Fangzheng's workmanship is fine and good-looking.

Rong Jing, I don't owe you anything!

He rushed to the school gate with the gift, and saw Rong Jing and Mu Xi standing there pushing their bicycles from a distance.

The setting sun was setting, and the hazy yellow light stretched her shadow very long, as if she could be easily held by a hand——

☆, kiss

Scattered memories remind me that those are too long ago, and only the corners and corners of the memories are left to me——

I remember that day when she visited my house as a guest, I took her with me on a bicycle, and she held the corner of my clothes, her voice was no longer calm and flat as usual, but a little nervous and uneasy, she said, will Xiaoyu’s parents be okay? Do you dislike visiting classmates?

Just now you blamed me for not letting you go to my house to play, why are you worried about such a little daughter-in-law meeting her in-laws now?

That Fang Muxi persuaded me very understandingly, because the time interval was too long and my memory was too vague, so I will not explain more.I remember I also said something, you are so cute and sensible, my mother likes girls like you the most!

She tightened her arms around my waist, and a slow voice came from behind, what about Xiaoyu, does Xiaoyu like... such a girl?

To this day, that trembling, tense voice is still fresh in my memory.

I say—

Naturally, who doesn't like a girl like the squad leader!

Heh, it's just that the liking you said in your mouth at that time was quite different from the liking you hid in your heart.

When we arrived at home, a sumptuous dinner was prepared on the dining table at night when the lights were brightly lit. My favorite braised pork, duck feet in sauce, and fried mutton with green onions filled the table.My mother is very amiable, holding Rong Jing's little hand, asking questions, boasting about this and that, as if Rong Jing is really like her daughter-in-law, very much in love.

But, mother, I'm very sorry, you gave birth to two daughters, and Rong Jing, whom you love so much, will be someone else's daughter-in-law in the future.

Rong Jing politely called aunt and uncle to my parents, but the old couple was so happy that they couldn't find anything.

After some nagging, I washed up and went to bed.

At night, I gave the wrapped small gift box to Rong Jing, she took it in surprise and confusion, and said, I am already disturbed by my visit to your house, how can I continue to accept your gifts?

I thought to myself, this is not to repay your kindness, to take care of me in my studies in the future, copy homework, cheat and so on. Although the possibility of realization is relatively small, is it better than nothing?

What you think in your heart is one thing, but what you say in your mouth is another.

I said, if I love to give it to you, I can just keep it. How can it be considered as a kindness? Don't ask so many questions, okay?

She closed her eyes slightly and repeated the word "heart" softly for a long time before slowly opening her eyes.The corners of her eyes and brows were full of smiles, and something flickered in her extremely black and pure eyes, she opened her mouth in a little surprise, that overjoyed look, even now thinking about it, her heart hurts badly.

She hugged me excitedly and rubbed her face against my neck. The overly slippery feeling made me want to shrink my neck.

This is too exciting!As if you never received a gift?

It's just that I thought I was extremely smart, but I didn't think about it at the time.Now that I think about it, I deeply regret it, and I still have endless guilt.

At that time, she had so much hope in her heart, and even so much despair and dead silence later on, all of them were caused by my muddleheadedness.

At night, she offered to sleep in the same quilt with me.The night was chilly, the two of us lay together, and it was generally warm enough to squeeze together, not to mention that we often slept together, so we didn't think about it.

Maybe it's because the school's dishes are too bland, and my old stomach can't bear a sudden meal that is too rich in oil and water.Therefore, most of the night began to make noise.

I really can't sleep well, but I don't want to disturb Zhengxiang's tranquility and woodiness who is currently sleeping——

After enduring it for about a minute, Rong Jing, who was supposed to be sleeping in her arms, actually moved, and then gently raised her body, a burst of coolness flowed through the corners of the stretched quilt, making me want to shiver.

Could it be that she is not feeling well, why don't we all go to the living room to drink some hot water or something——

Before I could open my eyes, I felt something slightly cool covering my face, and it moved slowly, from the cheek to the chin, and then to the collarbone, caressing slowly and ambiguously.

The warm and fragrant breath rushed towards her face, and then she whispered in a slightly gentle voice, what is the reason that makes you sleep so restlessly all night...

She sighed slightly.

Then, as the warm and fragrant breath approached, there was a heat between the eyebrows...

Xiaoyu, I like you so much, I can't stop liking you, what should I do?

Deep helplessness, sadness and helplessness filled my surroundings again.

☆, sorry

I knew it was her lips.

The ambiguous cold thing that was placed on my collarbone was her palm.

Suddenly, something broke out of my mind, and I clearly understood why she was so happy when she received the gift today.On weekdays, because of something, I was depressed and unhappy, why did the eyes that looked at me hesitate to speak, and even felt some pain that was difficult to express.

I foolishly told myself