please don't look at me

After the meal, the two roommates had other appointments, so Ding Sha bid farewell to his classmates and walked around the campus alone in the evening breeze.

Hongda’s evening classes are from seven to nine o’clock. There are six neatly organized public teaching buildings, and the lights are scattered, and it’s not even the time for students to leave school.

The old tree took out a few new branches, Ding Sha stretched out his hand to reach them, but he couldn't reach them, and suddenly remembered the strong man who was half a head taller than himself this afternoon, and for no reason, he sat down on the stone bench under the tree with his arms folded. superior.

To be honest, he didn't have time to take a good look at the scenery here until he graduated. He was a four-year undergraduate, and there were too many things to be busy, so he was in a hurry between the teaching area and the living area.

Like most people, he feels that school is just a place to acquire knowledge, and it is too luxurious to stop for it.

"It's hard to imagine that you're here." Someone interrupted Ding Sha's thoughts.

Ding Sha turned around, slightly surprised: "It's you?"

Du He was holding a book, standing in the crowd of students after class, and he was also a few years younger.

He walked over, still with a calm and prestige attitude: "You look like a boss who keeps calling. Last time you came here with Yu Xin, your face seemed to say 'I was forced to help'."

He shrugged: "So I was surprised."

Ding Sha disliked his way of speaking, but at the moment he really wanted to have a good chat with Du He, so he held back his breath and smiled at him: "I'm annoyed, so I came here for a stroll."

Du He still had a straight face, but he didn't intend to leave.He didn't ask Yu Xin why it was different, he must have already known about the two of them.

Du He walked under the old tree and drew a circle on the ground with his toes: "Back then, I was sketching with my classmates from the club, and he stood here waiting for you to come out of the classroom. He took one look at you from a distance and left. I bumped into you a few times, and I asked him why he didn't talk to you, and he said, I dare not."

Ding Sha followed hesitantly, and indeed he saw mottled paint marks on the ground. With a rare sense of urgency and shyness, he asked anxiously, "What was Yu Xin like back then?"

Du He pondered for a moment: "More sensitive, more fragile...more inferior."

Before Ding Sha could answer, Du He continued: "I asked him out a few days ago, thinking he would be very haggard. But he seems to be in good spirits, I was surprised."

Ding Sha muttered, not knowing how to answer the words, a balloon bulged in his chest, making his heart swell.

Du He glanced at him, rubbed the paint on the ground with the toe of his shoe, and said to himself: "He made an analogy, which I find very interesting. He said that he lived in a narrow circle before and watched you in the circle. And then you cut through that circle and led him out."

From now on, your world is his world.

The balloon had a hole, and all the air in it ran out, and the refilling was full of pity.

Ding Sha wrinkled his nose, feeling like crying.

Du He took him to several places and told him interesting stories about Yu Xin.Ding Sha was sleepy all the time, but he listened intently with his ears pricked up, for fear of missing a little detail.

He just felt that Du He was a nice person, and the two of them walked to the staff dormitory at the end of the living area.

Ding Sha was a little silly: "Why did you bring me here?"

Du He was expressionless: "No reason, I live here."

Ding Sha was at a loss for words, and the slight affection for Du He that had just been ignited was quickly extinguished.He waved his hand and said politely, "Goodbye."

Du He spoke behind his back: "Don't force yourself if you don't like him. If you like him, he will always be waiting for you."

Ding Su sniffed sharply, and walked away quickly without saying a word.

It wasn't until he got on the last subway that he realized that Du He should be the teacher of Hongda, not just the owner of a small stationery store.

It was already late at night when he got home, Ding Sha blinked his eyes, the exhaustion from exercising climbed up bit by bit, he took off his coat, and planned to wash his face first.

Turning off the faucet, Ding Sha raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror.

I haven't had a haircut for more than a month, and the curly hair on my forehead almost covers my eyelids.I have passed the age of acne, but I can still see a small clear acne mark as long as I lift my chin slightly.

Generally speaking, his appearance is not too good, but the youthful demeanor in his eyes has added a lot of vitality to him.

Yu Xin likes this kind of me?

Ding Xiao felt a little dazed when he saw it.

He suddenly let out a strange cry, and shouted as if resigned to his fate, I bent over, what the hell!

Ding Sha put on his coat again, took out a bunch of keys from the drawer, and walked out the door wrapped in a gust of wind.

It was past twelve o'clock, and Ding Sha gently opened the door of Yu Xin's house, thinking that he had already fallen asleep, but saw that the headlights in the living room and study room were on.

The house was still the same.The assorted nuts are on the coffee table, only in new packaging.The barbell has been cleaned carefully, I don't know if Yu Xin has used it to exercise.The "little robber" made of clay shrank to the innermost part of the glass cabinet, dodging and refusing to see anyone.

Yu Xin was drawing sketches in front of the dark blue computer desk. He had been up all night, and his mental state was on the verge of collapse, so much so that he watched Ding Sha walk into the room from the corner of his eye, and only looked at him with eyes hanging slowly.

"Why did you..." Yu Xin just wanted to ask him how he got in, but suddenly realized that he had handed him the key of his own house, so he shut his mouth and continued to paint.

Ding Sha made an excuse uneasily: "Then what, the people in the company worked overtime too late today, and they all slept in my house together. I'll come to your place to squeeze in."

Yu Xin was dubious, but right now he was too lazy to pursue so much: "Well...the master bedroom is next door, and I just changed the sheets the day before yesterday."

Ding Sha approached, and finally found that it wasn't the desk lamp that made Yu Xin's face pale. He pressed down the paintbrush in Yu Xin's hand forcibly, and said sullenly, "How long have you not rested?"

Tired to the end, he looked drunk instead, Yu Xin tilted her head and thought for a while, then said with a grin: "Two days."

"Go!" Ding Sha forcibly dragged him away from the desk, Yu Xin's hand was still holding on to the pen, and the tip of the pen carved a scratch on the table.

Ding Sha couldn't care less, pulled out the paintbrush in Yu Xin's hand, and half dragged him into the bedroom.

"Sleep, rest!"

"No..." Yu Xin was completely unaware that Ding Sha was helping him undress, and writhed restlessly on the bed, "The manuscript must be handed in before noon tomorrow!"

Ding Sha also took off his shirt, didn't even bother to look for pajamas, the two of them only wore underwear, squeezed into the bed naked, and stuck together.

Ding Sha coaxed him, stroked his half-length bangs: "Sleep for a while, I'll wake you up at eight o'clock and continue painting."

Yu Xin felt a little cold, couldn't help but burrowed into Ding Sha's arms, her eyelids were already closed together, and she haggled in a daze, "Seven o'clock..."

"Okay. I wake you up at seven, go to sleep." Ding Sha patted his bare back, without any distracting thoughts in his mind, moved his neck, and fell asleep.

The next day Ding Sha called Yu Xin to get up on time to catch up on the manuscript, but in the end it was more than an hour late before finally sending the finished manuscript.

Yu Xin still looked tired, but he was much more awake, he didn't respond to Ding Shaye's act of breaking into the house, and after eating the boxed lunch Ding Sha bought, he said in a flat tone: "Aren't you going to work? "

"Today is the weekend." Ding Sa replied with a smile.

Yu Xin's eyelids twitched, but he didn't expose his lie about staying with the company's employees last night.

Ding Sha took the initiative to find fault: "This manuscript has been handed in, are you still busy?"

"There is no work for the time being, but we have to wait for feedback. If the manuscript is not good, we have to make two revisions and three revisions."

Ding Sha graciously helped him clean up the dishes, and cautiously probed: "I... live here recently, is that okay?"

Yu Xin was silent for a while, then asked, "Why?"

Ding Sha still lied: "Look at your poor spirit recently, I will take care of you."

As soon as the words fell, Yu Xin sneezed loudly.He raised the corners of his red eyes, and casually glanced at Ding Sha, as if complaining about his crow's mouth.

Ding Sha was stunned for a few seconds, swallowed his saliva, and sat opposite him: "It just so happens that our company's new software has just been put on the shelves, so we can take a break for a while."

Yu Xin took out two pieces of paper and pressed them against her nose, and said in a muffled voice, "What software?"

Ding Sha introduced to him with great interest: "It's called 'unfinished'. Users can upload all their original materials, such as audio, pictures, and text, and then other netizens can re-process and innovate. For example, a song with only melody can be Add words to it, a line drawing, you can color it, and then continue to write articles and so on."

Yu Xin nodded: "Sounds great."

Ding Sha poked his head forward a little, eager to please but anxiously asked: "Then will you download this software?"

Yu Xin didn't answer him, she got up and threw the used tissues into the wastebasket.

Ding Sha was not discouraged, and started a new topic: "Didn't I tell you before that I want to buy a house in my hometown. My sister will have spring break in May this year, and my parents may bring her back at that time. I think Get the house done by May."

Yu Xin poured herself a glass of water, thought for a while, found the special one for Ding Sha from the disinfection cabinet, and poured him a glass too.

Ding Sha took the mug, still looking at him with sparkling eyes.

Yu Xin let out an "ah" before responding: "Oh, that's good. The housing prices in my hometown should not be so exaggerated in recent years. You can buy a house in the new district, which will be more economical."

Ding Sha stood up, grabbed his hand, and said earnestly: "No, what I mean is, I want to go back to my hometown to look at the house in two days. You can go with me, okay?"

Yu Xin twitched twice, but didn't pull out her hand. Just as she was about to say that I was still at work, he immediately realized that he was already a freelancer. He hesitated and kept quiet for a while.

Ding Sa looked at him fixedly, and asked again: "You stay with me, okay?"

Acting like a baby means a lot.

Yu Xin looked at him, and quickly looked away again, her tone was calm: "Ding Sha, we...don't contact each other anymore."

Ding Sha took him into his arms: "As I said, it was fine like that before, I figured it out, we are together."

Yu Xin leaned into his arms for a while, then suddenly smiled and said, "Okay, then I have figured it out. If you want to leave, I won't keep you. If you want to stay, even if it's only a little better, I will. "

Ding Sha felt extremely distressed by what he said, and unconsciously tightened his hug: "Okay, I will give you all my good things."

The author has something to say: The premonition is almost over.

I had never thought about competing with my classmates for a job before, but when things came to an end...

Alas, either you die or I die QAQ