please don't look at me

On the train, two people sat next to each other.Yu Xin was cautious, and he sat at a distance where he could lean against each other, but he just sat impartially, and the air separated hid the last uneasiness and hesitation.

Ding Sa finished eating the cut fruit that Yu Xin had prepared for him, threw the disposable plastic box into the trash bag, lay back on the backrest, and leaned half of his body weight on Yu Xin.

Yu Xin turned her head, Ding Sha smiled at him, quietly took his hand, stuffed it under the seat cushion, and held it.

Shoulder to shoulder, arm to arm, squeezing out all barriers.

Yu Xin swallowed her saliva, and said, "Then what...do you have a favorite house type?"

Ding Sha looked at him without blinking: "Live at your house for a few days?"

Yu Xin glanced at him quickly, and whispered, "Oh."

Ding Sha squeezed him to the window seat and teased him: "Hey, don't be so shy, treat me like an ordinary person."

Yu Xin couldn't help laughing: "Otherwise, you're not an ordinary person?"

Ding Sha shook his head seriously: "I was originally a male god, now I allow you to treat me as an ordinary person. Don't be so afraid of me, you can try to make me angry."

Yu Xin scolded him for being crazy in her heart, but her mouth was still calm: "It's not that boring."

Ding Sha leaned towards him again: "This is the right tone, if you have nothing to do, you can practice how to run on me."

He leaned close to Yu Xin, and his breath carved a few red marks on the other's face.

"I'll discuss with you, before we go to bed, we'll be like good friends and brothers. After we go to bed... let's talk about it."

When the bus reached a stop, the third person got on the bus and sat down next to Ding Sha. Yu Xin broke away from his hand and rested her chin to look at the scenery outside the window.

The ears are bright red.

Ding Sha looked at him for a while, suppressed his smile, and lowered his head to play with his phone.

Yu Xin never reported good news but not bad news, so the parents didn't know that so many things happened between the two of them, they only thought that Ding Sha was still Yu Xin's friend, because they had something to borrow for a few days.

Mother Yu enthusiastically cooked a table of dishes, and when she heard that Ding Sha was going to buy a house here, she praised him for his filial piety.

"By the way, Auntie, have you always lived here in the old town?"

Yu's mother helped him serve the soup: "No, Yu Xin lived in the new district before he went to university, because the house assigned by his father's unit was there, and he only moved here in the past few years. The old town is more prosperous after all...but Auntie doesn't care. I recommend you to buy a house in this area, the prices of the two newly opened properties this year are inflated, it's a scam!"

Ding Sha's focus is not on housing prices: "Then why doesn't Yuxin High School study in the new district? No. [-] Middle School is also a very good public high school."

Mother Yu's mouth moved faster than her brain: "Isn't that because..."

"Ahem!" Father Yu closed the newspaper, coughed twice, and left the table to watch TV in the living room.

Ding Sha raised his eyebrows and looked at Yu Xin, Yu Xin looked back without distraction, his eyes quickly drifted to the other side.

Yu's mother didn't see the small movements of the two of them, so she laughed: "Xiao Ding, another bowl of soup?"

After dinner, Ding Sha went to take a shower first, while Yu Xin talked with her parents in the living room.

Yu's mother said to him mysteriously: "I think Xiao Ding is a decent person."

Yu Xin put her feet on the sofa and played with her mobile phone: "Yeah."

"How are you two doing?"

"Does he know you like him?"

"You guys...what's the matter?"

"Mom—you're so annoying, you're so annoying!" Yu Xin pushed her away a little, "Don't ask so many questions, okay?"

Ding Sha happened to come out of the bathroom, his hair was wet, and he simply put on a long T and a pair of loose cotton trousers. He didn't know how much he had listened to the conversation between Yu Xin and his mother, and he opened his mouth and said, "Uncle and aunt, we are here Together."

Even Father Yu turned his gaze from the screen to Ding Sha: "What?"

Ding Sha took a step forward, wanting to sit next to Yu Xin, but seemed a little afraid of the two elders, so he stood still and said again: "Uncle and aunt, Yu Xin and I want to try to look around."

Even though the old couple knew that their son was gay and had been vaccinated for many years, the first time a man told them that they wanted to date their son, the impact was still not small.

After each of them was stunned for a while, Yu's father asked doubtfully, "Are you...that kind of relationship, or are you serious about dating?"

Yu Xin's scalp was numb with embarrassment, and before Ding Sha realized what kind of relationship that relationship was, he quickly answered: "I definitely don't have that kind of relationship with him!"

Ding Sha belatedly groaned, then shook his head: "It's not that kind of relationship."

Yu's mother asked again: "Then Xiaoding...have you ever dated a girl before?"

"No." Ding Su reacted quickly.

"Then, what about your family?" Yu's mother was most worried about this problem.

Ding Sha smiled, and seemed to be very reliable: "My parents have been teaching abroad all year round, and they are very open-minded. I plan to talk to them after a while, and I believe they will understand."

He paused, then added: "Yu Xin is very good, I don't want to miss him."

The two elders were relieved for a while, and then they went about their own business as if nothing had happened.Yu's mother kicked Yu Xin's calf: "Go take a bath first, and then play with your phone after washing."

Yu Xin suffered from this wave, and her spirit has not yet returned to her place, so she put down her phone dully, and walked into the bathroom with a change of clothes.

Ding Sha raised the corners of his lips gracefully: "Uncle and aunt, I'm going back to my room first."

Yu Xin dried her hair and went back to the house. Ding Sha asked him to look for his junior high school graduation photos. Yu Xin didn't know the reason, so she rummaged through the drawer and gave it to him.

"There's no you up there." Yu Xin was puzzled.

Ding Sha quickly searched: "But there is you."

He nodded to a small person's head: "This?"

Yu Xin leaned over to take a look: "Yes."

Ding Sha held up a long photo and fell on his back on the bed: "It doesn't look like it, no wonder I can't recognize it."

Yu Xin lowered her head and tangled her hands together: "We didn't say a word before, okay, it's normal that you can't recognize it."

"Oh..." Ding Sha slid his hands on the photo again, "This one has a little impression, this one entered the key class with me, this one..."

"Don't look at it!" Ding Sha put the photo back in place, "Go to sleep!"

At half past nine, the two of them huddled under the same blanket with the same bath fragrance.

Ding Sha asked the people around him for credit: "How about it, I performed well tonight."

Yu Xin stared foolishly at the double rows of light tubes on the ceiling, facing the strong light for a long time made his eyes well up with tears.

"Why are you crying!" Ding Sha grabbed his cuff and wiped his tears.

Yu Xin frowned, turned her head to stare at him, whimpered and cursed: "You crazy!"

Ding Sha withdrew his hand and looked at him carefully. He felt that this appearance was really annoying, so he leaned forward and said, "Yes, you can try to speak in this tone in the future."

Yu Xin suddenly reached out and hooked his shoulders to prevent him from lying down, and begged hoarsely, "Kiss me again."

Ding Sha pressed down again, and the two kissed stickyly for a long time.

"Okay." Satisfied, Yu Xin turned off the switch on the head of the bed, "Go to sleep."

After lying down for a while, there was a faint light on Ding Sha's side, and he took out his mobile phone to watch.

Yu Xin rubbed her eyes: "Are you still asleep?"

Ding Sha quickly turned off the phone again: "Looking at something. Alright, let's go to bed early."

Before dawn the next day, Ding Sha's cell phone started to alarm.

Ding Sha turned off the sound in a daze, and was quiet for a moment, then suddenly jumped up from the bed and began to put on his clothes.

"Yu Xin, wake up."

Yu Xin was so excited that she fell asleep in the middle of the night yesterday. She felt that her eyes were not closed for a while and was woken up again. She asked in a delirious voice, "What's the matter..."

Ding Sha had already put on his coat and trousers, turned around and asked Yu Xin: "Go hiking, I read it last night, it won't rain today."

"Mountain climbing?" Yu Xin was obediently pulled out of the bed by him, and changed her clothes with a wrinkled face.

"I promised you last time that I will accompany you to watch the sunrise." Ding Su was in high spirits, packed up his things lightly, and slipped out of the house dragging the half-awake Yu Xin, "Leaving at this time is just in time for the first train. .”

The two of them squinted on the bus for a few more minutes, and they were completely awake when they arrived at their destination.

The air in the morning is cool, and the heart will be cleared when one inhales, as if the brain has been given a stimulant, and the two are gearing up to try it out.

Yu Xin took a deep breath into her hands, and said, "I've been exercising recently..."

The implication is that physical fitness may not be inferior to Ding Sha.

Ding Sha bounced twice on the spot to warm up: "Okay, let's see who gets to the top of the mountain first."

Before setting off, Ding Sha pointed to the front, full of passion and meaning: "Let's see if it's me chasing you or you chasing me."

Yu Xin was also happy: "Okay, I won't wait for you, and you won't wait for me either!"

Stepping on the summit, a round of red sun is rising.Ding Sha yelled into the distance, and pulled Yu Xin, who was standing beside him smiling, into his arms.The rustling wind made people unable to open their eyes, and the two figures, one tall and one short, laughed out of nowhere.

The light is so dazzling, as if youth never fades away.

On the way down the mountain, both of them got entangled in the bangs on their foreheads.His hair was soaked in sweat and sticking to his forehead in strands, which was extremely uncomfortable.Ding Sha combed his hair back with his hands, and suggested to get a haircut along the way.

Ding Sha and Yu Xin have similar face shapes, both of them can show three-dimensional facial features when their temples are pushed all the way, and this time the bangs are also completely tidied up, making the whole person more heroic.

Yu Xin didn't dare to look at him with infatuated eyes too blatantly, so she kept her head buried, Ding Sha hooked his neck as soon as she came out of the store: "Wow, I feel much refreshed with less hair."

Yu Xin touched her shorter sideburns: "It's just that when the wind blows, I still feel a little uncomfortable, and my scalp feels cool."

Ding Sha let go of his hands and asked him to stand upright and walk: "I'm sure at the beginning, but the coldest part of the weather has passed, and it will heat up soon."

He blinked: "Something good should happen."

Yu Xin was stunned, and fell on the ground in the next second.

"Pfft—" Ding Sha wanted to laugh, but he held back, and helped him up with a straight face, "It's all right."

Yu Xin grabbed Ding Sha's hand and stood up, turning her ankle: "It's okay."

Ding Sa heaved a sigh of relief: "I thought you were going to faint because of my handsomeness."

Yu Xin had never noticed that Ding Sha's mouth was so poor before, she felt angry and inexplicably happy, she raised her mouth unconsciously, and ignored him.

The two walked in the direction of home one after the other.

The author has something to say: Thanks for catching bugs, it has been corrected