please don't look at me

Yu Xin doesn't talk much, the coach assigns him a task, he will do it obediently, and after finishing it, he will go to the coach to receive a new task - the same as fighting monsters and leveling in Novice Village.

Ding Sha stepped on the spinning bike diagonally to him, and Yu Xin didn't look up, so naturally he didn't notice him.

It has been like this for several days, Ding Sha lost his composure, and planned to pretend to meet by chance tonight and go up and say "Hey, it's such a coincidence, why don't we all come together in the future".

Today is Friday, and the number of people in the gym increased suddenly. Ding Sha couldn't get a good seat on the spinning bike, so he raised a dumbbell and pretended to be on the side.His figure is not very good, but he will practice a little every once in a while, so his foundation is still there, and it is easier to train to look like Yu Xin, who is thin and thin.

Yu Xin came in with another man, the two were chatting and laughing, the man was tall and strong, when he entered the door he put his arm on the glass door, Yu Xin simply lowered his neck and slipped in under his arm.

I thought the two of them just met by chance and chatted, but after entering the room, many people gathered together. The strong man was very popular, and seven or eight people surrounded him, there were men and women, and everyone formed a cage. Talking and laughing in a circle.

It was the first time Ding Sha saw Yu Xin who was surrounded by the crowd. Although he was not the one who talked the most, every time a topic was brought to him, or when a strong man leaned his arm on him, Yu Xin would smile and say The last few sentences are generous and decent.

The vivid expression on his face was something Ding Sha had never seen before.

Ding Sha was a little apprehensive, but at the same time a little angry. He felt that he had been cheated—when Yu Xin was with him, he always acted submissive, shy and introverted. He will also subconsciously give the right to speak to himself.

So Ding Sha never expected that Yu Xin would have such a talkative side, as if he had never understood him before.

And he already knew himself very well.

The Consequences of Inequal Information Ding Su had memorized the exam before, but he had gradually forgotten it. At this moment, he only felt jealousy and embarrassment.With a dark face, Ding Sha avoided the crowd, left the gym, and went outside to enjoy the air.

The wind is very wild, Ding Sha is wearing a large size sports shirt today, the cuffs are bulging a lot, like a small mountain bag of dissatisfaction, being blown by the wind.

He also understood that he was making trouble for no reason at all, but he just couldn't suppress the little flame in his heart.Yu Xin did nothing wrong, she lived a good life without her, she didn't cry or make trouble, she calmly accepted that she left, and she calmly accepted that she went and came back.

On the other hand, Ding Sha is a bit incapable of accepting it. He can't believe that Yu Xin has been quietly lurking by his side for several years, watching him go to and from school, eat, fight with classmates... and even pursue others.

He even imagined such a scene, only a thin line away, he was blushing and thinking about what he would do to please the goddess tomorrow, but Yu Xin saw all this with a blank face.

It's creepy to think about.

Ding Sha shivered, but followed Yu Xin who came out of the gym.

Yu Xin was sweating a lot, the outer shirt was draped on his wrist, and the black tracksuit underneath looked familiar, Ding Sha thought for a long time before he remembered that they wore it when they played table tennis together.

At that time, I was still foolishly teasing Yu Xin, but in the end, the fool really took the trick.

Ding Sha was thinking wildly, trying to overthrow the past and start over, but unexpectedly bumped into someone who suddenly stopped in his tracks.

Yu Xin froze for a few seconds, controlled her expression, and smiled at Ding Sha: "What a coincidence."

"Unfortunately," Ding Sha raised his hand, "I also applied for a card in the gym."

Yu Xin didn't seem to understand the meaning behind the words at all, she gently broke away from Ding Sha's hand, and took a few steps back: "That's it, it's good, exercise more...I'm going first."

"Wait!" Ding Sha chased after him, not letting him hide, "Give me some time..."

Yu Xin lowered her eyes and didn't look at him at all: "You've already left."

Ding Sha made excuses in vain: "I was too confused that day."

Yu Xin nodded, with a sensible look: "I know, I just think it's fine now. You don't feel pressured, and I won't pester you anymore."

"I didn't blame you..." Ding Sha found that the explanation was not clear, and scratched his head anxiously, "I think it's not bad like that before!"

Yu Xin raised her eyes quickly, avoided it again, lowered her voice and said, "I'm not suitable for you, let's...be strangers."

It was the first time that Ding Sha was sent a good person card by someone who liked him, angry and funny, he stretched out his hand and poked Yu Xin on the head: "Didn't you say that you would worship me as a male god for the rest of your life? Hmm? When you become a stranger, you Are you going to hide in the corner and spy on me again? Then I might as well show you openly!"

A look of despair appeared on Yu Xin's face, and he strode back a few meters, his tone unprecedentedly self-defeating: "Yes! I will still secretly like you, go to the places you have been, see the scenery you have seen, you put It doesn’t matter if I’m a pervert or a fool, I just ask you to act as if nothing happened, and stop taking me seriously. I... I think I’m still suitable to be a silent crush.”

Ding Sha's heart was pulled, and a ball of cotton was blocked in his throat, which was soft and numb, making him speechless.

"Did you know..." Yu Xin was standing right under a street lamp, and the halo enveloped him in it.

Yu Xin stretched out her hand, with her palm facing upwards, and the floating objects in the air were ethereal and unreal under the light: "Thank you very much for trying to be together with me, I am very, very happy these days... Well, according to the popular saying on the Internet , It’s the male god’s sugar. Maybe this little ‘sugar’ is nothing to you, but it’s enough for me to be sweet for a long, long time.”

Ding Sha said clumsily, "Then, let's try again..."

Yu Xin shook her head, and there was a vast ocean in her eyes: "No, I've wasted a lot of your time, male god, you should move on."

Ding Sha wanted to jump up and hug Yu Xin, but Yu Xin turned his palm back and pushed him on the back: "Go back."

As Ding Sha was being pushed home by him, he turned his head with difficulty and asked, "Then, let's be friends!"

Yu Xin pushed him hard again and glared at him.The subtly coquettish tone of Nanfang accent is fully revealed in this sentence.

"You are so cruel."

Even so, Yu Xin couldn't tie Ding Sha down, but he has a lot of manuscripts recently, and he spends most of his time at home working on them, and even goes to the gym less frequently.

Ding Sha rushed to nothing a few times, and met some new friends in the gym. They said that the strong man who came that day was a special trainer for the gym. He had been a soldier before. Since they are all special appointments, it means that the frequency of appearances cannot be too high. I don't know how Yu Xin knew him...

Ding Sha also felt that he was very contradictory, he didn't know how to get along with Yu Xin, but he still wanted to rely on him not to let go.

Is this love?

"This weight is too light for you, isn't it?" The strong man came to Ding Sha at some point, and took the initiative to strike up a conversation.

Ding Sha harbored inexplicable hostility towards him, and said in a bad tone, "Oh, I'll practice casually."

The strong man twitched the corner of his mouth and asked again: "Yu Xin didn't come today?"

Ding Sha raised his eyelids to look at him: "How do you know that I know him?"

"Because of my previous work, I am more sensitive to eyes... As long as he is around, your eyes will follow him, obviously."

Ding Sha was punctured, put down the equipment in his hand annoyedly, and threw the towel behind his shoulder: "Oh, he's busy."

The strong man didn't care about his tone, and followed him into the locker room: "Have you had a fight?"

Ding Sha picked up his things, turned around and wanted to choke him, but was startled by his height and figure, and felt even more sad from it——if such a man fell in love with Yu Xin, he would be inferior to him at all. .

"We're fine!" he replied bitterly.

The strong man was not annoyed: "Yu Xin feels very indifferent to everything. I persuaded him to exercise before, but he only came here for a few days perfunctorily. Tell him for me, don't give up so easily."

Ding Sha thought to himself, you don't know how much he can insist on one thing when he is "thick".

"Then what...how long have you known each other?"

The strong man shrugged his shoulders: "A few days ago, I saw him walking on the road in a daze, and was almost hit by a car, so I gave him a hand. That's how I got to know him."

Ding Xiao's eyelids twitched, and he couldn't help being afraid: "Is there nothing wrong with him?"

"fine……"

"That's good." Ding Sha brushed past him, obviously not wanting to chat, "Goodbye."

The strong man didn't say that the reason why he became friends with Yu Xin was mainly because he heard about him and wanted to see the result of breaking up the straight man... Today, full of curiosity, he went up to chat with Ding Sha for a while, Tantan now situation.

He rubbed his chin, watched Ding Sha leave, and clicked his tongue: "It's unpredictable."

Ding Sha was annoyed, seeing that it was still early, he took the subway to the suburban university city.

The subway is still dominated by students, and there are many couples snuggling together, but I haven't seen the two bold male couples last time.

It must have been separated early, Ding Sha thought disdainfully.

After entering Hongda, he felt a little stupid again, and ran over as soon as his brain got hot.

Ding Sha called two roommates to come out for dinner, and the three of them gathered at the food stall they frequented most before, and ate a lot to make up for the calories consumed during the day.

The roommate asked him why he came over so suddenly, Ding Sha looked at the last piece of meat in the spicy chicken, put his chopsticks with precision, chewed it in his mouth, and replied casually, find someone.

did you find it?

Ding Sha choked up tears from the pepper skin disguised as diced meat, coughed and answered with difficulty: "No. I missed it."

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