please don't look at me

Ding Xiao looked up.

thin.This was his first impression of the person in front of him.

As a man, how can he be so thin? His waist can't be described as too much.

Then he remembered that it was that person.

Ding Sha let out an "ah", jumped off the chair, and stepped back uncomfortably: "Is it you?"

Yu Xin's face was dimly illuminated by the colorful lights in the bar, and she became weaker and weaker: "It's me."

"This, such a coincidence?" Seeing that he didn't come close to him, but sat across the table, Ding Sha heaved a sigh of relief, and sat back in his seat.

Seeing that Ding Sha didn't think too much about it, Yu Xin made an unexpected appearance: "I didn't know that the 'rhinoceros I had a crush on' was you... Haha, we are destined."

"Yes, yes." Ding Sha nodded, it was very embarrassing for his screen name to be read out.

But the more embarrassing thing is not this!

He is obviously a straight man, so it's okay to have sex with a gay for no reason, but what's going on with the drinking and talking now!

Ding Sha said a few perfunctory words, got up and wanted to leave: "I'm a little sleepy, I'll go back first."

Yu Xin followed up: "Then I'll go back too."

God... Ding Xiao rolled his eyes in his heart.

Yu Xin followed closely beside him.When the two walked out of the bar, the noise was immediately forgotten, and Ding Sha became clearer.

When the night wind came, Ding Sha shuddered, and said, "Haha, it's really cold tonight."

"The weather in Hongcheng is always like this." Yu Xin also complained.

Ding Su recalled the Weibo avatar and asked, "We are from a university? I think your avatar is also that old tree."

Yu Xin shook her head: "No, I'm from a business school, and I often go to your school to hang out."

Ding suddenly groaned, thinking in his heart, the business school... I heard that it is very small, and the school spirit is not very good.

"Then...how did you come to pay attention to me?" This was a question Ding Sha was more concerned about.

Yu Xin's face was red again, the hair on the top of her head was blown left and right by the wind, and even her body was on the verge of falling.

"Then what, I probably saw it in the recommended attention." Yu Xin said more and more quietly, how could he dare to say, he listened to Ding Sha's voice over and over again, and sometimes even accompanied by those voices...

Ding Sha didn't care about these things, he said, "Is that so—"

The two gradually staggered, walking one after the other, seeing that they were about to enter the community, Yu Xin couldn't bear to say goodbye at all, he hesitated a few times, and asked tentatively, "Why don't you... come and sit with me?"

How could Ding Sha want to go back to the "scene where the incident happened", of course he refused decisively: "No, no, no."

Yu Xin didn't give up, and leaned forward with a flattering expression, but didn't look him directly in the eyes: "Well, then let's buy some wine and go to your house. Don't you want to chat, I can listen."

"This—" Ding Sha didn't want to take him home, but after seeing Yu Xin's big eyes that could shine brightly at night, he hesitated, "My house is not cleaned up, so it's not easy to entertain people."

Yu Xin shook her head vigorously: "I don't dislike it."

He took Ding Sha's hand and walked towards the convenience store outside the neighborhood: "I'll buy you a drink."

Again!

The wound on Yu Xin's palm had already healed, and his strength was even more frightening. Ding Sha was half dragged and half dragged by him to the convenience store.

As soon as he entered the door, the girl on duty exclaimed, "It's you!"

"Huh?" Ding Su and Yu Xin both had question marks on their faces.

The little girl talked and gestured, very excited: "On that day, a typhoon day! When the signboard fell down, I was almost scared to death. You, you, you, if you didn't give him a hand, it would really kill him!"

Ding Sha twitched the corner of his mouth, and touched Yu Xin's shoulder intimately: "That's right, I depend on him for my life. How will the brand be dealt with later?"

The little girl made two more gestures: "It was raining too much at that time, and I didn't dare to go out to make a phone call, and there was no one on the street, so I waited for the rain to stop before calling the boss over. Anyway, the signboard was very old, and the boss said it was time to change it. gone."

"That's good." Ding Sha nodded and walked towards the wine rack.

Yu Xin followed.

"What to drink?" Ding Sha folded his arms and looked at a row of wine bottles on the wine rack.

Yu Xin saw that the male god was really willing to drink with her, no matter what he drank, everyone would get drunk if the wine was not intoxicating: "What do you drink, what do I drink."

Ding Sha was silent for a moment, then took a bottle of red wine and six cans of cold beer.

When paying the bill, Yu Xin was about to take out her wallet, but the little girl said, "This order is free!"

"What?" Yu Xin was confused.

The little girl explained patiently: "I told the boss about the situation that day, and he felt very sorry for you two, so he said that next time you come to consume, he will give you free bills."

One of them walked out of the convenience store carrying a shopping bag and looked at each other. Ding Sha laughed first, "Look, it's thanks to me."

Yu Xin knew what he was referring to, so she squinted her eyes: "You should say, it's all my fault, otherwise you won't just be free for one time."

Ding Sha was always timid when he saw him before, and it was the first time he heard him joke, and he felt very novel: "Yo, it's quite funny."

Yu Xin hooked the corners of her mouth: "Only after experiencing life and death can we laugh about life and death, isn't it?"

Ding Sha finally found a tacit understanding between the two of them, Yu Xin was no longer so reserved, and he was less embarrassed.

They walked towards Ding Sha's house side by side, separated by a thumb's distance.

This distance makes Yu Xin excited, but it is not very intimate. He can use his peripheral vision to scan Ding Sha's perfect side face unscrupulously, and he doesn't have to worry about meeting his eyes when he speaks.

This journey is very beautiful, Yu Xin takes a big breath, and her body and mind are warm.

Yu Xin lived in an ordinary single apartment, but Ding Sha was different. He lived on the first floor, with a huge open-air balcony attached. Ding Sha surrounded it and made some modifications to make it a simple office. .

"I haven't asked you what kind of work you do?" Ding Sha put the wine on the table and asked casually.

Yu Xin was still hesitating in the hallway: "I, I'm just an ordinary civil servant, working in the district government."

Ding Sha looked up and saw him staring at the shoe cabinet in a daze, so he said, "You don't need to change your shoes, just come in."

Yu Xin took off her canvas shoes and walked in with thin sports socks.

"I haven't dragged the ground yet, you go and put on your shoes." Looking at his shiny white socks, Ding Sha felt a little embarrassed.

Yu Xin quickly waved her hand: "It's okay, it's okay, let's drink."

Ding Sha opened a can of beer first, and handed it to Yu Xin: "How about drinking?"

"Thousands of cups are not drunk."

Ding Sha raised his eyebrows: "Oh."

The two moved the sofa back and sat on the floor facing the coffee table. They were very close, and their elbows would touch each other when talking.Yu Xin's face was a little red, and she looked slightly drunk.

Ding Sha stared at the writing on the wine bottle: "I said, it's pretty weird that we are doing this."

"What?" Yu Xin didn't understand.

"Let me tell you," Ding Sha slowed down, as if trying to figure out the cause and effect, "after that day, I was afraid of meeting you on the street, afraid of embarrassing meeting, afraid that I would beat you in anger, afraid that you would touch you again. I... so what. But today I really met, and I feel nothing, you see, now we are still sitting together drinking and chatting, just like good brothers."

Yu Xin lowered her head between her knees, not daring to look at him: "Isn't that good?"

"I can't tell. I don't think you are a bad person. What happened to you that day...how did you do that kind of thing?"

Yu Xin couldn't say that she had thought about this for a long time, but could only explain it as a temporary idea: "I-I just thought about it!"

Pretending to be heroic, he bumped Ding Sha with his knee: "I'm a comrade, seeing how handsome you are, I can't take a bite of it!" After saying that, he added a few very contrived smirks.

The more you laugh, the quieter you are.

Ding Su's face was extremely ugly.

Yu Xin slapped herself hard in her heart, and gave a flattering smile: "Hey, I'm just kidding."

However, Ding Sha couldn't convince himself that it was a joke that day, his sharp eyes made Yu Xin feel hairy all over.

Yu Xin moved her buttocks and said, "Otherwise... I'd better go first."

Ding Sha pursed his lips and handed him the red wine bottle: "There is a corkscrew in the kitchen."

"Oh, oh." Yu Xin honestly took the wine and went to the kitchen.

Two or three minutes later, Yu Xin came back with an open bottle of red wine and two glasses in her hand.

As soon as he sat next to Ding Sha, Ding Sha said, "I have someone I like."

"Hmm..." Yu Xin didn't answer.

Ding Sha continued: "It's a senior from my university. She told me today that she is getting engaged."

"I've been waiting for her for six years."

"I know that love is unfair, but I just don't want to be reconciled... She is an uncle, tell me, if I had been born ten or eight years earlier, would I have been with her?"

Yu Xin said in her heart, if you had been born so many years earlier, you wouldn't have met her, and I wouldn't have met you either.

Ding Sha was already a little drunk, talking incoherently, kept chanting Dou Xin's name, tilted his head back uncontrollably, and finally simply spread his upper body on the sofa, and fell asleep with his eyes closed.

Yu Xin silently washed the wine glass, put the empty wine bottle at the entrance, turned around and sat beside Ding Sha.

He enjoyed the state at this moment very much, Ding Su was beside him, he could look at him wantonly without avoiding his eyes, but caring about his actions would make him angry or embarrassed.

Yu Xin always liked to hide before, but now he has taken the most important step, he doesn't hide anymore.He expressed all his emotions in his gestures, revealing a little bit of affection to seduce people, not very aggressive, but very obvious showing the meaning of liking.

He thought desperately, even if he fell asleep, he would not lose money if he ate another bite!

Yu Xin stretched out her hand and moved closer to Ding Sha, almost touching him.The distance between the two people is so close that each other's cheeks will itch if they blink their eyelashes.

"Hmm..." Ding Sha hummed uncomfortably, and Yu Xin immediately bounced back to the original place.

"Did I just fall asleep?"

Yu Xin's eyes fluttered around: "Probably."

Ding Sha kept leaning back and groped the table with his hands: "Where's the wine? Are you done?"

Yu Xin looked at his protruding Adam's apple, and felt her forehead heat up: "Yes, I drank it all up."

Ding Sha frowned, and didn't ask for any more drinks. He glanced at Yu Xin in a daze, and saw that the other party had no intention of leaving at all, so it was hard to chase him away: "Then what, let's talk about something else."

Yu Xin leaned on the sofa to get up: "Do you have milk or tea here, sober up."

Ding Sha grabbed his hand and asked him to sit next to him again: "It's okay, I'll do it myself, let's talk for a while."

Yu Xin felt that Ding Sha's palm was extremely hot, making his heart itchy unbearably, so he took advantage of the situation to get closer and stammered, "Then... what are you talking about?"

"It's all right, gossip about family, work or entertainment, hehe." Seeing that Yu Xin didn't answer, he lowered his voice, "Actually, I want to ask about that day."

Yu Xin's eyelids twitched: "That day? What happened that day."

Ding Sha twitched again at this moment, hummed twice and said, "I just wanted to ask, how is my work?"

He absolutely couldn't say these words when he was sober, but at this time he drank himself a drink, and finally asked the question that all men wanted to know.

Yu Xin's face was so familiar, she couldn't hide under Ding Sha's gaze, she frowned, "That's, that's it."

"Which kind, can you explain clearly." Ding Sha poked his arm, "You cried that day."

Yu Xin froze for a moment, it was the farewell of her secret love for many years, the feeling of the heart was far greater than the body.

How could he have imagined that after going to bed, they could lean together and discuss the situation that day in a blink of an eye.

Ding Xiao blinked his eyes and waited expectantly for his answer.

Yu Xin covered her face: "My God..."

After a while, he finally organized his words, put down his hands and looked at Ding Sha.

……

Ding Sha waited for a long time but didn't get an answer, so he leaned back and fell asleep again.

Yu Xin snorted and grabbed Ding Sha's arm and dragged him from the living room to the bedroom, took a towel from the bathroom and wiped his face, then leaned against the bedside to look at him.

Yu Xin couldn't bear to blink.

After watching for a while, Yu Xin had a bad idea, and helped Ding Sha take off his clothes with a ghost.

Yu Xin's fingers were numb, and she touched Ding Sha's arm tremblingly, and then, as if she knew the taste of the marrow, she took a step closer to touch his shoulders, chest, and...

What love is wanting to touch and then withdrawing your hand, you want to sleep with him even though he is lying in front of you!

Ding Sha knew that he drank a little too much, he never believed in drinking to relieve his worries, but as soon as Dou Xin's image appeared in his mind, he couldn't help but want to take a sip of wine, unconsciously, he drowsy.

He felt that he was being helped onto the bed by Yu Xin.There was sweat all over his back, he moved his body impatiently, but couldn't exert enough energy to get out of bed and take a shower, thinking to himself, let's just leave it at that, we'll talk about it tomorrow.

As a result, after a while, he was stripped of his coat, his body suddenly lightened, and the cool silk covered his body, which made him very uncomfortable, and his consciousness fell into a maze again.

In a short dream, he seemed to have returned to his mother's body, enjoying the most primitive fluctuations of life.

After a while, Ding Xiao woke up, and there was still darkness in front of him.

He dazed for a moment, only to realize that someone had covered a towel in front of his eyes, and almost at the same time, he realized what Yu Xin was doing to him.

Tsk, here we go again.

His first reaction was actually this.

While shamelessly feeling his lower body throbbing in his warm mouth, he clenched his fists full of guilt.

It's like a battle between heaven and man in my heart.

Human nature wants him to stop Yu Xin immediately, otherwise it will be different from betraying Dou Xin, but animal nature is addicted to the wonderful taste of it, wishing to enjoy it for one more moment.

Or... just pretend that he was drunk and unconscious, and just turn over this page afterward.Anyway...it's not like I haven't done it.

But the shadow of Dou Xin only flickered in his mind, Ding Sha immediately dispelled the thought, he hummed softly, couldn't help stretching out his hand to remove the towel from his eyes.

The sight in front of him took his breath away.

Her own body height was raised, and Yu Xin was leaning over him, swallowing his genitals with all the veins.

Every time that lip moved down, he would be enchanted for three moments.

At this time, Yu Xin seemed to have a feeling, and looked at him with raised eyebrows.

The eyes of the two collided, and Ding Sha's ears felt hot.

Shoot.

The author has something to say: This is a plate of shredded pork stir-fry... (Running far away on a bicycle