please don't look at me

During the process, Yu Xin was always trembling.

Ding Sha panted heavily, and unconsciously grasped the bed sheet with both hands, as if he was the one being forced.

……

It was just that.

Really cool, but nothing but cool.

Something landed on his stomach.

It's tears.

Yu Xin was crying.

Ding Sha didn't understand why the other party was crying, was it really so comfortable?

Yu Xin paused for a moment, feeling that Ding Sha had ejaculated, and she stopped moving, maintaining the posture of supporting his chest with both hands, and took a few deep glances at him.

Immediately, he wrapped himself in the quilt, rolled over Ding Sha's body, and buried his whole body in the quilt.

He said: "The door is not locked, you go first."

Ding Sha uncovered the towel with embarrassment, and tore off the cover.

"Throw it away, I'll clean it up later." Yu Xin said while hiding under the blanket.

Ding Sha thought, hey, he avoided people after whoring, why didn't he know how to be shy just now.

He squeezed the condom and put on his clothes. After hesitating for a while, he still held the condom in his hand and walked outside.

He stumbled by the door. It was a picture frame covered with a white cloth. Ding Su became curious for a moment and wanted to see what the painting was, but he restrained himself and withdrew his hand in a hurry. left.

At this time, the rain had passed outside and the sky was clear, but the mood of the two of them was definitely not good weather.

Yu Xin whimpered twice, and when she heard Ding Sha close the door and leave, she finally couldn't help it, and burst into tears.

The typhoon passed by and the weather became hot again. Ding Sha could see that the atmosphere of the team was also impetuous, but he didn't say anything, because he was also very annoyed.

"Let's get here first for today's meeting. Tomorrow, people from the planning department will bring over the final draft."

Ding Sha knocked on the table. This was his habitual action every time when the meeting was over. Everyone dispersed with a "wow" and returned to their respective jobs.

Ding Sha studied finance in college, but he has always been interested in mobile phone software. When he was about to graduate in his senior year, a brother from the same school invited him to join his software team.A month later, Ding Sha gave up the bank offer he had already received, and joined his brother's company.

At that time, "You Listen" only had a preliminary idea, and most of the time the team still did outsourcing work, and only a few people supported the development of independent mobile phone software.

Dan Dingsha liked this idea very much. He persuaded several masters in the company to help him type code and design in his spare time.A month later, the initial version of "You Listen" was released. After passing the tests of several app stores, Ding Sha was busy promoting it again.

In a flash, three years have passed.The senior brother left the team, and the company's personnel changed rapidly. The remaining veterans, including Ding Sha himself, were only three or four people.

And "You Ting" has more than [-] million active users and has become the most popular alarm software at present.

Each user can record a ringtone of no more than 20 seconds after registering the software. The content can be whispering, bel canto or rap allegro. Every day, "You Listen" will play random recordings of strangers at the time set by the user. When someone After you like the person, you can follow the other person and listen to the other person's voice recorded and broadcast every day.

Ding Sha also registered an account. His nickname was "The Rhinoceros of Secret Love". At that time, he just finished watching the drama "The Rhinoceros of Love", so he took this name on a whim.How he hopes that one day Dou Xin can hear the love words he recorded for her.

In the beginning, for the convenience of testing, Ding Sha randomly recorded a few sentences, including poems, prose, or a few little tunes he hummed when he was excited, but unexpectedly, his fans grew rapidly, and he quickly squeezed into the APP statistics list. top three.

What makes him dumbfounded is that whenever "You Listen" carries out activities, people from the company's publicity department will always call him to ask if he will participate in the activities.

"Hello, is it 'The Rhinoceros of Secret Love', here is 'You Listen', I hope you can... yes, yes, there will be certain bonuses and prizes after the event~"

Ding Sha didn't tell the other party that he was the boss, and he tactfully refused again and again, holding back a smile.

Ever since he had a relationship with Yu Xin that day, Ding Sha has been restless.He knew that he and the other party lived in the same community, and he was always nervous, afraid that that person would be on a whim one day... But the two never met again, presumably because the working hours were inconsistent, or the other party deliberately avoided him.

Thinking of that day, Ding Sha would regret it endlessly.I was so stunned at the time, I didn't know how to find an excuse to escape, so I went to bed foolishly.He went for a check-up immediately afterwards, for fear that he might be infected with some kind of disease.

Fortunately, nothing happened, and the days became calm again.

That day was like a rainstorm on a typhoon day, after it rained, there was no trace left.

Ding Sha would still struggle with this matter for two more days.

But his goddess Dou Xin is getting engaged.

When Ding Sha saw this news from Moments, he called Dou Xin almost trembling.

"Hello... are you getting engaged?" He asked bluntly.

Dou Xin said with a smile on the other end: "Yes, I told you before that I want to marry him."

Ding Sha forced a smile: "Hehe, you never said that."

Dou Xin oops twice: "So what I'm telling you is, I really want to marry him!"

Ding Sha was heartbroken and speechless.

Dou Xin was also silent for a while, and then said seriously: "Primary school brother, I told you not to wait for me."

Ding Sha suppressed the pain in his heart: "It's not as easy as you said...."

Dou Xin sighed: "It's because I know it's not easy, so I keep telling you. How about this, if you fantasize about me digging my booger and navel, maybe you won't love me anymore."

"Pfft—" Ding Sha's tears were forced back by Dou Xin's words, "I said, senior sister, can you pay attention to the image of a goddess!"

"Everyone says I'm a womanizer," Dou Xin laughed boldly, "Hahaha, anyway, I'm going to work, and the invitation will be sent in two days, bye!"

Ding Sha stared at the screen of the mobile phone that showed the end of the call, rubbed his brows tiredly, and smiled wryly.

No matter how much I fantasize about you, I love you so much.

Alas, I kept the virginity for Dou Xin for many years, but somehow gave it to a man, who didn't even remember what he looked like.Ding Sha hammered his temples angrily, trying to forget this dark history.

That night.

Ding Sha logged into "You Listen" and absently recorded a few sentences.

"Love is like a gossamer, and people are like flying catkins. The teardrop pavilion looks at each other in the sky. A stream of smoke and willows hang down, and there is no reason to live in a blue boat."

"Love everdies."

Exiting the app, he wrapped himself in the blanket.

He and Dou Xin met at a school-level party. He was a representative of the finance major, and Dou Xin was the person in charge of the party.That night, Dou Xin was wearing overalls, without makeup, with a long ponytail dangling behind her head.She pointed out the mountains and rivers on the stage with a small trumpet, and a group of sophomore students were taught to be obedient and neat by her.

Ding Sha couldn't explain why he fell in love with the strong Dou Xin.

Then he asked for Dou Xin's contact information, and the two of them got to know each other well, and ate dinner after watching the movie.

Ding Sha confessed.

Dou Xin stared straight at him for 30 seconds, Ding Sha broke into a cold sweat.

Then Dou Xin patted him on the shoulder vigorously and laughed loudly: "I'll go...so you just wanted to chase me when you asked me out before, don't tell me sooner!"

"Huh?" Ding Sha was a little silly, is this done?

Dou Xin sighed old-fashionedly: "I'm sorry, junior, I'm uncle control...I'm not interested in a handsome guy like you."

"That, that can be tried." Ding Sha did not give up.

Dou Xin waved her hand exaggeratedly: "No, love requires impulsiveness. I really don't have any impulsiveness towards you. Let's just be friends."

Then I can wait.

Then Ding Sha waited for six years.

He watched Dou Xin fall in love and break up and fall in love again. The man was indeed as Dou Xin said, both are very charming uncles. Ding Sa looked at those old men and complained countless times that he was born too late.

However, he couldn't, he could only wait in vain.Countless times of expressing her heart, Dou Xin dealt with it with a haha.

Is this wait finally over?

Ding Sha woke up from the dream, straightened up and sat up on the bed, his head was groggy.

He glanced at the time, it was early in the morning.

Ding Sha lay back on the bed, no sleepiness anymore, he turned over twice irritably, got out of bed to wash his face, grabbed a casual outfit, put it on, and walked out of the community wrapped in the night.

After only two streets, he arrived at his workplace, but Ding Sha didn't go to work overtime. The city center was the workplace for white-collar and gold-collar workers during the day, and it became a place of entertainment for them to indulge and vent at night.

Ding Sha walked into a familiar pub, ordered a glass of wine, and sat down in an empty corner.

He stepped on the ground, beat to the beat of the music, and swayed slightly.

Ding Sha's Weibo is bound to "You Listen", and he has a lot of fans. He pointed his phone at the exquisite cocktail in front of him, took a photo, posted it on the Internet, and attached the text: Who will have a drink with me?

Posted in the middle of the night, few replies, a few night owls yelled that it was rare to see Da Da in a hundred years, and advised him to go to bed earlier and not stay up late.

Ding Sha smiled self-deprecatingly, and drank the wine in his glass in one gulp.

There was a new notification on the phone, Ding Su clicked on it, it was a private message.

"I'll drink with you, okay?"

Ding Sha became interested, so he clicked on the person's homepage without rushing to reply.

That person's name is "Twilight 2003", and his Weibo profile picture is a big tree.

Ding Sha was happy, hey, alumni, this is it.

He is very familiar with this tree, it was the first time he and Dou Xin went out alone and passed by.At that time, the tree was full of cherry blossoms. Ding Sha raised his mobile phone to take a picture of Dou Xin under the tree, but she quickly avoided it and only took a picture of the bare tree trunk. Later, he took this picture as his profile picture. If he zoomed in In the picture, you can still see Dou Xin's skirt corner in the corner.

The head portrait of "Twilight 2003" is also this cherry blossom tree, but it was taken at night, and the picture is much darker, so I can't recognize it unless I look carefully.

"Twilight 2003... Oh my god, after 00, this is not an appointment!" Ding Sha murmured, and replied casually.

"Little sister, be good, go to bed earlier, and, minors are not allowed to drink alcohol."

After a few minutes, the man replied again.

"...Who said I belonged to the little sister."

Ding Sha replied with a smile: "Oh... so 2003 is not the year of birth, what is that? The year of marriage?"

"Almost, want a drink together? I'm nearby."

It turned out to be a passionate young woman?Ding Sha looked around and saw that everyone was gathered around the opposite stage, but his place seemed deserted.

"Okay, come here."

"it is good."

After the man replied "yes", Ding Sha sneered, thinking that he was just chatting casually again, and he didn't even tell her the address, so who would come over.

He gradually became sleepy, and his head sank to the table little by little.

"Knock knock."

Someone walked across to Ding Sha and knocked on the glass table top.

"I'm here." The other said.

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