please don't look at me

Both were broken that night.Ding Sha forgot how he sent Yu Xin away, and Yu Xin also didn't remember how he got home.

The next day, Ding Sha skipped work and knelt on the bed annoyed to reflect on his indulgence last night. He couldn't remember Yu Xin's expression at that time, panic?Embarrassed?Or the satisfaction after mobbing...

Ding Sha didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid that he would feel sick.

He was even more afraid that he would not be sick.

The taste of □□ is really wonderful, he has no way to compare the skills of Yuxin, but he is indeed sinking at the moment.

Ding Su recalled what his colleagues had joked about before, nine out of ten men were gay and one was a closet, and suddenly his spine went numb.

I will definitely avoid that person in the future.

As for Yu Xin, he was sitting at his work post holding on to his strength.Swiping Ding Sha's Weibo in the middle of the night yesterday, Yu Xin hurriedly ran to the bar to pretend to meet her by chance, and then drank and chatted, and... also... oh.It was already dawn when he got home, he took a shower to cover the smell of alcohol, and went to work top-heavy.

His department was idle most of the time, but something happened today, leaders big and small took turns passing by, Yu Xin had to smile and accompany him all the way.

In the same office are all older brothers and sisters who are [-] years older than him. Once the leader left, the whole room exuded that lazy, idle tired feeling.

Yu Xin hunched over on her seat, playing with her fingers with half-opened eyes.His fingers were thin and long, with thick calluses on his thumb, index and middle fingers.

He originally wanted to paint.

Yu Xin once made a comparison, he felt that compared to Ding Sha, he probably had a little more affection for art, but when the art teacher suggested that he apply for the Academy of Fine Arts, he refused without hesitation.

However, he did not give up painting, but he did not paint as often as before.

The last time I drew was probably...

"Xiao Yu, let's go first." A quarter of an hour before six o'clock, the big brothers and sisters in the office went out one after another, Yu Xin said goodbye to them, and insisted on sitting until six o'clock sharp.

It's useless to sneak out too early, Ding Su doesn't get off work until seven o'clock.

Going home from work, passing by the building where Ding Sha worked, Yu Xin had two huge dark circles under her eyes, and she was suddenly moved.

It is really enviable to be able to fight for your dreams.

He had no idea that Ding Sha didn't go to work at all and was staying at home to catch up on sleep.

A few days later, Yu Xin was very patient. He never met Ding Sha, so he passed by Ding Sha's company, Ding Sha's community building, Ding Sha's frequented restaurants and convenience stores, and Ding Sha's favorite shopping. Douban group and Sina Weibo.

He waited for so many years and didn't care about waiting a little longer.

Besides, he has tasted the sweetness.

On this day, Ding Sha finally invites Dou Xin out who is busy preparing for the engagement banquet.

Dou Xin still has a neat ponytail, no makeup, and overalls, she can't be seen as a woman who is going to be engaged at all.

Ding Sa sat in the coffee shop waiting for her, saw her enter the door, and stared at her belly from afar.

Dou Xin came over with a puzzled look on his face: "What are you looking at?"

Ding Sha's face was full of bitterness and hatred: "Imagine you digging out your belly button."

Dou admired him with a burst of chestnut.

Ding Sha covered his head and said, "Okay...Actually, I want to say that if you are not married or pregnant, I still have a chance."

Dou admired his even bigger chestnut: "If you asked me out just to talk about this, then I'd better go back to the hotel first, the old palace is still waiting for me!"

Ding Sha curled his lips: "Husband, hubby...is disgusting."

"Hey, it's not like you don't know that Lao Gong is the surname of Gong... I won't tell you anymore, I'm leaving first."

Ding Sha got up and wanted to grab Dou Xin's hand, but she staggered him away. He turned his hand behind his back with some disappointment: "Senior sister, I want to talk to you about another matter."

Dou Xin had no choice but to sit down again: "Say something quickly, and enter the topic within three sentences!"

Ding Sha smiled wryly: "Senior sister, you are still so vigorous and resolute."

Dou Xin frowned, and Ding Su immediately raised his hand in surrender: "Okay, okay, I'll get straight to the point, which is...recently...it seems that a man...is chasing me."

Dou Xin rolled her eyes: "It's as if you went to the gym before and no gay guy took a fancy to you."

Ding Sha said urgently: "No, the matter is very complicated, he is actually my savior..."

He told Dou Xin what happened after he met Yu Xin, but he lied when he talked about the relationship, and only said that he escaped after refusing.

Dou Xin couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear the whole time, and even laughed out loud after listening to the last paragraph: "Oh, I can't do it anymore, you are too funny, junior high school boy, no, your lifesaver is even more funny!"

Ding Sha lowered his head: "I didn't think it before, but now I can meet him every time I get off work, and I have to take a detour! Tell me, how embarrassing it is."

Dou Xin stuffed a mouthful of smoothie into her mouth, and she grinned her teeth in the cold: "This...why, you can't handle such a trivial matter? I don't think this is like you."

Ding Sha crossed her fingers aggrievedly: "Senior sister, do you think I should move?"

Seeing that Ding Sha hadn't drank the coffee in front of him, Dou Xin unceremoniously reached out and took the coffee cup to her side: "Didn't you say that apart from this matter, the two of you can talk pretty well? It can be regarded as your savior."

"But……"

Dou Xin looked directly at him: "Aren't we two also friends?"

The corner of Ding Sha's mouth was fixed in a slightly curved arc: "My friend... yes, yes."

Dou Xin picked up the paper towel on the table and wiped the corners of her mouth, turned around and rummaged in her small backpack: "Okay, you're done talking, it's time for me—here, take it."

She handed over a card with a simple and elegant design.

The background color is still the most vulgar red.

Ding Sha didn't answer for a long time.

Dou Xin put the invitation in front of him and got up: "Student, you don't need to think too complicated about many things, just let things take their course, and the choices in your heart will become clearer and clearer."

"……All right."

After that day, he kept Dou Xin's words in his heart and stopped hiding from Yu Xin. When he met him in the neighborhood, he nodded slightly, smiled, and passed him by.He knew that Yu Xin would stop and look at his receding back, but Ding Suo no longer felt the uneasiness that hung over his back.

Dou Xin's engagement banquet was at the end of the month, but Ding Sha didn't attend. First, he really didn't want to go, and second, he really didn't have time to go.

He's been very busy lately.

A large-scale dating platform, Q Company, fell in love with their "You Listen" service, and approached Ding Sha, both inside and outside, with the intention of recruiting the entire team.Of course Ding Sha refused. This is a company he founded by himself. Once he serves Q Enterprise, many ideas and ambitions have to be controlled by others.

Others don't think so, especially the company's technical staff.They believe that as long as they follow Q Enterprise, their salary and treatment will definitely be improved, among other things.

The hearts of the company are floating.

Seeing that Ding Sha didn't let go, Q Enterprise actually wanted to poach people secretly. Anyway, after a few core personnel passed by, they could still copy a "you listen".

Ding Sha is facing a formidable enemy, and the other party is a famous social software. As long as similar functions are launched, no matter whether it is infringement or not, the number of visits to "You Ting" will be greatly affected.

Four consecutive meetings were held in the past three days, and the entire team was exhausted. In the latest discussion meeting, two programmers simply chose to be absent.Ding Sha was annoyed and helpless, both of the plans put forward by the planning department were rejected by him, and the minister's face showed a faint anger of lack of sleep.

Ding Sha slammed the table with his backhand, and the crowd dispersed at once, the voltage in the conference room was insufficient, and the fluorescent lamp above his head flickered on and off, illuminating Ding Sha's dark circles faintly.

Tomorrow is the weekend, Yu Xinyuan went to the vegetable market to buy a bag of fresh ingredients, planning to cook.Some time ago, my luck got better. When I was wandering around the neighborhood, I always met Ding Sha. He seemed in a hurry, but he never smiled.

Yu Xin was extremely happy. This was probably what he had always wanted.

He hummed a song and walked back, planning to practice his pen after dinner. Recently, he was very interested in board painting, and he was thinking about upgrading his equipment.

A raccoon cat jumped out of the security room, lay down on Yu Xin's trousers and meowed.Yu Xin raised her head and greeted the familiar young security guard, then took out a small ham sausage from her shopping bag, peeled off the skin, and handed it to the petite highwayman: "You can't eat more."

Li Hua rushed into the community with the ham sausage in her mouth, and Yu Xin followed slowly.

Ha, picked up a surprise.

Ding Sha huddled up on the bench in the community with his knees as a pillow, without showing his face, but Yu Xin knew it was him.

"Hi..." Yu Xin plucked up her courage and stepped forward to say hello, "What's wrong with you?"

Ding Sha didn't move.

Yu Xin turned up the volume and sat next to him: "Hello...you must not have fallen asleep here."

After a while, Ding Sha finally straightened up unsteadily, his appearance startled Yu Xin.

"You, how many days have you not slept?"

Ding Xiao's eyes turned black, and he was dazed for a moment before he realized that the person in front of him was Yu Xin. He hummed a few words, and then lay down again: "I... I have been at the company for the past three days. Damn, come back today I just realized I didn't have the key."

Seeing that his eyelids rolled and he was about to fall back, Yu Xin quickly reached out and grabbed him: "You can't sleep here...how about you go back to my house first?"

Ding Sha subconsciously wants to refuse, but then he thinks of the unbelievably soft big bed in Yu Xin's house...

He gave in.

Anyway, I'm tired now, so I can't get hard, it's safe.

The complex is equipped with a transparent viewing elevator. Ding Sha looked at the slowly descending outdoor scenery and felt a little nauseous. When he just walked back, he felt something was wrong. His eyes turned black for a while, and his lower body seemed to be so heavy that he was not himself. Yes, he couldn't move his legs at all. The moment he found that he didn't bring the key at the door of the house, his heart was broken. The corridor was stuffy. He swayed to the bench in the community to rest, trying to catch his breath before calling the unlocker, but he didn't know When did I fall asleep.

Yu Xin put down the ingredients in her hand, first cooked a bag of quick-frozen dumplings for Ding Sha to pad her stomach, then found out the loosest clothes and handed them to Ding Sha, asking him to take a bath and rest first.

After the sound of water, there was a soft snoring sound in the bedroom soon.

Yu Xin leaned outside the door and listened for a while, then turned around and went to the study, turned on the computer and searched for news about "You Listen".

He intuitively felt that Ding Sha's haggardness had something to do with the company.

Ding Sha woke up in the middle of the night, although he was still feeling unwell, but his spirit was better after all.He walked out of the bedroom with his slippers on, and felt guilty when he saw Yu Xin leaning halfway on the sofa.

He walked up to Yu Xin and woke him up: "Hi, go back to bed and sleep."

"Ah?" Yu Xin was half awake, dazed for a while, then rubbed her eyes and said, "There is still some food in the kitchen, I'll heat it up for you."

"Don't worry, I'll go home right away."

Yu Xin pulled him into the kitchen: "In the middle of the night, where are you going to find a master lockpicker, don't let anyone be a thief."

"Then I'll stay in a hotel." Smelling the aroma of hot rice, Ding Sa's stomach, which had been devastated by cold takeaway for several days, protested in his stomach.

Yu Xin turned around and stared at him: "Why spend that money, don't I have a bed at home?"

Ding Sha was amused by his reasonable tone: "That's right, I already said it's your home."

Holding a long spoon, Yu Xin poured a sigh into the freshly cooked American ginseng soup.

"Okay, you can go after eating."

He passed by Ding Sha with his head down, and put the meals on the table one by one.

Ding Sha didn't know how to coax him.

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