please don't look at me

There were not many people in the bar, and no one had started to perform on the small stage. Everyone gathered in twos and threes, chatting quietly.

The boss is in his early forties. He is a handsome man when he is not talking. He has a gay tone on his face. He squinted his eyes and looked at the two "newcomers": "What would you like to drink?"

Yu Xin poked his head out, dazzled by the group of reflective wine bottles on the wine rack, he leaned closer to Ding Sha, as if answering the boss, or asking for Ding Sha's opinion: "Cold beer?"

Ding Sha built the bridge with his hands, rested his chin on the back of his hands, and looked around casually.

The boss had a panoramic view of all this, with a penetrating smile on his lips: "Is this your first time?"

Yu Xin nodded, with novelty on her face, like a child who is not very good at talking, she hummed cautiously.

Ding Sha took the wine glass handed over by the boss, and asked casually, "This place has just opened, right?"

The boss was obviously more interested in Yu Xin, so he didn't take his eyes off this white and thin boy, and replied ignorantly to Ding Saai: "Yes, usually only acquaintances are entertained."

Yu Xin couldn't stand the look, and tugged at Ding Sha's cuffs: "It's only open to acquaintances... Excuse me, let's go."

Before Ding Sha answered, the boss spoke first.He nodded Yu Xin's shoulder: "You can stay."

Then he pointed at Ding Sha again: "You, go."

Ding Sha finally sensed that something was wrong, he frowned: "Why?"

The boss raised his eyebrows and smiled, the lights made his whole face glow: "Straight men are not welcome in this shop."

Ding Xiao suddenly realized, and anger gathered between his brows: "So it's like this—"

Yu Xin hastily explained: "He...he is my boyfriend."

The boss shrugged vaguely: "Anyway, I haven't admitted it for so many years, believe it or not."

Ding Sha was so angry that he laughed back, the more he didn't believe it, the more he wanted to prove it.

Ding Sha stretched out his hand to gently touch Yu Xin, flicked the place where the boss had just touched, snorted, leaned into Yu Xin's ear, and said softly, "Let's go home."

Yu Xin's ears were itchy from his breath, she lowered her head and took a sip of her wine to hide her hot cheeks.

Ding Sha took out his wallet: "Check out."

The boss wiped his glass and said without raising his head, "The price list is on the table."

Gritting his teeth, Ding Sha took a few notes, and without waiting for a word, strode away like the wind.

Yu Xin was thinking of finishing the wine in his hand before leaving. The consumption here is so high that Ding Sha can't let Ding Sha spend money for nothing. Unexpectedly, Ding Sha's anger was so fierce that he actually left as soon as he said it.He quickly raised his head and drank his own cup, then looked at Ding Sha's almost untouched large cup, rubbed his belly, and decided to do what he could.

The boss stopped him: "Little white rabbit."

Um?Yu Xin opened her innocent eyes, and froze in place a little at a loss.

The boss asked suspiciously: "Is that man really your boyfriend?"

"Yes," Yu Xin replied, as if she couldn't believe it herself, opened her mouth slightly, and wanted to say something, but didn't know what to explain more specifically, so she could only nod her head firmly, Repeated, "It's my boyfriend."

The boss smiled knowingly: "Okay, welcome to come and have a seat next time when you have time."

"Oh, thank you boss." Yu Xin jumped off the high chair, nodded to him, "Let's go."

"Silly boy." The boss couldn't help sighing when he saw his back bouncing away.

Yu Xin caught up with Ding Sha, and the street was full of people, he didn't dare to hold Ding Sha's hand, so he could only grab his wrist which was swinging back, and shake it slightly: "Don't be unhappy."

Ding Sha obviously looked arrogant, but he refused to admit it: "I'm just a little bit annoyed by his self-righteous appearance."

Yu Xin secretly measured how much his mouth was pursed, and said in a good voice: "I have been in the circle for a long time, and there are everyone."

Ding Sha keenly grasped the point: "Are you messing around too?"

Yu Xin shook her head resolutely: "No." Then under his gaze, he added hesitantly: "Just...there are a few netizens."

Ding Sha withdrew his gaze and let him hold his hand and walk forward.

Weird male chauvinism is at work - he doesn't want Yu Xin to appear to be more knowledgeable than him at certain times...at least in this respect.

He began to be curious about Yu Xin's past. Different from himself, Yu Xin probably discovered his sexual orientation very early. Before meeting him, could it be that he never liked others and never made friends with people in the circle? ?

Yu Xin once said that it was her first time.

Ding Sha doesn't mind this, but it doesn't mean he believes what Yu Xin said.

Hmm...Speaking of which, Yu Xin's social circle is really narrow. Ding Sha usually talks about interesting things about her unit and school, and occasionally when Yu Xin mentions herself, she only talks about her parents and her older brothers and sisters in the same unit. .

Ding Sha's brows that had just been relaxed were squeezed together again, doubts swirled in his heart twice, but he was still asked.

"The person we met at Hongda last time, could he also be..."

Yu Xin didn't understand why Ding Sha suddenly brought up Du He, but she responded honestly: "I only discussed painting-related topics with Du Ge, other aspects... I don't know much about it."

Ding Sha was dissatisfied: "Then how did he know about my relationship with you last time, did you tell him?"

Yu Xin let go of Ding Sha's hand, sweating on her brow, contradicting herself: "I, I told him some things about myself..."

Seeing that he was in a panic again, Ding Sha sighed helplessly: "Okay, let's not talk about him, do you have any good friends? I rarely hear you mention your peers."

"Me? I don't have any friends." After Yu Xin finished answering, she felt that she was too lonely to say so, so she added an explanation in vain, "After graduating from university, all my best classmates went to other places, and most of my colleagues in the unit were from uncles and aunts. I can't even talk to them."

Ding Sha put his hands in his pockets and stood behind Yu Xin waiting for him to unlock the lock.

In his impression, Yu Xin has always been a loner, weak and soft-tempered, which really fits the temperament of an otaku, but he also vaguely feels that Yu Xin hides too many secrets, and buries his true thoughts deeply, so that he can praise her. Those who come out to show themselves have been carefully screened.

The real Yuxin... what is it like?

Ding Sha was taken aback by this sudden thought, he even began to wonder if Yu Xin had a dual personality, extremely cowardly in front of himself, but decisive in front of others?

He tried his best to stop himself from thinking about it, but he couldn't help asking further——

If this is the case, why does Yu Xin feel that she would like the current "Yu Xin"?

"Aren't you coming in?" Yu Xin handed the slippers to the door, tilted her head and looked at him curiously, "What are you thinking?"

Ding Sha came back to his senses, and went into the room to change his shoes silently.

Yu Xin stood aside, raised her arm and sniffed it, and said to herself: "Hmm...it smells like wine, I'll wash my coat today."

Ding Sha let him help take off his coat, and was a little distracted.

Yu Xin seems to always have such a gentle and virtuous look, and even the expression he once had, Ding Su, can be defeated with two hands-it is nothing more than a moment of arrogance with downcast eyes or pretending to be domineering. Of course, most of the time , still retreating with cautious hesitation.

He loves himself and is afraid of himself.

Ding Sha's heart was pulled into a mess again, he thought whether to fall in love with Yu Xin was the biggest entanglement, but he didn't expect that this was just the beginning.

Yu Xin is like a sugar-coated gift, Ding Sha originally thought that he could just take it and put it in his mouth, but now he is not satisfied with this simple sweetness, he wants to know how this sugar is in his mouth There is no day to be exhausted.

And under this layer of icing, is it as sweet as ever, or a completely different bitterness?

Ding Sha's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he gritted his teeth out of nowhere, as if the sugar in his mouth would melt as soon as possible.

Yu Xin was packing the coat that was going to be sent for dry cleaning when suddenly someone hugged him from behind.

Yu Xin seemed to be stabbed, and her body froze for a moment before she recovered.He patted Ding Sha's arm with one hand: "Did you take a shower? Go to bed first."

Ding Sha hugged him even tighter, so as to make up for the hole in his heart that was poked by anxiety.

He showed a rare childish side, and acted like a baby to Yu Xin: "I'll wait for you to sleep together."

Yu Xin's mouth showed Ding Sha's all-too-familiar smile, he nodded and said, "Okay."

Ding Sha touched his smooth arm again, and then let go of him: "Then I'll go to the study to read some more materials."

The numbness in Yu Xin's back hadn't gone away, and he felt that the tip of his tongue was also infected so that he couldn't move well. He murmured inarticulately, and continued to bend over to tidy up the closet.

Ding Sha felt a little bored, he liked Yu Xin's shyness when facing his intimacy, but gradually hoped that he could be familiar with this intimacy and give him a more fiery response.

Ah... who is the real straight man?

He complained softly and walked into the study, sat down in the comfortable computer chair, turned around gorgeously, and turned on the computer in a bored manner.

After browsing the webpage for a while, Ding Sha yawned—as expected, he would feel sleepy when he had nothing to do.

But since you said you want to sleep together, you can't sneak away to see Duke Zhou first.

Ding Sha glanced at Yu Xin who was still busy, turned around and went back to the study.

He stood in front of the bookshelf and looked at Yu Xin's collection of books—it might not be accurate to say that, many of the books were brand new, arranged neatly according to the opening of the paper, which matched the bookshelf very well.

It's more like buying so many books to fill this bookshelf.

Ding Sha became interested in the cover of one of the picture albums, and pulled it out to look at it for a while, but it was a bit difficult to put it back as it was. The space between the books was just right, once one of them was pulled out, A row of books will be crooked.

Ding Sha exerted some strength, finally broke open the original gap, and stuffed the slightly thick large-format album back with difficulty.

The entire bookshelf swayed with his vigorous movement, Ding Sha quickly moved aside to stabilize the cabinet, heaving a sigh of relief in shock.

It's dangerous, if this big guy falls down, I think I will have to go to the hospital...Yu Xin is also the same, when I buy things, I don't look at the quality...

Something behind the shelf?

The author has something to say: Rigeng vows to face sorry

I wrote [-] words yesterday, and I read it carefully before publishing, and I am not satisfied.

All deleted.

Mood down to rock bottom.

It will be like this from now on, every night at ten o'clock, if there is an update, it means that I am still alive.

Thank you for your company along the way, see you again.