please don't look at me

The day before the senior high school entrance examination, Yu Xin plucked up the courage to confess to her parents.

"I seem to like a boy," he said.

Yu's mother was busy in the kitchen, when she heard this, her figure flickered, she turned her head, half surprised and half doubtful: "Are you sure?"

Yu Xin tilted her head: "I'm not sure, so I want to go to the same high school as him to see if I really like him."

"Where is the exam?"

"One Middle School."

Yu's mother smiled: "Okay, you can take the test, as long as you can pass the minimum score, your parents will pay you a sponsorship fee. Right, old Yu!"

Father Yu shifted his gaze from the TV screen to his son, and looked at it again and again.

Yu Xin looked at her father with some embarrassment.

Yu's father snorted: "Whether you like men or women, let's talk about it after passing the exam."

The day before the college entrance examination, Yu Xin chatted with her parents.

He said: "Mom, I seem to really like that boy."

Yu's mother stopped washing the dishes, and replied calmly, "Ding Sha?"

"Ah."

Mother Yu laughed again: "Are you going to go to the same university as him? His grades are so good, Mom and Dad can't help you pay the sponsorship fee this time."

Yu Xin lowered her head, faltering: "I, I wish I could go to the same city as him."

Yu's mother wiped her hands and shouted loudly, "Old Yu, what do you think!"

Yu's father was tinkering with the newly bought LCD TV, and the wiring ports couldn't match up, which made him sweat profusely.

"Old Yu!" Mother Yu shouted again.

Yu's father got half of his body under the TV cabinet, and replied in a muffled voice, "I don't care about this... Yu Xin! Come and help me see if the TV screen is on!"

After graduating from university, Yu Xin was admitted as a civil servant in Hongcheng, and went home to pack her things and prepare to go to work.

Yu's mother helped him pack his clothes into the suitcase, and asked softly, "Have you figured it out? Life in Hongcheng is fast-paced and the pressure of competition is high. Mom and Dad are worried about you."

Yu Xin nodded: "Thank you, Mom and Dad... I will save the down payment and pay you back."

Mother Yu hesitated for a while, and finally asked, "Then you and Ding Sha..."

Father Yu shook the newspaper in his hand, and interrupted aloud: "With his virtue, if he is given another ten years, he may not dare to talk to others."

"Dad—" Yu Xin drew the tone, feeling ashamed and resentful, "You said you didn't care about it."

Yu's father hated his son's failure to become a foundation: "I said, you can be admitted to a position of one to one thousand. If you can devote yourself to studying early...or have the courage to talk to that boy, it is not now Like this."

Yu Xin buried her head in packing up the trivial items, was silent for a while, and then said, "It's fine now..."

The voice was thin and soft, and I didn't know whether it was for my father or myself.

It's not hard at all to like Ding Sha.

Love is like a candy. When someone comes up, it is a passionate chocolate that melts in your mouth and makes your teeth ache.

Secret love is a hard candy, most of which are hard and brittle, with different crystal structures.After tasting it for a long time, I gradually realized the beauty of it-the jam is fragrant, the wine is drunk, and occasionally there is a sour taste in the mouth, but it is no wonder to others.

Yu Xin's love is just another ordinary hard candy, with no unexpected filling, under the layers of shell, there is still the slightly thin but never-changing sweetness.

Sweet as sweet.

Ding Sha took the shopping bag from Yu Xin without knowing it.The two walked out of the mall side by side.

The cold wind blows away the doubts in Ding Sha's heart. It's too cold, he just wants to go back indoors and enjoy the steaming heat brought by the hot pot.

Yu Xin seemed to be still unhappy about what happened just now, he walked forward with his head buried, his toes firmly planted on the upper left corner of each block on the sidewalk, as if he was competing with himself.

Ding Sha focused on looking at Yu Xin's side face from the corner of his eye, seeing his slightly pursed mouth and listless look.

It was extremely ordinary, but Dante was willing to coax him all of a sudden.

Ding Sha went over Yu Xin's shoulder to get the shopping bag in his other hand.

Yu Xin was concentrating on counting grids, and suddenly felt the weight on his neck, jumped in surprise, and widened his innocent eyes.

Ding Sha had no choice but to reach out his hand: "I'll help you carry the bag."

Yu Xin grabbed the handle of the shopping bag with both hands, and quickly shook her head: "It's not heavy."

The corners of Ding Sha's mouth were slightly raised, and his eyebrows revealed a message that he was about to play tricks: "I always feel that...you are afraid of me."

"Ah?" Yu Xin opened her mouth slightly, and after being dull for a while, she retorted without confidence, "No."

Ding Sha hugged him tightly, pressing Yu Xin to shrink her neck and follow her rhythm.He whispered to his heart, and lowered his voice to continue the topic just now: "You said that we have nothing to do with each other now, and you are still polite to me."

Yu Xin didn't answer, but lowered her head even lower.

Ding Sha put most of his weight on Yu Xin, feeling the trembling that he tried to hide.

so fun.Putting aside other things, Yu Xin's physical reaction clearly expressed that she was fearful and repelled Ding Sha's contact.

But obviously it was this coward who first teased people.

"Hey, why don't you make a sound?" Ding Sha still leaned against his ear and breathed, Yu Xin's hair tip touched the corner of his lips from time to time, making it prickly and numb.

Yu Xin stared wide-eyed, as if she couldn't hear Ding Sha's words, she stiffly led Ding Sha forward.

Ding Sha couldn't help laughing and scolding himself for being paranoid, how could such a person have any secrets hidden in his heart, he was really a conspiracy theory.

After entering the house, Yu Xin returned to his home field. He picked out all the things from the shopping bag, ready to "put on the battle and show off his cooking style" at any time.

Ding Sha leaned against the kitchen door, watched for a while as Yu Xin immersed herself in her cooking world as if no one else was there, then turned around and went back to the sofa in the living room to sit down.He took out his mobile phone, and while peeking at Yu Xin's movements from the corner of his eye, he turned on "You Listen" and recorded the first voice with the new account he just registered.

"He likes Shanghai Green, and he likes sesame sauce more than peanut butter... Well, he probably likes cherry tomatoes that are moderately soft and hard."

Ding Sha looked around—the sofa cushion was the thick flannel he liked, the mixed nuts he often ate were placed on the coffee table, there were two fitness barbells that only Ding Sha would occasionally use in the corner, and there were His favorite desk...

If Yu Xin wrote down his preferences bit by bit like this, then he could also use the next time together to complete these things, Ding Sha thought naively.

Yu Xin just recorded these messages a bit earlier than himself, and sooner or later he will catch up with Yu Xin.

Hot pot takes time to prepare, and it takes a little patience just to tidy up the vegetables and meat, but once the thick soup in the pot starts to roll, there is a mysterious attraction that makes people unable to stop their chopsticks.

Ding Sha collapsed on the chair, stretched out his hand and vowed that he would not eat hot pot again within half a month.It's a pity that Yu Xin was so busy cleaning up the mess that he didn't take his oath seriously.

Ding Sha took a deep breath, swallowed a full belch, and said, "Let's go to the movies tonight."

Yu Xin handed over a cup of sour plum juice, and Ding Sha raised his eyebrows, thinking, would there be honey water and sour plum juice in the homes of boys who live alone?

Yu Xin wasn't interested in the movie itself, but she still asked, "Is it because there's a movie you want to watch recently?"

Ding Sha gulped down the sour plum juice, rubbed his stomach, and snorted twice comfortably: "No, I just think we should do something that ordinary couples should do—whoever said so brazenly that he would teach me how to talk in love?"

Yu Xin was sipping her glass of water, when she heard Ding Sha say that, she almost choked up, God, at that time, she was brazen and trying to be brave, she didn't expect to be remembered by him till now.

"Then what," Yu Xin lamely changed the subject, "Let's watch some recent movies first."

Ding Sha stared straight at Yu Xin, and waited until his cheeks were slowly turning red, then looked away in satisfaction: "Well...let me see."

Yu Xin held her breath for two seconds, fully charged with today's energy, walked up to Ding Sha with big strides, pulled Ding Sha's phone away, and straddled him.

Yu Xin held Ding Sha's face in her hands, and said in a forced voice, "All the couples I've seen are like this."

Ding Su understood, wrapped his arms around his waist with one hand, and pressed his head down with the other.

The crotch of the two rubbed against their crotch, and they kissed belly to belly.

"Hmm..." Ding Sha commented on the kiss, "I tasted the smell of sesame paste."

Yu Xin ran out of food storage, and his courage gauge became empty again. He climbed off Ding Sha's lap, put the phone back into his hand, and ran into the bathroom covering his mouth: "You, you, you...you choose a movie. .”

It is better to choose movies when two boys are together. There are a lot of blockbuster movies in this season, and there are not a few movies that make money, but after removing these, there are only a few good movies left.Thanks to the hot pot meal at noon, they omitted the content of having dinner together, so they picked a good seat for the meal session.The movie is an action movie co-produced by China and the United States, and the hero in the movie is the version of "Malu" that they both recognize as the best acting.

Bored at home, took a nap, and the two of them went out with full equipment.

In winter, it gets dark early, and the lights and feasting don't wait for the prescribed time to arrive, they scramble to get out from the corner of the street.The commercial street is next to the bar street, and the two of them wandered to the one that Ding Sha often went to.

Ding Sha suggested: "Go in and sit down?"

Yu Xin gave an absent-minded hum, and looked into the distance with erratic eyes.

Ding Sha followed his line of sight, and there were several pubs in the corner that he had never noticed before. The signboards were brand new, but he didn't recognize any of the characters on them.

"Why, where do you want to go?"

Yu Xin hesitated, she made it clear that she wanted to, but she didn't know how to say it: "I heard..."

"Huh?" Ding Sha looked back at him and looked around casually.

He gradually found the knack of getting along with Yu Xin - as long as Yu Xin is not watched by him, she will relax a lot.

Sure enough, Yu Xin boldly said what was on her mind: "I heard that the newly opened...is a gay bar."

"Oh——" Ding Sha acted like he had suddenly realized, and then hooked Yu Xin's neck and moved forward.

"Eh? Eh!" Yu Xin staggered to keep up with his pace.

"Why are you still in a daze, of course I went in to have a look!"

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