please don't look at me

Ding Sha had two moments of strong intuition. The first time was the college entrance examination. He wrote a similar question type for the last big math question, and quickly worked out the final solution. But he was very disturbed, so he used The stupid method did the calculation again, and the answer was really different.He struggled with it for the last 10 minutes, and finally adopted the latter answer intuitively.

The second time was the first time he learned about "You Listen", he immediately decided that this software would be popular, and he wanted to make it.

This is the third time at this moment. He knew it was wrong, but he couldn't help reaching out to pick out the drawing board behind the bookshelf.

Because of his intuition, this is Yu Xin's hidden secret, and it has something to do with him.

The drawing board is very big, covered with a white cloth, Ding Sha is not sure if it is the one he encountered when he came to Yu Xin’s house for the first time, but Yu Xin’s bachelor apartment is obviously not big enough to be decorated with two paintings of this size the point.

Ding Sha swallowed, his fingertips were numb, and his heart was trembling slightly.

In fact, there is nothing to be nervous about, it’s just a painting, and after opening it, there will be no entrance to another dimension. Ding Sha comforted himself in this way, and was amused by his own thoughts. He exhaled, and lifted the white cloth from the corner .

He opened his mouth dumbly, a gust of wind whizzed through his heart, and then returned to calm.

The drawing board is very large, but it is not a complete painting inside. It is more like a picture album, with many pictures of different paper quality and opening degree.

Ding Sha without exception.

Arranged chronologically from left to right, top to bottom, the first one is Ding Sha wearing his junior high school uniform and sleeping on his desk.

The second picture is of Ding Sha on the basketball court. The frame is fixed at the angle of looking down from the window. Ding Sha jumps up and blocks the shot smartly.

The first drawings were made on homework paper, and some of them were just a few strokes, depicting the outline of Ding Sha's profile.

The last few photos seem to have been carefully modified. Ding Sha in the painting is lifelike, either standing with a book in front of the Hongda teaching building and studying hard, or wearing a bachelor's uniform and smiling at other people's cameras.

Each of these portraits records Ding Sha's growth trajectory in the campus, and also witnesses the painter's mental journey - from random sketches with unclear attitudes to detailed descriptions full of infatuation.

Ding Sha hurriedly scanned the time in the lower right corner of each painting—it lasted 12 years.

And in the upper left corner of the picture frame, there is a piece of crumpled homework paper, as if it was pulled out of a trash can.

On the homework paper, Ding Sha wrote down the name himself, which is not very beautiful.

Ding Sha, class 2, first grade.

Ding Sha's eyes were a little red, he had no idea that Yu Xin had followed behind him secretly for so long, junior high school, high school, university... even two years after graduation, he didn't have Yu Xin in his memory.

He hid himself too well.

While being moved, he actually felt some fear.A stranger lurks beside him, observing him for years without realizing it.

At this time, Yu Xin called him from the next room: "I packed it up, are you going to sleep?"

Ding Sha wanted to answer, but when he opened his mouth, he let out a grunt sound like a wild animal whimpering. He wanted to cover the white cloth again in a panic, as if nothing had happened.

But Yu Xin couldn't get his response, so she came to the study, just in time to see Ding Sha hurriedly stuffing the huge drawing board back behind the bookcase.

The curly bangs on Ding Sha's forehead hadn't dried yet, and fell down lifelessly, covering one of his eyes, but the unexplained gaze from the other eye still made Yu Xin feel as if he had been struck by lightning. .

"You... saw it?" Yu Xin asked hopelessly.

Ding Sha responded in a low voice, put the drawing board on the corner of the wall, stood up straight, and looked at Yu Xin.

Yu Xin took a few steps back, bringing her whole body into the shadow behind the door. He was also afraid, and even trembled more severely than Ding Sha.

Ding Sha took a step forward, trying to capture Yu Xin's thoughts at this moment, but he failed, and Yu Xin showed his familiar trembling expression again.

This made him suddenly unhappy.

So he calmed down and asked without emotion: "Have you been paying attention to me since junior high school?"

Yu Xin's hands were hanging on her waist, she pinched her trouser legs uneasily, and said incoherently: "I, I just..."

Ding Sha was infected by his anxiety, and his tone became a bit rushed: "You have been observing me, so you know my preferences and habits, and that's why you can please me so easily, isn't it!"

Yu Xin opened her mouth aggrievedly, unable to defend herself, the big teardrops slipped from the corners of his eyes, adding to her frailty.

However, Ding Sha finally got tired of seeing Yu Xin's hesitation at this moment.

What he wants is a partner who can talk freely with him and spend the rest of his life together, not a crush who always only knows how to cater to himself and hide his true crush.

He even speculated viciously: "Have you been following me? Maybe we didn't meet by chance during that typhoon day, but you..."

"Stop talking!" Yu Xin interrupted Ding Sha loudly and sharply for a while, and he broke down and stubbornly pulled a little extra fabric on his cuffs, trying to calm down, "I just... really like it. you."

Ding Sha snorted, dismissive of this "like" that hides and dare not see the light, he has always been bold, daring to think and do, daring to love and hate are his goals, that's why he is aware of When he was tempted by Yu Xin, he asked to try dating, but he didn't expect that the root of this affection was that Yu Xin knew him very well.

And my liking for him, now it seems, is just that I think he is easy to make me happy and understands me very well.

All this is more like a trap than the unknown sweetness.

Ding Sha couldn't help but fall into conspiracy theories, and he couldn't wait to escape from here.

Yu Xin stuck to the door, watching Ding Sha pass by him with a sullen face, the chill brought about made his heart almost frostbite.

He collected himself and followed Ding Sha to the entrance: "It's so late..."

Ding Sha buried his head in putting on his shoes, still wearing pajamas: "I'm leaving."

Ding Sha opened the door, and the raging wind blew up the hems of the two people's clothes arrogantly.

"Then, are you coming back?" Yu Xin's voice was full of pleading, but her steps stayed where she was and did not dare to move forward.

The corridor lights cast a shadow on Ding Sha's face, making Yu Xin unable to see his expression clearly.

When the elevator came, Ding Sha walked in sideways without leaving a word.

Ding was tossing and turning all night, he tried hard to search for Yu Xin in his memory, but he still vaguely remembered that Yu Xin had a relationship with him before—but his classmate for a year had never said a word If it were someone else, he would have forgotten it early in the morning.Furthermore, he had been to Yu Xin's house, and it was not in the same area as his junior high school, but also far away from it. How could Ding Su have thought that they had already met in junior high school.

Ding Sha sneezed three times in a row and was shivering from the cold. He was not used to the fact that there was one person missing in the bed.

But he still felt confused and didn't know how to face Yu Xin.

If Yu Xin had taken the initiative to bring up this matter early in the morning, it might have become a joke between the two of them in the future, but the more Yu Xin kept it hidden, the more she boiled this sweet love soup into something weird. leftovers.

Why should he do this?

Ding Sha shook his head, unable to understand.

For the first time, Ding Sha, the academic bully who always faced difficulties, was deterred. He racked his brains but couldn't find the best solution to this matter.So he followed the most clichéd stories, patted his butt, and walked away—going abroad to celebrate the New Year with his family.

Before leaving, he took care of everything, but he couldn't edit the text message to be sent to Yu Xin alone.

After thinking about it, he clicked into the circle of friends and sent a message——

Fly!See you in about a month...don't miss me too much. [picture]

The author has something to say: Huh——

Turning point has passed

The male god said no to this heart that was carefully held out to beg the male god to like him.

Humph--

Then I don't want a male god anymore

Sit and wait for Yu Xin to be cold and domineering, Ding Sha slaps his face and kneels and licks~