Disgusted

Liu Su'en unconsciously switched the microphone to the left, exposing his rosy right ear.Then he pursed his lips and resisted in silence.

"I want to see you." The person on the other end of the phone repeated again, the voice was still unhurried, even a little calmer, but Su En knew that she was angry

For a while, Suen just stared at the hem of the brown prison uniform, put his head against the wall, and didn't speak, feeling at a loss, joy, panic, and embarrassment, like an unprepared student who was suddenly reminded that the exam was brought forward to tomorrow.

"Master Leng told me that there is a chance to visit once every two weeks." Saori was quiet for a while, but seeing that Su En had no intention of speaking, she had to speak.Accompanied by slight footsteps, the voice seemed to speak in another place. "That is to say, we still have 35 chances to meet during your sentence. Let me tell you, Fang Qingkong or Liu Suen, if you refuse to meet me once, I will burn a scar on your arm with the cigarette you left. You have been missing, and in the end, you will be able to burn the seven plum blossom marks."

"...Are you angry?" Su En thought over and over again, and finally squeezed out only this sentence from his throat, and Saori's calm face and red ears appeared in front of his eyes.This person obviously has an elegant and delicate appearance, and he can do extreme things when he gets angry.

"You know I mean what I say."

Su En wanted to say something, but the call had already been transferred back to Uncle Leng, who told him about the situation in prison and the missing items as usual, and ended the call soon.

Hanging the stainless steel microphone back on the old fixed-line phone on the wall, Su En frowned, ignoring the dissatisfaction and abuse of the female prisoner behind her for not speaking and occupying the phone, and the bright red cigarette butt touching Saori's skin appeared in her mind , there was a light sizzle and then a scorching smell, I couldn't help but shiver, turned around and walked towards the counselor's office in charge of registering visitors.As Saori said, she always keeps her word.

On the other side, Saori reluctantly suppressed the surging anger, calmed down and looked at Master Leng in front of him, said a few words and hung up the phone.

"Thank you, Lord Leng." Saori felt that her voice was floating in this empty and cool hall, and she couldn't get to the bottom of it.And the middle-aged man with the square face was standing under the plaque of "Chongde Wuguan", his dark face could not be seen.

"No thanks," he said slowly. "I can't help you with the Zhang family's affairs."

"No, I thank you for taking care of Liu Su'en." Saori stood up straight and bowed respectfully to the man. "I know that if it wasn't for your care, Su En would be in a worse situation."

As if wanting to get to know someone again, Master Leng looked Saori up and down, with an expression that could almost be called a smile on his face, he shook his head and then nodded as if thinking of something, and took a moment to rush. He came out with a sentence: "From now on, you can follow Suen and call me Uncle Leng."

"Mmm. Uncle Leng." Saori showed a gentle smile.

From the first time she saw Uncle Leng, Saori intuitively knew that the person in front of her knew her connection with Su En.Because he was neither surprised nor confused, he just called her to sit down, asked someone to bring tea, and then talked about Su En's recent situation word by word as if he understood her worries.When it came to the prison’s open visiting hours, when we could see Su En, the phone rang, and the expressionless person paused when he saw the screen of the phone, took a look at Saori, and then picked it up, and said: Suen, someone wants to see you.

When she heard the name "Su En", Saori only felt that her chest was boiling hot and surging like hot magma, and it was about to overflow before it was too late, but in the quietness, she heard that sentence that became sharp and sharp after the phone call. "I don't see", the enthusiasm suddenly cooled down and turned into a hard and solid rock.

Without thinking too much, she stretched out her hand with a cold face, and Uncle Leng handed the phone to her.And that person, as always, was silent, thinking that without words, he could hide his emotions under the soil, rot, decompose, and then disappear?Damn.Saori had the urge to strangle the person who was thinking about it day and night, and then kiss her lips with all her strength to call her back.After finally suppressing the anger and finishing what I wanted to say in one breath, I tried to comfort myself, at least I knew my whereabouts, and I finally let go of most of the heart that I have been carrying.For this reason, Saori sincerely thanked Uncle Leng who was mentioned many times in this letter.Fortunately, Uncle Leng seems to accept the fact that she is someone close to Su En.

"How long will you stay in Macau?" Uncle Leng spoke blunt Mandarin with a strong Cantonese accent, always trying to be as brief as possible.

"The time is too short, so I can only apply for a transit visa. I will fly to Thailand tomorrow morning, and then I will transfer back."

"Hard."

"No." Saori smiled and shook her head. "I'm going to bother Uncle Leng next week, please let me know after confirming the visiting time?" He said, handing over a business card with his personal number on it.

Uncle Leng took the business card, glanced at the small card, turned and entered the side hall, and came out after a while with a bunch of keys in his hand. "I gave most of the things left by Suen's mother to her. Only this old apartment is temporarily kept for her. Now I leave it to you, and I will have a place to go when I come back."

Saori nodded, reached out to take the key, and stopped talking about lunch together, she was really tired.The three words Liu Suen are like a password to open a secret box, revealing too much of the past at once, and the emotional love and hatred in it are too strong, pressing her down, making her a little breathless.It was also the same name, and all of a sudden, the mist in front of her eyes was cleared away, so that the clues were suddenly clear when she was looking for things without direction—she didn’t even need to rely on private detectives. More than 5000 search results appeared densely, most of them were news reports, which gave an overview of the past and the recent situation and the closing of the case. The person in charge of the Suen case was a famous local lawyer. Following this line, she found Uncle Leng again. Then apply for a visa, book a plane ticket, and rush to catch an early morning flight to the appointment.In such a hurry, I still couldn't fall asleep last night.As soon as she got into Uncle Leng's subordinate's car, she felt drowsy, and her mind was heavy and her limbs were stiff.

"Here we are." The car drove for a while and stopped in front of an old tenement building. The tall man told Shazhi the password of the iron gate downstairs and the apartment door number, and also told her a mobile phone number, saying that it was in the local area. If you need anything, you can find him, and then step on the gas pedal and fly away, leaving Saori with her small luggage bag.

This is where the man grew up.Shazhi raised her head and counted to the third floor, a uniform green-painted old-fashioned window sill, the left side was full of green dill and rose potted plants, and the other side was bare.Based on that person's reckless personality, he probably lives in the apartment on the right.Thinking of her, Saori smiled inexplicably.Knowing her real name, Saori is still not used to changing her words, so whenever she thinks of it, she replaces it with "that person", like an ambiguous and intimate symbol.

I opened the iron gate with a code, and walked up the stairs one after another. There were three households on the first floor, and her residence was indeed on the right.

After opening the anti-theft door and the wooden door and entering, Saori looked around the simple, small apartment.Two bedrooms and one living room, open kitchen, small in size but because of the extremely simple furnishings, it looks empty.There is only a thin layer of dust on the cooking table, and it seems that everyone has been hired to clean it regularly.Saori opened the built-in cabinets one by one, and sure enough there was only a whole box of instant noodles except for a few dishes. She opened the cardboard box to take a look, then shook the gas tank next to it, opened the pressure valve, and the gas stove was still working.If you come here often in the future, you still need to buy more kitchen utensils.Shazhi was thinking about it in her heart, and at the same time reminded herself to apply for an electronic visa for Hong Kong and Macau travel.

While thinking about it, he walked to the door of the side-by-side rooms. The doors were all open. The smaller one on the left was the study room. Inside, there were three large bookshelves as high as the ceiling against the wall. There was a solid wood desk on the side next to the window. Put on a small desk lamp.The other room is the bedroom. Saori walked in and lifted the white dust-proof cloth covering the bed, causing a burst of fine dust to rise in the sun.

Open the window for ventilation, and outside the window is the bare window sill that just looked downstairs.Opening the closet, there were long-sleeved shirts and trousers of autumn and winter styles inside. She closed the closet door, thought about it, opened it again, grabbed the sleeve of a white shirt, buried her head in, and smelled it.Smelling and smelling, my face suddenly turned red, and I felt like a stalker who sneaked in while the unattainable person left home, relying on the living objects and clues left by the other party to describe her bone texture, flesh and body temperature, hopeless I hope I can get closer, and then get closer...

She sighed quietly.

No.There was no smell of that person on the clothes, only a faint damp musty smell.She tugged at the cuff of her shirt, and suddenly shed tears in a daze.

Finally, in the hustle and bustle of the past month, I tried my best to find her whereabouts. I was afraid that she would suffer and suffer, and I didn't know what she had paid for my choice.A heart fell to the ground, but it hurts—she was trapped in a place she didn't know she couldn't see, how could such a free and unrestrained person bear it?Distress mixed with joy, I heard her sonorous "I don't see".For a month, I missed her and thought about her voice, appearance and taste like thirsty. As a result, I only heard a "no" and "you are angry" when I made a phone call.Thinking about it, I was a little annoyed at myself, why couldn't I suppress my anger?Obviously someone who is famous for being calm and elegant.

Gritting her teeth, she wiped tears on her sleeves, changed into the casual clothes she brought, and then took out all the shirts, trousers and jackets in the closet, and sorted them into categories, hand-washed, machine-washed, and dry-cleaned.The sun is shining today, so it should be able to dry after washing and drying in the afternoon.Saori thought bitterly.It's good if you can't find the previous smell, wash it all and put it on yourself, leaving your own breath like a stamp.

The author has something to say: Unknowingly, it has come to an end...