Su Bai

The person who came to pick her up was an acquaintance from Nantianmen. She had given him a mortal name——Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan should be happy when he saw her, but he has guarded the Nantianmen seriously for many years, so he can't smile at this moment.

I don't know if ordinary people can see the shining golden cloud, but Su Lin instinctively covered Bai Biyun's eyes.Before she could tell her that she was leaving, her body had already started to disappear, and her hand covering Bai Biyun's eyes gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared.

Bai Biyun didn't even feel that something was wrong, she was still talking, probably replying to Su Lin's rant just now, everything was too fast, and the camera slowed down for only a moment, like a gust of wind blowing, Bai Biyun realized that when she turned her head , Su Lin's chair was empty, and the computer screen showed that her blood tank was empty.

Bai Biyun was a little distracted, walked to the computer and touched the air, she asked softly, "You idiot?" Su Lin could hear her voice, but she couldn't see herself.

"Let's go." Jiang Nan took her away through the clouds and fog.

Familiar clouds, familiar calm.She touched her chest, the rhythmic beating had stopped, and it was empty, just like when Su Lin cried sadly while watching anime or novels.It turns out that without the soul, without the emotions and desires, there will still be sadness.

She has spent countless years in the sky and three years on earth, but she feels that everything on earth is more intimate.At this moment, she is obviously very familiar with the flying, very familiar Tianting, but she feels that she is out of place.

"I thought you would be very happy." Jiang Nan handed her "Journey to the West", "I have finished reading this book."

"You can just return it to Xianjun, why do you still keep it?"

"After you have descended to the mortal world, you have to do many small things yourself. It is really busy, so I don't want to bother you..."

"Is there no other Xiaoxian to take my place?"

"Xianjun said it was only three years, and he will not bother other immortals anymore, just wait for you to come back."

"You know how to trouble me..." Xiaoxian complained, and felt a lot more relaxed in her heart. Remembering that Su Lin's body had been wiped out, she asked again, "Why can't Su Lin continue to survive?"

"Here we are." Jiang Nan didn't answer the question, and left when he arrived at Nantianmen. Xiaoxian had to go to the book hall by himself.

Xianjun stood outside the hall and nodded when he saw her.

"I also said that you have a lot of work to do every day, it seems that you are not busy!"

He was still the same as before, his voice was clear and shallow, he didn't look human when he spoke, and his tone was clear: "Many ancient books have been sent from the mortal world, and they will be sorted out within three hours."

"I just came back from suffering..." Xiaoxian also walked into the hall, remembering to ask Xianjun what happened to Su Lin.

"The mortal body wraps the soul of an immortal, and it can last for three years. It is already the limit, and it is doomed to be wiped out."

"It's not fair! She didn't make a mistake, why should she suffer for me..."

"Before you became a fairy, you were kind to her in the previous life. This time, she used her body to atone for your sins, which is also to repay her kindness."

"Why is this! I don't need her to repay her kindness! She just disappeared, what about her parents? What about Su Qi? What about Yin Yuan..."

"Enough is enough." Xianjun handed her the lamp, "It's just a trip to the mortal world, and now the soul has returned to the Secretary of Life, so there is so much love and hate. Go and organize the books."

That's right, I'm a fairy, where do I get all the emotions and desires.King's Landing muttered to himself.

Xiaoxian would pray for Su Lin in her spare time in the sky, hoping that she would be reincarnated into a good family, and even went to the Yuelao Temple to steal the marriage book in the human world, seeing that the fate between Su Lin and Yin Yuan was not broken, despite the twists and turns Incessantly, but in the end we can meet again.

Get to know each other again and like them all over again.

She also looked through Bai Biyun's marriage, but it was the fate of the lonely Luan forever.She sighed for her, and even thought about tampering with the red thread marriage.

But she couldn't remember her own thoughts.

The boring days passed, but she never faced her own heart.

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☆、Lin invites

When he realized that there was no noisy voice around him, he remembered to go to Pantaoyuan to look for Laiyin.

"Dead? How could it be! I just went to the human world, and I didn't know that this fairy also had birth, old age, sickness and death... Lai Yin was still in good condition when I left." Jun Lin grabbed his sleeve and burst into tears unconsciously.

The guards all looked at her like a madman, did not answer her, and stood up on patrol as usual.

Su Lin staggered back to the book hall, but she didn't see Lu Yuan greeted at the door, and she didn't hear Xianjun let her eat candied haws to pack the books.

"Journey to the West" is back, and she has also returned to Heaven, but there is no Lai Yin bouncing over to ask her to borrow books, and then mentioning Jiang Nan with a little shyness.

"A Lin! A Lin!" Someone eagerly called her name next to her ear, and she hurriedly turned her head, wondering if it was Lai Yin.It was Lu Yuan who was holding candied haws, "Ah Lin! Why are you so out of your mind? The Immortal Lord has called you many times."

Jun Lin frowned and smiled bitterly: "I'm out of my mind? I'm a god, I don't have a soul."

"What's wrong with you? But you're tired of sorting out poems and books these days? I brought you candied haws..." Lu Yuan held the candied haws forward.

"I will not eat."

"Well, there are other pastries..."

"Don't eat, don't eat!" Jun Lin yelled, "I'm not a mortal, why should I eat things from the world!"

The fairy on the side said sharply: "What's the proper way to be crazy?!"

Junlin sniffed his nose, and tears fell again: "Xianjun, he, what did they say that Laiyin is dead?"

"If you want to go back to the mortal world, it's very easy." Xianjun left the book hall without answering her question.

Jun Lin immediately turned to Lu Yuan, cried and said, "Lu Yuan, Lu Yuan, tell me, what happened to Lai Yin?"

Lu Yuan bowed his head and thought for a while before speaking: "I don't know the details. I was collecting books in the world when the incident happened. It seems that Laiyin moved Fanxin and was informed by the Queen Mother. She was furious and ordered to send it to the Death Soul Terrace to remove the immortal bones. Her internal organs were ruptured due to the severe pain, and finally her body died and rotted..." He didn't continue, because King's Landing covered his mouth to keep silent, tears streaming down his face.

She snatched the candied haws and bit into bites until her entire chin was bright red.She suddenly remembered the heavy snow in the world.

"Does Jiang Nan know?" After she finished eating the candied haws, her tears mixed with the red candy and froze on her chin.

"Ah?" Lu Yuan didn't realize what she asked, and waved his hand to wipe off the rock sugar for her.

"I definitely don't know, he doesn't know anything, he can't laugh or cry, he can't tell stories, he can't comfort people, he only knows how to guard the Nantian Gate!" Jun Lin roared here and smiled wryly, "But yes, he is a god , I shouldn’t know, it’s only natural that I don’t know these things.”

"Ah Lin, why don't you go to the house and have a rest." Lu Yuan said worriedly.

But Jun Lin didn't move. She raised her face and asked in the same tone as when she first met, "Lu Yuan, do you think it's better to be a fairy or a human?"

But she lost the innocence of the past.

Lu Yuan felt a stabbing pain in his chest, as if the bullets flew too slowly back then, so he only felt it now.He said softly: "Each has its own advantages, but each has its own disadvantages...we can't choose."Each has its own advantages, but no matter what I look forward to, I can't choose.I miss my old mother and my first wife, but I can only be a happy fairy in this sky, watching my old mother die and my first wife remarry and grow old.I have become a god who is full of praise in the world, but I can't do what I want to do, and I can't meet the people I want to see.

"Yes." Jun Lin stood blankly, thinking about what Lu Yuan said.

The days in the sky are still rotating regularly, Jun Lin has become silent, and when Lu Yuan leaves, he no longer asks him to bring food back, and he no longer goes to Nantianmen to find Jiang Nan and then pulls him to tell a lot of things that are not there. Yes, and he didn't talk back to Xianjun when the task was heavy.But she still likes to go to Yuelao's place. While Yuelao is away, she opens the mirror to look at the mortal world. After Su Lin reincarnated, Yin Yuan also experienced reincarnation because of a car accident. However, the affection spreads the same way.

Yue Lao's mirror can occasionally see fragments of the future, but it may not be serious, after all, things like fate are changing all the time.But at least the mirror shows some possible future.

Ouyang actually returned to the north again, and met Cao Huan at the piano shop.Everything that is not said becomes waiting.

The eldest sister and the rabbit are also married and have children. Maybe they are not as wealthy as they said when they were young and frivolous, but they still lead a happy life.

Lu Wanqiu and Su Qi are together, because they don't want to have children, they deal with their parents in various ways.

……

As for Bai Biyun, she neither went to graduate school nor went to work in the securities company arranged by her father. She traveled back and forth in various cities, and even liked to go to comic exhibitions and book signings.When Jun Lin saw her, he no longer had a gloomy face, but laughed. All the exhibitions, only she was never absent, and only she was never absent-minded, as if she was looking for something.

Occasionally, one day she opened the poetry collection of Li Taibai in the world, and saw "Long Lovesickness, Destroys the Heart".It was only then that she realized that she always felt empty these days, always wanted to steal Yuelao’s mirror to spy on the mortal world, these days always felt that those lonely people in the book were no longer proud , It turned out that she also experienced the feeling of loneliness.Missing someone is like this.she thinks.

Another year of the Peach Blossom Festival is coming, she is happy, who said that she can't choose, I will not be a fairy anymore, I will be a human!

She sneaked into the garden early and was dragged to question her crime after feasting.

Xianjun still pleaded for her like three years ago. When he spoke, he stood with his hands folded, and his tone was much more lively, and finally he was not as calm and clear as before: "It was Xiaxian who talked about flat peaches a few days ago. This little servant is probably obsessed with ghosts, but She has no malicious intentions, and I hope the Queen Mother will show mercy!"

"The last time I read her first offense, she was extrajudicially merciful. This time, the fairy bones must be removed!" The queen mother was not as dignified and beautiful as it was written in the human painting book, but the fact that her words were harsh was finally guessed by ordinary people.

"Xiaxian is willing to go to the land of Beiming to look for the mausoleum!" The immortal has fought his last battle, and how many books Yuan Xianjun went to this place to search for the mausoleum, but failed.

He is courting death.

"No need. This little slave is willing to be picked out of the bones of the immortals and fall into the mortal world, so that he can no longer become a Buddha for the gods." She turned to look at the immortal, "The immortal has made up his mind, so I don't need to bother the immortal."

But she didn't know that God's will is hard to break, and the choice has never been established.

On the Death Soul Stage, she was stripped of her immortal bones, expelled from her immortal status, and reincarnated in the mortal world.

Just drank Mengpo soup and walked across the Naihe bridge, how could she remember the story of this life, and how could she remember a mortal.

She was reincarnated in the mortal world for Lin Yao.

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☆、Xiaobai said.1

My name is Bai Biyun, my name has no special meaning, but it is the successor of my sister's name, and my sister's name is Biyu.

At that time, accompanied by my father, I flew from Fujian to Harbin to start my university life.

Then I met a person named Su Lin, you can never describe her, appearance or personality.She is always changing at any time. One second she danced excitedly because of Two-dimensional, and the next second she was sad and then silent.

Such a person who is sometimes boastful and sometimes lazy, disappeared when I was less than two months away from my 21st birthday.

The moment she left was only a moment, so fast that you almost thought that the past three years were just a dream, but the daily life she had existed was always played back in memory like a lantern.It was that split second that made me search for it for more than ten years.

Occasionally, late at night, I would also think about giving up. She doesn't want to see you, and you probably won't be able to see her for the rest of your life.But I always feel that we are different, and our story should not end so hastily.Even though I am just an ordinary person among thousands of people, everything between us should not pass away in an ordinary way.

Whether I can find it, whether I love it or not, it doesn't seem to matter anymore, I just want to see that person again in my lifetime, even if it's just a quick glance, at least let me know that she really exists, at least there is no "chu" between us The World of Doors".

There is indeed no earth-shattering story between us. In all my memories about her, there are always ordinary daily life.Insignificant topics are constantly being mentioned, and ironic stories are constantly being told. It seems that every day passes so simply, and then our hair turns gray in an instant.

For a second, I really thought this person would be with me for the rest of my life.

But she suddenly disappeared, and I searched all over the world, but there was still no her. "Shangqiongbi falls to Huangquan, and the two places are gone." It turned out to be this kind of helpless mood.

She said she was a fairy, and Su Lin missed a person named Yin Yuan very much.

During the summer vacation when I was 21, I went to the city where she was born.There are beautiful mountains and clear waters, neither prosperous nor desolate.So this small county gave birth to her and always gave me the feeling of an idealist.

The county seat is not big, so it was easy for me to find Yin Yuan.

She hasn't come back yet. After receiving my call, she said that she would meet the day after tomorrow.

I went to their middle school, and there was a group photo of outstanding students in the brochure.In that photo, she pursed her lips tightly because of nervousness, but her round face was slightly raised. After all, the joy and pride in her heart were much greater. Standing next to her was Yin Yuan, who was the same age, and she was not at all. Shy and uneasy, because she turned her head and kissed Su Lin's cheek the moment the camera clicked.It should have rained on the day the photo was taken. I stared at the photo and saw the moisture on the hair on Su Lin's forehead.

She always seems to be accompanied by someone. Yin Yuan and Cao Huan are inseparable to her.

Then, where is she, does she occasionally think of me, a passer-by who is not with me day and night?

No, I know, she once told me she didn't want Cao Huan, not at all.

The meeting place is a cafe.The gentle lighting sets off the gentle curves of all the decorations, complementing the softness of this small town.

"What would you like to drink and eat?" Yin Yuan was much prettier than in the photo, and she turned the menu towards me, "Our county is not big, and there are no good places to entertain you. In the past, Ah Lin and I always Come here, she likes to eat..."

Her name is Su Lin "A Lin". Cao Huan used to call Su Lin "Su Su". Only then did I realize that my naughty nickname was very childish.I turned the menu back and said with a smile, "I want red bean matcha ice to drink, and you can eat anything." Since Su Lin likes to come here, there must be red bean matcha ice.

"The same taste as Ah Lin." She also smiled slightly, "It's just right, then I'll order some of what Ah Lin used to like."

The food came out very quickly, I tasted a little, tears were about to flow out, Su Lin likes spicy food very much.

"Sorry, you don't like spicy food?" Yin Yuan handed over a tissue.

"No, I ate it, and I accidentally choked on it." I wanted to taste her favorite food, and in my memory, she always sighed and told the boss "don't be spicy".

"Do you know that she is a fairy?" After Yin Yuan said this, I was choked immediately, and the spicy taste stuck in my throat, which was very uncomfortable.

I drank a few sips of water before opening my mouth: "Why, she used to like to say that?"

Yin Yuan smiled wryly: "No, she really is. But Su Lin is not."

It's this statement again, after all, I don't know Su Lin?

"I mean, the Su Lin you know is a fairy." Yin Yuan continued to explain, "She said that after the three-year period expires, she will recover her mana and return to the Heavenly Court, and then my Su Lin will come back."

So in the technologically advanced 21st century, I met a fairy that only exists in myths and tales?

Yin Yuan didn't wait for me to ask, she burst into tears suddenly: "But my Su Lin didn't come back either."

"I don't quite understand, maybe even when I wake up tomorrow morning, I will know that these are all dreams." I stretched out my hand and pinched my thigh, it turned out that there was pain in the dream.

Yin Yuan on the opposite side wiped away her tears and made a straightforward conclusion: "You don't have enough relationship with her, so you don't believe it."

Not enough affection?I don't know, this emotion is born without warning.However, I don't want others to judge.

"If she is a fairy, why does she avoid seeing me?"

I thought my words were well-founded, so I asked with confidence, but Yin Yuan on the opposite side shook her head: "She is a god, and you are a mortal, so there are different ways."

"No, these are all excuses. I don't care if she is in the sky or underground, I will always look for her and ask her when I see her."

I don't care if she is a human, a fairy or a monster, but in the universe, I will always see her throughout my life.

"You may still meet her, but my Su Lin will never come back."

"Maybe she is gone in this life, but reincarnation, you might as well take a long-term view." After I finished speaking, I stood up, wanting to go out for a walk and look at the sky.

"If it's you, if you haven't seen her in this life, will you go to her in the next life?" Yin Yuan asked from behind.

"No. The story of this life is finished in this life, and I don't want to know her in the next life."

She opened her mouth, but didn't say anything, she probably wanted to ask me why I wanted to persuade her to renew her fate in the next life.

"Because of my story, I will definitely finish it in this life." I pushed open the glass door, felt the sun touch my skin, and the dust in the air became alive, "I will definitely find her."

If you find her, it would be nice to come back here and live.The mountains and rivers are beautiful, and it is very supportive.

The author has something to say: the next few chapters should be from Xiaobai's perspective ~ blingbling thank you for reading ~

☆、Xiaobai said.2

I stayed in the hotel in the county seat for three days. During the day, I went to the school where she had been in since she was a child. At night, I sat on the bed and swiped my phone, looking for news related to her in various post bar forums.

The summer vacation was very short. I went home to visit relatives, and then took the train back to Harbin.My father advised me to stay in Fujian after graduation and directly join his friend's securities company to work, but I refused.Before, it was because I wanted to take a postgraduate entrance examination before making a decision, but now it's because I can't settle down yet, looking for her days, and making my home everywhere.

When I returned to school, I started looking for a job, good or bad, suitable or not, like it or not, it doesn’t matter, I need to earn more money, and then go to each city to discover the possibility of her existence.Ouyang and the others also asked me, did they ignore their studies?I have thought about these things, my future, and my parents' expectations.These are all things that I struggled with and didn't want to give up, but before I found her, these really didn't make sense to me.Without her, I'm like a dead body, and those bright futures are just in vain.

In the past [-] years, I can’t be regarded as an outstanding child with excellent grades and talents, but at least I am well-behaved, sensible, obedient, and I also want to grow up according to my parents’ expectations, and I want to live a simple life with occasional surprises.But when she appeared, there were no strong winds and waves, no earth-shattering, she was just a breeze, calmly dropped a seed in my life, took root and germinated for three years, and then grew into a towering tree.I am afraid that it will burst out, so I need to find the person who tied the bell.

Future, future, joy, happiness.These beautiful words are all related to her. In my world, everything is closely related to her.

When I was a senior, I went back and forth between various companies. When I was really tired, I asked for leave. I stayed in the dormitory and read textbooks with a lot of knowledge. Occasionally, when I was in a bad mood, I turned the volume of the earphones to the maximum and played a single loop. "Without You" pierced my eardrum, flowed in the blood, and got into the heart that misses her before I would stop.

The graduation thesis was written for three days, all night long.I finally got my graduation certificate, and I started my journey.

The first stop, City H.

Like her, City H is mysterious and charming.There are administrative districts lined with high-rise buildings, as well as downtown areas where people come and go.During the day, there are noisy gatherings or exhibitions, and at night, there will be a banquet with mixed cups and cups; but under the sun, there is also a breeze under the willow embankment, and the moonlight is quiet amidst the feasting and feasting.

As soon as I got off the plane, I knew why she always mentioned this city.This place is not as beautiful as her hometown, but it is full of charm everywhere.The prosperity of modern urbanization blends with the classical charm of the past, and the completely different scenes are perfectly integrated without making people feel out of place.

I even began to think, if I found her, where would it be better to live?The county town has beautiful scenery, and it is also full of charm.

Don't bother thinking about it, if you find her, she will definitely make up her mind.

All things do not have to be concluded at this moment, and all plots do not have to be given up at this moment.

In the face of a long life, sooner or later there is a solution.

And I firmly believe that I will meet her again.in my lifetime.

I have lived in City H for eight days, and I plan to leave for the next stop.Thinking of going to the bookstore she mentioned, passing by the cafe, where Eason Chan’s "Long Time No See" was playing, I couldn’t help but stop and listen to the whole song, my appearance was reflected on the glass, my hair grew, and my legs seemed to have lost weight , I used to always clamor with her to lose weight.If we meet again, will I say "Long time no see" to her, probably not, she should be the first to speak.A person like her certainly doesn't know how to say these four words.I don't know if she still remembers me at that time.

When she arrived at the bookstore, it happened that the writer she liked was having a book signing upstairs.I also went to buy books and lined up. The line went round and round. After ten minutes passed, I was still outside, and I didn't see the writer's true face at all.

I started to look around, to see what people who liked the same writer as her looked like, even, maybe, I mean, there was the possibility that she was in the crowd.

This one-in-a-billion possibility actually happened. Beside the door that was about to enter the meeting room, there was a person wearing a blue short T and a white skirt. Her hair had grown a lot. I knew it was her.At least that's what I thought at that moment, I was about to rush over desperately, but she turned her head under the call of her friend, her face was beautiful.But not her.

I used to watch TV dramas, and I always thought it was ridiculous to admit the wrong person between lovers. If a person really loves someone, how can he not know her hair, skin and behavior, and how can he misidentify others.But in reality, it is only when we encounter such a situation that we understand the protagonist's mood.The moment you recognize someone, you must be ecstatic, but because of a misunderstanding, your mood will fall to the bottom in an instant, and you can't tell whether it is sadness or helplessness. In short, the empty chest will feel heavy instead.I don't know if you will have this kind of moment, because you miss her so much that you are dizzy. You clearly know that it is not her, but you can subconsciously bring her into her, and sincerely pray that it is her.

After all, it wasn't because I didn't love enough, but because I was too deep-rooted and hoped too much.

At night, I took the train and went to Z City, which is adjacent to H City. It is a paradise on earth. When I wake up tomorrow, I will see a beautiful view and feel much better.

I don't know where she is, whether it is the same as here, the moon rises and the sun sets, the grass grows and the warblers fly.At eleven o'clock at night, would she not get used to it because the lights were still on?

I didn't expect to meet an acquaintance on the train. It was the elementary school boy who had chased after Su Lin back then. I remember his name was Gu Chang'an.I originally planned to pretend that I didn't know each other, because I was really tired of dealing with people.But he noticed me and remembered me.Young people have a good memory, I just met him once in KTV with Su Lin, and Su Lin dragged me away after introducing my name.

"Sister." He smiled gently, and nodded slightly as politely as before.

"Hello." After I finished speaking, I felt that it was too blunt, but I really couldn't think of what else to say to greet, so I could only say, "Long time no see." After I finished speaking, I started to get scared, always thinking that the next sentence would be—— How are you?Then the talk started.So he immediately added another sentence, "Are you going out to play?"

"Yeah. Go to my uncle's company and do an internship."

"Good."

"Hmm." He lowered his brows and eyes, then raised them again, wriggling his lips, and still asked, "Are you alone?"

"Yes, alone." I replied with a smile, but my heart became sad. Ever since I decided to start looking for her, I was afraid of hearing this question, afraid of being alone in others' mouths, and I didn't want to be like that.

Probably because my expression was too sad, he glanced at me twice and didn't ask any more questions.

Fortunately, I didn't ask further, because I don't know where she is.

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☆、Xiaobai said.3

"Without you, without the past, I wouldn't be sad..." I didn't expect his phone's ringtone to be this, he gestured to me, put on the earphones, and went to the front of the car to answer the phone.

She liked this song very much before, but she said it wasn't her, it was Su Lin.Only after meeting Yin Yuan did I realize that there were two of her who merged into one body in the torrent of time.No matter who she is, whether she likes it or not, she always sings this song repeatedly in KTV, and always misses someone.

Su Lin misses Yin Yuan, what does she miss?

If she is a fairy, she probably misses the happy days in the sky.

Just now the music sang, "If there is no you, no past, I will not be sad", yes, it would be fine if I didn't meet you, if you were not you but Su Lin, then she would only treat her Yin Yuan is worried, and I won’t have much contact with each other. If I hadn’t met you, I would have worked hard to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Maybe I would work in that securities company or go abroad. I would earn about the same amount of money and live a normal life day after day In life, occasional small surprises will instantly make me feel alive. I will fall in love with someone who is handsome in appearance and gentle in personality. I will go home to visit my parents and other relatives during the holidays. If I have time and money, I may suddenly Go live somewhere in the world for a while.

But I also remember the following lyrics, "But if there is, I still want to love you".

I think even if you didn't become Su Lin, even if we didn't meet in college, I would still know you and fall in love with you after all.Then tossed around, looking for reunion.

Sometimes I also ask myself, when and why did the feelings of admiration arise?

In the past, I didn't know much about the so-called love, and the love I was in was easy to get bored, and I even planned to be single for the rest of my life.I always feel that I am a very boring person, I have no special hobbies, and I have no dreams that I want to fulfill when I was born, and I am often tired of expressing emotions.But you are different, you are always glowing, whether you are excited by anime or novels, or just squinting lazily, you are always fresh and bright.You make me feel that I have to love life and treat every day with sincerity.If you are a fairy, they are far from you in the TV series.

Maybe it was a certain moment when the sun was just right, and you turned around to talk to me. Under the light, I was in a trance for a moment, and then I realized the mood I had been in for many days.

If you love someone, there is no if.

The train was almost at the station, and the junior didn't finish the phone call. He came over and asked me, "Do you have any news about her?"

"No." I shook my head and got up to pack my luggage.In fact, there is nothing to clean up, but I suddenly want to get busy again.I won't take the train next time, it's been too long, and I can always think of many things.

The person who came to pick me up was Chen Luo, a senior I met in my sophomore year. She is about to graduate from graduate school and is still studying, planning to take the Ph.D.I asked her if she was afraid that no one would take it after she came out for the exam, and she laughed and said that she had a childhood sweetheart.And then nothing else.

I used to have a childhood sweetheart, who was chubby when I was a child, but now he is energetic. He is 1.8 meters tall and has good facial features.The family naturally wanted to match us up, but I knew privately that he was gay, and I was also made useless by Su Lin, so we were considerate of each other and played sloppy eyes on the family.Who knew that during the Chinese New Year in the first lunar month, he drank a catty of white wine, probably because he was drunk and emboldened, and came out to his parents blushing on the spot. I was not there at the time, but according to my sister, his parents Almost mad with anger, my parents were also on the side, looking very serious.But my younger brother didn't understand at all, and he was still peeling and eating crabs, sucking them, focusing on picking the crab roe on my bamboo horse's white shirt.When my sister talked to me on the phone, she was also disgusted with homosexuality and speechless about my brother's idiot behavior.I also responded with a smile, and hung up the phone without saying a few words.In fact, I am quite afraid of this secular power.Thinking about it now, I am even more timid. Not only do I have to face the danger of coming out, but I also have to cross the natural moat between immortals and mortals.So, although there is no if to love someone, you can still have regrets.Falling in love with a fairy really makes me green with regret.

After thinking about it, I realized that I had already boarded a taxi with my senior sister.So it's not that I can't take the train, I need to get hit on the head and lose my memory.I looked at my senior and asked, "Sister, where are we going?"

"My family." She has become much more beautiful, not only because of the makeup, but because the whole person has become more beautiful and energetic from the inside out.

"You don't live in school..."

"Remember the childhood sweetheart I mentioned? She came to me, and we rented a house together." Is this really the reason? When she mentioned childhood sweetheart, her eyes lit up and she was full of smiles.

"It's great." I sighed sincerely, being able to stay with the person I like has now become the thing I most envy.

"But she's on a business trip for a few days, so you can't see her. Of course, that's why there is a place for you to stay." She grinned, and she looked better again.The taxi stopped on the side of the road, "Here we are."

Her house is on the sixth floor, a total of seven floors, and there is no elevator.

Finally climbed to the sixth floor, I was out of breath.After all, she looked relaxed, smiled and took the key to open the door, and asked me: "Are you tired? Haha, it's good to climb more. We just feel that we don't exercise too much, so we chose a tall building, at least we can climb stairs." .”

"I can't, my mind is too developed, my limbs are too simple." I fell down on the sofa after speaking.

"I still have to revise my thesis. You put the key away by yourself. You can lock it before I come back at eleven o'clock in the evening, because I have to finish the thesis this week." She made a pitiful look, and suddenly let me Thinking of Su Lin's expression every time he heard the teacher assign homework.

"Am I free? Is there a restricted area in your house or something..." I dragged my still heavy legs to walk her to the door.

"Anything you want, it's all an open area." She smiled and got into the taxi, then stretched out her head and called me, "Xiaoyun, remember to water my plants, it's on the balcony."

"Understood." I nodded, waving goodbye until the taxi she was in disappeared around the corner.

Back in the room, I found that there were five missed calls on the phone, all from Cao Huan.

The author has something to say: I’m here~ I’m so sleepy~ Please correct any typos or something~ Thank you for reading and good night~

☆、Xiaobai said.4

When I called back, it was a busy signal, and the number was empty when I called again at night.

It has been more than two years since she left school, and she doesn't know what kind of life she is living now.I have never asked, it is not impossible to get contact information, after all, in this era, even if there is no mobile phone number or detailed address, there are still contacts such as QQ WeChat Weibo.It is difficult to isolate people in a real sense. As for Su Lin and I, since she is not human, it is another matter.