Su Bai
Chapter 2 class is over.
Every time I am in a bad mood, I will feel better when I see something related to Bai Biyun. If I see it when I am in a good mood, I will almost yell out, and I can complain about small things and laugh for a long time.But she didn't understand this kind of mood, she had never experienced it in Tianting, and she hadn't read it in the storybook, she was happy again, it seemed to be a unique thing.Belonging to her and her.
The next morning, when she heard the news that her grandma had fallen and was hospitalized, she was very anxious, regardless of the soul, body and memories.She called Lu Wanqiu, but there was no one answering the busy signal, and a text message came at noon, saying that there was something at home and she couldn't watch the movie.She replied "Next time", but she also knew, next time, probably there will be no next time.Between them, ever since her soul occupied this body, they have gradually drifted away, not unfamiliar, but strange.
The summer vacation is very short, only one month, but I met many people again, but I lost the intimacy in my memory.The only person who would pull her to eat and tell her about the past did not come back.
She didn't know whether it was better not to meet.It's like she doesn't understand how she wants to connect with Bai Biyun, just like she doesn't know what Su Lin's restless memory is missing.
She is a fairy, has experienced human affairs, but does not understand the seven emotions and six desires.
The author has something to say: I have been taking the exam for almost a month... I barely write a little today~ The exam will start again tomorrow (tears)
When the baby returns home and recovers, try to update it immediately! ! !
Thank you for reading~
☆, contradiction
A new semester begins, summer is coming to an end, but Qiuhu is very annoying.All the air is full of uneasy factors, and the hot mood also follows. There is a conflict between Cao Huan, the eldest sister Wen Wen, and Bai Biyun.Because the three of them had the same teacher for Marx's course, the three of them went to class together on Tuesday morning, but when they came back, they told Su Lin and the others how funny that teacher was.Then one day, Cao Huan came back alone without having lunch with them. Su Lin and Rabbit went back to bed after eating and saw her wrapping herself in the quilt. It was already very hot at that time.They realized something was wrong and went over to ask what was wrong, but Cao Huan didn't speak, just wept silently.
"Slowly." Su Lin sat by the bed, just called her name, she would not comfort others, but she knew that Cao Huan was sad at the moment, no matter the reason, she needed company.
It wasn't until later that the dormitory was under low air pressure for a long time that Cao Huan told Su Lin the reason in a tearful voice.In fact, Wenwen and Bai Biyun were too close, leaving her alone, feeling aggrieved and uncomfortable, but when everyone returned to the dormitory, they looked terrified that they were afraid of her losing their temper.Su Lin almost searched his brains to think of some comforting words. The Su Lin in his memory was not good at it. Now Su Lin is still the same. He is eloquent but doesn't know how to be gentle. He can speak eloquently but can't tell right from wrong.
So Su Lin tried her best to comfort Cao Xu while defending Wenwen and Bai Biyun. She was even convinced by herself, and learned to adjust interpersonal relationships in the next trip to the mortal world.
However, there was something unhappy between Rabbit and Cao Huan again. On the day of the party class exam, Rabbit and Cao Huan sat in the same row, and Rabbit blatantly hid a paper. In the end, Cao Huan had to go to the podium to find the teacher. After going back to bed Telling Su Lin about this incident burst into tears again.
"This matter is wrong with the rabbit, but between you and Wenwen Xiaobai..."
"I've been like this since I was a child. I don't like three people together, and I don't like the two of them getting too close."
"Listen to me slowly. Habits are not an excuse to explain mistakes. You can't make mistakes again and again just because people in the past tolerated your mistakes. I believe you are aware that this is wrong, so don't run away, you go Face it and correct it."
"However, they passed the note in front of me, deliberately not letting me know..."
"Listen to me, maybe you think you are close enough to them and you are willing to confide in them, but friendship is the same as love, there is also unrequited love. I remember that the previous QQ was not smart enough to delete friends. Many times , our list is all one-way friends. Therefore, you can’t force someone you approve of to approve you, and don’t feel sad or even give up recognizing her because she doesn’t approve of you. Wenwen may just think it’s more suitable to share those with Xiaobai secret……"
"I understand what you said, it's not that I don't correct it, but I'm not willing to stop me from moving forward."
"Since you know it, correct it slowly. Take your time, don't worry. It's just that I don't want you to be unhappy."
I don't know if the heart-to-heart talk had an effect, or Cao Huan had already removed his one-way friend from the list.In short, the atmosphere in the dormitory finally eased up. Maybe it lost the intimacy before, but at least they respected each other as guests.
Although the good times don't last long, "you know it's not a blessing if you lose your horse."Su Lin, who originally fled because of a deadlock in the dormitory, was particularly lucky to meet a handsome elementary school boy.
That day, Rabbit and Cao Huan got angry again because of trivial matters. Su Lin felt that he was very tired and didn't have the energy to deal with it like before, and he didn't have the heart to comfort anyone, so he bought a bottle of U by himself in area b dangling.
"Okay, go see the handsome guy, for nothing!" After talking on the phone, Su Lin and Anan felt more and more bored and tired from walking, so they sat on the stones surrounded by the grass.
"Sister, may I ask how to get to Area C?" With a clear and clear voice, Su Lin raised his head and saw a boy in a black jacket looking at him with a smile.
"Oh, you go straight and then turn right. When you see the overpass, go up and then get off the bridge and you will be there." Although he was handsome, but when he saw the grandparents behind the boy, Su Lin pointed the way calmly.After the boy politely said thank you, she sat on the rock alone and lost her mind. It was really unfair. They had never seen such a stunner this year. Blessed are the eyes.The point is that he called himself "sister" so cutely. Su Qi hasn't called her like this for a long time. This name is a little strange, but this boy is much more handsome than Su Qi.Jun Lin almost wanted to throw out the memory of Su Lin's nympho, but in order to live a normal life, she stopped herself rationally.
Before going back to the dormitory, she still called Cao Huan, who hung up and sent a text message, "I'm sorry Kaka." That was their latest nickname. She sighed and replied with the same sentence, "Circle circle sorry".
In the evening, Su Lin and Bai Biyun talked about the elementary school boy they met today. Their eyebrows were beaming, not only because they were excited to meet a handsome guy, but also to mobilize the atmosphere, and they didn't want the dormitory to be dead.But the effect was not obvious, so Cao Huan and the rabbit drew the curtains on the bed and remained silent.
On the weekend, Cao Huan and his high school classmates went to the zoo. Su Lin and Bai Biyun didn't wake up until noon. Of course they were not the latest ones, and Ouyang was still unconscious on the upper bunk.After washing up, they left a note for Ouyang and went out for lunch.After not eating hot pot for a long time, the two hit it off and rushed to "Chang Laishun".
"What's the matter, I always have a sad face lately... I owe you money?" Bai Biyun happily put a cuttlefish ball into her mouth, and then poked Su Lin who was opposite.
"Idiot. Eat your fermented bean curd." Su Lin gave a blank look, but the chopsticks couldn't pick up the vermicelli in the pot no matter what.
"I've heard about the slow rabbit, I think..." Bai Biyun stopped here.
Su Lin finally picked it up, and quickly put all his brains into the sauce bowl.While stirring, he asked, "Go on, let's see if your dog can come up with a golden word."
"Between them, slowly, the rabbit, the eldest sister, they all have problems, and of course me. I haven't seen the rabbit between them, and I don't make judgments, but what happened to us before is indeed her fault." Bai Biyun paused , After eating a few balls, he continued, "We are all such big people, and we don't have a gluey relationship with each other. Many secrets don't have to be shared with each other..."
"She's not angry because you didn't tell her those secrets, she just thinks she regards you as friends, but you don't, you leave her to herself."
"I don't know what she thinks, but because of secrets or friendship, it's her fault that she makes everyone unhappy because of this kind of thing."
"I know she's wrong, but I can't leave her alone."
"So you left me alone?" Bai Biyun half-joked. Since the last time, she hasn't gone with them. Sometimes she waits for Ouyang, and sometimes follows the elder sister.
"Who are you, little King Kong with a body like black iron, one is worth ten." Su Lin picked up some pieces of beef for her, "Come here, eat some pieces of red meat to supplement iron, and you will be stronger."
"Go away, look at the muscles in your own calves, they are getting thicker again."
"Ah! It's agreed that I can't mention it. It is often said on the Internet that a person is fat and that person will become fatter and fatter!"
"What a mess, Su Lin, your IQ has dropped again. It's getting more and more in line with your real name - idiot -. Hey, what are you doing? Don't touch my hot pot ingredients!!!"
The author has something to say: I finished another exam... a lot of previous ones came out... Floating~ But bec passed Monkey Kaisen! ! !So I coded the words~Thank you for reading~
☆, for a long time
When Cao Xu's birthday came, the heating was already turned on in the dormitory, and Junlin could enjoy the warmth that is not available in the south.On the first day of her birthday, she went to bed very early. In fact, she just climbed into bed and typed on it. When it was eleven o'clock, she began to tear paper and make things. She also wrote a song and planned to give it to Cao Huan. Compose and sing.
She is not a romantic person, but a fairy with ideas.She also wants to give a heart to those who are close to her, she is also willing to create the "surprise" that ordinary people call, and she also hopes that if they meet again after many years, they can see colorful.So she wrote a jerky song, because unintentionally, Cao Huan once said that she wanted to travel to some places, and she also smiled and said, "Ten years later, let's earn enough money and go wandering around the world together."It's just that these promises may be difficult to achieve, but she wants to send her a song and give her the reunion she imagined.
"It's been a long time/Never
walk down the street
It's been a long time/never
sing a familiar tune
for a long time / ten years
we didn't meet
time slips away
we don't miss
lost memory
how long / how long
forgot to pursue
It's been a long time/never
look at that timetable
It's been a long time/never
smell you
for a long time / ten years
Shannan and Haibei/people come and go
1 overlapping/not familiar with that
how long / how long
forgot to pursue
It's been a long time / I don't drink
It's been a long time / no nostalgia
for a long time / for a long time
See you today/Colorful"
Cao Huan made up the tune very carefully, and sang it for Su Lin in a quiet corner.At a certain moment, it seems that time has indeed traveled to ten years later, and it seems that she still has this skin, and they meet again among the colorful, mottled tree shadows, grotesque, just like the first time they met during military training.
"I watched "Farewell My Concubine." Bai Biyun's hair was hanging down, and she was standing upside down on the bed in an attempt to slim down her legs.
"You're finally willing to watch it..." Su Lin got up and went to pull her hair for fun, although she didn't understand this kind of boring behavior.
"It wasn't my fault before, the eldest sister fell asleep after watching it for 10 minutes, and I didn't finish watching it..." Bai Biyun brushed her hair up.
"Isn't it beautiful!"
"..."
"idiot?"
"..."
"Hey, hey, I went to your bed..."
"I'm brewing tears, idiot!"
"Are you an idiot?" Su Lin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
"I'm not here to express how much I love this movie..."
"I reject your tears on behalf of this movie." Su Lin lay back on her bed again, and wanted to tell a lot of her own experience about the movie at the beginning, but she really couldn't arouse her interest.
"I like the part Cheng Dieyi sang at the end." Bai Biyun lowered her feet, drooped on her stomach, and said in a muffled voice, "It's probably true, so it's touching."
Su Lin was lazily lying on her bed, but her eyes were shining brightly. She remembered Duan Xiaolou's last look and the sentence "Little Douzi". It's not the deep love as imagined. Cheng Dieyi and Duan Xiaolou were separated by an abyss from the beginning, and being together day and night was of no avail.
What about them?Su Lin and Yin Yuan still have a day to meet again, she and Bai Biyun seem to only have these three years, and there will be no relationship between heaven and earth in the future.
But in the past three years, these real days, how to forget about them, how to live their own sea and sky?
Maybe it is possible, this is just a big dream, but whether it is Su Lin dreaming that she met Bai Biyun, or she dreamed of Su Lin and Yin Yuan's reunion.She didn't know, not really.All the stories and plots are full of flesh and blood, but there is no happy ending as expected.They, none of them.
But the days are still there, she can't just let go, even if it's just a minute and a second, she still has to grasp it, who knows, which moment will stand still, which second hand will point to a lifetime?
When it was almost the end of the term, Cao Xu was going to the library to review, but Su Lin was very lazy and decided to sleep in the dormitory with Ouyang to death.But she didn't want to delay Cao Huan's review, so she suggested that she go with someone else.I don't know what the symptoms are, but Cao Huan is inexplicably unhappy. She becomes bored by herself, and when Su Lin talks to her, she just answers briefly.
Su Lin knew that the matter needed to be resolved, so she could only send a message to ask her what was wrong.
It took a long time to get back the text message over there, and there was only one sentence, "I don't want you to push me to others."
Looking at the text message, Su Lin couldn't figure it out, but she couldn't ask "what do you mean" directly.I can only say "I didn't, have you misunderstood something?"
"It's not a misunderstanding. I'd rather stay in the dormitory with you instead of reviewing, and I don't want to go to the library with others. I don't like you pushing me to others."
"Quanquan, I'm not pushing you to others, I don't want to interfere with your study and life because of me."
"Humans are social animals, and I can't be exempt. Many times, you are too independent. Friends just trouble each other and talk to each other."
"Then I hope you can talk to me when you're sad next time."
"..." The other side laughed, and said directly, "Can you grasp the point."
"The point is that I hope you won't be unhappy." Su Lin carefully edited this text message and sent it.
"Okay, go out and sit down tomorrow, I have something to ask you."
"Ok."
"You like Xiaobai very much?" Cao Huan asked while they were sitting in the fresh fruit time waiting for their drinks. The voice was not loud, but it actually sounded like an affirmative sentence.
"I like it, very much." Su Lin folded and unfolded the ticket, and she answered two questions.
"Why?" Cao Huan's drink was delivered, and the waiter took the receipt and marked it.
"She's beautiful and kind." Su Lin didn't intend to talk deeply, so she answered the question jokingly, and then began to hit the table with her knuckles.
"Then do you like me?" Cao Huan asked seriously, but Su Lin still looked indifferent and smiled teasingly.
"like."
"why?"
"Are you beautiful and generous?" Su Lin laughed too after finishing speaking, but Cao Xu looked serious. Fortunately, another drink was brought over.
"I hope you won't leave me." After Cao Huan said this, he drank his drink silently, and both of them were silent.
The author has something to say: Hee hee hee I'm here again~~ blingbling finished another exam this morning. . .There is one more door to go home. .Will work hard to update when I get home!Thanks for reading~
☆, fairy
Cao Huan was the first to know that Su Lin was a fairy, but she believed she was a monster even more.
"If you leave me, I will kill you." When Cao Huan said this, his eyes narrowed, but the corners of his mouth turned up in a smile.
"Have you watched any youth idol series again? How long have you memorized the lines?" Su Lin was stunned for a moment, but after just a moment, she immediately returned to normal, laughing with the corners of her mouth hooked.
"2 minutes." Cao Huan also smiled, cut open the grapefruit with a fruit knife, then turned to Su Lin and said, "It may take so long to kill you."
"I'm physically fit, I'm afraid I won't die in 2 minutes." Su Lin continued to tease her, the memory was moving uneasily in her soul, as if she was foretelling something, but Xiaoxian didn't intend to pay attention to it.
"That's right." Cao Huan stopped laughing and pushed the grapefruit away. The voice was very pleasant, and one could hear the joy of ripening the fruit.Su Lin put the novel upside down on the table, turned on the computer and connected it to the wireless network, ready to find someone to kill her. She was a little confused. She thought that her memory must be restless. After more than a year, she still didn’t feel that she was contaminated by the mortal world. Dust is half a cent, she is still that little fairy who is ignorant of the world, and she will be able to go back in a few days, holding a lamp that will not be dimmed in the corner of the book hall, reading love and anger in mortal novels, maybe she still does not understand, Maybe she laughs now and then, maybe burst into tears.But she doesn't have the emotions and desires, so going down to earth only gave her a soul to control herself.
The team on her side marched bravely all the way, and seeing the hero of the other side kill him, before she had time to open her mouth, the fruit knife cut her neck. Su Lin's skin was very good, and bright red blood spewed out from her ivory white neck. It was very similar to the way the water spouted out when she held down the side of the faucet in her memory.She didn't panic at all, and took toilet paper to wipe the blood on the keyboard on the computer screen, but some dried quickly, so she could only open the drawer and take out the wet wipes to continue wiping.When she realized that she looked weird, the cold knife cut her neck open again. I don't know if it was in the same position as before, but it must be deeper than before.She sighed, and was about to turn around to remind Cao Huan not to waste her efforts, but the knife cut open her skin, not just her neck. , the back, and maybe the back of the head.In fact, she could still feel Su Lin's panic when the blood spurted out, but she only had a simple soul, and she hadn't learned to hurt for more than a year. She just helplessly stopped Cao Huan who was in a mess.
She was covered in blood, but she didn't seem to realize it herself, she tried to make her voice sound gentle, maybe she smiled too."Slowly," she said.
With these two words, Cao Huan's hands trembled violently, and the fruit knife fell to the ground. Her eyes widened, her pupils shrank, and the whites of her eyes almost occupied the entire eyeball.She was very flustered, and she didn't know whether it was because she realized that she had done something wrong, or because she was afraid of the monster Su Lin.She stepped back and sat down against the wardrobe. She buried her face in her knees, and her long hair fell down to cover her.Everything is like a director's slowed down film, sluggish motion.At this moment, Su Lin recalled the first time she met Bai Biyun covering her cheeks with her hair, and vaguely remembered that she had glanced at herself through the fine hair.
"I'm a fairy." Su Lin was very calm, and didn't approach Cao Huan any more while speaking.
"At this time, you should send me to the Public Security Bureau, what are you kidding..." Cao Huan raised her head, and she was smiling wryly.
"I didn't want to say it, but I'll be back in a year and a half." Su Lin wiped his face with a wet towel, trying to return to normal before the others came back. After the year expires, you can return to heaven to return to life. Although it is a mortal body, there is a soul that belongs to me inside, and you can't kill me."
"How can there be a god like you, how can there be a god who is arrogant, how can there be a god who is greedy for fun, how can there be a god like you, who does not eat the fireworks of the world, but wants to control the warmth and coldness of people..." She said this At that time, her body trembled so badly that Su Lin even felt that she would explode with a bang at any moment, and then be wiped out, wondering if she could go to hell and wait for reincarnation.
"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not." Su Lin realized that there was too much blood on his body, so he could only pack his clothes and prepare to go downstairs to the bathroom to take a shower.
She doesn't care because she hasn't loved yet.
Cao Huan sat upstairs for a while, took the card and money and left the dormitory.
When all the roommates came back, Su Lin was already asleep on the bed. When it was time to turn off the lights, everyone noticed that something was wrong, so it was Bai Biyun who asked her about Cao Huan.Su Lin didn't make any noise, and the others didn't ask any more questions. After waiting for another minute or two, Bai Biyun was about to explode. The eldest sister asked Rabbit to go out and call the instructor, only to find out that she had dropped out of school.
"It's you! Don't pretend to be dead, you idiot! You're the one who drove Cao Xu away!" After everyone went to the water room to wash their faces, Bai Biyun lifted the quilt covering Su Lin's face and yelled.
"Probably." Su Lin didn't bother to explain.
"Can you speak well? What do you mean by 'well'?! You can't drop out of school..."
"She wanted to kill me, but she didn't succeed, so she was angry with me." Su Lin felt that she had to tell the truth to Bai Biyun. She didn't know why. Looking at the person in front of her, she wanted to tell her everything, hoped Share all, maybe not so obvious emotions with her.
Before Bai Biyun had time to mock her for being mentally ill again, the roommates came back from washing one after another, seeing that the atmosphere was not right, they all asked with concern, Su Lin pulled the quilt back, Bai Biyun also smiled and went to wash, so everyone just I can go back to each shop in a friendly manner.
Received a text message from Ouyang at night, "Fairy, Cao Xu cares about you very much."
"Oh, finally someone believes that I'm a fairy."
There was no reply, Su Lin turned off the phone, but opened his eyes, looking at the darkness.
How much time is left?She didn't have time to pay attention to other people's feelings, she could only seize every second to get along with one person, say a few more words, quarrel a little more, and infinitely magnify the emotions of human beings, maybe it will be deeply impressed.Even if one day she regains her mana and returns to Heaven, they will still remember each other.
I came to the world and read some stories. Some people left their beloved partners because of terminal illness. They don't want to always think of them when they are alone in the future, accompanied by pain.But Su Lin didn't want it. Even if she was destined to be separated from Bai Biyun in the future, these three years must be engraved on his mind. Bai Biyun will not have her in his future life, so she must be in his memory.
Because of her, even if she returns to the sky, she will be remembered. It has nothing to do with feelings, but misses her.
The author has something to say: I finally got home and caught a bad cold. . . .so painful
Still thanks for reading!
☆, daily life
On snowy days, Su Lin likes to go for a walk alone in the longest down jacket, without a hat or an umbrella, and let the snow melt on her body.The snow here falls early, and the temperature drops quickly. If you go to area c to take a shower and come back, your hair will be wet and frozen together.She would stand in a heated place and curl her hair, thinking that she would be frozen into beautiful big curly hair when she went out, but in fact, her hair would freeze out of shape, and when she returned to the bedroom, it would be soft and dry, and it would recover again To the straight hair look before.She sighed and complained to Bai Biyun that her hair was too soft and not easy to shape. She heard from a girl in the same class in junior high school that after a few days of braiding, it would naturally curl into big waves, so she also braided it for six days on National Day I couldn't resist washing my hair in the end, and it was still straight. At that time, I thought that I must make curly hair in the future to make up for my regret.Bai Biyun shook her thick hair and gave Su Lin a white look.
After they moved to a new dormitory, the wireless network was not very easy to connect to. Only Bai Biyun's bed had a better signal, so Su Lin always climbed onto Bai Biyun's bed, and read anime and novels on Weibo.
This day, Su Lin sat on it and watched anime again. His eyes were tired, so he lay on the bed and checked Weibo. When he saw the introduction of Japanese food, he was ready to move again. He turned over and lay down at the end of the bed, poking his head out: "Idiot , let’s go to Japan to play after we live together.”
"It's okay." Bai Biyun was brushing up the questions, without looking up, she agreed casually, "Actually, I want to go to Korea more! Ah, go and see my husband!" She continued to brush up the questions after being infatuated for a while.
"Then you have to work hard to make money!"
"Yes."
"Living together in the future, I can mop the floor..."
"I'll mop the floor too."
"I can do the dishes..."
"I will too, but since we don't know how to cook, it shouldn't be necessary..."
"I can hang clothes!"
"... I can do it too, but I do laundry... Oh yes, there is a washing machine."
"It turns out that you know what I know, that's great, it's up to you to do it when the time comes!"
Bai Biyun finally put down her pen and raised her head: "What about you?"
"I'll try my best to eat and drink for nothing." Su Lin replied solemnly, then went back to Weibo.
"Work hard you big-headed idiot!"
The sound of the wind through the snow reminded her that this day-to-day life is gradually dying out, and all connections will gradually fade away.
But everyday, it still happened familiarly.
"Let's raise a cat in the future!" Su Lin had recently been poisoned by cats, and interrupted Bai Biyun's bed while she was doing the quiz.
"No." Probably thinking that Su Lin would be relentless, he stopped writing and explained, "I was scratched by a cat when I was a child."
"It's okay, I promise I won't let it tickle you!" Su Lin began to promise again, this is her usual way of speaking, although she never kept her word.
"No." Bai Biyun paused for a while and said with a smile, "I already have a dog."
"But that's an idiot!" Su Lin reacted quickly, and flew back with a knife in his mouth.
"Go away you idiot! I'm talking about you!"
"Yeah, I know it's you." Su Lin deliberately prolonged the ending of the word "you".
"Okay, don't argue with idiots, I'm going to do the questions, you can continue to dream!" Bai Biyun put on the earphones and continued to study the questions.
Maybe one day when Su Lin thinks of these casual conversations, her usually calm heart will occasionally stir up ripples. There is no "later", but she is full of imagination and boastful.In fact, it may not be an agreement, but I only want to share this situation with one person.
The junior who was originally thought to be just a passer-by appeared in her life again with great fanfare.
There was snow all over the place, someone swept out a clearing, put candles in a heart shape, lit all the flames in the breeze, and after all the candles were burning, stood downstairs in the dormitory with a large bouquet of roses to confess.
His voice came out of the microphone, gentle but firm: "Maybe love at first sight is not a convincing confession, but I do fall in love with you at first sight. Maybe you have forgotten where I have appeared in your life, but our Encounters are real..."
"I hope I can not miss you, and I look forward to having mutual feelings with you."
"Su Lin, I like you."
I don't know if the memory in the body has received a confession for the first time, but the owner of the soul and body is indeed.The crowd gave way, so she stood in the center. The candles around were extinguished a lot, but they were still warm.There was bright red in front of her eyes. She liked it, but she didn't want to take it.
Su Lin was a little flustered. She didn't wear glasses, so she couldn't see her junior's eyes clearly.She began to look around, breathing heavily, searching uneasily.Until she saw the figure on the window sill upstairs, she could clearly see the facial features and expression of that person from such a distance.
"Thank you." Su Lin left these words and ran upstairs. She was a little anxious, and suddenly wanted to find that person and hug her tightly into her arms.
At the end of the second semester of his sophomore year, Su Lin received a letter from Cao Huan. The cover was exaggeratedly red, as if ink had been splashed on it, and it looked like a flowing liquid.
Su Lin likes red very much.
The last time they met was also separated by her favorite color, and it is still her favorite red to restore contact at this moment.
"Monster, don't say you are a fairy anymore, I won't believe it, but you are not a mortal, maybe you are a monster. I have been working in a piano shop recently, although most of the time I still do odd jobs, but occasionally I can play the piano, I am very happy. I want to tell you my recent situation for no reason. Even though I know you don’t care or care, I still want to ask you if you are happy recently? Have you been eating or drinking irrationally? Have you been in a karaoke bar? Singing "If Without You" over and over again? Have you ever slept late in the morning and forgot to fetch hot water? Have you snored and drooled in class? Have you ever burst into tears after watching an anime and laughing hysterically? Do you occasionally think of me in your spare time?" Her handwriting was still ugly, and the last signature was a mortal.
I have known her for more than a year, and it was the first time I noticed her mood, but I couldn't respond.Su Lin didn't intend to reply to the letter, whether she was happy or not, she occasionally remembered that these were occasional memories, there was no need to put pen and paper on it, there was a Yin Yuan in her memory, and there was a Bai Biyun by her side, and she would go back to the heaven in a few days. It is necessary to make the soul riddled with holes.
Su Lin still told her roommate about Cao Huan's situation. She didn't care, and some people would still worry about it. There is no empathy in the world, and she can't generalize.
"Cao Huan wrote to say that she is doing well now." When she said this, the dormitory was quiet, and the elder sister said, "That's good."Everyone is going to do their own things again, maybe those who care in their hearts can feel at ease.
The author has something to say: I'm here~ It's snowing on this hot day. . . . .indignant
Okay, thank you for reading~
☆, heaven
Because she was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in her junior year, Bai Biyun wanted to go out to live in order to study hard, so Su Lin accompanied her and moved to a community near the school.
After taking the accounting certificate exam, the two of them took the bus to eat at a newly opened sukiyaki restaurant.
Bai Biyun took a bite of the frozen tofu, her eyebrows furrowed.He ate some iced bayberry again, and said vaguely, "It's still delicious, but I can't eat more because of my anger recently."
"Eat the bayberry seeds and you won't get too angry." In Su Lin's memory, her mother told her that. Although it seemed that she was just joking with her greedy mouth, she got used to it after so many years.
"Swallow it? Such a big one..."
"The fairy will show you." Su Lin threw a red bayberry into his mouth, and when he swallowed the seeds, he worshiped from the bottom of his heart the big core swallower in his memory who had no difficulty at all.
……
Two people eat all the meat in the hot pot, leaving the Pearl River noodles rolling in it.Bai Biyun took out a tissue and wiped her mouth: "I can't do it anymore. I ate too little this semester, and my stomach is not as big as before. Come on!"
"When you ate sushi just now, you didn't notice that you lost your style."
"Isn't this enough to eat that, anyway, you must not be full, come on!"
Su Lin rubbed his stomach, but didn't speak.I picked up the Pearl River noodles and threw them into the dipping sauce, and ate them up.
"Do you miss Cao Huan?" Bai Biyun asked suddenly.
Su Lin swallowed the noodles in his mouth before replying, "I don't want to."
"She cares about you."
"Ouyang and you are not sisters who have been separated for many years?"
"Be serious."
"I care about her too, but I won't miss her."
In fact, life is a fascinating process. When you are in it, you will be moved easily. You will know and care about many people, but there are not many people you really miss.
It is rare to pray that life will pass slowly, even if there are endless required courses and credits that will never be dissatisfied.Su Lin still hoped that the weather would not be unpredictable, and the story would not be fleeting.
But backfire is the norm. She began to wonder whether the battery was not fully charged 24 hours a day, or the battery was damaged and the power dropped too fast.The point is, she can't charge it yet.
When that day came, Su Lin was completely unprepared, she was still complaining about Bai Biyun's newly cut bangs while playing lol.
The weather outside was originally sunny and bright, but suddenly it was covered with dark clouds. Su Lin felt her body fluctuate from hot to cold. Her celestial power recovered, and she was about to go back to the heaven.
Su Lin's memory was stripped from her body, and she seemed to go to hell in all kinds of colors.
The next morning, when she heard the news that her grandma had fallen and was hospitalized, she was very anxious, regardless of the soul, body and memories.She called Lu Wanqiu, but there was no one answering the busy signal, and a text message came at noon, saying that there was something at home and she couldn't watch the movie.She replied "Next time", but she also knew, next time, probably there will be no next time.Between them, ever since her soul occupied this body, they have gradually drifted away, not unfamiliar, but strange.
The summer vacation is very short, only one month, but I met many people again, but I lost the intimacy in my memory.The only person who would pull her to eat and tell her about the past did not come back.
She didn't know whether it was better not to meet.It's like she doesn't understand how she wants to connect with Bai Biyun, just like she doesn't know what Su Lin's restless memory is missing.
She is a fairy, has experienced human affairs, but does not understand the seven emotions and six desires.
The author has something to say: I have been taking the exam for almost a month... I barely write a little today~ The exam will start again tomorrow (tears)
When the baby returns home and recovers, try to update it immediately! ! !
Thank you for reading~
☆, contradiction
A new semester begins, summer is coming to an end, but Qiuhu is very annoying.All the air is full of uneasy factors, and the hot mood also follows. There is a conflict between Cao Huan, the eldest sister Wen Wen, and Bai Biyun.Because the three of them had the same teacher for Marx's course, the three of them went to class together on Tuesday morning, but when they came back, they told Su Lin and the others how funny that teacher was.Then one day, Cao Huan came back alone without having lunch with them. Su Lin and Rabbit went back to bed after eating and saw her wrapping herself in the quilt. It was already very hot at that time.They realized something was wrong and went over to ask what was wrong, but Cao Huan didn't speak, just wept silently.
"Slowly." Su Lin sat by the bed, just called her name, she would not comfort others, but she knew that Cao Huan was sad at the moment, no matter the reason, she needed company.
It wasn't until later that the dormitory was under low air pressure for a long time that Cao Huan told Su Lin the reason in a tearful voice.In fact, Wenwen and Bai Biyun were too close, leaving her alone, feeling aggrieved and uncomfortable, but when everyone returned to the dormitory, they looked terrified that they were afraid of her losing their temper.Su Lin almost searched his brains to think of some comforting words. The Su Lin in his memory was not good at it. Now Su Lin is still the same. He is eloquent but doesn't know how to be gentle. He can speak eloquently but can't tell right from wrong.
So Su Lin tried her best to comfort Cao Xu while defending Wenwen and Bai Biyun. She was even convinced by herself, and learned to adjust interpersonal relationships in the next trip to the mortal world.
However, there was something unhappy between Rabbit and Cao Huan again. On the day of the party class exam, Rabbit and Cao Huan sat in the same row, and Rabbit blatantly hid a paper. In the end, Cao Huan had to go to the podium to find the teacher. After going back to bed Telling Su Lin about this incident burst into tears again.
"This matter is wrong with the rabbit, but between you and Wenwen Xiaobai..."
"I've been like this since I was a child. I don't like three people together, and I don't like the two of them getting too close."
"Listen to me slowly. Habits are not an excuse to explain mistakes. You can't make mistakes again and again just because people in the past tolerated your mistakes. I believe you are aware that this is wrong, so don't run away, you go Face it and correct it."
"However, they passed the note in front of me, deliberately not letting me know..."
"Listen to me, maybe you think you are close enough to them and you are willing to confide in them, but friendship is the same as love, there is also unrequited love. I remember that the previous QQ was not smart enough to delete friends. Many times , our list is all one-way friends. Therefore, you can’t force someone you approve of to approve you, and don’t feel sad or even give up recognizing her because she doesn’t approve of you. Wenwen may just think it’s more suitable to share those with Xiaobai secret……"
"I understand what you said, it's not that I don't correct it, but I'm not willing to stop me from moving forward."
"Since you know it, correct it slowly. Take your time, don't worry. It's just that I don't want you to be unhappy."
I don't know if the heart-to-heart talk had an effect, or Cao Huan had already removed his one-way friend from the list.In short, the atmosphere in the dormitory finally eased up. Maybe it lost the intimacy before, but at least they respected each other as guests.
Although the good times don't last long, "you know it's not a blessing if you lose your horse."Su Lin, who originally fled because of a deadlock in the dormitory, was particularly lucky to meet a handsome elementary school boy.
That day, Rabbit and Cao Huan got angry again because of trivial matters. Su Lin felt that he was very tired and didn't have the energy to deal with it like before, and he didn't have the heart to comfort anyone, so he bought a bottle of U by himself in area b dangling.
"Okay, go see the handsome guy, for nothing!" After talking on the phone, Su Lin and Anan felt more and more bored and tired from walking, so they sat on the stones surrounded by the grass.
"Sister, may I ask how to get to Area C?" With a clear and clear voice, Su Lin raised his head and saw a boy in a black jacket looking at him with a smile.
"Oh, you go straight and then turn right. When you see the overpass, go up and then get off the bridge and you will be there." Although he was handsome, but when he saw the grandparents behind the boy, Su Lin pointed the way calmly.After the boy politely said thank you, she sat on the rock alone and lost her mind. It was really unfair. They had never seen such a stunner this year. Blessed are the eyes.The point is that he called himself "sister" so cutely. Su Qi hasn't called her like this for a long time. This name is a little strange, but this boy is much more handsome than Su Qi.Jun Lin almost wanted to throw out the memory of Su Lin's nympho, but in order to live a normal life, she stopped herself rationally.
Before going back to the dormitory, she still called Cao Huan, who hung up and sent a text message, "I'm sorry Kaka." That was their latest nickname. She sighed and replied with the same sentence, "Circle circle sorry".
In the evening, Su Lin and Bai Biyun talked about the elementary school boy they met today. Their eyebrows were beaming, not only because they were excited to meet a handsome guy, but also to mobilize the atmosphere, and they didn't want the dormitory to be dead.But the effect was not obvious, so Cao Huan and the rabbit drew the curtains on the bed and remained silent.
On the weekend, Cao Huan and his high school classmates went to the zoo. Su Lin and Bai Biyun didn't wake up until noon. Of course they were not the latest ones, and Ouyang was still unconscious on the upper bunk.After washing up, they left a note for Ouyang and went out for lunch.After not eating hot pot for a long time, the two hit it off and rushed to "Chang Laishun".
"What's the matter, I always have a sad face lately... I owe you money?" Bai Biyun happily put a cuttlefish ball into her mouth, and then poked Su Lin who was opposite.
"Idiot. Eat your fermented bean curd." Su Lin gave a blank look, but the chopsticks couldn't pick up the vermicelli in the pot no matter what.
"I've heard about the slow rabbit, I think..." Bai Biyun stopped here.
Su Lin finally picked it up, and quickly put all his brains into the sauce bowl.While stirring, he asked, "Go on, let's see if your dog can come up with a golden word."
"Between them, slowly, the rabbit, the eldest sister, they all have problems, and of course me. I haven't seen the rabbit between them, and I don't make judgments, but what happened to us before is indeed her fault." Bai Biyun paused , After eating a few balls, he continued, "We are all such big people, and we don't have a gluey relationship with each other. Many secrets don't have to be shared with each other..."
"She's not angry because you didn't tell her those secrets, she just thinks she regards you as friends, but you don't, you leave her to herself."
"I don't know what she thinks, but because of secrets or friendship, it's her fault that she makes everyone unhappy because of this kind of thing."
"I know she's wrong, but I can't leave her alone."
"So you left me alone?" Bai Biyun half-joked. Since the last time, she hasn't gone with them. Sometimes she waits for Ouyang, and sometimes follows the elder sister.
"Who are you, little King Kong with a body like black iron, one is worth ten." Su Lin picked up some pieces of beef for her, "Come here, eat some pieces of red meat to supplement iron, and you will be stronger."
"Go away, look at the muscles in your own calves, they are getting thicker again."
"Ah! It's agreed that I can't mention it. It is often said on the Internet that a person is fat and that person will become fatter and fatter!"
"What a mess, Su Lin, your IQ has dropped again. It's getting more and more in line with your real name - idiot -. Hey, what are you doing? Don't touch my hot pot ingredients!!!"
The author has something to say: I finished another exam... a lot of previous ones came out... Floating~ But bec passed Monkey Kaisen! ! !So I coded the words~Thank you for reading~
☆, for a long time
When Cao Xu's birthday came, the heating was already turned on in the dormitory, and Junlin could enjoy the warmth that is not available in the south.On the first day of her birthday, she went to bed very early. In fact, she just climbed into bed and typed on it. When it was eleven o'clock, she began to tear paper and make things. She also wrote a song and planned to give it to Cao Huan. Compose and sing.
She is not a romantic person, but a fairy with ideas.She also wants to give a heart to those who are close to her, she is also willing to create the "surprise" that ordinary people call, and she also hopes that if they meet again after many years, they can see colorful.So she wrote a jerky song, because unintentionally, Cao Huan once said that she wanted to travel to some places, and she also smiled and said, "Ten years later, let's earn enough money and go wandering around the world together."It's just that these promises may be difficult to achieve, but she wants to send her a song and give her the reunion she imagined.
"It's been a long time/Never
walk down the street
It's been a long time/never
sing a familiar tune
for a long time / ten years
we didn't meet
time slips away
we don't miss
lost memory
how long / how long
forgot to pursue
It's been a long time/never
look at that timetable
It's been a long time/never
smell you
for a long time / ten years
Shannan and Haibei/people come and go
1 overlapping/not familiar with that
how long / how long
forgot to pursue
It's been a long time / I don't drink
It's been a long time / no nostalgia
for a long time / for a long time
See you today/Colorful"
Cao Huan made up the tune very carefully, and sang it for Su Lin in a quiet corner.At a certain moment, it seems that time has indeed traveled to ten years later, and it seems that she still has this skin, and they meet again among the colorful, mottled tree shadows, grotesque, just like the first time they met during military training.
"I watched "Farewell My Concubine." Bai Biyun's hair was hanging down, and she was standing upside down on the bed in an attempt to slim down her legs.
"You're finally willing to watch it..." Su Lin got up and went to pull her hair for fun, although she didn't understand this kind of boring behavior.
"It wasn't my fault before, the eldest sister fell asleep after watching it for 10 minutes, and I didn't finish watching it..." Bai Biyun brushed her hair up.
"Isn't it beautiful!"
"..."
"idiot?"
"..."
"Hey, hey, I went to your bed..."
"I'm brewing tears, idiot!"
"Are you an idiot?" Su Lin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
"I'm not here to express how much I love this movie..."
"I reject your tears on behalf of this movie." Su Lin lay back on her bed again, and wanted to tell a lot of her own experience about the movie at the beginning, but she really couldn't arouse her interest.
"I like the part Cheng Dieyi sang at the end." Bai Biyun lowered her feet, drooped on her stomach, and said in a muffled voice, "It's probably true, so it's touching."
Su Lin was lazily lying on her bed, but her eyes were shining brightly. She remembered Duan Xiaolou's last look and the sentence "Little Douzi". It's not the deep love as imagined. Cheng Dieyi and Duan Xiaolou were separated by an abyss from the beginning, and being together day and night was of no avail.
What about them?Su Lin and Yin Yuan still have a day to meet again, she and Bai Biyun seem to only have these three years, and there will be no relationship between heaven and earth in the future.
But in the past three years, these real days, how to forget about them, how to live their own sea and sky?
Maybe it is possible, this is just a big dream, but whether it is Su Lin dreaming that she met Bai Biyun, or she dreamed of Su Lin and Yin Yuan's reunion.She didn't know, not really.All the stories and plots are full of flesh and blood, but there is no happy ending as expected.They, none of them.
But the days are still there, she can't just let go, even if it's just a minute and a second, she still has to grasp it, who knows, which moment will stand still, which second hand will point to a lifetime?
When it was almost the end of the term, Cao Xu was going to the library to review, but Su Lin was very lazy and decided to sleep in the dormitory with Ouyang to death.But she didn't want to delay Cao Huan's review, so she suggested that she go with someone else.I don't know what the symptoms are, but Cao Huan is inexplicably unhappy. She becomes bored by herself, and when Su Lin talks to her, she just answers briefly.
Su Lin knew that the matter needed to be resolved, so she could only send a message to ask her what was wrong.
It took a long time to get back the text message over there, and there was only one sentence, "I don't want you to push me to others."
Looking at the text message, Su Lin couldn't figure it out, but she couldn't ask "what do you mean" directly.I can only say "I didn't, have you misunderstood something?"
"It's not a misunderstanding. I'd rather stay in the dormitory with you instead of reviewing, and I don't want to go to the library with others. I don't like you pushing me to others."
"Quanquan, I'm not pushing you to others, I don't want to interfere with your study and life because of me."
"Humans are social animals, and I can't be exempt. Many times, you are too independent. Friends just trouble each other and talk to each other."
"Then I hope you can talk to me when you're sad next time."
"..." The other side laughed, and said directly, "Can you grasp the point."
"The point is that I hope you won't be unhappy." Su Lin carefully edited this text message and sent it.
"Okay, go out and sit down tomorrow, I have something to ask you."
"Ok."
"You like Xiaobai very much?" Cao Huan asked while they were sitting in the fresh fruit time waiting for their drinks. The voice was not loud, but it actually sounded like an affirmative sentence.
"I like it, very much." Su Lin folded and unfolded the ticket, and she answered two questions.
"Why?" Cao Huan's drink was delivered, and the waiter took the receipt and marked it.
"She's beautiful and kind." Su Lin didn't intend to talk deeply, so she answered the question jokingly, and then began to hit the table with her knuckles.
"Then do you like me?" Cao Huan asked seriously, but Su Lin still looked indifferent and smiled teasingly.
"like."
"why?"
"Are you beautiful and generous?" Su Lin laughed too after finishing speaking, but Cao Xu looked serious. Fortunately, another drink was brought over.
"I hope you won't leave me." After Cao Huan said this, he drank his drink silently, and both of them were silent.
The author has something to say: Hee hee hee I'm here again~~ blingbling finished another exam this morning. . .There is one more door to go home. .Will work hard to update when I get home!Thanks for reading~
☆, fairy
Cao Huan was the first to know that Su Lin was a fairy, but she believed she was a monster even more.
"If you leave me, I will kill you." When Cao Huan said this, his eyes narrowed, but the corners of his mouth turned up in a smile.
"Have you watched any youth idol series again? How long have you memorized the lines?" Su Lin was stunned for a moment, but after just a moment, she immediately returned to normal, laughing with the corners of her mouth hooked.
"2 minutes." Cao Huan also smiled, cut open the grapefruit with a fruit knife, then turned to Su Lin and said, "It may take so long to kill you."
"I'm physically fit, I'm afraid I won't die in 2 minutes." Su Lin continued to tease her, the memory was moving uneasily in her soul, as if she was foretelling something, but Xiaoxian didn't intend to pay attention to it.
"That's right." Cao Huan stopped laughing and pushed the grapefruit away. The voice was very pleasant, and one could hear the joy of ripening the fruit.Su Lin put the novel upside down on the table, turned on the computer and connected it to the wireless network, ready to find someone to kill her. She was a little confused. She thought that her memory must be restless. After more than a year, she still didn’t feel that she was contaminated by the mortal world. Dust is half a cent, she is still that little fairy who is ignorant of the world, and she will be able to go back in a few days, holding a lamp that will not be dimmed in the corner of the book hall, reading love and anger in mortal novels, maybe she still does not understand, Maybe she laughs now and then, maybe burst into tears.But she doesn't have the emotions and desires, so going down to earth only gave her a soul to control herself.
The team on her side marched bravely all the way, and seeing the hero of the other side kill him, before she had time to open her mouth, the fruit knife cut her neck. Su Lin's skin was very good, and bright red blood spewed out from her ivory white neck. It was very similar to the way the water spouted out when she held down the side of the faucet in her memory.She didn't panic at all, and took toilet paper to wipe the blood on the keyboard on the computer screen, but some dried quickly, so she could only open the drawer and take out the wet wipes to continue wiping.When she realized that she looked weird, the cold knife cut her neck open again. I don't know if it was in the same position as before, but it must be deeper than before.She sighed, and was about to turn around to remind Cao Huan not to waste her efforts, but the knife cut open her skin, not just her neck. , the back, and maybe the back of the head.In fact, she could still feel Su Lin's panic when the blood spurted out, but she only had a simple soul, and she hadn't learned to hurt for more than a year. She just helplessly stopped Cao Huan who was in a mess.
She was covered in blood, but she didn't seem to realize it herself, she tried to make her voice sound gentle, maybe she smiled too."Slowly," she said.
With these two words, Cao Huan's hands trembled violently, and the fruit knife fell to the ground. Her eyes widened, her pupils shrank, and the whites of her eyes almost occupied the entire eyeball.She was very flustered, and she didn't know whether it was because she realized that she had done something wrong, or because she was afraid of the monster Su Lin.She stepped back and sat down against the wardrobe. She buried her face in her knees, and her long hair fell down to cover her.Everything is like a director's slowed down film, sluggish motion.At this moment, Su Lin recalled the first time she met Bai Biyun covering her cheeks with her hair, and vaguely remembered that she had glanced at herself through the fine hair.
"I'm a fairy." Su Lin was very calm, and didn't approach Cao Huan any more while speaking.
"At this time, you should send me to the Public Security Bureau, what are you kidding..." Cao Huan raised her head, and she was smiling wryly.
"I didn't want to say it, but I'll be back in a year and a half." Su Lin wiped his face with a wet towel, trying to return to normal before the others came back. After the year expires, you can return to heaven to return to life. Although it is a mortal body, there is a soul that belongs to me inside, and you can't kill me."
"How can there be a god like you, how can there be a god who is arrogant, how can there be a god who is greedy for fun, how can there be a god like you, who does not eat the fireworks of the world, but wants to control the warmth and coldness of people..." She said this At that time, her body trembled so badly that Su Lin even felt that she would explode with a bang at any moment, and then be wiped out, wondering if she could go to hell and wait for reincarnation.
"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not." Su Lin realized that there was too much blood on his body, so he could only pack his clothes and prepare to go downstairs to the bathroom to take a shower.
She doesn't care because she hasn't loved yet.
Cao Huan sat upstairs for a while, took the card and money and left the dormitory.
When all the roommates came back, Su Lin was already asleep on the bed. When it was time to turn off the lights, everyone noticed that something was wrong, so it was Bai Biyun who asked her about Cao Huan.Su Lin didn't make any noise, and the others didn't ask any more questions. After waiting for another minute or two, Bai Biyun was about to explode. The eldest sister asked Rabbit to go out and call the instructor, only to find out that she had dropped out of school.
"It's you! Don't pretend to be dead, you idiot! You're the one who drove Cao Xu away!" After everyone went to the water room to wash their faces, Bai Biyun lifted the quilt covering Su Lin's face and yelled.
"Probably." Su Lin didn't bother to explain.
"Can you speak well? What do you mean by 'well'?! You can't drop out of school..."
"She wanted to kill me, but she didn't succeed, so she was angry with me." Su Lin felt that she had to tell the truth to Bai Biyun. She didn't know why. Looking at the person in front of her, she wanted to tell her everything, hoped Share all, maybe not so obvious emotions with her.
Before Bai Biyun had time to mock her for being mentally ill again, the roommates came back from washing one after another, seeing that the atmosphere was not right, they all asked with concern, Su Lin pulled the quilt back, Bai Biyun also smiled and went to wash, so everyone just I can go back to each shop in a friendly manner.
Received a text message from Ouyang at night, "Fairy, Cao Xu cares about you very much."
"Oh, finally someone believes that I'm a fairy."
There was no reply, Su Lin turned off the phone, but opened his eyes, looking at the darkness.
How much time is left?She didn't have time to pay attention to other people's feelings, she could only seize every second to get along with one person, say a few more words, quarrel a little more, and infinitely magnify the emotions of human beings, maybe it will be deeply impressed.Even if one day she regains her mana and returns to Heaven, they will still remember each other.
I came to the world and read some stories. Some people left their beloved partners because of terminal illness. They don't want to always think of them when they are alone in the future, accompanied by pain.But Su Lin didn't want it. Even if she was destined to be separated from Bai Biyun in the future, these three years must be engraved on his mind. Bai Biyun will not have her in his future life, so she must be in his memory.
Because of her, even if she returns to the sky, she will be remembered. It has nothing to do with feelings, but misses her.
The author has something to say: I finally got home and caught a bad cold. . . .so painful
Still thanks for reading!
☆, daily life
On snowy days, Su Lin likes to go for a walk alone in the longest down jacket, without a hat or an umbrella, and let the snow melt on her body.The snow here falls early, and the temperature drops quickly. If you go to area c to take a shower and come back, your hair will be wet and frozen together.She would stand in a heated place and curl her hair, thinking that she would be frozen into beautiful big curly hair when she went out, but in fact, her hair would freeze out of shape, and when she returned to the bedroom, it would be soft and dry, and it would recover again To the straight hair look before.She sighed and complained to Bai Biyun that her hair was too soft and not easy to shape. She heard from a girl in the same class in junior high school that after a few days of braiding, it would naturally curl into big waves, so she also braided it for six days on National Day I couldn't resist washing my hair in the end, and it was still straight. At that time, I thought that I must make curly hair in the future to make up for my regret.Bai Biyun shook her thick hair and gave Su Lin a white look.
After they moved to a new dormitory, the wireless network was not very easy to connect to. Only Bai Biyun's bed had a better signal, so Su Lin always climbed onto Bai Biyun's bed, and read anime and novels on Weibo.
This day, Su Lin sat on it and watched anime again. His eyes were tired, so he lay on the bed and checked Weibo. When he saw the introduction of Japanese food, he was ready to move again. He turned over and lay down at the end of the bed, poking his head out: "Idiot , let’s go to Japan to play after we live together.”
"It's okay." Bai Biyun was brushing up the questions, without looking up, she agreed casually, "Actually, I want to go to Korea more! Ah, go and see my husband!" She continued to brush up the questions after being infatuated for a while.
"Then you have to work hard to make money!"
"Yes."
"Living together in the future, I can mop the floor..."
"I'll mop the floor too."
"I can do the dishes..."
"I will too, but since we don't know how to cook, it shouldn't be necessary..."
"I can hang clothes!"
"... I can do it too, but I do laundry... Oh yes, there is a washing machine."
"It turns out that you know what I know, that's great, it's up to you to do it when the time comes!"
Bai Biyun finally put down her pen and raised her head: "What about you?"
"I'll try my best to eat and drink for nothing." Su Lin replied solemnly, then went back to Weibo.
"Work hard you big-headed idiot!"
The sound of the wind through the snow reminded her that this day-to-day life is gradually dying out, and all connections will gradually fade away.
But everyday, it still happened familiarly.
"Let's raise a cat in the future!" Su Lin had recently been poisoned by cats, and interrupted Bai Biyun's bed while she was doing the quiz.
"No." Probably thinking that Su Lin would be relentless, he stopped writing and explained, "I was scratched by a cat when I was a child."
"It's okay, I promise I won't let it tickle you!" Su Lin began to promise again, this is her usual way of speaking, although she never kept her word.
"No." Bai Biyun paused for a while and said with a smile, "I already have a dog."
"But that's an idiot!" Su Lin reacted quickly, and flew back with a knife in his mouth.
"Go away you idiot! I'm talking about you!"
"Yeah, I know it's you." Su Lin deliberately prolonged the ending of the word "you".
"Okay, don't argue with idiots, I'm going to do the questions, you can continue to dream!" Bai Biyun put on the earphones and continued to study the questions.
Maybe one day when Su Lin thinks of these casual conversations, her usually calm heart will occasionally stir up ripples. There is no "later", but she is full of imagination and boastful.In fact, it may not be an agreement, but I only want to share this situation with one person.
The junior who was originally thought to be just a passer-by appeared in her life again with great fanfare.
There was snow all over the place, someone swept out a clearing, put candles in a heart shape, lit all the flames in the breeze, and after all the candles were burning, stood downstairs in the dormitory with a large bouquet of roses to confess.
His voice came out of the microphone, gentle but firm: "Maybe love at first sight is not a convincing confession, but I do fall in love with you at first sight. Maybe you have forgotten where I have appeared in your life, but our Encounters are real..."
"I hope I can not miss you, and I look forward to having mutual feelings with you."
"Su Lin, I like you."
I don't know if the memory in the body has received a confession for the first time, but the owner of the soul and body is indeed.The crowd gave way, so she stood in the center. The candles around were extinguished a lot, but they were still warm.There was bright red in front of her eyes. She liked it, but she didn't want to take it.
Su Lin was a little flustered. She didn't wear glasses, so she couldn't see her junior's eyes clearly.She began to look around, breathing heavily, searching uneasily.Until she saw the figure on the window sill upstairs, she could clearly see the facial features and expression of that person from such a distance.
"Thank you." Su Lin left these words and ran upstairs. She was a little anxious, and suddenly wanted to find that person and hug her tightly into her arms.
At the end of the second semester of his sophomore year, Su Lin received a letter from Cao Huan. The cover was exaggeratedly red, as if ink had been splashed on it, and it looked like a flowing liquid.
Su Lin likes red very much.
The last time they met was also separated by her favorite color, and it is still her favorite red to restore contact at this moment.
"Monster, don't say you are a fairy anymore, I won't believe it, but you are not a mortal, maybe you are a monster. I have been working in a piano shop recently, although most of the time I still do odd jobs, but occasionally I can play the piano, I am very happy. I want to tell you my recent situation for no reason. Even though I know you don’t care or care, I still want to ask you if you are happy recently? Have you been eating or drinking irrationally? Have you been in a karaoke bar? Singing "If Without You" over and over again? Have you ever slept late in the morning and forgot to fetch hot water? Have you snored and drooled in class? Have you ever burst into tears after watching an anime and laughing hysterically? Do you occasionally think of me in your spare time?" Her handwriting was still ugly, and the last signature was a mortal.
I have known her for more than a year, and it was the first time I noticed her mood, but I couldn't respond.Su Lin didn't intend to reply to the letter, whether she was happy or not, she occasionally remembered that these were occasional memories, there was no need to put pen and paper on it, there was a Yin Yuan in her memory, and there was a Bai Biyun by her side, and she would go back to the heaven in a few days. It is necessary to make the soul riddled with holes.
Su Lin still told her roommate about Cao Huan's situation. She didn't care, and some people would still worry about it. There is no empathy in the world, and she can't generalize.
"Cao Huan wrote to say that she is doing well now." When she said this, the dormitory was quiet, and the elder sister said, "That's good."Everyone is going to do their own things again, maybe those who care in their hearts can feel at ease.
The author has something to say: I'm here~ It's snowing on this hot day. . . . .indignant
Okay, thank you for reading~
☆, heaven
Because she was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination in her junior year, Bai Biyun wanted to go out to live in order to study hard, so Su Lin accompanied her and moved to a community near the school.
After taking the accounting certificate exam, the two of them took the bus to eat at a newly opened sukiyaki restaurant.
Bai Biyun took a bite of the frozen tofu, her eyebrows furrowed.He ate some iced bayberry again, and said vaguely, "It's still delicious, but I can't eat more because of my anger recently."
"Eat the bayberry seeds and you won't get too angry." In Su Lin's memory, her mother told her that. Although it seemed that she was just joking with her greedy mouth, she got used to it after so many years.
"Swallow it? Such a big one..."
"The fairy will show you." Su Lin threw a red bayberry into his mouth, and when he swallowed the seeds, he worshiped from the bottom of his heart the big core swallower in his memory who had no difficulty at all.
……
Two people eat all the meat in the hot pot, leaving the Pearl River noodles rolling in it.Bai Biyun took out a tissue and wiped her mouth: "I can't do it anymore. I ate too little this semester, and my stomach is not as big as before. Come on!"
"When you ate sushi just now, you didn't notice that you lost your style."
"Isn't this enough to eat that, anyway, you must not be full, come on!"
Su Lin rubbed his stomach, but didn't speak.I picked up the Pearl River noodles and threw them into the dipping sauce, and ate them up.
"Do you miss Cao Huan?" Bai Biyun asked suddenly.
Su Lin swallowed the noodles in his mouth before replying, "I don't want to."
"She cares about you."
"Ouyang and you are not sisters who have been separated for many years?"
"Be serious."
"I care about her too, but I won't miss her."
In fact, life is a fascinating process. When you are in it, you will be moved easily. You will know and care about many people, but there are not many people you really miss.
It is rare to pray that life will pass slowly, even if there are endless required courses and credits that will never be dissatisfied.Su Lin still hoped that the weather would not be unpredictable, and the story would not be fleeting.
But backfire is the norm. She began to wonder whether the battery was not fully charged 24 hours a day, or the battery was damaged and the power dropped too fast.The point is, she can't charge it yet.
When that day came, Su Lin was completely unprepared, she was still complaining about Bai Biyun's newly cut bangs while playing lol.
The weather outside was originally sunny and bright, but suddenly it was covered with dark clouds. Su Lin felt her body fluctuate from hot to cold. Her celestial power recovered, and she was about to go back to the heaven.
Su Lin's memory was stripped from her body, and she seemed to go to hell in all kinds of colors.
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