Su Bai
Chapter 2 class is over.
The.
And Cao Huan and I, although not separated by the world, have always been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers. It is not a natural moat between immortals, but a gully that will lead to different paths.We are not the same kind of people, and we don't have the intention of intimacy with each other, and we love the same person or fairy, so it is difficult to get along as if nothing happened.So in the two years since she left, the news I had learned disappeared along with the intersection.
I don't know what she meant by calling, but I missed the time she decided, so I couldn't ask anymore.There is also her latest circle of friends in WeChat, but I don't want to click on the message to ask what happened, and I don't like it or comment on a whim.
Maybe she is regretting that she called me on the spur of the moment, but I should not regret not receiving her call.In the past twenty years, I only regret one thing, that I should not have known Su Lin and fell in love with her.
Everything else is irrelevant.
I rested on the sofa for almost an hour before I felt that my limbs were healthy again, so I got up to visit the house of my senior.
Although the sparrow is small and well-equipped, the house is not big, but it has everything you need, and the layout is exquisite.It's just that the bathroom is a bit small, and the glass door is a bit stuffy when closed, maybe because of my slight claustrophobia.
I like the front and back balconies very much, especially the small balcony at the back. The senior sister was so excited and planted a bunch of plants. Unfortunately, I really don’t know much about plants. Except for the daisy that Su Lin mentioned in the university, other I don't know anything, so looking at the green on the balcony, I just feel that they all know me, but I still can't call their names.There is a green kettle by the wall, I picked it up and poured some water, and started my watering task, but I didn’t know the preferences of these plants, so I didn’t dare to water more, praying in my heart that the roots would not rot.
In addition to the two halls and the kitchen, there are two other rooms, the big one has a big bed, the quilt is rubbed casually, and a part of it falls on the floor, next to it is an open wardrobe. Although the senior sister has become more beautiful, the clothes are still the same. It was the same as before, with strangely shaped and colorful clothes.
The small room is probably the core technology area of the whole house.There are two computers on the table, and the other two walls are huge bookshelves, filled with books without any space left.
Suddenly I thought of her again, if we have a house in the future, she should also like to have so many books.
The phone's alarm at six o'clock rang. It was specially set to catch the train yesterday in case of being late.It's all ordered. I happen to be a little hungry, but I am too lazy to go downstairs to eat. Fortunately, I still have a pack of instant noodles in my bag.
I went to the kitchen and found an electric kettle to boil water, and found a bowl in the cupboard. The instant noodles were just right in it.In the past, I didn’t eat instant noodles. Su Lin always liked to go downstairs with Cao Huan to cook and eat. When I brought it back and opened it, the whole dormitory smelled delicious. She always asked me if I wanted to eat it, and then asked me I shook my head and said, "If you don't eat, you don't eat."She also said that, in fact, she thinks it tastes better soaked than boiled, because soaked will not be too soft, and it will be a little hard to chew.
It took me a while to get out of the memory after the water was ready, and I shook my head amusedly.
When the hot water falls on the surface of the instant noodles, small packets will bulge up when it touches the oil, and it will melt again in an instant, bringing the melted oil into the crevices of the instant noodles and the slowly increasing water.
I started to eat instant noodles and spicy ones, but not with her.
When I find her, I must let her eat fish with me.
I waited until 11:30, and my senior didn't come back, so I went to lock the door for safety.
But there is always a premonition that people can't be quiet in the middle of the night.
It was around three o'clock in the morning. After I woke up, I glanced at the wall clock. It should be this time.I went down the stairs in my dream, and walked step by step for a long time without any end. Suddenly the steps disappeared, but I still walked down inertially, and woke up after stepping into the air.
I felt the bedside lamp and pressed it on. As the light came on, I sat up from the bed, feeling a little thirsty, and opened the bedroom door to go out.The light in the living room was on, and I drowsily began to think about whether I had turned off the light before going to bed.But immediately I woke up, because there was a person lying on the sofa.
The man got up immediately when he heard the sound, and nodded after seeing me: "Hello."
"You are sister Chen Luo's, childhood sweetheart?" I didn't panic because I was sure I locked the door, but I could only guess it was her.
"That's how she introduced me?" She smiled, "I'm her childhood sweetheart Bai Li. I was on a business trip, but the other party changed the date and came back."
"That's it, senior sister didn't come back to sleep after correcting her thesis at school..."
"Well, go back to sleep, I'll go to her school after a while."
"what?"
"Yeah." She smiled again.
"Then I'll go back to sleep, good night."
"OK, good night."
I went to the bedroom and lay on the bed, looking around, I couldn't sleep. There was a group photo of the two of them on the bedside table. The more I looked at them, the more I felt that they were a good match. The two poles of a magnet are so different that they attract each other.
Then I naturally thought of Su Lin and me. We are very different but not complementary, and we are both emotionally dull people. Maybe it's just me who is in unrequited love at this moment.
If there is a next life, I will also be a fairy, go to the mortal world to hook up with her reincarnation, and then I will disappear, let her find me for ten or eight years.Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh, no, I really need to look for more than ten years, I will be almost 40 years old by then, and I am really old.
Forget it, if there is an afterlife, I don't want to know her anymore, and I don't want to be a fairy, just be a mortal.To be a positive, hard-working, optimistic and motivated person, you will have a kind heart, be willing to help others, listen to your parents, study hard and make progress every day, then find a stable job, marry and have children with a suitable person.Live an ordinary and happy life that a mortal should live.
If there is an afterlife, I hope to be a happy person.It doesn't necessarily face the sea, but there will always be spring and flowers blooming.
The author has something to say: I fell asleep before finishing coding yesterday? (???)?
Xiaobai said that it should be over in one or two chapters ~ blingbling and then the story returns to the main narrative ~ it will usher in the finale ~ Thank you, thank you, thank you for reading~
☆、Xiaobai said.5
When I was 35 years old, I returned to live in Harbin.
In fact, I have been searching for so many years, and many times I am really afraid. I used to think that people can live to be 50 or 36 years old. They have done almost everything they want to do. It’s really not my pessimism, people always have to obey the old.But now that I am almost [-] years old, almost three-quarters of the life I set has passed. I should have lived a stable life, looking for small thrills in the calm and happy days, but I am afraid up.It's not that you don't want to admit defeat, it's just that some things and people just make you worry about it, and it's up to him.Even though I'm in my fifties now, I don't have the ability to serve my old age and enjoy my blessings.It's not that I'm paranoid, if you were me, you'd be brooding too.
And I know, she will show up eventually.
Maybe she is in a certain street, waiting for me to pass by by chance one day, and then she will rub shoulders with me in the bustling crowd.
Reunion, these two words appear in my dreams every day, and every time I think of it, the corners of my mouth will rise unconsciously, my body and thoughts will become light, and I even feel that my time has flowed back to the past. We are still young, with bright eyes. White teeth, a slight smile, is a lifetime.
People get lazy when they get old. For example, I just sat in front of the window on this beautiful morning, watching the people coming and going in the street downstairs. It has been almost two hours since I got up and washed up and sat here. I didn't think about moving my muscles and bones for half a minute.The little girl upstairs probably got up too, and the young man could even walk vigorously, clearly remembering the last time she bought a pair of cotton slippers downstairs.
After a while of silence upstairs, my doorbell rang.Even if you don't want to get up now, you have to get up.
Unscrewing the door, it turned out to be the little girl upstairs, with a high ponytail, and she became more energetic.
"Aunt Bai, come to my house for lunch today, and my boyfriend is here to cook." She said brightly, without any intention of asking.
"If you young people are together, it will be a disappointment if the aunt goes." I still remember how I was back then, so I naturally felt that it would be more appropriate to refuse.
"..." She lowered her head and paused for a while, then raised her head again, her eyes were still piercing, "In fact, he proposed to me, although it was not formal...I want my aunt to help me see if it's suitable..."
"If you like it, you should be the right person." I couldn't help interrupting her. People always say that love tragedies are caused by external things, but in my opinion, it often lies in the individual himself, love or not , Cherish it or not, work hard or give up.
"I like it." Her eyes were bright and firm.
I nodded, took a coat from behind the door, put it on, and pushed her to the door: "I will go at noon. Now I will accompany you to buy some ingredients."
She smiled immediately, her eyes narrowed but still bright.But she refused to let me accompany her to buy vegetables: "You don't need to buy vegetables. Since he is the chef, he will prepare these by himself."
Now I hesitated, the door was closed, and I was finally willing to go out for a walk, but I couldn't bear to wander aimlessly, not to mention that it was several degrees below zero here.When I was young, I didn't want to wait and always walked, thinking to find her quickly. Now I'm not really old, but after all, it's different, and I'm not so willing to walk around looking for chance encounters anymore.
I was about to take out the key and open the door to go back, but the little girl had already walked downstairs with my arm, and she said cheerfully: "Auntie Bai, let me go shopping with me, I want to buy him a dress. It's his birthday soon .”
As soon as I walked out of the iron gate, the cold air came up immediately, I quickly put on my hat, and the little girl took out a disposable mask from the huge pocket and gave me one.If my eyes didn't have crow's feet, and my forehead had the same bangs as before, then I would be back in the past.
The little girl has a cheerful and decisive personality, and she also chooses clothes quickly. Although I don't understand that kind of aesthetics, it's not ugly. At least when she asked me, I nodded and said "it's okay".
Because we bought clothes in threes and fives, we quickly entered the cold wind again. I put on my hat and mask again, and felt that the white snow around me was different.
I looked up at the crowd, among the colorful crowded crowd, there was a person with his back to me, his hair was gathered into his neck, he was wearing a long black down jacket, he was carrying a huge black bag on his back, and he was wearing a snow jacket. The feet in the boots kept moving back and forth, probably because the shoes were wet so they felt cold.I walked in slowly, and the one next to her should be her classmate, who was still bargaining with the stall owner. She was on the side, without making a sound, just stamping her feet.
When I finally got there, she was only an arm's length away from me, but I was a little timid.Many things can't be explained, such as why she returned to the mortal world but didn't come to me?Why doesn't she seem to age at all?What kind of life has she lived these years, and does she still remember me?
It's more timid to be close to the nostalgia, but now it's timid to be close to her.I was afraid that as soon as I made a move, everything disappeared, and then I woke up with a start, only to realize that it was a dream.Just this kind of sad dream, I don't even want to start, don't want to dream.I have imagined the scene of our reunion countless times before, but I am really afraid that we are already strangers, needless to say "long time no see".
But all these years, all I want is this ending, it doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, I want to see her and talk to her.
Even though she doesn't know me anymore, I remember her and I love her.
The author has something to say: This is the end of Xiaobai's vision~Thank you for reading~I'm so sleepy, please correct the typo~Good night and sweet dreams
☆, secret
She was reincarnated in the mortal world for Lin Yao.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the Lin family mansion became lively again, and the four generations lived together happily.
A seven or eight-year-old girl ran out of the courtyard following a boy who was much taller than her, clutching fireworks.
"Just this bamboo stake. Invite you to give me the firecrackers, and we'll throw them in here."
The little girl named Yao Yao handed over the firecracker in her hand, rubbed her hands together and walked away.Holding a burning incense stick in his left hand, the young man slowly approached the firecracker in his right hand. As soon as the sparks lit up, he quickly threw them into the bamboo pile, and ran to Yao Yao with his ears half covered.Then there was a dull and loud noise. After the noise, the boy ran over to check. The bamboo stake was solid and not damaged at all.
"It's solid, it's not broken at all. Let's put another more powerful one." The boy was excitedly preparing to light the next firecracker.
Invitation suddenly ran forward, tugged at the hem of the shirt that was exposed under the boy's down jacket, and whispered: "Brother, we won't let go. My head hurts."
"Headache again? Then let's go back to the house." The young man immediately walked into the courtyard with his arms in his arms.
"Brother, do you know Bai Biyun?"
"I've never heard of it. Is it a personal name? Hey, Auntie, Yao Yao's head hurts again."
When Lin Yao was hugged by her mother, she had a headache and felt even more uncomfortable. When she was three or four years old, she also asked her parents, but they only thought it was in a storybook she read, and never seriously thought about it.Now that I am older and have a close relationship with my cousin, I thought of asking, but the result is still unknown.
At the age of 12, I met a new friend, He Jing, in junior high school. Finally, you come and go, and you are already in the relationship of girlfriends who have eaten and slept at home.
Once again, He Jing and Lin Yao were sleeping in the second bedroom of Lin's house. The two girls were lying side by side on the bed. Lin Yao remembered his most precious and mysterious secret.
She turned her body to face He Jing, said a little shyly and mysteriously: "Xiao Jing, let me tell you a secret. There is a Bai Biyun, I don't know who she is, but she has existed in my mind since I can remember Although I can’t remember it, I always feel that it is very important.”
"It's from the TV series or novels you've watched, but you forgot, and then you hinted..."
Lin Yao didn't deny it and said "no", she just rolled over and lay down again, sadness swept over her body little by little.
She thought that someone would believe her.
I started dating in high school, but it didn't last long, it just increased the number of times.She met all kinds of people and asked them for the same name, but unfortunately all of them ended in vain.
Bai Biyun, these three words seem to be rooted in Lin Yao's heart, she always remembers them, but she never understands them either.
She remembered this person's appearance and knew her name, but there was no other connection between them.But she knew that this person really existed, not a novel or a fantasy.
Sometimes Lin Yao becomes pessimistic. If Bai Biyun is no longer alive, then the story about this person and this name is really unknown.She doesn't want to do this, just like a book or a movie, even if the beginning is not very exciting or the end is unfinished, once it starts, she will choose to read it or finish it, because she really doesn't like unresolved plots.
But where is this person?And do you know who she is?
At the end of the first half of the second year of high school, He Jing asked her to go to Bingcheng together.
She didn't like the snow-covered world very much. Dirty muddy water is often buried under all the clean white snow, which always makes people feel hypocritical.But this time I agreed inexplicably, maybe because I was tired of He Jing's soft-heartedness, maybe because my cousin always boasted how wonderful his years in the Northeast were, maybe because she also wanted to know the other side of candied haws. a taste.
Maybe it was because she felt it was time to go for a walk and meet a stranger she remembered.
"It's really cold." He Jing rubbed her hands together and whispered.
Lin Yao was struggling to get her protruding ears to buckle the mask straps, but it collapsed in a minute.She sighed and put it away, pulled up the scarf, and muttered: "You want to come out by yourself, the heating in the hotel is more comfortable."
"It's not that we're going home tomorrow, we have to go shopping in this area again." He Jing approached again, and said mysteriously, "I checked on the Internet, and they all said that this is a night market street, although They are all small stalls, but they are very delicious. But it’s still in the morning, and there will be more food in the evening, but it’s cold at night, woo woo, forget it, if you can eat a little, it’s worth coming here! "
When it comes to the end, it is already full of enthusiasm and sonorous.But Lin Yao just lowered her eyelids speechlessly, and briskly complained: "Food." She felt that she must have stepped on a lot of snow pits, because most of her shoes were already wet at this moment.
"I'm just a gourmet connoisseur, and you are the big eater. Tsk tsk, I think I eat with a pig every day..." Before He Jing finished speaking, she was already attracted by the barbecue on the booth.
Lin Yao stood aside, watching helplessly as she bargained with the stall owner. This bunch of items worth a few dollars was converted into hundreds of cents in He Jing's eyes, and then she bargained bravely.
It turned out that the boss agreed to give He Jing two skewers, and then they stood by the stall and waited.Lin Yao felt that her shoes were soaked, and suspected that she could squeeze the water out later when she returned to the hotel, but she didn't rush, because she knew that He Jing was going to eat up this street, and this was the first one, no May be willing to back off.
Because it was still daytime, many of the night markets hadn’t opened yet. He Jing agreed to go back after eating a few. Walking and walking, she saw a stall selling Russian goods. She stopped again and began to choose goods.
"I went to the street two days ago, didn't you buy a lot in the store..." Lin Yao pulled her to leave.
He Jing broke away from her hand, and whispered earnestly: "Can a store and a stall be the same? Under the same packaging, there are two different intentions, one is the warmth of healthy growth in the greenhouse, and the other is the warmth of the wind, frost and rain. Stubborn persistence...and I wanted to compare the prices."
Lin Yao let go of her hand, knowing in her heart that a lot of loud roars in front of her were nonsense, and only the last sentence, which was as thin as a mosquito's sound, was the focus of her heart.She stood aside and watched He Jing choose and choose. When He Jing was bargaining with the stall owner, she felt her heart skip a beat, as if there was a sign, and she didn't know whether it was good or bad, but she remembered Bai Biyun in her memory Come.
It was as if she was right here, among the crowd.
The author has something to say: Meow~ I’m back to the main story~ Thank you for reading~ Good night
☆, reunion
Bai Biyun was indeed standing ten meters away, and she recognized her at a glance.
Bai Biyun approached slowly, she was still an arm's length away from Lin Yao, but she didn't dare to reach out to touch her.Many times, it's not that you can't reach it, but that you don't have the courage when it's within your reach.
I have been to her beloved comic exhibitions and book signings, lived in cities related to her, met similar backs but turned out to be strangers, woke up in the middle of the night thinking about giving up tomorrow, and thought that I The search for it is nothing but a joke.After more than ten years of searching, the sweetheart is right in front of her eyes. Bai Biyun looked at it for a long time, and slowly projected their past, their ridiculous life in her heart, and her empty chest was instantly filled with memories.
The memories were in full swing, she smiled contentedly, summoned up the courage to raise her hand to touch the shoulder of the person in front of her, her voice was gentle and sweet, as if she was intimate a long time ago, with a little more quietness of the years: "Hello, I It's Bai Biyun."
Lin Yao felt that there seemed to be a fiery soul approaching behind her, but she didn't dare to turn around and wait and see. After waiting for too long, it seemed like an eternal unknown. She was afraid that if she turned her head, it would be just the casual eyes of passers-by, and even the feeling at this moment would disappear. gone.She dare not face it, she is too afraid of falsehood.
So she just stood stiffly, stopped rubbing her hands, and stomped her feet slower.She also wanted to return to the comfortable state a few minutes ago, but she couldn't, as if a god was manipulating her, she had to be quiet at this moment, she needed piety.
The sense of reality brought by the next palm made her cry.That person's voice was as expected, no, it should be better than expected, she said: "Hello, I'm Bai Biyun."
Just seven words and one sentence are already unique and incomparable beauty in this world.
So the supporting actors took their curtain calls one after another, and the spotlight shone on the two of them.
"We knew each other before?" Lin Yao remembered the name and the appearance of this person since he could remember, but he couldn't remember anything that happened between them.
"I know." Bai Biyun smiled nicely, although the person in front of her had changed her appearance, she still had the same demeanor as before.There is always some magical tacit understanding between people, Bai Biyun knew that Lin Yao was Su Lin who had suddenly disappeared back then.
"Are you my sister?" Lin Yao still thought about the wording and used the word "sister" politely.
Bai Biyun was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said "No", she is 36 years old now.She never thought that Su Lin would come back, but she was still looking for it all these years, maybe it was to stop herself from feeling empty in the silence, maybe it was just an obsession.At this moment, the person she has been thinking about day and night is in front of her eyes, she can't control anything else, she has to hold her, lest if she let go, she won't see her again for more than ten years.So she said, "You are the one I like."
The words "the person I like" hit Lin Yao's heart, and she felt the familiar blood rushing to her heart, and her soul was also about to move.Lin Yao said softly, "I like you too." She pointed to her chest, "Someone told me here."
"That's a fairy." Bai Biyun took her hand and walked to the room she rented, "I have made a lot of money; I also learned to cook, which may not be so delicious, but you can't dislike it; I have raised a baby in the past two years. It's just a cat, and I haven't chosen a name yet, I think you should want to choose a name..."
She stopped talking because Lin Yao grabbed her hand and put it in his pocket, asking her, "How much money did you make, is it enough for us to go to Japan to go to comic exhibitions and go to Korea to find your husband?"
Bai Biyun thought that she could tell the trivial things of these years firmly, she thought that she would wait patiently for her to understand her heart again, she thought that she would not cry or force herself.But at this time, she burst into tears, hugged the people around her and told her how much she missed her these years.
"I thought I would start all over again..." Bai Biyun said sobbingly, "I'm ready, if you don't know me when I meet you again, or if you already have someone you like, then I will Said that she is your aunt, can take care of your daily life, can live with you..."
"If you start over, I will still love you." Lin Yao wiped away tears for her.She lowered her scarf and began to sing,
"hey I really miss you
Now it's raining outside the window again
dry eyes feel like crying
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
hey i really miss you
too much emotion but no suitable facial expression
Where should I start with what I want to say the most?
你 是否 也 像 我 一样 想 你
if there was not you
I won't be sad without the past
But if there is, I still want to love you
if there was not you
what a pity where i am
反正 一切 来不 及
Anyway, I don't have myself
hey i really miss you
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
hey i really miss you
Now it's raining outside the window again
dry eyes feel like crying
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
hey i really miss you
too much emotion but no suitable facial expression
Where should I start when I want to say the most
你 是否 也 像 我 一样 想 你
if there was not you
I won't be sad without the past
But if there is, I still want to love you
if there was not you
what a pity where i am
反正 一切 来不 及
Anyway, I don't have myself
hey i really miss you
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
Do you miss you like I do?"
The author has something to say: Finally reunion ~ There will be a few more outlooks behind meow ~ BlingBling goes to see the first copy ... Hahahahahahahahahahaha that is too different from the present ~ Xianjun God Horse I didn’t write any of them~Maybe there are some extra stories~Thank you for reading~I remember a little fairy said that my copywriting is concise...so I copied and pasted the twists and turns in the two paragraphs to enrich the copywriting~Praise me for being witty~ Yay thanks again for reading~
☆, Xianjun's story
Shuyuan Xianjun met the dying Junlin in the Earth Temple on the outskirts of the city.The tender little baby was crying non-stop, most of the quilt wrapped around her body fell apart.He originally just came to the mortal world to look for the mausoleum, and by the way, inquired about the whereabouts of the previous fairy, and said that he was gone, but he didn't believe it, whether it was a fairy or a demon, a human or a ghost, there should be an explanation after death, after all, he couldn't escape Out of the six realms.That man, who gave himself everything, couldn't just disappear like this.
Right now, he was staring at the doll on the ground, thinking of the man who was with him when he was a child, he was inexplicably touched, and reached out to hug the doll. There was a note in her quilt, which did not state the reason for being abandoned, but only two words— — thanks.
He threw the note mockingly, he picked up the doll not because of this thank you.
The baby in his hand suddenly stopped crying, and his breathing became weak. He pursed his lips, frowned and raised his hand to cast a spell. Originally, he just wanted to heal her and send her to a nearby childless family. There seems to be a magnet in the doll's body, and it healed the illness but did not stop absorbing the magic power of the fairy.The fairy king couldn't draw back his fairy power, so he could only rely on her, and Teng Yun returned to the heaven.
In a few days, Yue Lao came to the book hall to have a look: "I heard that brother Shu Yuan brought back a doll from the world?"
"It's already a fairy." Xianjun looked indifferent, and pulled back the bed curtain, "It grows faster than the world." His tone was dull, but there was a gentleness that can only be found in human fireworks.
"It's been a long time since I saw you like this." Yue Lao touched the baby's cheek and sighed with a smile.
"Same." Xianjun stepped back a few steps, unwilling to bring up the old matter.
"That's good." Yuelao was naturally sensible, so he stopped probing, teased the doll again, and left.
Xianjun stood next to the doll, his expression finally no longer dull, perhaps a little tender, but it looked weird.
For a long time, since that man disappeared, he no longer cared about anything.Inheriting the position of Shu Yuan, he carefully sorted out the poems and books every day, and went to the mortal world to find the mausoleum books every month.He did his duty in everything, but he was no longer tempted.Anyway, they are all gods, and the walking dead may not be in a perfect state.
The man disappeared in the land of the underworld, and he also wanted to go there to look for it, but the queen mother refused to issue an edict, so he couldn't enter the place of the underworld, so he could only inquire about his whereabouts in other places in the world.Originally, I thought that this year I should always ask the Queen Mother for instructions. With so many new gods, there should be someone who is qualified for this position.He was going to die, but he was trapped by this doll again.Years later, when he decided to fight again for the doll, the doll thanked him and said no.This is something for later, let's not mention it for now.
"Junlin. This will be your name from now on." Xianjun wrote these two characters with a pen and handed them to the children who had already begun to read.
"Thank you Xianjun." Jun Lin happily took the note and thanked him joyfully.
Xianjun watched her run out of the door, sighed, and said to himself: "Thank you? You don't need to thank you for coming."
When Xian Jun came back from Lingnan, Jun Lin stood waiting for him at the Nantian Gate. When he saw him, he smiled and stepped forward, compared his height, and said happily, "I've grown again."
"You want to grow taller so much?" Xian Jun raised his eyebrows uncontrollably.
"Well! When I am tall enough, I will be able to go down to the earth to help Xianjun find the Immortal Jingci." Jun Lin said awe-inspiringly, Immortal Jingci was the title given by the former Shuyuan Xianjun after his death.
The air pressure dropped instantly, just like when the demon world suddenly attacked a few years ago, as if the surrounding area was filled with darkness.Xianjun asked calmly, "Where did you know?"
Jun Lin didn't realize that something was wrong, and said proudly: "It's all in "Shu Yuan Ben Ji". I also know that you used to be a little fairy who sorted out poems and books just like me..."
"Don't mention this matter again in the future, and don't mention him again." After Xian Jun finished speaking, Teng Yun went to the Book Hall, leaving Jun Lin alone in the Nantian Gate, puzzled.
Xianjun locked himself in the inner hall, suddenly it was like returning to his childhood, that person seemed to open the door and come in at any time, handed him some novel objects in the world, and told anecdotes that did not exist in the sky.
At that time, he always wanted to grow up and be able to stand side by side with that person. When he was really strong enough to be alone, that person disappeared.
That person called him to the front before going to the Northern Underworld, explained a bunch of tedious chores, and told him to be a good god before leaving. "What a god? There's no distinction between good and bad, and there are unconscious monsters on the left and right." He thought to himself, but he didn't say it out loud. He felt uncomfortable, but he kept smiling. He was very scared, so he still grabbed the hem of his clothes, Said softly: "When you come back, tell me something interesting. I still have a lot of things I don't understand and I want to ask you..."
That person didn't touch his hair and agree in a warm voice like in the past, that person just smiled softly, listened to what he had to say, raised the imperial edict in his hand, and said "take care" like ordinary people.
Later, after taking a long way from Nantianmen, he seldom went to the mortal world to collect poems and books, and he also slowed down his monthly search. It's over, if you don't want to see the ending, you can only slow down.
Junlin didn't know what kind of demon had caught him, so he went to the Pantao Garden to steal peaches just like Sun Dasheng. Fortunately, Yuelao Taibai came to intercede, so the Queen Mother let her go, and only punished her to live a mortal life for three years.
Now that Jun Lin came back from the world, but knowingly committed the crime, the Queen Mother was furious and wanted to shave his bones. He was afraid again. Parting will always meet again, but sometimes you and the person in front of you are farewell forever, and you will never see each other again forever.He has learned from the past, so he doesn't want to come again, he doesn't want to send people away again.
So he opened his mouth cruelly, willing to go to the land of Beiming to find the mausoleum book in exchange for her life.It's just that she made up her mind and calmly refused. She decided to leave. It doesn't matter if she doesn't want to be this fairy, she has more important people to get together with.
I went to Yuelao to borrow a mirror, and I saw three years in the mortal world. I knew it clearly, and I couldn't help being moved. Let the reincarnated body remember the name and appearance of that person in the mortal world. Maybe it will be easier to find it in the next life.
After all this, he felt more and more that life in the sky was boring, so he also went to the mortal world.It's not that he's doing nothing, he also has someone to look for, and something he wants to pursue.
Maybe one day, he will meet that person again, it doesn't matter if he changes his skin, he remembers that person, his voice, smile, even breathing.
The author has something to say: Xianjun’s episode is here~ It’s still not the same as the previous setting...~ The details will be changed later~ I’m very sleepy today~ Thank you for reading, good night
☆、Su Lin's episode
I am Su Lin, a mortal Su Lin.
On June 17nd, a day after I turned [-], I wasn't me anymore.
Fairy spirits rule my body and memory, and I am mortal and should be grateful for the honor, I know.But I don't want to, even if I have to pay back the kindness in the previous life, I want to pay it back in the next life, double it, or in the next life, it doesn't matter if I pay it back in many next lives, as long as it's not this life, I still have a lot of nostalgia in this life, I don't want it to end so soon.
But I couldn't choose, so the fairy came, on time and on time, to accept my gratitude.
Her life began here, and my story ended abruptly.
So I can only go back to the past, she has not yet appeared, I am still a mortal, I do not know that my life will end in the flower season, and I still have countless fantasies about the future, about dreams, about her and me.
Going back to the me who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, I can have people who love me and me by my side.Parents are loving, siblings are deeply affectionate, confidants accompany each other, no need to know others
And Cao Huan and I, although not separated by the world, have always been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers. It is not a natural moat between immortals, but a gully that will lead to different paths.We are not the same kind of people, and we don't have the intention of intimacy with each other, and we love the same person or fairy, so it is difficult to get along as if nothing happened.So in the two years since she left, the news I had learned disappeared along with the intersection.
I don't know what she meant by calling, but I missed the time she decided, so I couldn't ask anymore.There is also her latest circle of friends in WeChat, but I don't want to click on the message to ask what happened, and I don't like it or comment on a whim.
Maybe she is regretting that she called me on the spur of the moment, but I should not regret not receiving her call.In the past twenty years, I only regret one thing, that I should not have known Su Lin and fell in love with her.
Everything else is irrelevant.
I rested on the sofa for almost an hour before I felt that my limbs were healthy again, so I got up to visit the house of my senior.
Although the sparrow is small and well-equipped, the house is not big, but it has everything you need, and the layout is exquisite.It's just that the bathroom is a bit small, and the glass door is a bit stuffy when closed, maybe because of my slight claustrophobia.
I like the front and back balconies very much, especially the small balcony at the back. The senior sister was so excited and planted a bunch of plants. Unfortunately, I really don’t know much about plants. Except for the daisy that Su Lin mentioned in the university, other I don't know anything, so looking at the green on the balcony, I just feel that they all know me, but I still can't call their names.There is a green kettle by the wall, I picked it up and poured some water, and started my watering task, but I didn’t know the preferences of these plants, so I didn’t dare to water more, praying in my heart that the roots would not rot.
In addition to the two halls and the kitchen, there are two other rooms, the big one has a big bed, the quilt is rubbed casually, and a part of it falls on the floor, next to it is an open wardrobe. Although the senior sister has become more beautiful, the clothes are still the same. It was the same as before, with strangely shaped and colorful clothes.
The small room is probably the core technology area of the whole house.There are two computers on the table, and the other two walls are huge bookshelves, filled with books without any space left.
Suddenly I thought of her again, if we have a house in the future, she should also like to have so many books.
The phone's alarm at six o'clock rang. It was specially set to catch the train yesterday in case of being late.It's all ordered. I happen to be a little hungry, but I am too lazy to go downstairs to eat. Fortunately, I still have a pack of instant noodles in my bag.
I went to the kitchen and found an electric kettle to boil water, and found a bowl in the cupboard. The instant noodles were just right in it.In the past, I didn’t eat instant noodles. Su Lin always liked to go downstairs with Cao Huan to cook and eat. When I brought it back and opened it, the whole dormitory smelled delicious. She always asked me if I wanted to eat it, and then asked me I shook my head and said, "If you don't eat, you don't eat."She also said that, in fact, she thinks it tastes better soaked than boiled, because soaked will not be too soft, and it will be a little hard to chew.
It took me a while to get out of the memory after the water was ready, and I shook my head amusedly.
When the hot water falls on the surface of the instant noodles, small packets will bulge up when it touches the oil, and it will melt again in an instant, bringing the melted oil into the crevices of the instant noodles and the slowly increasing water.
I started to eat instant noodles and spicy ones, but not with her.
When I find her, I must let her eat fish with me.
I waited until 11:30, and my senior didn't come back, so I went to lock the door for safety.
But there is always a premonition that people can't be quiet in the middle of the night.
It was around three o'clock in the morning. After I woke up, I glanced at the wall clock. It should be this time.I went down the stairs in my dream, and walked step by step for a long time without any end. Suddenly the steps disappeared, but I still walked down inertially, and woke up after stepping into the air.
I felt the bedside lamp and pressed it on. As the light came on, I sat up from the bed, feeling a little thirsty, and opened the bedroom door to go out.The light in the living room was on, and I drowsily began to think about whether I had turned off the light before going to bed.But immediately I woke up, because there was a person lying on the sofa.
The man got up immediately when he heard the sound, and nodded after seeing me: "Hello."
"You are sister Chen Luo's, childhood sweetheart?" I didn't panic because I was sure I locked the door, but I could only guess it was her.
"That's how she introduced me?" She smiled, "I'm her childhood sweetheart Bai Li. I was on a business trip, but the other party changed the date and came back."
"That's it, senior sister didn't come back to sleep after correcting her thesis at school..."
"Well, go back to sleep, I'll go to her school after a while."
"what?"
"Yeah." She smiled again.
"Then I'll go back to sleep, good night."
"OK, good night."
I went to the bedroom and lay on the bed, looking around, I couldn't sleep. There was a group photo of the two of them on the bedside table. The more I looked at them, the more I felt that they were a good match. The two poles of a magnet are so different that they attract each other.
Then I naturally thought of Su Lin and me. We are very different but not complementary, and we are both emotionally dull people. Maybe it's just me who is in unrequited love at this moment.
If there is a next life, I will also be a fairy, go to the mortal world to hook up with her reincarnation, and then I will disappear, let her find me for ten or eight years.Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh, no, I really need to look for more than ten years, I will be almost 40 years old by then, and I am really old.
Forget it, if there is an afterlife, I don't want to know her anymore, and I don't want to be a fairy, just be a mortal.To be a positive, hard-working, optimistic and motivated person, you will have a kind heart, be willing to help others, listen to your parents, study hard and make progress every day, then find a stable job, marry and have children with a suitable person.Live an ordinary and happy life that a mortal should live.
If there is an afterlife, I hope to be a happy person.It doesn't necessarily face the sea, but there will always be spring and flowers blooming.
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Xiaobai said that it should be over in one or two chapters ~ blingbling and then the story returns to the main narrative ~ it will usher in the finale ~ Thank you, thank you, thank you for reading~
☆、Xiaobai said.5
When I was 35 years old, I returned to live in Harbin.
In fact, I have been searching for so many years, and many times I am really afraid. I used to think that people can live to be 50 or 36 years old. They have done almost everything they want to do. It’s really not my pessimism, people always have to obey the old.But now that I am almost [-] years old, almost three-quarters of the life I set has passed. I should have lived a stable life, looking for small thrills in the calm and happy days, but I am afraid up.It's not that you don't want to admit defeat, it's just that some things and people just make you worry about it, and it's up to him.Even though I'm in my fifties now, I don't have the ability to serve my old age and enjoy my blessings.It's not that I'm paranoid, if you were me, you'd be brooding too.
And I know, she will show up eventually.
Maybe she is in a certain street, waiting for me to pass by by chance one day, and then she will rub shoulders with me in the bustling crowd.
Reunion, these two words appear in my dreams every day, and every time I think of it, the corners of my mouth will rise unconsciously, my body and thoughts will become light, and I even feel that my time has flowed back to the past. We are still young, with bright eyes. White teeth, a slight smile, is a lifetime.
People get lazy when they get old. For example, I just sat in front of the window on this beautiful morning, watching the people coming and going in the street downstairs. It has been almost two hours since I got up and washed up and sat here. I didn't think about moving my muscles and bones for half a minute.The little girl upstairs probably got up too, and the young man could even walk vigorously, clearly remembering the last time she bought a pair of cotton slippers downstairs.
After a while of silence upstairs, my doorbell rang.Even if you don't want to get up now, you have to get up.
Unscrewing the door, it turned out to be the little girl upstairs, with a high ponytail, and she became more energetic.
"Aunt Bai, come to my house for lunch today, and my boyfriend is here to cook." She said brightly, without any intention of asking.
"If you young people are together, it will be a disappointment if the aunt goes." I still remember how I was back then, so I naturally felt that it would be more appropriate to refuse.
"..." She lowered her head and paused for a while, then raised her head again, her eyes were still piercing, "In fact, he proposed to me, although it was not formal...I want my aunt to help me see if it's suitable..."
"If you like it, you should be the right person." I couldn't help interrupting her. People always say that love tragedies are caused by external things, but in my opinion, it often lies in the individual himself, love or not , Cherish it or not, work hard or give up.
"I like it." Her eyes were bright and firm.
I nodded, took a coat from behind the door, put it on, and pushed her to the door: "I will go at noon. Now I will accompany you to buy some ingredients."
She smiled immediately, her eyes narrowed but still bright.But she refused to let me accompany her to buy vegetables: "You don't need to buy vegetables. Since he is the chef, he will prepare these by himself."
Now I hesitated, the door was closed, and I was finally willing to go out for a walk, but I couldn't bear to wander aimlessly, not to mention that it was several degrees below zero here.When I was young, I didn't want to wait and always walked, thinking to find her quickly. Now I'm not really old, but after all, it's different, and I'm not so willing to walk around looking for chance encounters anymore.
I was about to take out the key and open the door to go back, but the little girl had already walked downstairs with my arm, and she said cheerfully: "Auntie Bai, let me go shopping with me, I want to buy him a dress. It's his birthday soon .”
As soon as I walked out of the iron gate, the cold air came up immediately, I quickly put on my hat, and the little girl took out a disposable mask from the huge pocket and gave me one.If my eyes didn't have crow's feet, and my forehead had the same bangs as before, then I would be back in the past.
The little girl has a cheerful and decisive personality, and she also chooses clothes quickly. Although I don't understand that kind of aesthetics, it's not ugly. At least when she asked me, I nodded and said "it's okay".
Because we bought clothes in threes and fives, we quickly entered the cold wind again. I put on my hat and mask again, and felt that the white snow around me was different.
I looked up at the crowd, among the colorful crowded crowd, there was a person with his back to me, his hair was gathered into his neck, he was wearing a long black down jacket, he was carrying a huge black bag on his back, and he was wearing a snow jacket. The feet in the boots kept moving back and forth, probably because the shoes were wet so they felt cold.I walked in slowly, and the one next to her should be her classmate, who was still bargaining with the stall owner. She was on the side, without making a sound, just stamping her feet.
When I finally got there, she was only an arm's length away from me, but I was a little timid.Many things can't be explained, such as why she returned to the mortal world but didn't come to me?Why doesn't she seem to age at all?What kind of life has she lived these years, and does she still remember me?
It's more timid to be close to the nostalgia, but now it's timid to be close to her.I was afraid that as soon as I made a move, everything disappeared, and then I woke up with a start, only to realize that it was a dream.Just this kind of sad dream, I don't even want to start, don't want to dream.I have imagined the scene of our reunion countless times before, but I am really afraid that we are already strangers, needless to say "long time no see".
But all these years, all I want is this ending, it doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, I want to see her and talk to her.
Even though she doesn't know me anymore, I remember her and I love her.
The author has something to say: This is the end of Xiaobai's vision~Thank you for reading~I'm so sleepy, please correct the typo~Good night and sweet dreams
☆, secret
She was reincarnated in the mortal world for Lin Yao.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the Lin family mansion became lively again, and the four generations lived together happily.
A seven or eight-year-old girl ran out of the courtyard following a boy who was much taller than her, clutching fireworks.
"Just this bamboo stake. Invite you to give me the firecrackers, and we'll throw them in here."
The little girl named Yao Yao handed over the firecracker in her hand, rubbed her hands together and walked away.Holding a burning incense stick in his left hand, the young man slowly approached the firecracker in his right hand. As soon as the sparks lit up, he quickly threw them into the bamboo pile, and ran to Yao Yao with his ears half covered.Then there was a dull and loud noise. After the noise, the boy ran over to check. The bamboo stake was solid and not damaged at all.
"It's solid, it's not broken at all. Let's put another more powerful one." The boy was excitedly preparing to light the next firecracker.
Invitation suddenly ran forward, tugged at the hem of the shirt that was exposed under the boy's down jacket, and whispered: "Brother, we won't let go. My head hurts."
"Headache again? Then let's go back to the house." The young man immediately walked into the courtyard with his arms in his arms.
"Brother, do you know Bai Biyun?"
"I've never heard of it. Is it a personal name? Hey, Auntie, Yao Yao's head hurts again."
When Lin Yao was hugged by her mother, she had a headache and felt even more uncomfortable. When she was three or four years old, she also asked her parents, but they only thought it was in a storybook she read, and never seriously thought about it.Now that I am older and have a close relationship with my cousin, I thought of asking, but the result is still unknown.
At the age of 12, I met a new friend, He Jing, in junior high school. Finally, you come and go, and you are already in the relationship of girlfriends who have eaten and slept at home.
Once again, He Jing and Lin Yao were sleeping in the second bedroom of Lin's house. The two girls were lying side by side on the bed. Lin Yao remembered his most precious and mysterious secret.
She turned her body to face He Jing, said a little shyly and mysteriously: "Xiao Jing, let me tell you a secret. There is a Bai Biyun, I don't know who she is, but she has existed in my mind since I can remember Although I can’t remember it, I always feel that it is very important.”
"It's from the TV series or novels you've watched, but you forgot, and then you hinted..."
Lin Yao didn't deny it and said "no", she just rolled over and lay down again, sadness swept over her body little by little.
She thought that someone would believe her.
I started dating in high school, but it didn't last long, it just increased the number of times.She met all kinds of people and asked them for the same name, but unfortunately all of them ended in vain.
Bai Biyun, these three words seem to be rooted in Lin Yao's heart, she always remembers them, but she never understands them either.
She remembered this person's appearance and knew her name, but there was no other connection between them.But she knew that this person really existed, not a novel or a fantasy.
Sometimes Lin Yao becomes pessimistic. If Bai Biyun is no longer alive, then the story about this person and this name is really unknown.She doesn't want to do this, just like a book or a movie, even if the beginning is not very exciting or the end is unfinished, once it starts, she will choose to read it or finish it, because she really doesn't like unresolved plots.
But where is this person?And do you know who she is?
At the end of the first half of the second year of high school, He Jing asked her to go to Bingcheng together.
She didn't like the snow-covered world very much. Dirty muddy water is often buried under all the clean white snow, which always makes people feel hypocritical.But this time I agreed inexplicably, maybe because I was tired of He Jing's soft-heartedness, maybe because my cousin always boasted how wonderful his years in the Northeast were, maybe because she also wanted to know the other side of candied haws. a taste.
Maybe it was because she felt it was time to go for a walk and meet a stranger she remembered.
"It's really cold." He Jing rubbed her hands together and whispered.
Lin Yao was struggling to get her protruding ears to buckle the mask straps, but it collapsed in a minute.She sighed and put it away, pulled up the scarf, and muttered: "You want to come out by yourself, the heating in the hotel is more comfortable."
"It's not that we're going home tomorrow, we have to go shopping in this area again." He Jing approached again, and said mysteriously, "I checked on the Internet, and they all said that this is a night market street, although They are all small stalls, but they are very delicious. But it’s still in the morning, and there will be more food in the evening, but it’s cold at night, woo woo, forget it, if you can eat a little, it’s worth coming here! "
When it comes to the end, it is already full of enthusiasm and sonorous.But Lin Yao just lowered her eyelids speechlessly, and briskly complained: "Food." She felt that she must have stepped on a lot of snow pits, because most of her shoes were already wet at this moment.
"I'm just a gourmet connoisseur, and you are the big eater. Tsk tsk, I think I eat with a pig every day..." Before He Jing finished speaking, she was already attracted by the barbecue on the booth.
Lin Yao stood aside, watching helplessly as she bargained with the stall owner. This bunch of items worth a few dollars was converted into hundreds of cents in He Jing's eyes, and then she bargained bravely.
It turned out that the boss agreed to give He Jing two skewers, and then they stood by the stall and waited.Lin Yao felt that her shoes were soaked, and suspected that she could squeeze the water out later when she returned to the hotel, but she didn't rush, because she knew that He Jing was going to eat up this street, and this was the first one, no May be willing to back off.
Because it was still daytime, many of the night markets hadn’t opened yet. He Jing agreed to go back after eating a few. Walking and walking, she saw a stall selling Russian goods. She stopped again and began to choose goods.
"I went to the street two days ago, didn't you buy a lot in the store..." Lin Yao pulled her to leave.
He Jing broke away from her hand, and whispered earnestly: "Can a store and a stall be the same? Under the same packaging, there are two different intentions, one is the warmth of healthy growth in the greenhouse, and the other is the warmth of the wind, frost and rain. Stubborn persistence...and I wanted to compare the prices."
Lin Yao let go of her hand, knowing in her heart that a lot of loud roars in front of her were nonsense, and only the last sentence, which was as thin as a mosquito's sound, was the focus of her heart.She stood aside and watched He Jing choose and choose. When He Jing was bargaining with the stall owner, she felt her heart skip a beat, as if there was a sign, and she didn't know whether it was good or bad, but she remembered Bai Biyun in her memory Come.
It was as if she was right here, among the crowd.
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☆, reunion
Bai Biyun was indeed standing ten meters away, and she recognized her at a glance.
Bai Biyun approached slowly, she was still an arm's length away from Lin Yao, but she didn't dare to reach out to touch her.Many times, it's not that you can't reach it, but that you don't have the courage when it's within your reach.
I have been to her beloved comic exhibitions and book signings, lived in cities related to her, met similar backs but turned out to be strangers, woke up in the middle of the night thinking about giving up tomorrow, and thought that I The search for it is nothing but a joke.After more than ten years of searching, the sweetheart is right in front of her eyes. Bai Biyun looked at it for a long time, and slowly projected their past, their ridiculous life in her heart, and her empty chest was instantly filled with memories.
The memories were in full swing, she smiled contentedly, summoned up the courage to raise her hand to touch the shoulder of the person in front of her, her voice was gentle and sweet, as if she was intimate a long time ago, with a little more quietness of the years: "Hello, I It's Bai Biyun."
Lin Yao felt that there seemed to be a fiery soul approaching behind her, but she didn't dare to turn around and wait and see. After waiting for too long, it seemed like an eternal unknown. She was afraid that if she turned her head, it would be just the casual eyes of passers-by, and even the feeling at this moment would disappear. gone.She dare not face it, she is too afraid of falsehood.
So she just stood stiffly, stopped rubbing her hands, and stomped her feet slower.She also wanted to return to the comfortable state a few minutes ago, but she couldn't, as if a god was manipulating her, she had to be quiet at this moment, she needed piety.
The sense of reality brought by the next palm made her cry.That person's voice was as expected, no, it should be better than expected, she said: "Hello, I'm Bai Biyun."
Just seven words and one sentence are already unique and incomparable beauty in this world.
So the supporting actors took their curtain calls one after another, and the spotlight shone on the two of them.
"We knew each other before?" Lin Yao remembered the name and the appearance of this person since he could remember, but he couldn't remember anything that happened between them.
"I know." Bai Biyun smiled nicely, although the person in front of her had changed her appearance, she still had the same demeanor as before.There is always some magical tacit understanding between people, Bai Biyun knew that Lin Yao was Su Lin who had suddenly disappeared back then.
"Are you my sister?" Lin Yao still thought about the wording and used the word "sister" politely.
Bai Biyun was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said "No", she is 36 years old now.She never thought that Su Lin would come back, but she was still looking for it all these years, maybe it was to stop herself from feeling empty in the silence, maybe it was just an obsession.At this moment, the person she has been thinking about day and night is in front of her eyes, she can't control anything else, she has to hold her, lest if she let go, she won't see her again for more than ten years.So she said, "You are the one I like."
The words "the person I like" hit Lin Yao's heart, and she felt the familiar blood rushing to her heart, and her soul was also about to move.Lin Yao said softly, "I like you too." She pointed to her chest, "Someone told me here."
"That's a fairy." Bai Biyun took her hand and walked to the room she rented, "I have made a lot of money; I also learned to cook, which may not be so delicious, but you can't dislike it; I have raised a baby in the past two years. It's just a cat, and I haven't chosen a name yet, I think you should want to choose a name..."
She stopped talking because Lin Yao grabbed her hand and put it in his pocket, asking her, "How much money did you make, is it enough for us to go to Japan to go to comic exhibitions and go to Korea to find your husband?"
Bai Biyun thought that she could tell the trivial things of these years firmly, she thought that she would wait patiently for her to understand her heart again, she thought that she would not cry or force herself.But at this time, she burst into tears, hugged the people around her and told her how much she missed her these years.
"I thought I would start all over again..." Bai Biyun said sobbingly, "I'm ready, if you don't know me when I meet you again, or if you already have someone you like, then I will Said that she is your aunt, can take care of your daily life, can live with you..."
"If you start over, I will still love you." Lin Yao wiped away tears for her.She lowered her scarf and began to sing,
"hey I really miss you
Now it's raining outside the window again
dry eyes feel like crying
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
hey i really miss you
too much emotion but no suitable facial expression
Where should I start with what I want to say the most?
你 是否 也 像 我 一样 想 你
if there was not you
I won't be sad without the past
But if there is, I still want to love you
if there was not you
what a pity where i am
反正 一切 来不 及
Anyway, I don't have myself
hey i really miss you
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
hey i really miss you
Now it's raining outside the window again
dry eyes feel like crying
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
hey i really miss you
too much emotion but no suitable facial expression
Where should I start when I want to say the most
你 是否 也 像 我 一样 想 你
if there was not you
I won't be sad without the past
But if there is, I still want to love you
if there was not you
what a pity where i am
反正 一切 来不 及
Anyway, I don't have myself
hey i really miss you
不 知道 你 现在 在 哪里
Do you miss you like I do?"
The author has something to say: Finally reunion ~ There will be a few more outlooks behind meow ~ BlingBling goes to see the first copy ... Hahahahahahahahahahaha that is too different from the present ~ Xianjun God Horse I didn’t write any of them~Maybe there are some extra stories~Thank you for reading~I remember a little fairy said that my copywriting is concise...so I copied and pasted the twists and turns in the two paragraphs to enrich the copywriting~Praise me for being witty~ Yay thanks again for reading~
☆, Xianjun's story
Shuyuan Xianjun met the dying Junlin in the Earth Temple on the outskirts of the city.The tender little baby was crying non-stop, most of the quilt wrapped around her body fell apart.He originally just came to the mortal world to look for the mausoleum, and by the way, inquired about the whereabouts of the previous fairy, and said that he was gone, but he didn't believe it, whether it was a fairy or a demon, a human or a ghost, there should be an explanation after death, after all, he couldn't escape Out of the six realms.That man, who gave himself everything, couldn't just disappear like this.
Right now, he was staring at the doll on the ground, thinking of the man who was with him when he was a child, he was inexplicably touched, and reached out to hug the doll. There was a note in her quilt, which did not state the reason for being abandoned, but only two words— — thanks.
He threw the note mockingly, he picked up the doll not because of this thank you.
The baby in his hand suddenly stopped crying, and his breathing became weak. He pursed his lips, frowned and raised his hand to cast a spell. Originally, he just wanted to heal her and send her to a nearby childless family. There seems to be a magnet in the doll's body, and it healed the illness but did not stop absorbing the magic power of the fairy.The fairy king couldn't draw back his fairy power, so he could only rely on her, and Teng Yun returned to the heaven.
In a few days, Yue Lao came to the book hall to have a look: "I heard that brother Shu Yuan brought back a doll from the world?"
"It's already a fairy." Xianjun looked indifferent, and pulled back the bed curtain, "It grows faster than the world." His tone was dull, but there was a gentleness that can only be found in human fireworks.
"It's been a long time since I saw you like this." Yue Lao touched the baby's cheek and sighed with a smile.
"Same." Xianjun stepped back a few steps, unwilling to bring up the old matter.
"That's good." Yuelao was naturally sensible, so he stopped probing, teased the doll again, and left.
Xianjun stood next to the doll, his expression finally no longer dull, perhaps a little tender, but it looked weird.
For a long time, since that man disappeared, he no longer cared about anything.Inheriting the position of Shu Yuan, he carefully sorted out the poems and books every day, and went to the mortal world to find the mausoleum books every month.He did his duty in everything, but he was no longer tempted.Anyway, they are all gods, and the walking dead may not be in a perfect state.
The man disappeared in the land of the underworld, and he also wanted to go there to look for it, but the queen mother refused to issue an edict, so he couldn't enter the place of the underworld, so he could only inquire about his whereabouts in other places in the world.Originally, I thought that this year I should always ask the Queen Mother for instructions. With so many new gods, there should be someone who is qualified for this position.He was going to die, but he was trapped by this doll again.Years later, when he decided to fight again for the doll, the doll thanked him and said no.This is something for later, let's not mention it for now.
"Junlin. This will be your name from now on." Xianjun wrote these two characters with a pen and handed them to the children who had already begun to read.
"Thank you Xianjun." Jun Lin happily took the note and thanked him joyfully.
Xianjun watched her run out of the door, sighed, and said to himself: "Thank you? You don't need to thank you for coming."
When Xian Jun came back from Lingnan, Jun Lin stood waiting for him at the Nantian Gate. When he saw him, he smiled and stepped forward, compared his height, and said happily, "I've grown again."
"You want to grow taller so much?" Xian Jun raised his eyebrows uncontrollably.
"Well! When I am tall enough, I will be able to go down to the earth to help Xianjun find the Immortal Jingci." Jun Lin said awe-inspiringly, Immortal Jingci was the title given by the former Shuyuan Xianjun after his death.
The air pressure dropped instantly, just like when the demon world suddenly attacked a few years ago, as if the surrounding area was filled with darkness.Xianjun asked calmly, "Where did you know?"
Jun Lin didn't realize that something was wrong, and said proudly: "It's all in "Shu Yuan Ben Ji". I also know that you used to be a little fairy who sorted out poems and books just like me..."
"Don't mention this matter again in the future, and don't mention him again." After Xian Jun finished speaking, Teng Yun went to the Book Hall, leaving Jun Lin alone in the Nantian Gate, puzzled.
Xianjun locked himself in the inner hall, suddenly it was like returning to his childhood, that person seemed to open the door and come in at any time, handed him some novel objects in the world, and told anecdotes that did not exist in the sky.
At that time, he always wanted to grow up and be able to stand side by side with that person. When he was really strong enough to be alone, that person disappeared.
That person called him to the front before going to the Northern Underworld, explained a bunch of tedious chores, and told him to be a good god before leaving. "What a god? There's no distinction between good and bad, and there are unconscious monsters on the left and right." He thought to himself, but he didn't say it out loud. He felt uncomfortable, but he kept smiling. He was very scared, so he still grabbed the hem of his clothes, Said softly: "When you come back, tell me something interesting. I still have a lot of things I don't understand and I want to ask you..."
That person didn't touch his hair and agree in a warm voice like in the past, that person just smiled softly, listened to what he had to say, raised the imperial edict in his hand, and said "take care" like ordinary people.
Later, after taking a long way from Nantianmen, he seldom went to the mortal world to collect poems and books, and he also slowed down his monthly search. It's over, if you don't want to see the ending, you can only slow down.
Junlin didn't know what kind of demon had caught him, so he went to the Pantao Garden to steal peaches just like Sun Dasheng. Fortunately, Yuelao Taibai came to intercede, so the Queen Mother let her go, and only punished her to live a mortal life for three years.
Now that Jun Lin came back from the world, but knowingly committed the crime, the Queen Mother was furious and wanted to shave his bones. He was afraid again. Parting will always meet again, but sometimes you and the person in front of you are farewell forever, and you will never see each other again forever.He has learned from the past, so he doesn't want to come again, he doesn't want to send people away again.
So he opened his mouth cruelly, willing to go to the land of Beiming to find the mausoleum book in exchange for her life.It's just that she made up her mind and calmly refused. She decided to leave. It doesn't matter if she doesn't want to be this fairy, she has more important people to get together with.
I went to Yuelao to borrow a mirror, and I saw three years in the mortal world. I knew it clearly, and I couldn't help being moved. Let the reincarnated body remember the name and appearance of that person in the mortal world. Maybe it will be easier to find it in the next life.
After all this, he felt more and more that life in the sky was boring, so he also went to the mortal world.It's not that he's doing nothing, he also has someone to look for, and something he wants to pursue.
Maybe one day, he will meet that person again, it doesn't matter if he changes his skin, he remembers that person, his voice, smile, even breathing.
The author has something to say: Xianjun’s episode is here~ It’s still not the same as the previous setting...~ The details will be changed later~ I’m very sleepy today~ Thank you for reading, good night
☆、Su Lin's episode
I am Su Lin, a mortal Su Lin.
On June 17nd, a day after I turned [-], I wasn't me anymore.
Fairy spirits rule my body and memory, and I am mortal and should be grateful for the honor, I know.But I don't want to, even if I have to pay back the kindness in the previous life, I want to pay it back in the next life, double it, or in the next life, it doesn't matter if I pay it back in many next lives, as long as it's not this life, I still have a lot of nostalgia in this life, I don't want it to end so soon.
But I couldn't choose, so the fairy came, on time and on time, to accept my gratitude.
Her life began here, and my story ended abruptly.
So I can only go back to the past, she has not yet appeared, I am still a mortal, I do not know that my life will end in the flower season, and I still have countless fantasies about the future, about dreams, about her and me.
Going back to the me who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, I can have people who love me and me by my side.Parents are loving, siblings are deeply affectionate, confidants accompany each other, no need to know others
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