most young and lonely

Chapter 18 Pain

During the days when he was just rejected, Yi Can lived a life of drunkenness, unable to sleep at night without taste.Only when you are too tired to support yourself can you fall asleep.However, even in a dream, she would meet Ruoqing.

Many times, Yican dreamed that she and Ruoqing cried and told her how sad she was. Ruoqing said that she understood her, and held her in her arms, gently stroking her head to comfort her.

Freud said: Dreams are the fulfillment of wishes.

yes!It was so beautiful in the dream, but when he woke up, there were only cold tears on his face and the still cruel reality waiting for Yi Can.She can only continue her listless life.

She would think of Ruoqing at any time, after all, in the past three years, there are memories of them everywhere!

Yi Can is afraid of seeing things and thinking about others, so he stays in the dormitory longer and longer, and interacts with friends less and less.I can only occasionally write a few diaries or poems when I feel in the mood to express my mood.But if this continues, Yi Can will only get deeper and deeper into the dead end.Fortunately, An Ran was by her side.

What a kind and soft-hearted child An Ran is!

Whenever Yi Chan was crying at her desk again, An Ran would always put down what she was doing and come over to comfort her softly.Sometimes, An Ran would also curse a few words: "You, you, for a woman, to cry like this, is it worth it?" Yi Can would grin when she heard this, and then her tears would fall even more fiercely.

Seeing Yi Can getting thinner and thinner, An Ran couldn't bear to say anything, so she could only accompany Yi Can and help her wipe away her tears.

In fact, Yi Can also guessed that Ruoqing might like her a little bit, but she didn't have the courage to face this relationship, so she could only choose to give up in the end.She even had the urge to ask her, but she didn't dare, she was too afraid that the answer would disappoint her.

Rather than despair, give yourself some room for reverie.

In any case, they are two people who have no destiny, like two intersecting straight lines, after the intersection, they can only go farther and farther.Thinking of this, tears began to rage again...

In fact, at the beginning, An Ran didn't understand Yi Can, Ruoqing was just a girl, why would Yi Can care about this?Even shed tears all day long?She looked like a little daughter-in-law who was dumped.

Later, after a long time like this, An Ran understood that that emotion was so important in Yi Can's heart, and gradually accepted the fact that her liking for Ruoqing was no less than any boy's liking for Ruoqing. It is the deeper part of love poison.

Yi Can would sometimes laugh at himself: "Thinking that I, Lin, was proud and powerful in the past, but now I have come to such a miserable end, alas--pity my famous name in my life!"

An Ran patted her distressedly: "You, how could you be harmed like this by a girl? It would be great if you could still be like you before! Do you remember what you were like before? You were laughing and joking all day long. , still so narcissistic, I don’t know what you are proud of; look at your appearance now, your eyes are red and swollen, your hair is messy, and your face is almost thin! Hurry up and cheer me up, eat well, sleep well, study hard... ..."

After listening to An Ran's words, Yi Can always made up his mind after crying, and said to An Ran: "I'm going to come out, I really can't go on like this!" But when emotions come, Yi Can still can't help it Tears gushed out.

Later, An Ran didn't believe Yi Can's words anymore, but seeing Yi Can's haggard appearance, she couldn't say anything more.

After a long time, Yi Can was very grateful to An Ran for her company and comfort during that darkest time.Without her, I don't know how long Yican will stay in this pain.

Yi Can often said: During her four years in college, meeting An Ran was the luck of her life.

That's what true friends are like.

When Yi Chan was devastated by emotional setbacks and even lost her self-confidence, An Ran still believed that she was an optimistic, positive, and talented girl. When she was most helpless and depressed, she encouraged her, praised her, and made her feel better. Courage to step out and be herself again.

"Broken Heart"

I know that my love is not tolerated by the world, and I have sunk without asking for the king's will.

Zui Xiao was too infatuated at the beginning, there was a couple in the dream.

"Butterfly Love Flower"

The peaches and plums are looking forward to the spring, dancing in neon clothes, and the universe is at ease.

When I see the disease, I miss it, and I talk beautifully in front of the drunk lying pavilion.

Playing with each other, Bo Jun laughs, looks around the bustling, and leaves less sorrow in one season.

Finally, when the spring comes and the dream wakes up, the flowers and butterflies abandon the rain.

"Looking for You"

With the cold breeze

in the thin rain and fog

looking for you

the tenderness like the spring breeze

elegant like summer lotus

hidden in the vast sea of ​​people

Only the flute sound as light as a sigh

into the ear

Just like your indifferent eyes

Also like my wild thoughts

night fell

embrace me in the lustrous black

naughty star

as if longing for my smiling face

scrambling to wink at me playfully

in a trance, in fatigue

You and I look at each other and smile

Star shift

a hundred years later

"Enlightenment"

Likes and sorrows, gatherings and partings are all in a hurry, and the spring flowers and autumn moon have no intention of caring.

Don't laugh at others when they are down and out, this life has its own place of losing its soul.

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