old age

A total of six rounds of chemotherapy were scheduled, but by the end of the fifth round, the doctor advised them not to continue.

"The patient's physical condition can no longer continue." Zhang Yun's attending doctor said, "The effect of the previous chemotherapy was not very good, and your family members know it."

Ji Kaiyang was leaning on the chair, staring at the pennant hanging on the opposite wall, "A wonderful hand rejuvenates, and the hanging pot will help the world." At this moment, he seemed inexplicably mocking.

Zhang Yun's reaction after chemotherapy was indeed very strong. The first chemotherapy went well, but then it went from bad to worse.Not to mention the prolonged nausea and dizziness, the joints all over the body began to ache and itchy.

"She can't have surgery or chemotherapy now, then..." Chu Jing said anxiously, "Can I switch to other medicines? Will the side effects be less if I switch to other medicines? Money is not a problem." ..."

"Sister Chu." Lin Ya was also in the office. Seeing that Chu Jing was agitated, she came over and said in a low voice, "No doctor will voluntarily give up on a patient. Sister Zhang only took half of the medicine today, and the rest is gone." Dare to inject again, her body is too weak, continuing chemotherapy will only aggravate her pain."

Chu Jing glanced at her, took a deep breath, raised her hands to straighten her hair, and suddenly couldn't hold on anymore, she put her arms on the table to support her face, and cried.

Yi Chen has always felt that his mother is free and easy and flamboyant. When he was a child, he hated his parents' divorce to some extent, but now that the hatred has faded away, he feels that he can live as he pleases, which is also enviable.Especially in the past few years, Chu Jing's business has gradually grown. She is like a female soldier, as if she doesn't care about anything. Even when Yi Chen comes out of the closet, she can pass by calmly.Since Zhang Yun fell ill, she has stayed in N City for a long time, but she still rushes back when encountering business problems. Kai Yang seemed more optimistic.But now Chu Jing seemed to have lost her battle robe, her shoulders trembled from crying, and she became a wronged little girl.

Yi Chen walked over, stood in front of her, and gently leaned Chu Jing's head on his body. Chu Jing's tears quickly wetted his clothes, and his waist was cold, as if he had been stabbed. There will be blood coming out.

Chu Jing couldn't stop crying and was almost dehydrated. Seeing that she was not in the right condition, Lin Ya quickly gave her a bottle of glucose.Yi Chen waited for everything to be settled, only to find that Ji Kaiyang was gone when he turned around.

"Are you awake?" Ji Kaiyang watched Zhang Yun slowly open his eyes, "Do you want to eat something?"

Zhang Yun shook her head, "I'm not hungry now."

She wasn't hungry, she couldn't eat at all.Ji Kaiyang sniffled, "Then tell me when you're hungry, and I'll buy it for you again."

Zhang Yun smiled, and gently spread out her hand, Ji Kaiyang hurriedly held it, "What did the doctor say?" Zhang Yun asked.

"I didn't say anything." There was only a layer of skin on her hand, and Ji Kaiyang didn't dare to hold it too hard.

"I didn't say anything, do you need this look?" Zhang Yun smiled weakly.

Ji Kaiyang didn't speak, but knelt beside the bed, holding Zhang Yun's hand against his cheek.

"I want to go home." Zhang Yun discussed with him softly, "Staying in the hospital is too uncomfortable, is it okay?"

Ji Kaiyang pursed his lips into a slit, and shook his head stubbornly, "Let's change to another hospital, to a better one..."

"My own body knows it." Zhang Yun said, "Wherever I change it, the result is the same. Go back, I feel uncomfortable in the hospital. Chemotherapy is the same as punishment. Mom really can't stand it."

Ji Kaiyang wanted to say no, and begged her to continue treating him, but he never acted like a baby since he was a child, and he hasn't mastered this skill yet.She knew better in her heart that Zhang Yun was about to run out of fuel, and the next treatment would be to exchange her pain for the temporary peace of mind of her relatives.

Zhang Yun looked at him with a gentle gaze that hadn't been seen in a long time. She stroked Ji Kaiyang's hair and didn't urge him anymore.He will agree, Zhang Yun knows.

Two days later, they went through the discharge procedures and returned to Ruijing Garden.

Yi Chen and Chu Jing also moved over.

This situation is a bit strange, but it seems very natural.Yi Chen remembered that when he was a child, Chu Jing hadn't started a business yet, and when Yi Bochuan was on a business trip, she would bring Yi Chen to live in Ji's house. The two mothers were busy in the kitchen, and he and Ji Kaiyang sat on the sofa and watched cartoons.If any dishes are ready first, Zhang Yun will take two small bowls and give each of them some.

Now the old people's hometown, the past can no longer repeat itself.

Chu Jing completely put down all her work and bought a wheelchair. When Zhang Yun was in a good mood to write, she pushed her out to wander around the community.

Yi Chen came back from buying daily necessities in the supermarket that day and saw them feeding the fish by the pool in the community.Chu Jing threw the fish food into the pool, then turned to chat with Zhang Yun.

He suddenly understood that Chu Jing continued to work some time ago, not just because she had too many things to do without her, but more because she needed to use her work to pretend that everything was still on the normal track.Only now, obviously, there is no way to install it anymore.

Days passed day by day, and when I got home, the doctor said tactfully that it had been a month.But Zhang Yun persisted a little longer than expected, until New Year's Eve.

Zhang Yun was in surprisingly good spirits that day. She woke up from a nap in the afternoon and went to the kitchen to make New Year's Eve dinner with Chu Jing.But in the evening, during the New Year's Eve dinner, I felt a little weak, and fell asleep on the back of the chair after speaking halfway.

Ji Kaiyang carried her back to the bedroom, it was very light, only a handful of bones.Zhang Yun slept for about half an hour before waking up leisurely, "I just saw your dad."

She said to Ji Kaiyang. "It's still the same as when I was young. It hasn't changed at all. Mom went there, and she's not alone. Your dad has everything ready, so don't worry."

She smiled, "I was going to leave with him, but I remembered that I didn't say goodbye to you. I have to tell you some things, so that I can feel at ease."

The imaginary fear did not appear, but Ji Kaiyang was very calm at the moment, "Mom, tell me."

Zhang Yun was silent for a while, "If you want to be with Chenchen, just be together. I am always afraid of making things difficult for you and others, but as a result, I am the first mother to make things difficult for you. Aunt Chu It is always said that children and grandchildren have their own blessings, neither stupid nor deaf, not a family member, she is more open than me."

"Mom..." Ji Kaiyang couldn't say anything else, Zhang Yun touched Ji Kaiyang's face, "You have been sensible since you were a child, and you have never bothered me about anything. Your teacher loves to tell me,'Zhang Yun Teacher, your child will be promising in the future', I also look forward to your promising future, and I don't want you to go on the wrong path. I'm leaving now, so I figured it out. It doesn't matter if you are promising or not. I just want you to be happy . A hundred years will pass by, and everything will turn around. Who can say what tomorrow will be like? If you feel happy to be with Chenchen now, then let's be together."

She paused, then waved her hands, "Go ask Chenchen and Aunt Chu to come in."

"Mom." Yi Chen held her hand.

"Before you were born, your mother and I also joked that if we had a son and a daughter, we would make a baby kiss. In the end, we both gave birth to sons, and we still became in-laws." Zhang Yun coughed twice, After taking a breather, he continued, "It's all fate, good or bad fate is not so important. There is only one thing, two people are together, it will be fine, you have a long time, and there will be many changes in the future. If you really meet something , think more about each other's good, don't hurt each other, you know?"

"Mom, I..." Yi Chen forced tears.

"You are a good boy, mom knows." Zhang Yun patted the back of Yi Chen's hand. After she finished speaking, she put down a burden in her heart and showed a soft smile, "Okay, both of you go out, let us two An old woman alone for a while."

"I don't think I'm old." Chu Jing sat on the edge of the bed and whispered, tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Both of them are not crying, why are you crying?" Zhang Yun wiped her tears with her fingers, "You can lie down with me for a while."

Chu Jing really lay down, like when she was studying, on a 1.2-meter bed, the two of them would huddle together and whisper in winter.

"Kaiyang will trouble you to take care of him in the future." Zhang Yun said.

Chu Jing nodded, "Your child is my child."

Zhang Yun suddenly smiled, "You don't even know how to be a mother."

Chu Jing also laughed, tears came out again with a smile, "I'm sorry."

"It's not that you forced me with a knife. I didn't know he was such a person when we met in school." Zhang Yun sighed softly, "Don't cry, I'm sorry for you , said that she wanted to treat Chenchen as her own child, but in the end..., she even alienated you for a few years."

Chu Jing turned sideways and pressed against her face, "We have never been alienated..."

They began to chat about the past, the little secrets they shared with each other when they were girls, the diaries they exchanged, and the first lipstick they bought together, all of which are still deeply buried in their memories.

"Do you remember how we met?" Zhang Yun said suddenly, "On the first day of school, I passed by the playground and was hit by a ball. Passing by, I rushed up fiercely, asking for an apology, and then accompanied me to the infirmary..."

"I was thinking at the time, this girl is so beautiful, she is good-looking even when she curses, I must be friends with her." Zhang Yun's voice slowly lowered with the joy of nostalgia, and everything disappeared, including her pulse and breathing.

When Chu Jing's suppressed cries came out, the gala was counting down, and the host said happy new year, but Zhang Yun did not welcome this new year.

Ji Kaiyang took a long breath, got up and walked towards the bedroom.

Chu Jing leaned against the back of the bed, looked up at the ceiling, her hands were still resting on Zhang Yun's hair.

Ji Kaiyang heard Chu Jing say something inexplicable, she said that I am not so nosy at ordinary times, it is because I want to know you that I am strong.

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Everyone understands the friendship between mothers.All I can say is that girls' feelings are amazing.